I HADN'T LEFT MY BED FOR DAYS AFTER HEARING THE NEWS ABOUT MY BROTHER'S DEATH BY MY FATHER. I felt empty, like a piece of my heart was ripped out. For almost seventeen years, I anchored myself to this idea that I would see my brother again and we would murder our entire coven, however, he was dead this whole time. Thinking we would reunite once again, it was was made me go on, why I wasn't completely crazy after I had learned that I couldn't even kill myself in the prison world. And I think I would if I wasn't pregnant, they were the only thing that made me still go on. Kai was my family, my only family and he was gone.

I was so dependant on him that it was toxic, I knew it. But I needed my big brother, especially since I was having kids. I needed his presence, his support but he was dead. He was gone forever, alone on the other side and I could do absolutely nothing about it.

" Hey, Lizzie," said Hayley with a shy smile. I had been locked up in my room not wanting to see anybody. Klaus had come many times, silent as I was, to give me food. Hayley and Elijah however hadn't come yet to see me, but I was glad. I didn't want to see anybody much less them. I wanted to left alone. I think Klaus may have told them to stay away since I yelled at him that if anyone bothered me I would spell my room so nobody could enter when he attempted to talk to me.

I ignored her not even looking at her and she came to sit on my bed " How do you feel?" asked the werewolf. Elizabeth chuckled morosely sending a harsh glare to her best friend " Oh peachy, it's not like I just find out from my abusive father that my brother has been dead the whole time I talked about saving him"

Hayley looked sympathetically at her best friend, she looked horrible. Her eyes were puffy and looked lifeless. She had enormous bags under her eyes and her hair was greasy " Lizzie I'm really sorry about your brother"

" No, you not" snapped the siphoner.

" Lizzie, of course, I am"

" You didn't even know him" she accused her. They didn't know him, nobody knew him as she did. Nobody knew how he loved stupid cartoons and horror movies, they didn't know his goofy childish side. They didn't how much he suffered from their father while protecting her. In the end, she was the only one to love him, and she was going to be the only one to miss him. Nobody else cared about him and it wasn't fair.

" Yeah but you're my best friend I don't like seeing you like that, I care about you. I know you loved your brother but you can't-"

Elizabeth cut her off and said sharply " Were not friends"

" Wh-What" Hayley shuttered shocked by Elizabeth. Her eyes were cold, just like her voice was emotionless and it scared the werewolf, she had never seen her friend like that.

" Are you deaf? Your supposed to have a supernatural hearing. WE ARE NOT FRIENDS." yelled the siphoner " What do you really want ? " she asked as if she was bored by the discussion. But in reality, she felt like she was going to explode if Hayley stayed longer in the room. She wanted to be left alone, she was used to it.

"What the hell Lizzie? I don't want anything from you. I have been super busy in the bayou but I still found some time to check up on you and you act like this"

Elizabeth rolls her eyes and takes the grimoire with the spell with the moonlight rings. She opens the grimoire and rips the page, no way she was going to give the whole grimoire to her. She handed the page to Haley who looked at her questionably. " This is what you want right? the spell for moonlight rings. Well, you can have it. You can go save your stupid annoying stupid mutts and leave me alone"

" And what about Jared and Eve? Are they stupid mutts? I thought they your friends" like me Hayley added mentally. She knew her friend was lashing out, but what if she never considered her as her friend? sometimes it was so difficult to understand the siphoner, you never knew if she was joking or being serious. You never knew if she was lying or telling the truth neither.

" It doesn't matter, they are dead...You got exactly what you wanted and I want nothing from you. Unless you want me to rip your eyes out repeatedly, leave my room. Bye Bye" she finished forcing a fake smile on her face, wawing good-bye at the hybrid.

" Call me when you stop being a bitch" said Hayley before leaving the room taking the spell with her, confirming Elizabeth's suspicions. People either wanted her dead or needed her magic. Kai was right they only needed each other, the others didn't deserve them.


Klaus came like every day to her room to give her food however this time he decided to not stay silent. Hayley had told them that Elizabeth had been really harsh to her and even told her they weren't friends. The siphoner also had threatened to hurt Hayley which surprised the two originals, well more Elijah than Klaus. The hybrid remembered how the siphoner had attacked Hayley in the bayou, months ago just because the newly turned hybrid had mentioned Kai.

Elizabeth could be cruel when she was hurt, she would lash out and hurt the people she cared about. He knew it too well, he acted the same way. However, he wouldn't let her wallow anymore. It was taking a toll on her health, and she wouldn't get better by locked up in her room no matter how lovely it is.

He put the plate on her nightstand " Hayley informed us on your ...hum lovely conversation " he started unsure of what to say to comfort her or what to say.

"I wouldn't call it lovely, I told her I wanted to rip her eyes out" responded the siphoner not even ashamed. She acted as if she didn't care, as if she didn't had any emotions.

" Right" the hybrid sighed " you know I lost three brothers, granted I didn't go along with Finn he was a dullard but I loved dearly Kol and Henrik. I know the pain you feel, but you can't stay-

" Stop," she told him firmly " don't you dare pretend to understand. You still have Rebekah and Elijah. I have no one, Kai was my only family and he is dead. And I am alone"

" Family is not always with whom you share blood Elizabeth, Hayley, Elijah, Rebekah, and myself we can be your family if you allow us"

" I don't want any of YOU" she spat disdainfully.

Klaus would lie if he said those words didn't affect him, on the contrary, it hurt deeply. He wanted to lash out at her as well, his anger rose but he had to be patient with her, considering the circumstances. She was fragile right now.

" Maybe I should call Camille, she lost her brother and she has the expertise you might need. She-"

" I don't want to see a stupid psychiatrist" she yelled and threw the plate on her nightstand to the wall with her magic. A vase in a room also broke falling into pieces on the floor, and a painting fell down on the floor. Sometimes when she was mad she couldn't control her magic, things around her would break.

" calm down" ordered the hybrid, it was not good for her or the babies to be in this state, she could hurt herself. Besides he did not like seeing her like this, so maniac, so uncontrollable " I merely want to help you, I understand the heartbreak of losing a loved one. But you can't keep wallowing, it's not good for you nor my children"

The siphoner broke down, tears falling on her beautiful face "I want my BROTHER...I was-want Kai. I just want him back"

The hybrids took the sobbing hybrid in his arms letting her cry on his chest. " I know, sweetheart."


Klaus was looking at her sleeping reassured. He had a horrible nightmare and had to see for himself that she was alright. In his dream, he was at father Kieran's funeral. He opened his casket to find two babies, his daughters in it. He smiled at them and looked up to find Elizabeth smiling at him as well. However, his father appeared and tore Elizabeth's heart out, she fell lifeless on the ground. Then he felt a pain on the heart, a stake inside of him aimed by his father. He was bleeding, and Mikael grabbed him by the throat and said " greetings boy". He woke up distressed, sweating, and had to confirm that she was alive, the nightmare felt so real.

" God you freaking scared me, you creep," exclaimed the siphoner a hand on her heart. She had trouble sleeping since her father had kidnapped her, each time she closed her eyes she feared he would come again for her at night. She threw exasperated at him a pillow which he caught rather easily, a grin on his face.

" I apologize, for frightening you my love," said the hybrid smiling at the siphoner.

" Why..." she started before yawning, it was late and she hadn't got a lot of sleep lately" Why did you come to my room, it's late. " she asked tiredly "Do you need something because I need my beauty sleep and you're ruining it"

" Poppycock you don't require some absurd Beauty sleep, love."

She smirked and told him playfully " Oh you're playing the charming card, I see Nicky " but then she turned serious. The way he was acting, he looked worried about her, even maybe scared " Nick I can sense something wrong. I know I haven't been nice lately but you can tell me"

" And I don't blame you for your awful mood, love. I know it has been troublesome for you lately...I had a nightmare" he confessed" but I can see you are unharmed. I'll leave you to your beloved beauty sleep" he said before going to the door.

She grabbed his hand stopping him from leaving and offered " You can stay"

He stopped in his track and looked at her surprised, she had been rejecting him or anyone for that matter since she found out about her brother's death. She wanted to be left alone, although he despised it he wanted to respect her choice while she was grieving. She had cried on his chest days ago, but not much had changed between them. However she looked better and healthier "Do you want me to stay?" he asked surprised.

She nodded and admitted, " Honestly I have been scared to sleep alone since the whole my dad kidnapped thing. Just no funny business" she warned him.

Klaus went on the bed next to her " I will be on my best behavior, a true gentleman" he promised solemnly. Then he frowned and asked," Why didn't you say, anything love?"

" I didn't want to sound like a chicken, when people see your fears they use it against you"

Klaus sighed " Sometimes you can trust some people with your fears, little siphoner. You can tell me your terrors, I would never use them against you, I promise. I may not be as honorable as Elijah, but I will honor my promises to you"

" What was the dream about? " she asked wanting to change the subject. Her dad was the last thing she wanted to talk about, she just wanted to forget all of this even if it would be impossible. Besides, the dream looked important for Klaus to react that way.

" My father" he confessed " He tore your heart out and then he staked me. The babies were there, too," he said not giving many details. His daughters were there but he wasn't able to protect them from his father.

"Huh that's gruesome... but don't worry for me Nicky, your father is dead. You were the one to kill him."

" But he still plagues my dreams. I still feel the need to look over my shoulder, as if he was still hunting me" confessed Klaus. He hadn't told anyone that, even to his siblings. That would make him weak, just like Mikael had accused him to be many times. " No diagnosis necessary, love. " he continued bitterly when he thought about the nightmare "I've already got this one covered: my fears of fatherhood, of scarring my child as my father scarred me, are manifesting as nightmares. It's horrifically cliche."

She groaned and told him sympathetically, completely understanding what he was feeling " You know your not the only one to be scared here. I may act confident but motherhood scares the shit out of me. I'm not a good person and I love hurting people, who say I won't also hurt them..." she confessed ashamedly.

" I know you won't, love" he answered convinced. She may act a little crazy sometimes, but Hayley was right when she cares about someone she is can be very loyal and caring in her own way.

" Whatever, we can be scared together. You're not alone in this " she told him softly " I also have nightmares about my dad, I feel like any day he will come for me and put me back in that horrible place. I don't want to be alone ever again.." she then confessed her fears.

" I won't let him hurt you" he promised the siphoner, stroking her cheek gently. He would tear apart anyone who would dare to hurt her.

She smiled at him and told him " Screw our arseholes of fathers, we won't let them win. We can be better than them" a small smile appeared on his lips as the words fell from her lips.