"Morning Nathaniel, sis, I just want to thank you both for coming over and spending thanksgiving with us. How did you both sleep?"

"Great. Thanks for letting us stay in your guest room again last night" Nate said pouring himself a cup of coffee.

"That room is yours"

"Huh?"

"Didn't Blair tell you? It was her idea. You mean too much to us both to not have your own room here at our house, so thats your room, whenever you need it" he smiled as they both smiled back, "bagels, pastries, salmon and fruit are on the table for you both"

"Thanks Chuck, where is Blair?" Serena asked ripping off a bit of croissant.

"With Henry, she should be out shortly"

Settling down at the table they both made themselves breakfast.

"No Henry. I said no your not having chocolate for breakfast." she said walking away as you could hear toys being thrown across the room, followed by screaming. With a long heavy sigh Blair walked into the kitchen "I'm going to need a strong coffee to help me get though today. He's staying in his room until he calms down."

Looking up from his newspaper "It happens, he'll tire himself out and calm down eventually"

"Chocolate for breakfast Chuck? If he wants to throw things across his room then" she said pouring herself a coffee

"Relax" Chuck interrupted getting up and massaging her shoulders, glancing over her shoulder she smiled pursing her lips.

Placing a kiss on her lips he moved her body flush against his.

Nipping at her neck, "So beautiful Mrs Bass, now take a seat with Nate and Serena, I'll bring your coffee over to you" he leant over and kissed her on the check.

Tilting her head behind her she caught his mouth and kissed in unison "is that the only thing I'll be getting?" she tilted and raised a brow, before walking off smirking over her shoulder to him.

Sitting at the table, Chuck raised his brow at the challenge they both loved a bit of danger.

"Sorry for the noise"

"its okay B" Serena said as Chuck placed the coffee in front of her as her eyes caught his, he smirked as he leant back against the wall

"Yeah Serena is the same when she cant find her shoes in the morning" laughing he gets a playful hit from Serena "Funny, where's Monkey, is he with my nephew?"

"No he's upstairs sleeping, away from all the noise and chaos"

"I'll go check on them both while I just use the bathroom"

Walking off, Nate followed to get another jug of coffee in the kitchen, picking up the newspaper he started to read it, not noticing Chuck crawl out and underneath the table.

As he looked round he noticed Nate walk back over and sit back across the table from Blair. Game on.

Crawling over to her, his hands slowly made their way up her thighs. Making her freeze instantly and drop some cutlery, moving her head she glanced underneath the table "what are you doing?" she mouthed as Chuck smirked and raised a brow.

As his hands met her la perla thong from underneath her dress he pulled them down as Blair fell down into her chair a little before sitting back up and taking a big gulp.

Making Nate look up from his newspaper to which Blair smiled, when he looked back down and carried on reading she looked under the table again, "Don't you dare Bass" she mouthed with a hiss.

Moving her knees apart and cupping her ass, he started kissing and licking the inside of her thighs. Shit Blair thought. Moving her hand down she caught some hair as he got closer to her, gripping it he started moving in for the kill.

"Fuck" Blair whispered so faintly as she liked and bit her bottom lip.

Licking her folds slowly he could feel her start to relax, he went in hard and started sucking her clit.

"Ohh god" she moaned elbow pressed into the table and hand covering her forehead.

"You okay Blair?" Nate asked still reading.

"uhh huh" she managed to utter as she bit into her bottom lip.

Feeling the fire burn up inside, she knew she was in trouble as Chuck continued and kept going. Tilting his head to the side, he slipped in a finger to really finish her off.

Pulling her closer to him she slid down her seat. Flicking her head back, her eyes started to roll she couldn't help but moan so bit into her hand to smother it, it wasn't long before he knew she was about to cum, shamefully so did Blair who did just that. "Ohhh, ohh my god" she moaned as her whole body shook in his hands.

Placing her head into her hands she sat up looking at her plate as she brushed her hair back.

Nate glanced up from his newspaper looking at her strange, "What?" she glared.

"Nothing" he replied and looked back down.

Serena came round the corner and seen Chuck crawling out from under the table with a huge grin on his face.

Serena looked at him slightly confused, "Sis, how are they?"

"huh? Oh yeah Monkey got some belly rubs but is sleeping, Henry is fine. Showed me the drawings he's made, gave me one of me and Nate" she smiled sweetly popping it into her bag.

Blair shot Chuck a look as he just smirked leaning against the wall with his coffee. Payback is a bitch.

Carrying their luggage to his private Spectator Jet, he passed them to the engine crew before holding out for Serena's hand.

Holding it he helped her up into the plane, before following her in.

Popping some champagne he began to pour them both a glass as the plane took off "Happy honeymoon Mrs Archibald" he said moving over and kissing her. "Two glorious weeks with you, I can't wait"

Looking into her eyes he smiled, "What?" she blushed.

"Nothing"

"No go on" she pressed and nudged his shoulder with hers.

"I just love nothing more than seeing you smile"

Serena heart grew "That's because of you. I know, it was hard to stick by me after"

"I know" he interrupted, "look I know I wasn't as supportive as I should have been, I was trying to deal with it all myself as well."

"No I know, I never held that against you. We were both grieving"

"It will happen for us"

"I hope so" her mouth curved a little thinking back to that date two years ago.

"Serena? Serena?!" echoed as her eyes started to flick open slightly.

"Chuck she's here, I need your help" with a huge sigh Blair knelt down beside her, "I'm here S" she said moving her hair out of her face.

Chuck picked up Serena in his arms and took her to the limo, placing her into the back seat.

"Back to our place Arthur"

"Yes sir"

"She's passing out again, Serena, Serena, hey look at me. Serena?" she said moving her face to try and look at her.

Carrying her into the bathroom, Blair had the shower running. "I'll take it from here Chuck, can you"

"I'm on it, I'll go check how Nathaniel is doing too," he interrupted with a sigh.

"Serena, hey, look we need to get you in the shower okay?" Blair said taking off Serena's dress covered in vomit.

As she sat head against the bath her head glancing up to Blair, as Blair looked back feeling tears fill her eyes. Serena looked at her, not blinking, she slowly closed and opened her eyes as a single tear fell down her cheek.

Sitting down in front of her and placing her hand against her cheek she moved her head in her hands to look into her eyes, it was her best friend, but she wasn't there anymore. It broke her heart.

"No matter how hard it gets, I'm always here for you. I don't know what I'd do if anything happened to you" Blair said as they both began to cry.

"I know you miss her and what this day means to you. I know I've been distracted with work recently, but if you were hurting I'd want to know"

Wiping a tear from her own face Blair continued "I know you're in there somewhere listening to me and I'm so, so sorry S. I've not been there for you. But I am now. I want you to know and really hear me when I tell you, no matter how hard it gets nothing is worth losing you over. You hear me? Nothing. I love you"

As tears continued to fall, Blair picked up her best friend as she helped her into the bath, putting her down Serena's head just rested against the cold hard tiles.

Blair looked down and noticed her bruised knees and cut up legs as well.

As the water ran down Serena's head covering her face, it was hard to distinguish the water from her tears.

Putting some shampoo in her hand Blair started to massage it into her hair, making sure to get the vomit out of it. Washing her arms she noticed the bruises around her wrists "What happened to you?" Nothing.

Getting her changed into some pyjamas, brushing her hair, she sat in bed with her head resting on the pillow on her lap.

After watching Nate demolish his burger and fries, he left him to sleep it off in bed.

Walking in with some food he came to see if Serena was hungry "Do you want to try and eat, i've brought you some fries?" Chuck offered.

"Thanks Chuck, just leave them on the side for us. Think she just needs rest"

Chuck nodded as he walked over, putting the fries down he looked to Serena and frowned.

"We love you" he said whilst putting his knee onto the bed and giving her a kiss on the cheek and pulling her in for a hug "you, are our family" moving apart he ran his hand across her cheek to look at her "I'll see you in the morning. The housekeepers did change our bedding today just so you're aware" he smirked at her and could see a faint smile there somewhere.

"Gross" she slapped

"What?" he laughed rubbing his arm, "its true isn't it?" as Blair raised her eyebrow and rolled her eyes, "Goodnight beautiful" he said leaning over and kissing her.

"Goodnight Chuck"

Brushing some hair away from Serena's face she rubbed her shoulder softly and slowly as she started to drift off to sleep.

2 hours earlier

Slumped over the bar he feels a hand grab his shoulder "Nathaniel, I think its time you went home"

"Chuck"

"Lets get some food in you" Picking him up and putting his arm over his shoulder, taking out some notes he passes it to the barman before he carries him into the limo.

"Chuck?" Blair called out as she heard the elevator open.

"Nathaniel is staying over, can you order us some food?"

Looking at the state of Nate she frowned, "Is he okay?"

"I think so, just had a bit too much to drink"

"I'll order him some food now to soak up the alcohol"

Taking him into the bathroom he put his head into the toilet as he started to vomit.

"You should talk to her, I know today is hard for you both"

"What is there to say Chuck?" Nate asked as he sat back against the bath as he stopped vomiting, "there's nothing I can do or say to take the pain away. I cant even sort my own feelings out"

"You're both just punishing one another, and by not opening up about it, to each other you're both hurting yourselves."

"Since when did you become a therapist and actually make some sense"

Chuck smirked and laughed a little "I've been enough times. But you know i am right?"

"You're right. I just don't know what to do"

"Chuck!" Blair called as she walked in.

"Hey Nate, are you okay?" he nodded, "Food is arriving in 20 minutes for you. Chuck can I borrow you?" she said gesturing to come outside.

Tapping him on the shoulder he walked out to see her "I called Serena and finally got an answer"

"and"

"she picked up but wasn't making much sense and the call went dead, I'm really worried about her Chuck."

"Lets go and get her then"

"Will Nate be okay on his own"

"I think hes brought most of it up, he'll be fine"

"What about Henry?"

"Uh, he should be fast asleep now till morning and I know Nate is here but let me just make a call and get someone up to keep an eye on them both. Hi Amanda? It's Chuck Bass, can you come up to our penthouse please? Just need you to be here if Henry wakes up. Our friend is here so just make sure he doesn't leave for me. Thank you. We'll be down now"

"I tracked to see where she was" Blair said as they both grabbed their coats.

"You can leave the bottle this time," she said as she filled up her shot glass.

"hey" whispered in her ear, "can I buy you a drink?"

Serena just stared blankly.

"How about something a bit extra?"

No response.

"Come to the toilets" he said, pulling her arm and walking off. Heavy sigh and downing her shot, she jumped down off the bar stool and stumbles.

Taking her bottle of tequila with her she bumps into the guy as she gets pulled down and through the fire escape, "I've got coke, some pills" he starts, pulling out his stash.

Grabbing some pills she downs them a swig of tequila, "umm okay, we can do a line each if you want."

Tapping some coke onto a credit card he lines it up for her and hands her a rolled up note.

Both doing one each Serena stumbles and tries to leave, "Hey, you owe me, you cant leave" he said gripping her wrists tightly and she tries to push away.

Pulling more aggressively by the wrists he pushes her to the floor.

"You're going to pay for the drugs one way or another," he says bending down, noticing her fallen purse he started looking through it before taking all her money.

Getting up he folds it and puts it into his back pocket, "Lucky for you, you had enough"

Standing there looking at her lying on the floor, he looked at her disgust coughing and spitting on her "Whore"

Throwing her purse back on top of her he walks back inside as Serena lies there in the alley.

Lying on the floor, it starts to rain slightly as she takes a big swig out of the bottle. She was numb, paralysed even, nothing helped the pain she felt.

Turning slightly she laid there head to the sky as the rain fell on her face. How was it fair, she was up there without them whilst her and Nate were some how still living?

Turning on her side she finished off the bottle before just lying there crying.

After that she blacks out.

Sitting for a romantic night out together in La Bernardin, "Lets make the most of tonight," he smiled "I've got a huge meeting tomorrow after my hiatus, so really want to spend this quality time together"

"You'll do great, have you got everything prepared?"

"I think so," he moves to take his phone out of his suit pocket.

Glancing down he starts looking over the emails he sent to get crosschecked for the presentation.

Smiling, she knew it was now or never. Lightly dropping her purse on the floor, she goes under the table to retrieve it.

Asking for a booth really was going to pay off as she was well covered.

Placing her purse on the seat, she sat on her knees as she started to undo Chuck's belt.

Chuck let out a laugh and dropped his phone on the table and rested his head back knowing exactly what was coming.

Undoing his zip and moving his boxers down slightly she took it out in her hand.

Running her tongue around and up and down him, she teased him at first before sucking it, making to go down deep and using her tongue to really get him going.

Getting faster and deeper, she could tell he was close "Ohh shit" he moaned into his mouth trying to muffle his voice as he tried not to look at anyone in the restaurant.

Putting his hands on the table mouth and head placed tightly into them, he knew he couldn't hold it as she ran her teeth along with her tongue.

Moving her tongue all the way around him, "Ohh ooo fuck" he groaned and finally caved in and let it all go.

Moving back up to her seat she ran her thumb under her bottom lip, his hand still gripped to the seat "Fuck me Blair" he uttered

"That's for dessert Bass, now we're even" she smirked with a raised brow.

He let out a slight laugh, "that was incredible," he said finally able to regain his thoughts before sorting himself out and doing up his suit trousers. "You're incredible do you know that" he said hand reaching over to hers.

Looking at her hand she put it in his and looked up at him. Looking up into his eyes, his hair slicked back she let out a little sigh and smiled sweetly god she loved him so much.

I'm going to try and keep adding flashbacks/memories so you know whats gone on between when I left the story until my three year jump.

Also try and add parts of the story I've already written, to remind everyone.

Next chapter will be Serenate Honeymoon so not Chair shamefully.

Let me know if you're enjoying it xo