"Ok Madi so we've been working on the ABC's do you think you can recite them without looking?"

It was time for Madi's daily reading lesson and Clarke had been enjoying having a child around the past week. Madi didn't have parents so Clarke made it her mission to make sure the girl knows she's cared about.

After listening to the girl recite the alphabet flawlessly, she rewarded her with a ten-minute drawing break. Today was also the day that Ontari would die along with her followers. They had brought her in late last night as Clarke watched from her window. She opted to still stay in her room for the night which she knew made Lexa sad, but she needed the space and also time to stop her nightmares. Today she would be killing someone, something she hasn't done in a while, but it has to be done.

"Clarke can I ask you something?" Madi asks still focused on her drama.

"Sure, little one."

"Is Lexa nice?"

"She is." Clarke answered,

"So then why are you mad at her? Is she not nice to you?" Madi asks,

"Lexa is very nice to me we just had a disagreement and sometimes when you disagree with someone it's better to take time away to gather your thoughts."

"So, you still love her."

"I do." Clarke smiled, "I'll always love her sometimes couples just fight."

"Love is weird." The girl said scrunching her nose,

"One day you won't find it so weird." Clarke laughed, "Can I see what you're drawing?"

Madi put her chalk down sliding her paper over to Clarke so she could see, she had drawn a picture of her and Clarke reading in the library together.

"Wow Madi, this looks so good! Can you draw one for me?" Clarke laughed at the girls excited nod going to grab another piece of paper.

Clarke decided to draw her own picture as well but before she could start, she heard a small whimper come from the little girl beside her. When she looked over it looked like the girl had gotten a paper cut.

"Let me see." Clarke went to reach for the girl's hand only for her to back away, when she looked down at the paper, she saw a black drop of liquid spreading through the page. "Madi I promise I'm not hurt you."

"I didn't mean to cut it I'm sorry!" The girl cried,

"It's ok I promise just let me see it." She hesitantly reached for the little girl's hand revealing her small pool of black blood on her small finger.

"Are you going to turn me into the bad men?"

"No Madi," Clarke had no clue what to do, she had a Nightblood sitting in front of her and there was no way she was turning her in, "Madi listen to me, I promise that I will never let anyone hurt you ok?" The girl nodded, "Don't tell anyone about this ok? I'll make sure no one hurts you."

"Ok." She threw her small arms around the woman's neck holding her tight and Clarke returned the same tightness.

She had to figure out how to change the rules of the conclave soon so she can help the people she loves.

LEXA

Ontari's death was hours away and Lexa couldn't have been happier, of course they still have to deal with the A.L.L.I.E situation but that's a problem for another day. She was hoping her, and Clarke would finally go home after today, but she didn't even know if Clarke would come. They had their talk, but she could see that this was affecting Clarke deeper than she thought and she wasn't sure if killing Ontari would make her feel better. Alas she can't talk her out of it, so she has to let things play out.

On the brighter side Lincoln was doing a lot better and was back at home with Octavia. Lexa hadn't talked to her much, but they did apologize to each other, Clarke on the other hand wouldn't see Octavia so they haven't talked.

A hard knock on her bedroom door interrupted

"Heda it's almost time." Titus informed, "The ambassadors and the King are waiting."

"Ok, have you seen Clarke?"

"Here." The blonde said walking through the door trying to cover her growing bump with her shirt.

"I figured you would need better fitting clothes, so I grabbed a few." Lexa motioned for their bathroom.

"Thank you." Clarke smiled walking towards the room and clothing the door.

"We will be down soon Titus." The man nodded leaving the room.

Lexa hated the way things were between her and Clarke, but she was trying to give her space like she wanted no matter how hard it was.

She sat on the bed waiting as the girl finally emerged from the room in her new clothes.

"This baby is ruining all my favorite clothes." Clarke mumbled, "I can't even fit my favorite jacket without looking like a whale."

"I think you look beautiful." Lexa says hesitantly,

"Thank you." She smiles sitting to attempt to put her shoes on, but her bump was making it impossible.

"Let me help." Lexa crouched down taking the shoe from her,

"I can't wait still she out of there." Clarke rubbed her stomach, "Do you hear that little one I need you out so we can finally meet you."

Lexa smiled watching Clarke talk to her bump, something she's probably been doing all week when she wasn't around to enjoy it to. Would her daughter hate her for this?

"Lex," Clarke caressed the girls face, "What's wrong?"

"Are we ok Clarke?" she asked leaning into the girls touch, "I know your trying to forgive me and I appreciate it, but this is killing me Clarke. You won't sleep in the same room as me you barley look at me when we talk, did I break us forever?"

"No!" Clarke said, "You didn't break us Lexa, I'm not having trouble forgiving you. If you need my forgiveness have it because I do forgive you I just- the reason I didn't want to stay with you last night was because I've been having nightmares again and I wanted to control them before I came back." Clarke sighed,

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"And make you feel worse than I already have the past week?"

"Clarke this is my fault." Lexa sighed resting her head in the girls lap, she missed touching her more than anything.

"But that doesn't mean I want you to feel terrible, we've talked everything out but I'm still dealing with things and I don't want to put that on you."

"I want you to, we said we would lean on each other so lean on me please. I need you to come back I miss you more than anything and I want to go home."

"We can go back?"

"Only if you come with me, I can't stay there without you. I want to be beside you and if you have a nightmare we'll work it out together." Lexa needed her to come home,

"Ok." She whispered leaning down to kiss the lips that she's missed so much, "I've missed you too."

"Now I need to talk to you about Ontari, why do you want to do this?"

"I want her dead Lexa; she's ruined so many lives and she almost ruined ours. She deserves to die."

"I agree but why do you have to do it?" Lexa knew how Clarke would feel after the fact and it wasn't worth adding to her nightmares,

"If not me who will do it you?" Clarke asks, "I don't want you to have to."

"Clarke I don't feel remorseful for killing the guilty." It was true, she has killed many some innocent and those are the ones that haunt her,

"What makes you think I will?"

"Because I know you." Lexa smiled, "You're good and despite what you think you're not a killer."

"You're good to." She argued,

"Maybe but I was trained for this and I can handle it, I don't want you to bear this."

"How about neither of us do it, the honor should be Roans. She's Azgeda maybe it will send a message." Clarke suggested,

"Ok, Roan will do it." Lexa nodded standing up taking the blondes hand, "Ready?"

"Yes." Clarke nodded,

They walked downstairs hand in hand neither wanting to lose contact with each other. The executions would be taking place in the same place where Lexa and Roan had their fight.

When they arrived most of the citizens were already gathered talking amongst themselves. Everyone saw this as a celebration, people would be dying but it would be an end to what could've been a war.

Clarke saw Octavia approaching so she grabbed Lexa's hand as they walked in the other direction.

"You're going to have to talk to her eventually." Lexa said as they go to take their seats,

"She said we weren't family why would she want to talk to me." Octavia's words had hurt her even if it was out of fear of Lincoln dying she didn't deserve that.

"To apologize, she knows we are all a family Clarke."

"I don't know that anymore." Clarke murmurs, seeing Raven approach them.

"Clarke you got a minute?" Raven asks,

"Yeah." Clarke got up from her seat walking to a private area with the girl, "What's up?"

"I have Madi with me like you asked, are you sure you want to do this?"

"Yes, I promised to protect her, and I care about her."

"Ok, I'm just making sure."

"I'm going to talk to Lexa after this about it."

"Is there anyone else you might want to talk to." A voice said behind them,

"Not really." Clarke rolled her eyes, turning to see Octavia.

"Please Clarke." The girl begged,

"Why? I think you said everything you needed to; we're not family remember?"

"You know I didn't mean it I was just-."

"Just what? Worried about Lincoln? Do you know how many times I've been worried about people and I never take it out on any of you instead I get to be the punching bag and I'm tired of it." With that Clarke left leaving the two girls, as she went back to her seat she noticed they were bringing the prisoners out.

She stopped instantly when she saw her, dark hair, pale skin and even though she was about to die a smirk was planted on her face. Her followers didn't look so happy though.

"Today we execute those guilty of the attacks on TonDC, Arkadia, Polis, Azgeda, The elder village and Shadow Valley. These poor excuses for warrior tried to ruin the peace that we all desperately crave, and they failed. The only thing they've accomplished is securing their own deaths." Lexa nodded for the ambassadors to start.

The followers will have a quick death with a single stab to the heart but Ontari would suffer 100 cuts from the ambassadors and Clan leaders before Roan steps in the end her life.

Clarke watched as the followers were killed and each person made their cuts on Ontari and the girl barley flinched. Soon it was her turn since technically she was still an ambassador until they found a replacement.

"We can have someone else do it." Lexa whispered,

"It's fine." Clarke looked at the girl remember that Echo told her Ontari was the one to kill Costia, "Come with me."

Lexa nodded walking by her wife's side as they made their way up to the bleeding girl. Black blood decorated her body completely covering her arms and legs, Clarke was sure she'd be dead soon anyways from blood loss.

"What an honor, the commander and her little bitch." Ontari smiled, "I will say the blonde is prettier than the last one.

To Clarkes surprise Lexa stayed calm ignoring the girls words which made Ontari angry.

"Nothing to say commander? Did Costia mean so little to you, maybe it was a good thing me and her had a little fun before I chopped her head off." She smirked,

Clarke grabbed the knife dragging it down the girls face and then another down her neck, not enough to kill her but enough to hurt. She handed the knife to Lexa who took it hesitantly before throwing it to the ground and grabbing her won sword.

"I hope it was worth it." Lexa took her sword pressing it against the girls neck watching her gasp for air before she pushed on it as hard as she could completely severing the girls head.

Clarke watched as the girls headless body fell to the ground not feeling anything about it, she grabs Lexa's hand and walks her back to the tower leaving everyone in the courtyard.

"I'm sorry." Lexa murmurs as Clarke cleans blood off of her face,

"Don't be, you deserve to get justice for her. Do you feel bad?" Clarke asks wiping the girls face,

"Not at all."

"Good because I don't either."

"That was quite the show." Roan said joining them,

"I know we discussed you having the honor-."

"You deserved it more." Roan nodded, "I'm leaving for Azgeda soon I just wanted to come say goodbye and to thank you."

"You're welcome here anytime Roan." Clarke smiled,

"Thank you for coming." Lexa shook the mans hand before he walked off joining his guards, "Can we go home?"

"I would love nothing more." Clarke smiled,

Clarke was in her old room gathering up her things to take back to the house with her. She was excited to lay in her own bed after almost a month of staying in the tower.

"Do you have everything?" Lexa asked coming into the room.

"Yes, there is something I need to talk to you about before we leave." Clarke was nervous, she didn't want to put Lexa in a tough spot, but she also promised she would help.

"Ok."

"There is a young girl named Madi that I've been spending a lot of time with recently. Her parents died in the attack on Shadow Valley so she's here all alone and I was hoping she could stay with us."

"Are you sure you want a child to live with us? We'll have a newborn soon and two kids is a lot to handle."

"I know but I promised I would protect her." Clarke sighed, "She's… special."

"What aren't you saying Clarke?" Lexa asked,

"She's a Nightblood." Clarke watched as the blood drained from Lexa's face at the realization, "Her parents hid her and now they're both dead and she needs someone."

"Don't you think I'm hiding enough Nightblood's Clarke?" She whispered in fear the guards would be listening,

"So what should I do, turn her in?"

"I'm not saying that." Lexa sighed,

"If you don't want her to stay with us I understand I'll figure something out, Raven has her right now, maybe my mom could keep her."

Lexa thought over every solution possible, but there weren't many, she could see that Clarke really cared about this child, but this was dangerous. If anyone finds out it could be bad for all of them.

"No, she will come with us." Lexa finally said,

"Really?" Clarke smiled,

"If you truly believe this is something you want to take on then yes."

"Thank you!" She kissed the girl, "You'll love her."

The house looked like it did when they left and Clarke was so happy to be back, she decided Madi's room would be her art room until they figured something out. She hadn't asked Madi if she wanted to stay with her, but she hoped she would agree.

Lexa seemed fine with it, but Clarke knew she was worried and for good reason but she hoped she could change the rules of the conclave by the time the baby was born so they would have nothing to fear.

"Knock knock." Raven says waking in the house with Madi by her side.

"Raven." Lexa says, they haven't talk much recently since the whole ordeal,

"Hello Ms. I'm going to fake my death and make Raven who has a knee brace run around that huge ass tower to find your pregnant wife and warn her that you're being stupid." Raven smiled,

"It's good to see you too, you must be Madi." Lexa looked at the small girl hiding behind Raven, "I'm Lexa."

"Hi."

"Hey when did you get here?" Clarke asks walking into the living room.

"Just now." Raven replies,

"Hey Madi." Clarke smiles, "I was hoping to have you come stay with me for a little while."

"Really?" the girl asks her eyes wide,

"Only if you want to, me and Lexa would like that." Lexa smiles at the girl who is clearly scared of her,

"Ok." Madi nods,

"Perfect I'll show you to your room." Clarke grabbed the little girls hand leading her to her old art room.

"You're really ok with this?" Raven asks Lexa when both girls are out of ear shot.

"This is what Clarke wants." She made her way to sit on the couch,

"But you don't?"

"It's not that I don't, it's just a huge responsibility." Lexa sighs, "But we'll be fine, Madi seems nice enough."

"She's really well behaved, I mean she wouldn't even help me with my fireworks."

"Fireworks?" Lexa asked confusingly,

"Like an explosion but like colorful and fun." Raven explains, "And totally safe… for the most part. But that's not the point, the point is I'm saying Madi's a good kid."

"Clarke says she lost her parents."

"Yeah, but I think being with Clarke has helped her a lot. Is her staying here permanent?" Raven asked,

"We haven't really talked about the details yet." Lexa liked kids and if she wasn't a Nightblood there's no doubt in her mind that she would like to have Madi around.

"You and your wife need better communication skills."

"We do." Is all Lexa good gather, her and Clarke did need to work on things, "Tell me about The City of Light, is there anything new?"

"Other than what I've told you not really." Raven sighs, "Becca's journals are amazing I mean her mind is extraordinary, made she can tell you something I don't know."

"I told you that's not how it works Raven."

"So you can't talk to her and ask questions?"

"Yes and no, I don't know how to explain."

"Explain what?" Clarke asks joining them on the couch,

"Where's Madi?" Lexa asks,

"She wanted to paint, what are you two talking about?"

"All this A.L.L.I.E/City of Light bullshit, I was just asking Lexa to have a word with the voices in her head."

"And I was just telling Raven that's not how it works." Lexa pointed out. "They have to come to me."

"You couldn't find anything new in Titus's books?" Clarke asks her friend,

"Not really, I'm thinking of going to see Murphy."

"He's here?"

"Yes, him and apparently he has a girlfriend. I asked Abby where they were staying, I think I'm going to go over there tomorrow."

"I'm going with you." Clarke insisted,

"I can handle myself Clarke."

"I know you can, but I don't trust Murphy especially not after what he did to you."

"What am I missing?" Lexa asked watching the two girls go back and forth,

Clarke looks to Raven expecting her to speak,

"He's the one that shot me." Raven murmured, "He's why I have the brace."

"And he's still alive?" Lexa says angrily,

"I love it when you care about me." Raven smiles, "It's over and done now Lexa."

"I will kill him Raven, only if you wish it."

"No Lexa." Raven sighs, "We've all done things since we've been here and as much as I hate this stupid brace it's made me stronger, so Murphy is not a concern for me."

"Fine." She clenches her jaw, "But I'm keeping an eye on him, the moment he does something wrong I'm locking him up. And I'll be coming with you tomorrow when you talk to him."

"You guys are so protective." Raven smiles, "I'm not used to that I mean the only other person who cared about me was Finn-." Raven pauses realizing what she's saying watching both girls shift uncomfortably, "What I'm saying is I'm glad I have people who care about me."

"We're all a family Raven." Clarke smiles, "The weirdest group of people but none the less still a family."

"Including Octavia." Raven says staring at the blonde,

"Octavia excluded herself I never did." Clarke scoffs,

"She was upset."

"So was I but that didn't matter it never does that's what she doesn't get!" Clarke shouts, "I'm finished being everyone's scapegoat, what Octavia said was unnecessary, but I'm not surprised. It's not the first time I've heard it and it won't be the last."

"Clarke I can't speak for O but I am sorry, we all looked to you to make the decisions and we all blamed you when anything went wrong I know I did. But everything is different now, like you said we're a family and we can't fall apart." Raven said, "Just talk to her."

"Let me guess, you want me to talk to her too?" Clarke turned to Lexa.

"I do, you forgave me." Lexa shrugged,

"It's different." Clarke whispered, "You're my life partner."

"And she's basically your sister."

"My sister wouldn't treat me like that."

"Just take some time and when you feel like it's right talk to her." Raven suggested,

"Fine now leave me alone about it."

"Someone's cranky, that's my que to go. See you tomorrow princess and commander heart eyes."

"Bye Raven." Lexa smiles at the nickname, "I'm so glad we're home."

"Me too." Clarke cuddles into the girls side, she's missed being this close to her, "Thank you by the way, for letting Madi stay here."

"Anything for you." She said kissing the girls forehead,

"I think you should try and talk to her."

"She's clearly scared of me." Lexa mumbled,

"She was hesitant with me too, once she gets to know you I think you two will get along great."

"What do you expect to happen Clarke?" Lexa asks, "I mean in the long run, to just hide her here?"

"I don't want to hide her I want her to have a normal life. I mean Theo and Elena do."

"Theo and Elena are in danger everyday of their lives and now so is Madi."

"Madi would already be in danger even if she wasn't with us." Clarke points out,

"But now you're in danger too." Lexa whispers, "Both of us."

"Clarke." A small voice calls from behind the girls, "I can go back with the other kids."

Lexa immediately felt terrible, the last thing she wanted to do was make Madi feel bad but this is the reality. Hiding Nightblood's is deathly frowned upon. She watched as Clarke went to comfort the girl assuring her that she was welcome.

"I'm going to make some dinner." Clarke says before walking into the next room.

Lexa took the opportunity to go unpack their things and clean up the room a little before washing up in the bathroom.

After getting dressed into new clothes and drying her hair the best she could before going to check on Clarke. As she was walking past the room she noticed the baby's room was open. When she looked in she saw Madi looking at the bookshelf holding Lexa's favorite kids' books.

"Do you like to read?" Lexa asks scaring the little girl which made her sad,

"I can't read yet, but Clarke is teaching me." Madi answers,

"I didn't learn to read until I was about your age as well, but once I did I found a lot of great books." Lexa smiled sitting next to the girl,

"Are these yours?"

"Yes, I brought them here so we could read to the baby once she comes."

"Your baby is really lucky to have parents like you and Clarke." The girl says sadly,

"Can you tell me about your parents?"

"They were nice sometimes." Madi whispered, "Mostly to my brother because he had normal blood."

"My brother has normal blood too." Lexa says, "Is your brother in Polis?"

"He died with my parents."

"I'm sorry that happened to you Madi, and I'm sorry if I made you feel unwelcome here. Clarke wants you here and so do I." Lexa smiles at the girl,

Madi nods with a slight smile on her face.

"And maybe I can read you a story tonight if that's ok."

"Only if you want."

"Pick which ever one you like and once we eat dinner we'll read, how does that sound?"

"Good." Madi smiles, "Thank you Heda."

"No, Madi please just call me Lexa."

"Thank you Lexa."

"Dinner's ready girls." Clarke smiled in the doorway, watching their interaction made her heart want to explode with happiness.

Madi walks a head of the couple waiting for permission to take a seat at the table, something Clarke noticed that the girl did.

"Madi I told you, you don't have to have permission to sit. Pick any seat you like." Clarke smiled,

Lexa watched the girl pick a seat hesitantly, she wondered if her parents were abusive to her because she a Natblida. She made a mental note to ask Clarke if the girl mentioned anything.

Dinner was good, Lexa watched Madi and Clarke talk and it excited her for the future conversations with their own daughter at this very table.

"Hed- I mean Lexa is going to read me a book Clarke." Madi says excitedly helping Clarke clean up after their dinner,

"Did she?" Clarke smiled, "What will you be reading?"

"She has a lot of books to choose from, what do you think we should read?"

"If I had to pick I'd go with Alice's Adventures in Wonderland, it's very fun and it's one of Lexa's favorites." She smiled, "How about you wash up and then we can get you to bed."

Clarke ran a bath for Madi leaving her to wash up while she prepared her bed, adding some blankets and furs to keep her warm. When Madi was done she climbed into bed with her book awaiting Lexa.

"Ready?" Lexa asks walking into the room,

"Yes, I picked this one." Madi hands her the book watching Lexa smile, "Clarke said it was your favorite."

"Clarke is right." Lexa smiles at the book from her childhood, the only thing that gave her any comfort while in Polis,

As Lexa starts to read she can't help but feel happy, she's never read to a child before but seeing the look on Madi's face as she read made her feel something she's never felt and she like it. She liked being light and soft and nice with someone who wasn't Clarke. She liked getting to be just Lexa.

After a few chapters Lexa could see Madi getting tired so she stopped and promised they would read every night until they finished which seemed to please Madi.

"Lexa?"

"Yes."

"Goodnight."

"Goodnight Madi." She smiled closing the girls door and walking to her own room.

When she walked in she saw Clarke laying on the bed with her shirt off and she could see her growing bump.

"Lexa come here!" Clarke says seeing the girl walk in,

"Is something wrong?" she rushed over, Clarke grabbing her hand and moving to her stomach,

"The baby is kicking." Clarke smiles watching Lexa's face as she feels the little movements, "Talk to her I swear she hears and she starts moving."

"Hi baby girl." Lexa grins feeling the kicks, "I hope you aren't giving your mommy a hard time in there. She's working really hard to carry you around all day."

"And you ruined her favorite jacket." Clarke laughs, "But I still love you little one."

"I can't wait to meet you; I love you more than anything baby girl." Lexa kisses Clarkes stomach. "Has she kicked before?"

"Todays the first time, I was talking to her while you were reading to Madi."

"Speaking of Madi, has she said anything about her parents? Other than that they died."

Clarke looks at her for a moment before speaking.

"She hasn't said much but I think she was abused by them." Clarke sighs,

"I was thinking that too, she says they treated her brother better than her because of her blood."

"She told me they never used to let her sit at the table without permission and sometimes they wouldn't give it so she had to sit and watch them eat. I want to ask her more but I don't want to upset her, I just want her to know we won't treat her that way."

"Then we show her."

"I knew you two would get along." Clarke smiles, "Maybe we can introduce her to Elena, Theo and Ali so she'll know other kids."

"I think that's a good idea." Lexa smiled, "I've missed you beautiful." She said moving some blonde waves from her face, "I know we have a lot to figure out but I'm happy we're here together. And I'm glad our baby is healthy and I'm happy I found you Clarke.

"Lexa what's going on?"

"Nothing I just need to make sure you know how important you are to me and how much I love you. Even when I do stupid things."

"No more stupid things missy, promise me."

"I promise." Lexa replied,

"Good now help me up so I can try and be sexy and give you some kisses." Lexa laughs lifting the blonde so she could sit up. Clarke slowly straddles the girl, "This used to be easier when I wasn't almost 7 months pregnant."

"If it's any consolation I think you did it beautifully." Lexa smiled peppering kisses down her chest and belly.

"That makes me feel a little better."

Clarke leaned trying to kiss the girl but her bump was making it harder, "Meet me halfway?" Lexa laughed sitting up pulling the girl onto her lips completely devouring them.

"hmm, you did miss me." Clarke smiles,

"I could show you how much."

"Are you propositioning me?" Clarke quirks her brow,

"Maybe." Lexa takes her time unhooking the blondes bra throwing it to the floor admiring Clarke's huge chest.

"They're swollen and painful." She says noticing the girl staring, "Your baby is doing a number on me."

"Well let me try and help." Lexa laid the blonde down on the bed removing her pants revealing her soaked panties, "Someone's excited."

"I don't think you understand the effect you have on me commander." She tries to hold in her moans as the girl starts needing and kissing her breasts, "You can drive me crazy with one look or one kiss, something no one else can do."

"Because your mine?" Lexa asks flicking her nipple with her tongue,

"I'm yours." She moaned watching the brunette devour her swollen breasts,

"Do they feel better Clarke?"

"Yes Heda." She nods feeling Lexa's hands explore her wetness before running her tongue over the fabric, "Don't tease me."

"I would never." Lexa smiled removing the girls panties before delicately letting her tongue run through her folds getting a gasp from the blonde, "You have to be quiet so you won't wake Madi."

Clarke nods as the girl continues to lick and suck making her writhing under her trying to hold in her moans but Lexa wasn't playing fair. She was kissing all of her favorite spots while having three fingers inside of her not lasting longer after that.

Lexa removed her fingers sticking them in the blondes mouth watching her suck on them greedily moaning at her own taste.

"Hmm, thank you baby." Clarke moans as Lexa licks up the rest of her release, "your turn."

"Uh uh, tonight is about pleasing you." Lexa kissed her way up the blondes body,

"You making love to me is very pleasing." Clarke pouted, "Please!"

"Anything for you." She kissed the blonde, "Do you think you can be quiet?"

"Do you?" Lexa was very vocal when her and Clarke had sex,

"I'll try." Lexa smiled,

After another hour of slowly pleasing each other both girls finally went to sleep wrapped in each other's arms. Everything was great but great never lasts, after only a couple of hours of sleep Clarke woke up screaming from a nightmare.

Her breathing was frantic and she felt like she was suffocating until she felt someone touching her face bringing her back down.

"Clarke it's ok." Lexa says trying to calm the girl down,

"I'm sorry." She whispered catching her breathe, she was drenched in sweat and her hair was stuck all over her face.

"Don't be sorry Clarke, are you ok?"

"I am I jus- I'm a little hot so I'm going to go splash some water on her face." Clarke slowly got off the bed and walked into the bathroom and shut the door. As soon as it's closed she lets her tears stream down her face quietly while she tries to calm down.

"Clarke." Lexa said knocking on the door,

"One minute." She splashed some water on her face,

"You're crying." Lexa looks at the blonde seeing her bloodshot eyes,

"I'm fine."

"What are your dreams about Clarke." She asks knowingly,

"It's nothing, I'm fine I just needed a second."

"You see me die don't you." Lexa said her voice barley above a whisper,

Clarke can feel her tears building up again as she tries to push them down,

"I'm sorry." Lexa whispered,

"Lexa."

"I never meant to do this."

"I'm fine, it's just a dream. They will go away; I know you're hear with me by my side." She takes the girls hand squeezing it,

"I should be comforting you not the other way around." Lexa sighed,

"So let's go back to bed and you can hold me." Lexa nodded walking back to the bed wrapping the blonde in her arms holding her tightly.