Bella
I was covered in blood by the time I finished my first feeding. I must look like a horror movie reject by now but I looked around for Demetri to find him on one of the blood covered ceiling beams, balancing himself and looking down on the destruction I had caused. How had I managed to get blood all the way up there?
"I guess I could have done better," I called to him.
"You did perfectly fine." Demetri reassured me. "Im impressed you didn't rip the bodies apart with your new strength. You did well."
I smiled in delight. Demetri was proud of me. I jumped up to him on the beam, balancing effortlessly. "Do you need to feed now?"
"Do you think you could control yourself while I did?"
"I think so, I mean, I'm very full, even a little sloshy. You could show me how it's supposed to be done."
"Very well."
I brought my meal out of one of the other cells. I knocked him out cold in case Bella came charging in trying to take him from me but she just squatted up high and watched intently. I bit into his neck and drained him quickly.
"That is enough for me for a while. You did extraordinary not trying to fight me for my meal. I'm very proud of you, now lets go get you cleaned up.
"I just told myself that it wasn't food and I didn't eat it." I said calmly.
"You are a wonder to behold my mate."
I jumped down beside Demetri and he took my bloody hand in his, laying a kiss on the knuckles.
"Can I get cleaned up now? I'm covered in blood." I asked.
"Of course, right down this way we have showers for just such and occasion."
When we got to the door of the showers a smiling Jane was waiting outside the door. "I'll take her in here Master Demetri,"
I was secretly relieved. I wasn't ready for Demetri to see me naked yet. "Thank you Jane." I told her as Jane got the shower's water temperature adjusted.
"Go ahead, rip of that dress and get under the water." Jane instructed.
I tried to take the dress off but the fabric ripped in my fingers. I didn't worry about it, I just let it rip and climbed under the startlingly warm shower spray. It felt so good, so refreshing, so right that I didn't question it. I ended up squirting shampoo to the end of the shower and Jane ended up pouring some shampoo in my hand. She repeated the actions with the conditioner.
Jane helped me dry off and dried my hair for me. We styled it up and Jane helped me into some of my clothing The bra was too small now and the jeans a little too tight. I would need new clothing soon. By this time I was getting edgy. I wanted to see my Demetri again.
"It's okay Bella," Jane smirked at me, "Demetri is waiting on the other side of the door. Hurry now and go to him. I'm just going to clean up a bit in here."
I didn't ask twice. I couldn't wait to see Demetri again I rushed out the door and I was left finding myself in Demetri's arms. His head lowered quickly and my lips were locked with his. We stood there for seconds, or it could have been hours. It was our first kiss. It was our first intimate touch. It was everything I could have hoped for.
When we broke apart I was breathless and so was he.
"Let me show you to your new rooms, my Bella." Demetri said.
"Where do I live now?" I asked hesitantly.
"With me, my mate," Demetri clarified. Guiding me back up the stairs and quickly to the second floor and into his room. It was beautiful. Done in earth tones it was easy and comfortable to go sit down on the couch.
"Come sit down with me?" I asked.
Demetri came and cuddled in to me. I sighed with relief. "I feel out of control Demetri,"
"You seem so well controlled. You are the most amazingly controlled newborn that I have ever seen. You'll loose that out of control feeling as your strength fades and you learn how to feed more neatly. Don't worry about anything. Even if you loose it completely we'll be there for you. There is nothing to be afraid of."
"Just hold me for a little while, okay?" I asked.
Demetri
I kept my arms wrapped tightly around Bella to ground her to my side again. I knew how she was feeling, at least I thought I could. She was so different than any newborn I had seen before.
I wondered what was different about her. Why she was so infinitely controlled. Perhaps it was her change, perhaps it was her knowledge of what was happening for her. Perhaps it was all of her time in our world over the years. Whatever the reason she wasn't running around screaming feed me constantly.
It was an odd day. I had a new mate, I had an apartment for us, I had a job that was quite profitable, and I had my friends. At the thought of friends I asked Bella, "Would you like to meet the elite guards again?"
"Oh," Bella jumped up. "Can we? I'd love to see everyone again and I hate to mention it but I'd like to see if I can get some more to eat."
"Eat first or meet the guard?" I asked her.
"Meet the guard," She replied eagerly.
"Then lets go little one."
Bella jumped up eagerly and laughing I guided her to the recreation room.
"I'm new and improved," Bella announced to the room at large.
All eyes turned to her. Jane, Reneta, and Chelsea all went to hug her and Felix and Alec hung back.
"I remember all of you." Bella said. "Thank you Felix," Bella said seriously. Felix bowed to her. "How about we have a movie night?" Bella suggested.
The girls chose a romantic comedy and I thought it could be a good idea for the evening.
We watched the movie and Bella snuggled in more tightly to me as it went on. When the movie was over with Bella leaned into me. "It's time to eat, Demetri," She noted self consciously.
A half hour later Bella was in the showers with Reneta and I was waiting patiently or not so patiently for her to be returned to me. The cleaning staff was getting a workout taking care of a newborn and I made a mental note to thank them personally.
We began to get Bella on a schedule. She was being fed four times a day for now, with one of the female guards helping her clean up afterward. I ordered Bella some new clothing in her new sizes.
Four times a day was enough to keep her from complaining about being hungry and was good enough for her to pass our receptionist without pouncing on her. Her control was extraordinary.
Bella joined us in sparring practice in the afternoons, spending time with me or with all of the elite guards in the evenings, and me alone at nights.
I wish I spent them buried deep inside her but we hadn't gotten to that stage...yet.
In fact It was one tuesday night that I took the issue to Bella.
"My mate," I started, but she either read my mind or had been waiting too. Her mouth slanted over mine and I could smell her arousal begin to fill the room.
When she began to pull back I pulled her closely to me, holding her firmly but gently her head nestling in under my chin.
I didn't know how to bring the subject up. "I've noticed you aren't ready for mating my Bella, is something wrong?"
"Oh, no Demetri, you've done nothing wrong I've just never... I've never gone further than kissing and I'm nervous."
Do you want to explore more of a physical connection my Bella or are you not ready yet, either answer is fine, but I need your guidance here.
"I have no idea what to do?" She asked me softly. I smiled gently at her and reached down to take my shirt off.
"How about we start here my mate. You've seen a shirtless male before?"
"Never on that looked like you Demetri. No one else looks as amazing as you."
Just touch me, little one, however you want to. You can touch or kiss anywhere you like.
I guided her hands to my pecs and pulled her close to me. She explored my pecs and rubbed her hands down my stomach. I was instantly hard. She kissed my neck and I moaned, knowing that I needed to take things very slow with her.
"Do you want me to make you feel good little Bella?"
At her tentative nod I slipped my hands under her shirt and unhooked her bra. I slid my hands to her breasts and kissed her deeply. We ended up with her straddling me on the couch, when she was relaxed enough I Pulled her shirt over her head. Her bra slid down her arms and I took it off of her. I kissed her neck and rubbed little circles on her breasts. She began grinding on my straining dick and I knew that would be too far for her. Laying her down on the couch I licked and sucked her areolas and nipples. She was under me moaning and it was all I could do not to grind into her and find some relief.
"Do you like this Bella?" She nodded shyly and I'd bet that if she were still human she would be tomato red. "Do you want to go further?" I asked and she hesitated. It's ok. I assured her this is plenty. I embraced her so that she could feel the rub of bare skin on bare skin.
She moaned louder and I aligned our pelvises. Allowing her to grond on me while I kissed and sucked and licked her from neck to waist.
"Have you ever had an orgasm?
"No Demetri, I've not seen anyone after Edward and he didn't even kiss me the way you do."
"We'll try that when you are ready. I'd love to feel you spasaming around me. And I think you'll like it too."
"For now lets just relax like this," I put her on her side and joined her on the couch.
We touched and caressed kissed and licked for the next hour. By the time we stopped she was moaning and writhing on the couch. I pulled her on top of me and held her to let her calm down. Stroking on her back and helping her to calm.
"That was amazing Demetri." Bella told me.
