From: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun
To: fuckificare
Sent: 4:13 PM 3 May 2017
Dear, fuckificare
Okay.
I mean…
I guess I can't really stop you, huh..?
Thanks.
For caring.
Sincerely, Me
From: fuckificare
To: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun
Sent: 4:56 PM 3 May 2017
Dear, Birch
Of course.
You seem to care for me.
Why shouldn't I return that favor..?
Sincerely, Me
From: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun
To: fuckificare
Sent: 5:07 PM 3 May 2017
Dear, fuckificare
Right…
Yeah. I guess that makes sense.
I suppose I shouldn't ask for more than that…
Wait. No.
Ignore that.
I just… Really haven't been having that great of a day.
Sorry.
I'm gonna go out for a walk or something.
I'll message you later.
Sincerely, Me
From: fuckificare
To: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun
Sent: 5:16 PM 3 May 2017
Dear, Birch
Okay, no.
Wait.
That didn't come out like I meant.
I'm not just doing this out of pity or because I feel obligated to do it after everything.
I just meant that you've been nice and understanding and helpful to me that I should try and give that back to you.
I want to be your friend. Not just because no one else talks to you.
I want to earn that status.
And I want to prove to you that I can be a good friend because I never have been before.
All I've ever done is run. And push people away.
But I want to be good. I want to get better. I want to be better than all these broken parts that I'm currently comprised of.
I'm sorry that came off as so insensitive and condescending because that is definitely not how I meant it.
Not at all.
Sincerely, Me
From: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun
To: fuckificare
Sent: 5:28 PM 3 May 2017
Dear, fuckificare
No, I understand.
I get it.
Really.
I just… Have a hard time believing that because I've never known anyone who has genuinely wanted to be my friend.
It will definitely take time for me to get to that point.
But maybe one day you can say that and I'll believe you.
Sincerely, Me
From: fuckificare
To: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun
Sent: 5:39 PM 3 May 2017
Dear, Birch
I get that. And I'll wait as long as I need.
I want to still be right here with you as you continue to grow and develop as a person. I hope to still be a part of your life, no matter how small, when you begin to believe those words. Because I want to be the first one to say them to you and have you actually trust me.
Sincerely, Me
From: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun
To: fuckificare
Sent: 6:34 AM 4 May 2017
Dear, fuckificare
Sorry for taking so long to get back to you…
I just wasn't really sure how to respond to that…
Thank you. For your reassurance and for saying things like that.
Sincerely, Me
From: fuckificare
To: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun
Sent: 6:46 AM 4 May 2017
Dear, Birch
Nah, it's okay.
Sure I was maybe a little bit worried, but it's all cool.
Hey, hey, hey!
I told I'd start waking up early, right?
Well, here I am! Early as promised.
I don't understand how you do this every day. It's hell.
Sincerely, Me
From: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun
To: fuckificare
Sent: 6:51 AM 4 May 2017
Dear, fuckificare
Well, hey.
Good morning.
I like waking up early, so that helps.
But I have to take the bus to school and if I miss it I have to walk, so I have pretty good motivation, I guess.
I've just always kind of gotten up early, so I'm used to it.
Sincerely, Me
From: fuckificare
To: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun
Sent: 7:05 AM 4 May 2017
Dear, Birch
That really sucks…
I hate taking the bus.
At least I have on the few occasions I've had to…
From now on I WILL wake up stupidly early for you.
Sincerely, Me
From: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun
To: fuckificare
Sent: 10:04 AM 4 May 2017
Dear, fuckificare
It's really not that bad…
You kind of get used to it after a while.
The drivers are really nice.
And most of the people who have talked to me are nice, too.
Most of them are old, though.
Sincerely, Me
From: fuckificare
To: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun
Sent: 10:13 AM 4 May 2017
Dear, Birch
Yeah, I guesw..,
hEy, hoow has your day ben so far?
Sincerely, ME
From: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun
To: fuckificare
Sent: 10:17 AM 4 May 2017
Dear, fuckificare
It's been alright…
Are you okay though?
You seem like you're nodding off or something.
Sincerely, Me
From: fuckificare
To: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun
Sent: 10:19 AM 4 May 2017
Dwear, Birtch
I'm fibe, rewaly.
I" ve maybe beern drinkng jUst alittel buit htae allll;
From: BirchYouWeren'tExpectingATreePun
To: fuckificare
Sent: 2:54 PM 4 May 2017
Dear, fuckificare
What? Why were you drinking?
It was so early in the day?
Were you drinking at school?
Oh my gosh, are you okay?
Sincerely, Me
Now that I've (hopefully) appeased you, I have a question.
The whole series is roughly planned out at this point, but there is going to be a part two.
It's a long way off, but when I finish the first part, I'm going to put this story on hiatus to finish another one of my stories (undecided on which on as of right now, probably the one that's been abandoned the longest, though), but then I'm going to be coming back to this to finish it up too.
My question is: Would you rather me continue to upload the part two on this story? Or should I create a second story for part two? I'll keep track of responses and put this on all of the chapters until I finish this part one.
Thanks in advance for answering. :)
-TOBOT
