Chapter Warnings: Sexual actions, Sexual language. Mature.

Atsushi Otani POV

"Hmph," she grunted and winced possibly in pain. She flexed up against me, which only made me feel even better.

I groaned, noticeably, "Koi-" I must have opened and closed my eyes a million times. I wanted to look down at her and gauge her reactions so badly, but I also felt like I was going to pass out from pleasure. So badly, I wanted to ask Koizumi how she was doing, if I needed to stop, and if she was hurting or if she was okay. But instead, I just kept pushing forward, laying up across her.

Her long legs wrapped around my calves suddenly and tightly. She gripped onto my forearms, almost to the point of cutting off my circulation, but I let it happen. Between her hard breaths, groans, and grunts, she cried out my name, "Otani!"

My face was just above hers now as I began to lean down. I could hear her weeping my name. In return, I just huffed out. Each pant louder and stronger than the last. I had to keep going.

Her tone got more intense. Her grip was tighter. Her legs clasped up higher on my body. She was wrapping around my thighs, pulling me in. "Otani, Otani, Otani," she called my name over and over again in a frenzy. Not in a way that seemed to require me to stop. But, there was this little fear in my mind that might be what it was.

"Ah!" She blew out in a hot sigh onto my wrist as she turned her head to the side and back again. She moaned, with an almost constipated face, but maybe she was feeling good.

I kept moving on top of her. My motions were short and tight, but my pace was slowly getting faster. I could not contain myself. If she had been asking me to… then I probably would have gone slower or even stopped. But, since from all the signs I was getting, she seemed to be feeling okay, I kept escalating things. And she wasn't telling me otherwise.

"Otani!" She yelled this time, knocking me out of any deep trance. Her eyes were wide and almost panicked.

I backed up a bit. Getting concerned.

Her voice shouted, cracking, "Otani!" She readjusted her hands up onto my back, cupping my shoulder blade and pushing down. It was almost like she was desperately wrapping me back into her.

Suddenly, I saw. All the tension built up in her face faded. Her body jerked.

I felt it. Liquid gushed up against my body. I heard a goopy noise. Man, I wished I would have looked down, but I didn't get to see what happened.

I understood though when her body glided back down, relaxing. Her eyes shut gently.

For a second, after she jerked up against me, I had stopped moving- but, I wasn't done. The tip of my penis still inside her. Like I was stuck inside her, unmoving. It still felt so good. I hadn't come yet, but she had.

Shit.

I fell on my hands, forward on her body. I practically laid on her flat. Her legs unlatched from me and spread across the bed, but my bottom half started moving again.

Embarrassed, I spoke into the bedsheets, forcing my eyes closed. I think I might have shouted, even though I was trying to keep it cool, "I'm sorry!"

She placed her hand on the back of my head, even though most of her body laid lifeless.

And consciously continuing, I let her know, a little softer this time, "I… you feel so good… I'm…" I huffed out long breaths into the sheets between each micro thought, "I'm sorry. I'm about to-"

Her hand rubbed my head, just gently going over the top. I felt her other arm wrap up around me. She let out something in a very quiet, warm whisper, "...Otani."

Violently twisting my head and finding her ear, with desperation, I roared her name, "Koizumi!"

I backed my hips up, then I thrusted my penis deep into her. I held it there, everything frozen and tense for a moment. Hovering there, hovering there, until wow I felt it. I unloaded.

My body collapsed on top of her. My mind was absolutely clear. And in my blissful daze, eyes shut, I spoke into her ear, "I love you."

Risa Koizumi POV

Whoa.

I laid in the bed, at Nobuko's grandmother's guesthouse, Otani sprawled out on top of me. He had just told me he loved me. Flat out. And we had just…

Oh my god.

My eyes drifted shut for a second as we both slowly began to catch our breaths. It was like my thoughts were racing, but nothing was going on in my head.

I didn't care or mind that Otani practically passed out on top of me. In fact, his body being there and his inability to do anything else made me feel a little better. Like I wasn't the only one paralyzed in shock. Like it wasn't just my head trying to make sense of what had just happened.

We had sex.

I knew that, but oh my god, I didn't think it would be like that or even feel like that.

Whoa.

I ran through the last minute or so in my head.

Obviously, Otani's penis had entered me. He pushed it in slowly and carefully, but man was I losing my mind. Otani's hands were pressed down on the bed, above my shoulders. He looked down at me and my body as he continued pushing into me. His penis knocking at my opening.

I'm sure I squinted and looked very uncomfortable. It didn't really hurt that badly, it did some, but it wasn't like I was dry or anything. I was just so scared that at any second it was gonna hurt terribly.

As he got a little further, I winced and one of my hands grabbed onto his forearm.

His head whipped up from our hips to look me in the eyes, "Are you okay?" He spoke quickly with concern. He had stopped moving.

I nodded, biting my lip.

"I can stop," he said.

I shook my head no. I took a deep breath and squeezed my eyes open, I talked with my breath huffing, "It's okay, keep going." My other hand crept up onto his other arm. I felt like I needed him inside me now.

I saw his eyes notice me holding onto him. He chuckled and smirked a little, "Okay."

He pressed into me a bit further.

Then, he stopped moving.

He was staring down at our private parts. "Koizumi," he said delicately, as not to rile me up, "I think you might be…"

That's when I felt it. There was definitely a little more liquid in the equation now. I rolled my eyes, glaring up, past him, at the ceiling "Blood?"

He looked up and nodded, "Mmhmm."

I groaned, annoyed.

"Should I take it out?" He asked, about to move back.

I gripped tighter around his arms, "Wait a second!" I bursted, then tried to calm myself down.

My hands slipped down to his wrists. I could feel him staring at me, but I closed my eyes, hiding my gaze, "You can keep going." I wanted him to keep going.

With all my strength, I attempted to meet his eyes, but I was so embarrassed. My face was probably bright red as I admitted, "It doesn't really hurt that bad."

"Huh?" He glanced his head down at our bodies then back up at me confused, "Really?"

I sighed, "I mean, it does a little, but I didn't even feel that."

"So, I can keep going?" He double-checked even though I already answered that.

"Yeah," I repeated myself, "Keep going."

I don't even know why I wanted him to. It wasn't like him sticking his penis in felt amazing or anything. Maybe I was curious to see how I would feel if we did keep going. Or maybe I was still feeling worked up from what he did before.

He told me his plan, his eyes locked on the pillow above my head, "I'm going to move a little."

"Okay," I gasped out, shutting my eyes tight once again.

He pushed in and out, but just by the smallest amount. His movements started to have a kind of slow rhythm to them, which in a way calmed me down.

Eventually, I peeked my eyes open. I was staring up at his neck and chest over me. I held his wrists, where he was holding himself up by my shoulders. Otani was focused straight ahead. His mouth was open a little bit. He seemed so intense. Like he was trying really hard. I couldn't help but to smile.

I think he might have noticed me watching him. He tilted his head down at me for a second and our eyes matched. His cheeks went red and he whipped his head to the side. I probably also blushed, and I know I closed my eyes almost instantly.

After a long, awkward second, I heard him laugh under his breath. I felt him fill up the space inside of me, like he was getting bigger or something. He said in a cool tone of voice, "Koizumi, you can look at me if you want to."

I could have melted from embarrassment right there.

"Stop!" I mumbled, not wanting him to tease me or anything. I attempted to jokingly cover myself with my elbows, but he must have taken what I said the completely wrong way because suddenly he stopped moving.

"What?" He froze. He lowered himself down across my body, so his head was right above mine. I moved my arms to look at him. His eyes were wide staring down at me. "Are you okay?"

"What?" I asked, confused.

He responded, concerned, "You said to stop. Did it hurt?"

His penis was outside, rubbing up against the top of my crotch, rather than inside of me. Everything felt wet and sloppy.

I shook my head, and might have rolled my eyes, "No, no, I was telling you to stop like making fun of me."

"I wasn't making fun of you!" He raised his voice.

I snapped back up at him, "Well, yeah you were, you were all like 'you can look at me~ Oh~ I'm so hot and cool~'"

"That is NOT what I said! And you were staring at me!"

I kept going, "'I will allow you to admire me, Koizumi~'"

As I was mocking him, I moved my body around a bit, gesturing all willy-nilly. But maybe my bottom half was searching for him.

He gulped and suddenly looked down at his crotch, then back up at me, all tense and serious.

"...What…?" I asked, maybe a little creeped out.

His eyes darted side to side. He backed up, bringing the tip of his penis down to the edge of my vagina. He held there at the opening. I could feel the pressure building up.

"What's going on?!" I yelled a little mad. Why wouldn't he just put it back inside me?

"Nothing!" He glared down at me. "Can I keep going?"

"Yeah!" I shouted back, "I never actually told you to stop, remember?"

He growled.

We were so romantic.

But, just then, his eyelids shut slowly. He leaned forward on his hands again and shoved his penis back inside me. The sudden action made my jerk back in response. I gasped and moaned out of reflex. He felt bigger than before. Then he told me, avoiding eye contact, and lowering his voice, "You can move too."

His change in tone made me calm and a bit shy again. "Okay…" I hesitated to say this next part, but I was really confused about what I was feeling, "...But you're getting so big inside of me."

He started moving again, pulling out and pushing in just the slightest bit. He gave out in a chuckle, "Really?"

"Yeah," I stared out at his chest, his collarbone.

"It feels like you got smaller."

And then he pushed in and pressed up, which let me tell you, felt so strange. In the best way possible. It was like for a moment it kind of stung in a surprising way. But then, any sort of pain faded away and it just felt so good. Like he was pressing in just the right spot. I didn't want him to stop, I wanted him to stay right there.

I jerked my hips up, without even thinking… or overthinking if I should.

Everything I did from there on out just felt like my body's reactions. I could hear Otani's voice getting more huffy and maybe I could make out him panting, but I was so focused on how I was feeling.

I did not want that sensation to go away. I think my legs wrapped around him. And I was probably pushing my body up towards him, but I also really wanted him to come down. But, honestly, I couldn't really think about anything, besides how much I wanted him in general. It's embarrassing as hell to admit, but I know I was saying his name over and over again. And I was gripping his hands so tight, he must have had marks on his wrists the next day.

I had never felt this feeling in my life before, and I was so excited to be feeling it with him. Not even for a second in the moment was I like, "I hope Otani is feeling this good," which is totally self-centered and I feel pretty bad about it after. I couldn't help myself. It was like a wave brushed over me. I couldn't think straight.

And then, I felt it. The pleasure I was experiencing reached its tipping point. All the tension in my body released. I flopped back down on the bed. I felt exhausted. My eyes shut. I felt so at peace I could have fallen asleep right there.

But, then I felt Otani crash down on top of me. Not in a way that hurt or anything, but suddenly his body was pressed up against mine. I opened my eyes to see him. His face was hidden over my shoulder, his arms up behind me. He whispered away from me, something that sounded like, "...sorry."

What was he sorry for that felt so good…?

He moved inside of me again.

Huh?

And then I realized.

Oh, he's not done!

I was so focused on myself and how I was feeling I didn't notice that Otani was not at the peak like me yet.

"I… you feel so good… I'm..." He spoke into the sheets, moving his hips faster than before. "I'm sorry! I'm about to-"

I didn't really get what he kept apologizing for. I did not care if he needed a little more time. I mind it was a little weird I guess since I felt done, but if things were reversed… I probably would have wanted to keep going.

He didn't have to be sorry.

I placed my hand on the back of his head. I wanted to let him know it was alright. I was so tired, I probably couldn't speak. My eyes almost glazed over. But, he was so cute. His breath panting all hot and heavy. "Otani…" I managed to let out, even though I had wanted to say how much I loved him.

Then, he turned his head and brought his lips close to my ear. In a loud voice, he huffed, "Koizumi!" With one last big push into me, Otani hit his tipping point. He held himself there, his body finally relaxing and letting off steam.

He collapsed on top of me, entirely. His body was as dead as mine. And then he said it, he said it right into my ear, "I love you."

Oh my gosh, I could have died.

A/N: There you have it, folks! Their first time, yay! I still have a few more chapters written and I'll see if I keep going... maybe. Let me know what you thought of this chapter, thanks for reading as always!