Author's note: Hii guys! I am so so so so so so so so sorry for not writing anything in such a long time. I didnt have anymore ideas for my Carrie and Sue Snell fanfiction. BUT I'm back. And I have new ideas. You guys are the best fans in the world. Thank you for always reading and reviewing my fanfiction story. Love you all!

"You did it, didnt you?" Carrie asked.

"Did what?" Sue asked.

"Bought me a Christmas present!" Said Carrie.

"I have no idea. Did i?" Sue asked. She smiled.

"You bought me a Christmas present didnt you?!" Carrie yelled happily.

"Maybe I did. Maybe I didnt". Sue giggled. "But I know its something very special ". She said.

Carrie smiled.

Sue kissed carrie and went to put the presents away.

"Hey babe?" Carrie said to sue.

"Yeah?" Said Sue.

"I been thinking of going to therapy " said Carrie.

"Really? That's a huge step" said Sue.

"Yeah", said Carrie. "I think it will help me to talk to someone. I dont wanna be scared of my trauma forever either. Know what I mean?" She said.

"Yeah I understand. I think that's great you want to go to therapy". Said Sue.

-Next day-

"Okay", carrie said to herself. "Hmm. So this is my insurance. Over here. This therapist looks kind. Rodger. Okay, that's his number. And I will call him now".

"Hello, rodger speaking".

"Hi. I'm carrie White and I'm looking to start therapy". Said Carrie. "And I have this insurance too".

"Okay Carrie. Great. I will fill out the paper work later on today. The therapy sessions will be between 40-45 minutes in person. I also do phone sessions too for my clients if needed. What are your struggling with?" Said Rodger.

"I struggle with anxiety and depression. I had a very messed up childhood and the trauma from my mom. I feel I need to move on from that". Said Carrie.

"Okay, great", said rodger. "I can definitely help with that. Can you see me in my office this Wednesday morning at 10:45am? We will start your first therapy session then". He said.

"Yeah" said Carrie. "I'm looking forward to it ".

"Excellent!" Said Rodger. "See you this Wednesday ".

"Okay" said Carrie.

After they both hang up Carrie felt so excited. So happy. "Babe! Babe!" Said Carrie. "I start therapy this Wednesday!" Carrie said excitedly.

"That's great!", said Sue.

-Two days later-

Carrie drove to her therapist office as the song Questions by Fetty wap was playing. "Oh. Its right here " she said to herself.

She got out of the car and knocked on the door. She opened it. "Hello?" She said. She sat on the chair in the waiting room.

I'm here she texted her therapist.

I'll be right out Her therapist sent her a text message.

A couple minutes later Rodger opened the door. "Carrie?" He said.

"Yes. Hey Rodger" she said.

They shook hands.

"How are you?" He asked.

"I'm doing alright" she said.

"Good. Let's get started" said Rodger.

"I always have this really bad fear of true crime shows and books. I get so anxious I start to feel like I'm scared". Said Carrie.

"True crime shows are upsetting. I can imagine so. What about these shows and movies that make you feel anxious?" Rodger asked.

"I cant understand how people do such awful things to another human being. It disgusts me". Said Carrie. "Why cant those people on those true crime shows do nice things instead? She asked.

"Well Carrie that's a good question". Said Rodger. "Those people on those shows like copycat killers and killer kids have bad things and thoughts in their mind. Its usually seen from horror movies and they try to bring that fantasy to reality. And those people on both those tv shows do horrible things. And sometimes for no reason at all". Said Rodger.

"Jesus. That's horrible!" Said Carrie.

"It definitely is awful" said Rodger.

"So it's like saying fantasy and reality dont mix". Said Carie.

"Yeah. Neither fantasy or reality should mix with the other as it's very unhealthy". Said Rodger.

"I tried to watch a true crime show like copycat killers and killer kids and I just cant. So I switch to something happier like hells kitchen or Christmas movies ". Said Carrie.

"That's a good thing that you chnaged the channel. That's like Changing the tune. Going from something that upsets you to something that is happy and wholesome. And that's great. And I admit, hells kitchen is a good show".

Carrie smiled. "I like when the chefs do the signature dish challenge ". She said.

"Some of the food they cook looks good". Said Rodger.

"I know it's my first therapy session but their is something else that bothers me too". Said Carrie.

"I'm all ears" said rodger.

"R kelly. Do you know who he is?" Carrie asked.

"I do. And I dont like him at all" said Rodger.

"Watching that docuseries gave me bad anxiety. I really thought he was standing by my door. I think i was hallucinating about him too though I'm not sure". She said.

"What was he saying?" Rodger asked.

"That he likes to do all these disgusting an awful things and I told him if he didnt shut up I'd slap the shit out of him" Said Carrie. "And in this hallucination I did. I slapped him".

"Wow", said Rodger. "He definitely deserved to be slapped".

"His music had such an influence in my life and got me through some right times too. I felt so angry and betrayed that he is a monster. He is a piece of garbage". Said Carrie.

"He certainly is. He will be put away behind bars for the rest of his life". Said Rodger.

"I wanna free myself and get away from these true crime shows. I wanna be able to not let those tv shows affect me. But also I wanna close that Chapter of my life". Said Carrie.

"And you will", said Rodger. "The fact that you identified what triggers you and how you will overcome those triggers is a very good thing. A huge step in fact. Bevause now these true crime shows and r kelly have no power over you. You're driving the car now. And that's great". He said.

"Thank you ". Said Carrie.

"After the therapy session was over Rodger shook Carrie's hand again. "I think you did really well today. And I look forward to seeing you next Wednesday. Text me anytime". Said Rodger.

Carrie smiled. "Thank you so much. And I will! See you next Wednesday ". She said.

She got in her car and drove to work. After work Carrie saw a note on the kitchen table.

Hi babe! Hope your therapy session went well today! Let's meet at our local dunkin donuts to celebrate. Love you!

Love, Sue

Carrie blushed. "Aw babe!" She said.

And Carrie took a quick shower and drove to the local dunkin donuts.

"Babe! Over here". Said Sue.

"Hii!" Said Carrie. She jumped into Sue's arms as her wife held Carrie in her arms. "How'd it go?" Sue asked.

"It went really well!" Said Carrie.

"Yay!" Said Sue. "Let's celebrate babe. Let's get our favorite iced coffee ".

Carrie smiled.

Both Sue and Carrie ordered their favorite iced coffee and talked about how Carrie's first therapy session went.