A/N- Just a brief update, while I work on the rest of the chapters.

Rabb House

Later the same night

McLean Va

As Mac laid in her husband arms she couldn't help but think back to the when she first saw the photo of Harm and Bobbie Latham. Why did the women from his past keep popping up? First Annie, than Jordan now Bobbie.Was this fate testing them? If so it could stop now. She was tired of competing against Harm's ex-girlfriends for him. Feeling restless she wiggled out of Harm's arms carefully so she didn't wake him.

She sat on the side of the bed reaching down to the floor picking up his white undershirt. Casually slipping it on, she started to stand until she felt his body against hers, and his arm go around her waist.

"Where are you sneaking off to?"

"I.. well I was just gonna go check on Tommy. He's being to quite."

"I think he's fine. Plus he'd cry if he needs us."

Turning in her husbands arms. "Don't you miss having him with us?"

"At times, but I like it being just us too."

"Why?"

"That's an odd question."

"I just want to know why? Why me Harm? Out of all the woman you've been with, why me? Is it cause I look like Diane?"

"God No Sarah; where is this even coming from?"

"I'm just trying to figure out why me..." Mac suddenly burst out in tears. Harm pulled her more to him. Rubbing her back, just letting her cry. After a while she calmed down and glanced up at her husband. He just smiled at her, wiping away her tears.

"All better now?"

Sniff... "A little; I think that photo really..."

He placed his fingers on her lips to silence her; "No more talk about that photo. I'm sorry you saw it. I'm sorry I was up there, god I'm sorry I was even on that damn ship. I just can't seem to do right by you guys. The harder I try; the more I mess up."

"No; it was me this time, I'm the one that over reacted. I judged you before talking to you. I should trust you more than that. After all your my husband, best friend , partner in life, and father of my children." Mac smiled as she leaned back and rubbed her expanding abdomen.

"Speaking of our children; how's our girl doing?"

"We're doing good, I had my 4 month check up, everything is right on track. Our little girl right where she should be."

"How about her mommy?" Harm knew that ever since the scare, her doctor wanted to keep a close eye on her.

"I'm doing good, but I think the doctor is going to want me to go out on leave before I'm ready to go."

"Why do you think that? What aren't you telling me?"

"She's worried about some scarring she saw when she did the ultrasound."

"What type of scarring."

"She's not sure,she wants to run some more tests."

Hearing this now made Harm start to worry about Mac and the baby. "Baby I should have been there with you. I've got to start..."

She placed her hand on his lips. "There's nothing you could have done. This is something that I didn't even know about.But let's not worry until we have a reason to worry."

Harm grimaced, Mac picked up on this. "Please don't do this to yourself Harm. None of this is your fault."

"Really? How can you say that? I'm the one that impregnated you. Now your health might be jeopardized because of me."

"We both want our baby girl, and no matter what we are going to have her. Do you understand me. We are going to have her. Nothing is going to stop me."

Harm closed his eyes, signing. God help him nothing was going to happen to Mac or their baby, not as long as he has life in body."When do you go back to the doctor?"

"On Monday."

Nodding his head. "I'm going with you, and before you start to argue with me; this is not open for debate. I'm going, you're my wife, I need to be with you. I have to be with you. You've stood by me through everything, now it's my turn."

Mac smiled; "I'm happy to hear you say that. Deep down I... I really want you there.I need you Harm; part of myself is so scared. And worried. I just.. I just didn't want to admit before now."

Taking her into his arms, he let her melt into his embrace. He placed kisses on her head. While rubbing her back. "That feels good. My back has really been bothering me the few days."

"Any idea why?"

"I'm hoping it's just stress, and nothing more."

Taking a long deep breath , Harm guided them both back to lay down in the bed. "Baby let's try and get some sleep. Hopefully everything will be better in the morning."

"Everything is already looking up." Mac said as she placed feather light kisses on his chest before snuggling into him.