Chapter 17
Achiever (Kissing Incest chapter)
Felix's point of view.
Brian and I spent most of the time discussing the pros and cons of Archer and Jayden dating.
In the overall statistic, the results were even.
"What's your plans for later tonight?" Brian questions curiously.
I glance at the rich blue sea that's crashing against the shores in rhythm with the tide, my thoughts thinking about his question.
"Uhm, I'm not quite sure really." I answer him honestly.
He nods his head gently in understanding, his emerald eyes gazing out to sea.
"How about you?" I reply while watching his facial for any reaction.
He remains with a calm composure, a soft sigh escaping his lips.
"I might catch up on some schoolwork." He informs me with a smirk tugging at his lips.
"As should you." He recommends with his eyes meeting mine.
A pink blush forms on my cheeks due to his eye contact, my eyes instantly darting away from his shyly.
"Yeah, I probably should." I counter, unsure as to if I believe my own words.
He tugs my chin gently into his direction, his eyes staring into mine firmly.
"Why not ask Fallon to help you?" He drifts off questionably.
I roll my eyes in reply to him while slapping his hand off of my chin.
"Why must Fallon be needed with me doing homework?" I respond strongly. "I can manage to do it all by myself, WITHOUT his help."
Brian strokes a hand through his brown hair unsure.
"Are you sure you can?" He drifts off cautiously. "I mean like— I know you can, but maybe you need hel—"
"NO!" I shout at him, earning a few shocked expressions from around us.
"I said no, and I mean it." I confirm more quietly this time, causing the staring people to lose interest fast.
"Alright, alright. I get it." Brian coos with his hands up in surrender.
I nod my head in agreement, deciding in the spur of the moment to head home to do my homework.
"I'm gonna head home now," I say to Brian bluntly. "I'll see you tomorrow."
And before Brian could even reply, I was already making my way up the sandy steps to the footpath to walk home.
I need this walk...everything was getting to me..
Why is Fallon always being mentioned throughout my life?
Can't anyone have trust in me doing something all by myself for once?
I let off a lonely sigh, afterwards plugging in my grey earpiece that I have stored in a yellow case into my ears, and then the cord's plug into my phone.
I turn on my mobile data, hop on Spotify, and begin listening to the song Falling by Trevor Daniel
I take a short glance of my surroundings; not really seeing many people due to them all being at the beach.
This is gonna be a long walk and then an exhausting episode of homework.
"I hate my life."
I drop my blue eraser pen onto my midnight purple desk in agitation.
"I'm gonna recapture those same works," I growl angrily. "I hate my life even more now."
I flick furiously through the pages of my history textbook, not even bothering to try and find the right one.
"What is this junk!?" I mutter distantly. "It's all just a bunch of words embraced together to make no sense!"
I groan in annoyance, while now turning up the water speakers in my room that are flashing in the colours; red, green, blue, and orange.
I thankfully have Spotify premium due to my family's wealth, so I happily click on the song Who Do You Run To? By ryster
The words drown out my thoughts, but instead fill me up with different ones.
"Yeah, who do you run to?" I say beneath my breath harshly.
"No one is the right answer." I let off a sad sigh. "Though, right now I feel like I should use the advantage of having a nerd for a brother."
I gaze at my white door curiously.
"Should I? Or should I not." I ask myself in conflict.
"I mean like— what would he say?" I voice quietly. "Won't he just make fun of his younger brother being such a drop kick?"
I remain staring at my door intensely.
"I haven't got any pride left to lose, so I should be fine."
I get up from my cushioned elegant black chair, turn off my speakers and phone, and open my door to make the mistake of my life.
"This is it." I whisper to myself quietly while walking on the soft white carpet that's gently pressing itself on my Bonds sock covered feet.
"The humiliation shall begin." I calculate to myself, opening the door to his room without even bothering to knock.
When a gap is opened to Fallon's room, there is no boy sitting at his desk, no nerd on his bed reading his books, no nudity of him taking a bath.
BUT INSTEAD. Has a porn show of him jerking off beneath the covers of his bed with quiet groans sounding off from him while having music in the background to block out the sounds.
My jaw is dropped on its own accord, and it was at that moment that Fallon realised that he had just gotten interrupted.
He jumps up from his bed instinctively, switching on his dragon lamp that's beside his bed in the colours of the rainbow.
The dragon's body lights up with a soothing glow before the mouth of the dragon enlightens fake flames to radiate its brightness around the room.
My body just wasn't moving after seeing my masturbating brother.
And now that he just turned on his lamp, I can see him even clearer.
"Uh.." Is all I manage to voice, a lump forming deeply in the depths of my throat.
Fallon gets up from out of bed, his dick up and his body full nude.
My face flushes red upon the sight, especially when he decides to walk into my direction.
I go to take a step back, but he swiftly grabs my wrist in two steps, tugs me into his room, and closes his door behind us while now remembering to lock it.
I go to instinctively scream, so in response he places his hand on my mouth to shut me up and tosses me onto his bed as a distraction.
I squirm on the bed while then managing to get up, but he tackles me back down with his dick uncomfortably against my crotch in the process.
"Shut up." He harshly whispers. "I forgot that you would be coming home eventually, and at the time mum and dad weren't home so everything was fine. I just hadn't planned for if you walked in!" Fallon shouts at me angrily.
I eye him wearily, so he takes the signal and gets off of me, earning a look of gratitude from me.
"Look, why didn't you knock?" Fallon wonders with his arms crossed, but the sight of his dick hanging along with his balls has me taking him not seriously at all.
"I didn't expect you to be masturbating!" I whisper-yell, receiving a glare from him.
"Understandable, but like— privacy?" He gestures with a sassy tone, gaining an eye roll by me.
"I get that, but I needed help on my history work. So, I for once in my life came to get help, only to be encountered by this!" I say, gesturing a hand over to his body which has him checking himself out.
"It's not a bad sight." He debates with his ego on precise points.
I growl in despise of what he just said.
"That's not the point. The point is that I hadn't planned for it!" I lash irritated, but he seems very uninterested as he stares at his dragon lamp that's on his faraway side table by the window.
He takes a deep breath, his eyes not leaving the lamp.
"Usually, I don't masturbate since I've always got a release channel that I can take. But today, I just really needed it after all the drama the three girls had involved me into, and this was the only other way I knew how." He explains to me with another sigh sounding from his lips. "Sorry." He voices sincerely, my jaw dropping by surprise.
"You're sorry!?" I ask in dismay. "Since when are you ever sorry?" I argue, in which he looks into my eyes gently.
"Only now I am. This sight is probably very disturbing for you, so I'm sorry that you've had to experience this event." He says with the tone of a gentleman, quite frankly softening my burst of anger.
"I—"
"I get it if you feel too uncomfortable to talk to me for awhile. And that's fine if you are." Fallon cuts off my stutter with his mature authoritarian.
Tears well up in my eyes for no absolute reason, so he sits beside me on the bed and wipes them away with his thumb.
"If you want, I'll do all your homework for you as a way to make it up to you," He suggests with an apprehensive look. "Just please don't tell our parents. I don't want them thinking that I'm so pathetic that I can't even manage to get a girl." He says brokenly with his head hanging low.
Tears begin to stream from my eyes when I see the pain that's thriving inside of Fallon.
He might not like girls as much as what our family has brainwashed him to.
He could be gay at this point but still be holding onto the tradition of 'having kids.'
But then again. He might be doing that tradition for my sake, so I don't need to be with a girl or have kids.
I don't know what drew me to do it, but after realising what he's doing for me; I jumped onto his lap while wrapping my arms around his neck and crashed our lips together passionately.
His eyes widen in surprise to my action, but I just close my eyes in return and draw his body closer to mine; My hand landing on his bare chest that has mild muscles.
After a few seconds, his shock gets disposed of as he then grabs my hips gently and kisses me back with more passion than what I could pull off.
The song that plays in the background of our kiss is Mind Games by Sickick, which really has me thinking.
Is this all a mind game? His kissed me before, acted like it meant something and then meant nothing, and now he just so happens to be fine with me kissing him again.
It's almost as if he loves watching me think that I'm in control of him..
"You're a player." I accuse after breaking the kiss.
He raises an eyebrow in confusion, so I lean my head back so that I can stare right into his eyes.
"You use anyone for sexual release, use your sweet talk as a way to lure them in, and then rid of them after you've had your fun." I state with a firm look in my eyes. "Even your brother." I growl with harshness.
A grin could be seen from where the room's shadow towers over his face slightly when the dragon lamp's glow changes to the red colour, the colour making him look like a demon.
"You're a smart boy behind that dropout façade." Fallon begins slowly, his hand gripping at my ass.
I squeal in response, but he breathes against my neck which earns pleasurable shivers escalating from me.
My eyes beg to become lustful. Though, I purposely fight off the emotion just to tease myself more.
The truth of the matter is, I wouldn't mind being his little slut. If anything, I'd find that kinky..
And besides, when he grows up; him and I won't ever be able to do this again.
So, all in all. Do it while we're young.
"But are you smart enough.." He drifts off.
I tilt my head to the side confused, only to be flipped onto my back in a quick two seconds.
The sexy male straddles me from above, his legs wrapped around my waist while having his already erected dick against the fabric of my white cotton top on my stomach.
I go to moan just from the hot sight, so in return he strokes a finger against the front of my throat where my Adam's apple is.
"You're such a good boy.." He praises while stroking my throat. "BUT." He growls while tugging my head forward by the scruff of my blonde hair. "You're also a very BAD boy." He half yells at me, reciting a yelp of fear being expressed by my vocals.
He drops my head back down to the pillow when releasing his hold on my hair, his hand sliding beneath my top, earning a gruff moan from me.
I swish my hips while he strokes at my small abs that I have building, and this one silent action is what amuses him the most.
"Oh? You're already swishing those hips for me.." He prowls in a deadly tone with his dick sitting on my crotch, and his hands now grabbing hold of my hips roughly.
"I like that." He purrs seductively, his eyes gazing into mine with a grin.
I blush to his compliment, my eyes darting over to the dragon lamp to my left.
"How far are we going to take this..?" I question Fallon with my eyes watching the colours change on the dragon figure lamp.
He glances at the lamp too; a shallow breath being slipped from between his lips.
"How far are you willing to go?" He wonders while now grabbing my hand from where it lays flat on the bed, squeezing it gently.
I move my gaze from the lamp over to our clasped hands, a smile forming on my lips.
"As far as possible." I whisper quietly, the blush still radiating gently on my cheeks.
He nods his head in approval while letting go of our hands, placing one hand onto his heart with a surreal look.
"I give you my consent," Fallon begins with a bow of his head. "But do you give me yours?" He drifts off with a look of perfection amongst him.
I smile sweetly when gazing upon his handsome charm.
"Yes, Fallon. I give you my consent." I softly say, my heart beating ever so delicately.
He smiles back in return, afterwards saying a "Thank you" to me.
I wrap my arms around his neck to pull him back down onto me, licking at his red lips lightly when he's close enough.
"Shall we get on with it?" I seduce lovingly.
He breathes into the depths of my neck along the side, instantly causing my breath to hitch and a moan to escape my soft lips.
My back arches, and my dick throbs uncontrollably.
He's such a tease..
His hand strokes in the inner of my thigh next to my dick, his head still near my neck.
When his hand stops moving, I don't think much of it until he lifts his head to look down into my eyes with a smirk.
"You've got a hickey." He observes with a grin. "Down the throat like what I said?" He drifts off while looking my body up and down.
I scoff in reply while pushing at his chest gently.
"Excuse me Mr, but is that all you've got to say?" I accuse sassily, resulting in him grinning.
"No. I also intended on asking if it was delicious, and if you bottomed." He remarks smugly, causing me to sit up and cross my arms.
"I did not bottom, because we haven't had sex yet." I explain to him with a pout, causing him to raise an eyebrow in question.
"So, you've only done a blowjob, made out, and had him caress you on the ass most likely." He states unsurely, resulting in me nodding my head in confirmation.
He lets off a sad sigh, afterwards saying, "How are we supposed to have intercourse than if you're still a virgin? I don't think your brother should be the one to take your V-card." He states with a pleading look. "The best we can do is a blowjob and a make out session, since if he really is the one for you— he'd want to take your V-card." Fallon explains to me, causing me to sigh sadly.
"And to think that I was gonna have sex." I weep softly, tears daring to flow down.
Fallon looks into my eyes sincerely; a brush of my cheek being done with his thumb.
"You still will. Just with him first and not me. Afterwards though, you can with me. Though," Fallon stops to take a deep breath. "I'm not sure how he would react to you being incest.." He informs me with an apprehensive look.
Tears fill in my crystal blue eyes brokenly, my arms wrapping themselves around Fallon's waist.
"What if he's not the one, Fallon!? Then I would've just wasted my one and only V-card on my old best friend, rather than my brother!" I cry out with sobs breaking me down slowly.
Fallon wraps his warm arms around me in return, a kiss being done to the scruff of my messy blonde hair.
"Test the waters." Fallon suggests gently. "See if he's the one for you, and if he's not. Either look for another boy or come to me if that's what you really desire." Fallon answers truthfully, his black hair brushing a few strands into his face.
He shakes his hair furiously, afterwards tilting my chin up to look into his soulless blue eyes.
"I'll always be here Felix." He replies with a kiss on my cheek. "Always." He finishes off softly with a kiss on my lips.
His lips taste like sweet mangos, a memory that I'll always remember if his words ever do backfire.
"But do remember Felix.." Fallon drifts off. "I was always the silent achiever."