3 days later
"hey cat I know your old doctor is in jail now for endangering your life but I can't remember how we started dating, I was never into girls before you" says Jade
"I was asked to help people with their plays but I said no I'm helping Jadelyn and despite never having been in a play you said I'd be the lead and I wore a cute swimsuit for practices and the entire time when I'd look over during practice you'd be licking your lips, the first kiss was so awkward and sudden and I was confused for days wondering if it was meant to make me go crazy or if the kiss was genuine" says Cat
"then what happened" asks Jade trying to put the pieces together
"one day during practice my swimsuit ripped down there and instead of using a pillow from the props you used your hand then when we left the theatre and you got me another one but before I could change you set me down on a bed and started kissing me down there and I may have moaned and after you finished you asked me out" says Jade
"so I basically forced myself on you" asks Jade
"no no nothing like that, I've had a crush on you since I was little, one of my dozens of crushes so I was willing the moment you asked me out. Every time you licked your lips it hurt me inside that you probably didn't like me and that you were teasing me, you proved me wrong, you showed me that people can love me for who I am" says Cat
"ok I remember that but I thought maybe I told you why I'm bi or something because it happened so suddenly I don't think I actually processed what I was doing, also you tasted so incredibly sweet" says Jade
"you said I was different than most people, that I was by nature so lovable and cute, you never actually told me you were bi, you helped me grow, don't you smoke green medicinally too" says Cat
"for my depression ya low dosage green, my parents aren't exactly nice to be around, always lecturing me about one thing or another and if they found out I'm dating multiple people they'd absolutely lose it, my older brother told them he was gay and they disowned him so fast, he killed himself last night so ya I'm a depressed mess right now" says Jade
"so in other words you're on the verge of suicide" asks Chase
"no I mean I'm gonna have a kid so why would I be depressed enough to do that" says Jade
"you told me you were on the pill Jadelyn Monica West" says Chase getting upset
"I wasn't thinking ok, if you want me to kill the baby I will, I'll go to the hospital right now and stop it" says Jade
"I mean we're still so young, people would think we're absolutely nuts but honestly it's totally up to you Jade, if you want the baby then keep it but know it may make your depression worse" says Chase
"people would never believe we're having sex anyway so why does it matter, I mean it's not like we'll ever be allowed back in the school for the next few years given how bad the flu thing has gotten" says Jade
"also you can't tell me you think Alexis isn't gunning for sex with Robbie though she's a stickler for rules and guidelines so there is no chance she'd have a kid for at least a few years, not to mention her dad would kill her, figuratively obviously because being a single dad is hard enough, I know he fears she'll be a teen mom but he raised her right, she can also be a bit of a germaphobe but anyway Jade you really should have known better" says Tori
"I know but I was depressed before we did it so I wasn't even thinking about being safe all I wanted was to feel loved and when I found out I was pregnant suddenly I knew I made a mistake but also that he loves me" says Jade
"what would you name the baby if you do keep it" asks Chase
"probably Sabrina if it's a girl or Luke if it's a boy but I'm not sure I do want to keep it, I'll never have a job because of my depression anyway so I'd never be able to make sure I can feed them" says Jade as she immediately heads to the hospital
"she hasn't smoked or eaten edibles in weeks, she's a tad unstable but you can clearly tell she so wanted to keep that baby yet she's going to kill it anyway just so her parents don't disown her" says Cat
"how do you even know that's the reason why" asks Lola
"because she's deathly afraid of them, based on her recent behaviour I have reason to believe they've abused her beyond our dreams, I'm no doctor but she's scared to the bone she'll lose her inheritance and I mean her parents aren't exactly the cleanest people and they do currently have the flu that's been tearing through Cali so either they die or Tori's dad arrests them for child abuse" says Cat
"how do you know if they abused her, she's never said anything about it" says Tori suspicious
"she has little scars all over her body like she was raped and whipped or something, I've never seen them so close up until the other day, they aren't self harm scars trust me I'd know" says Cat
"you self harm" asks Chase confusedly also looking around for Zoey
"god no, I may be insecure about my potato height but I could never be so depressed that I actually cut, the cut on Jade's left shoulder blade is self inflicted, I was there trying to stop her when it happened, she goes for shallow long cuts, the scars all over her body are short and deep, as if she was whipped with a whip with razor blades on it and her parents are def crazy enough to do that, infact I've seen the actual whip but Jade would never admit it" says Cat
"where's Zoe bo" asks Chase
"remember last night when she hit her head last night when we were all making out" says Nicole
"ya she said she was fine but went to the hospital anyway" says Chase
"well she's not she has amnesia" says Nicole
"like full amnesia, so she won't remember anything like that we love her" asks Chase
"no not full amnesia, she remembers us but absolutely nothing else, maybe more than she is telling the nurses but she either can't remember her name at all or remembers so little she'd rather not tell the nurses certain things, she's on her way back with a laundry list of meds and requirements" says Nicole as chase freaks out
1 hour later
"the kid is gone chase, my parents can't know, why does Zoe look so out of it" says Jade
"my name is Stella stop calling me Zoey it's not my name Jade" says Zoey as she makes out with Jade
"ok she's gone, she might not come back" says Lola
"wait what, my Zoe has to come back, she can't be gone" cries Chase
"she's not gone Chase, Lola's wrong she just doesn't know it" says Dana
"what's your proof" asks Lola
"well for one we only called her Zoe since she came back but she said we keep calling her Zoey of which we haven't done which means she's having flashbacks" says Dana as Zoey twitches while still kissing Jade
"ok maybe I'm right maybe I'm wrong, we won't know till we see if she recovers" says Lola
"b-babbling brooks" mutters Zoey randomly
"ok she def just had a flashback to something, a word or phrase" says Lola
"I used to call her the babbling brook because when she's passionate about something she just babbles on and on about it" says Chase as Zoey comes to cuddle him
"the nurses did mention she wouldn't shut up about illegal love, when they asked her to explain what she meant she just started mouthing sexy love and that's all she'd give them" says Lola
"she's always been a little secretive, I've always known she loved me, she'd say I'm being irresponsible all while staring at me and licking her lips, our moms have been married for seven years, and of all the things she'd change about herself as time went on she always used the words irresponsible love or I'm being irresponsible, all while looking at me, she'd leave me notes with hearts but until recently she's never actually said I love you to me, I don't want that Zoey to disappear" says Chase
"I love you brother" says Zoey as she nuzzles Chase
"I thought you said she believed her family was dead Lola" asks Chase
"she did, she also told the doctors she hates physical contact so most of the tests were done with her unconscious" says Lola noting Zoey has no problem here
"they scare me, I feel safe here" says Zoey
"is this normally who she is when she's feeling safe Chase" asks Lola
"more or less, what she did at the hospital is more her wanting space than anything and I doubt they did, what's my middle name Stellar Zoey" says Chase
"Jason" says Zoey
"close it's James" says Chase
"so she does have some memories because she didn't lash out at you over the whole Stellar Zoey thing" says Dana
"where do you think she got the idea her name is stella from" says Chase
"wait so she's faking" asks Lola
"no she's definitely out of it but I also used to call her stellar Zoey all the time so if she had a flashback if me saying it over and over would she not believe her middle name is Zoey" says Chase
"that's actually a fair point, has she ever been good at acting" says Lola
"never though she's pretty good when she's in character as one of her anime cat girl things but she's not dressed up so she's not faking this" says Chase
"so she's never acted like she's something different if she's not in costume" asks Jade
"nope, she snuck out one night and when she got back she immediately ran to our moms and explained exactly what she did and they didn't ground her because she her was honest" says Chase
"she's only fourteen and a half" says Tori
"ya well her friend was in trouble with her own parents for kissing a girl so she snuck out to calm her down" says Chase
"who was this friend" asks Nicole as Dana starts to act strange
"twassy Dana" says Zoey in an anime voice
"you sure she's not faking, that was definitely an anime voice" says Lola
"she used to do that all the time, she's not faking the amnesia she's just ten again, she stopped doing that last year when someone called her stupid for it, I always thought it was cute" says Chase
"wait so she's like reliving her life in fast forward with some current memories" asks Jade
"I mean amnesia can be tricky, was that friend really you Dana" says Lola
"ya and the girl I kissed was her, we may have been children but that anime voice always drove me nuts, I kissed her to stop her and it kinda led to us kissing all night when she stayed over, I'd called myself stupid ever since for letting her go back home and tell her parents everything" says Dana
"why is it we all have a childhood connection to Zoey but not each other" asks Cat
"she was in many secret circles, I'm as surprised as anyone that none of us found out about each other" says Dana