I walked into Biology to Mr. Banner.

"Early today Miss Swan."

"Yes Mr Banner do you need any help with setting up for class today?"

"No thank you Miss Swan just another video today." He sighed. "Did you complete your assignment I know it was your birthday but its no excuse."

I nodded. "Yes sir I have it." I set my bag on my and Edwards Table just as Edward walked into class.

"Mr Cullen. Is lunch no suitable today?" Mr Banner said as he got up to walk to the TV in the middle of the class.

I had retrieved my homework and set it on my desk.

"Bella Listen Im sorry." He looked to me. "I well when you asked me that first time. I don't know. I mean you were a human, that's all. So it was a no. I didn't know you or even try to know you I just used the thinking I heard from your friend's thoughts and what little I got from yours." He said in a whisper so I could hear" I wish I had given you the chance. if I had just seen what was beyond the thoughts of your friends. I could have seen the real you. the you that I had fallen in love with getting to know my partner in Biology. who is smart but just doesn't show it, who is kind, very strong and also a bit of a klutz."

I had started to tear up a little. I took a breath to settle me.

"You wear always beautiful I thought so in a subtle and natural way but I never saw you the real you till now.'

He loved me he truly loved me.

I took his hand in mine.

I felt the electric current move through my hand up my arm.

"This I also love this between us." He said as he squeezed my hand.

I smiled.

Why did I let it get in my head again I should now that he loves me. He might not know that I was really Bella but to him I am Bella.

I act like myself and when Anna comes back he'll see.

I just hope he forgives me.

I hope his family forgives me for not telling.

I spent the rest of the class just thinking as Mrs banner put in another Video that explained about safe sex and the womb and how a baby is created and is formed.

When the bell rang Mr Banner explained we would see a birth tomorrow.

"Love?"

"I looked to Edward as we walked to my next class.

"Are you alright?"

"Yes Just thinking."

He looked to me. "That's frustrating."

I smirked. "Yes it is, everyone who has the same problem."

"Hesmiledabit."Will you be ok tomorrow?

"I yes. It will be a video I'm sure that explains how painful it is."

"Yes, it will be. How about today?"

"I didnt really pay that much attention." I sighed. "I'm okay Edward really I have come to terms with it. I have been fine with it this long. I have my idea of what I want and a baby isn't in that future." I said while looking into his eyes trying to say with my eyes instead of aloud.

All I saw was him and all I needed was him.


Edward and I were doing homework in the kitchen when Dad came home.

"Hey Dad" I smiled as he walked into view.

"Hey Kiddo. Edward." Dad nodded to Edward.

"Hello Cheif Swan." Edward smiled then his eyes flashed to the clock.

"I didn't know it was that time Esme will be upset If I'm late for dinner. I'll see you tomorrow." Edward said to me kissing the top of my head.

"Goodbye Cheif Swan."
"Bye Edward and its Charlie."

"Yes sorry, sir," Edward said as he walked out.

I smirked I knew he was just going to be driving to his house to drop off his car.

He had asked to stay in my room for the first time instead of just sneaking in at night.

"I made spaghetti," I said as I stood went to the pot that was simmering on the stove.

"Sounds good honey. I'll set the table." He smiled.

We sat to eat dinner and I was rushing a bit.

"You should taste your food." He laughed.

"I am its good."

"How was school?"

"It good." I said.

"That it?"

"Yeah sorry Im a bit tired."

"You look keyed up."

"I do?" I forced myself to sound tiered.

"No plans tonight?"

"No of course not, School tomorrow."

"Yes its a school night."

"Well Im going to just shower and go to bed."

"mmhm" He grunted.

I slowly headed up the stairs into the bathroom and shower.

I frowned when I saw my tank top and old tattered sweat pants.

I should of picked out one of Annas sleepwear she had a lot of sleep gowns.

I shook my head it would be okay.

I put my PJ's on and went into my room.

I yelped when I saw him on my bed.

I knew he would be here but still was a shock to see him lying there.

"You okay?"

"Yes fine."

I walked over.

"Your dad thinks your planning to sneak out."

"Yeah I should go down and let him see me get a glass of water and it might persuade him. Give me one minute?"

"Okay."

"Dont move." I ordered him.

He froze up going rigged in the bed.

I giggled then went down the stairs.

Dad gave me a shocked look but quickly hid it.

"Im getting a glass of water then going to bed."

"Goodnight."

"Goodnight Dad."

I got a glass of water from the tap and headed upstairs.

I entered my room to see Edward still stiff as a board on my bed.

I smiled. "You may move again."

"Thank you." He smirked as he moved his hands that had been at his sides to behind his head and crossed his leggs.

I set the water on the nightstand.

"You comfortable?" I asked.

"Yes." He laughed.

"Good. So will you be sleeping in my bed then?"

"I don't sleep so no. You can sleep here." He said as he moved over a bit I sat on the edge.

He held open his arms.

I crawled into bed and curled into his side my head on his shoulder and my left hand resting on his chest.

He was hard and cold but it felt good.

I breathed in his sent.

"Sleep love."

"I can't while your here." I said

"You have before."

"I didn't know then."

"I could leave."

"No." I lifted my head to look at him.

"His hand came up to cup my face and I leaned forward so our foreheads were touching.

"I don't want you to go," I said.

"Then I won't but you need sleep."

"Okay." I sighed. "Just not yet."

He chuckled.

"What?"

"Your father is disconnecting the battery cables to your truck."

"What!? Why!?"

"He believes it would stop you from sneaking out. Would that really stop you?"

"Not if I was determined to go. He also doesn't know my boyfriend is faster then the truck I could just ride him."

He chuckled and shook his head.

"What would you want to do or talk about then? since you don't wish to sleep and your fast boyfriend wants you to sleep so he will not be taking you anywhere"

"I want to learn more about you. Tell me everything." I said as I pulled away and lend my head on his shoulder again his hand that cupped my cheek to my hand that rested on his chest bringing it to his lips for a kiss.

"Everything?"

"Yes tell me what you remember from your human life and about your life after you changed."

"That would take longer than a night."

"Well then we might have to do this again." I smiled hopefully we would I wouldn't mind sleeping in his arms every night.

"Well I don't remember much of my human life. I was born in 1901 in Chicago..." I listened content in Edward's arms, as Edward told me what he remembered of his life.

I'm not sure when I fell asleep.