Warning, a good warning, some steamy Rizzles at the beginning of this chapter. Yes Jane is still healing from that incident but let's face it, Jane and Maura don't care right now. thanks for the views and reviews I really appreciate it, you guys don't understand. Thanks for the very kind words
Jane and Maura hardly made it to the front door before they couldn't hold back anymore. Jane pressed Maura up against the closed door, not even opening it yet, Jane rested her hand on Maura's thigh slipping upwards. Maura had her arms around Jane's neck in a very passionate kiss. Maura had really missed this, being this close to Jane, it was a real struggle not being able to do this. Be intimate with each other. Jane lifted Maura up, her legs wrapping around Jane's waist as she opened the door with her free hand, walking them inside before closing the door.
Maura finally pulled away from Jane's lips for a moment, to look into her eyes, "Are you feeling any pain at all? Just let me know and we'll stop," she caressed her face and Jane placed a kiss on the palm of her hand.
"Oh baby, I've never felt better. I'm feeling pretty invincible right now," Jane smiled warmly before going in for another kiss. Maura moaned, opening her mouth to give Jane's tongue access to hers. Maura's heart was racing, she tangled her fingers into Jane's hair, deepening the kiss. Jane thrusted her hips against her wife's causing Maura to gasp at the intensity of her movements.
Maura pulled back moments later to catch her breath, "Can we go to the couch?" she bit her bottom lip, running her fingers down the nape of her neck.
"Yeah," Jane pressed her lips against Maura's neck, walking her to the couch where they sat down. Jane nipped up towards Maura's ear, flicking her tongue at her lobe. Maura closed her eyes, tilting her head back slightly letting Jane continue with her mouth. Jane pushed the straps of Maura's dress down her shoulders and let the top of her dress slip down the top half of her body. Jane already managed to get Maura's bra off in the car. Her hand gently squeezed Maura's breast as her lips pressed soft kisses against her warm skin.
"Jane, that feels so good," Maura bit her bottom lip, causing Jane to hum against her. Maura shifted to straddle Jane's waist.
"I like making you feel good," was all Jane said before latching onto her breast, her tongue swirling around her hardened nipple.
"Fuck Jane," Maura squirmed, rolling her hips hard down against Jane's, tossing her head back at the sensations she felt coming over her whole body as Jane focused on her body. Jane knew every inch of her at this point, she remembered when they didn't have sex yet, how shy Jane felt, how they both felt, and then once they had each other it was hard to want to stop. Hard to stop craving her best friend. Not being with her in this kind of moment was pure torture to her.
Jane stopped her movements, pulling back and looked at Maura, "Hey, where'd your mind go? You stopped reacting."
Maura blushed realizing the she completely zoned out in her thoughts. "Sorry Jane, I was just thinking of how much we've changed over the span of our relationship. How easy it is to just be with each other now, like it was just torture not being with you these past weeks."
Jane nodded, "I see, well I really want to continue, are you going to focus? Because I'd really like to put your torture at ease," she licked her lips and Maura nodded.
"I'm yours," she whispered, Jane leaned up to kiss Maura's lips before focusing her attention back on Maura's breasts. Maura closed her eyes, taking a few deep breaths. Jane's hands moved down towards her thighs, hiking up the bottom of her dress before sliding her panties off, tossing them across the room before she flipped Maura down onto the sofa. Jane wiped the hair out of her wife's face. Maura rested on her elbows, as Jane's head disappeared inbetween her legs. She stroked Maura's heat slowly with her tongue, Maura moved her legs so they were draped over Jane's shoulders. "I thought we were putting my torture at ease," she managed to get out, Jane looked up at Maura.
"Really Maur?" Jane shook her head in amusement, before kissing at the center, she slowly inserted her tongue, Maura tangled her hand in Jane's hair. She scrunched up her nose, biting her bottom lip, rolling her hips down against her. Jane moaned, finding her bundle of nerves, flicking her tongue over it, circling it.
"Dear God," Maura breathed out as Jane used her tongue, Maura loved how skilled her wife was. She gulped as Jane buried her face against her folds. "Oh..." Maura heart was racing as Jane worked her magic on her. "That's real... shit," Maura arched her back as Jane continued eating her out. "Oh God," she whimpered, feeling her orgasm start to approach. Her body shook gently as she came, her legs tightening, tugging at Jane's hair, her other hand running through her own hair, panting hard to catch her breath. "Oh Jane..." she groaned as her wife pulled away from her core.
Jane shifted to look at Maura, "You good?" she moved to rest on top of her, looking deep into her hazel eyes.
Maura nodded, "I'm pretty fuckin' great actually," she admitted with a chuckle at her choice of words. "I'm going to need a minute before we work on you."
Jane licked her lips. "Who said I was done with you?" she asked, her voice deeper than normal.
"You already did me twice today Jane, remember brunch?"
"Oh how could I forget brunch. I am kind of addicted to being down there though, you're really tasty," Jane ran her tongue against Maura's bottom lip, Maura's tongue brushed against Jane's before sucking at it. Jane moaned, she felt Maura move into a sitting position before pinning her down onto the couch, her hands going over her head as Maura's fingers twined with hers. Maura pressed her knee hard against Jane's crotch causing her wife to gasp in arousal, she pulled back for a moment.
"You know that you wear too many clothes," Maura stated as she pulled Jane's shirt over her head before taking off her wife's tank top and bra, throwing each fabric over the couch. "I much prefer you like this," Maura licked her lips before kissing at Jane's neck, nipping at her collarbone for a moment.
"Well it's a damn shame I can't go out looking like this, would make things easier, huh?"
"Then everyone would look at you and I'd not like that very much," Maura continued kissing down, pressing kisses over her breasts.
"Mhm, are you going to mark your territory?" Jane raised her brows, and Maura smirked.
"I don't like leaving marks, plus it ruins the whole complexion of your beautiful skin, but anyways I think I'm losing focus, wouldn't you say?" Maura lowered her mouth down onto Jane's breast, sucking at her nipple before focusing on the other one, swirling her tongue around the surface. Jane's hips moved upwards, loving the feeling of Maura's knee pressing harder against her. Maura sat up and rested her hand on the waistband of Jane's pants, not making any moves to take them off just yet. "Are you sure you're going to be okay the chances of your back hurting as you arch up when you orgasm are pretty high."
"Maura as much as I'm glad you're worried about my back and need not being in pain, but it's too late to stop. I don't want you to stop. I'm kind of throbbing down there. I need you. Plus you can just give me a back massage if it hurts afterwards."
Maura smiled as she nodded her head unbuttoning and sliding Jane's pants off her body joining the rest of the clothes thrown about. Maura moved her hand, cupping Jane's covered core she licked her lips, "You do seem to be throbbing quite a bit," Maura applied pressure, rolling the palm of her hand against her before tugging off Jane's underwear, her fingers rubbed at her entrance, at this point Jane was squirming beneath her so weak already at Maura's touch.
"I don't think I'm going to last long," Jane admitted, Maura smirked moving two fingers into Jane's slick folds, Jane's hips jerked forward as she began riding her hand. "Fuck," Jane tilted her head back Maura only had to curl her fingers once inside her wife before Jane could feel her release. She shouted Maura's name riding out her orgasm, whimpering slightly before falling back into the couch. "That was... wow."
Maura nodded, laying on top of Jane, resting on her, "That was pretty fast, I'm impressed. So how are you feeling?"
"Fucking radiant," Jane grabbed Maura's hand, licking her juices from Maura's fingers. "Wanna go again?"
Maura laughed, "Anxious are we?"
Jane nodded, "I mean we have a lot of time to make up for. And we have hours before the twins come back, I say that makes for a perfect opportunity to continue to appreciate all this naked goodness."
"Well there are a few things we need to do before they come back, like Febreeze the couch, feed Chad, do some cleaning, prep dinner and take a bath," she listed off the things that needed to be done.
"We can just order dinner, the twins will be filled with ballpark foods, they wouldn't just let them starve. A bath sounds delightful, but can we just rest on the couch for a bit first? Maybe we should just chill for a moment."
Maura smiled, kissing Jane's jaw before pulling her close, "I think that's a good idea," she kissed Jane's shoulder before resting her eyes.
Jane woke up to a ringing of her cell phone, she groaned, trying to search for it. "Maura do you know where my phone is?" she nudged her wife awake, not knowing how long they've been on the couch.
"Probably in your pants, wherever they are," Maura yawned. "You can just find it later," she buried her face between Jane's breasts. "I want to stay right here."
"It might be important, I'm sorry but you can continue sleeping on my breasts at a later time," Jane swiftly moved off of the couch, causing Maura to whine.
"Jane, you're so rude," she sat up, running fingers through her hair, trying to wake herself up.
"Found it, how my pants ended up all the way on the stairs I'll never know," Jane chuckled before looking at the phone it was a message from Frost frowning. "Mother fucker Maura, they're headed home. I didn't realize how late it was," Jane found her underwear and pulled them up her legs and quickly found her other clothes and got dressed finding Maura's clothes handing them to her. "Here get dressed."
"The baseball stadium is like an estimated time of 45 minutes away, that doesn't include the traffic after the game ended. And statistically if they were winning, the Red Sox, the more fans would stick around and finish watching. So it could take roughly an hour for their arrival," Maura smiled at her facts, as she slipped on her dress.
"You just think of everything, don't you?" Jane shook her head, "I'll go make us some tea."
"Jane wait... before you do that," Maura grabbed her wife by the hand.
"Yeah?" Jane looked concerned at her wife.
"I love you," was Maura's response and Jane leaned down to kiss her.
"I love you too," Jane responded before heading to the kitchen to make some tea for them.
The hour had soon passed as Frost and Tommy knocked on the front door. Maura went to go open it and smiled at the two boys, each holding one of the sleeping twins in their arms. "Well that is a precious sight to see, you boys can just go lay them on the couch, I'll wake them for a bath later," she stepped to the side to let them in.
"Where's Jane?" Frost asked after putting Todd on the couch.
"She's in the guest house feeding Chad, but honestly she probably passed out in there, she's been gone for over twenty minutes."
"I bet you guys wore each other out while we were away." Tommy smirked and Maura shook her head.
"I'm not allowed to share said information," she smirked, her cheeks flushed and Tommy laughed.
"Tommy I'm going to check on Jane then you can take us home," Frost gave him a look smirking before heading out to the guest house.
"So, did you and the twins along with Korsak have fun?" Maura asked, as she took off the twins' shoes.
"Yeah it was great, me and Frost did get asked a lot of questions about who they assumed were our adopted kids." Tommy plopped down on the recliner. "Kate went on a little rant about the whole situation, she had drunk men crying when she talked about Camille. It was at a slow part during the game. The Red Sox kind of sucked. Maybe it'll be better when you and Jane go with the twins. So how did things go at the doctor?"
Meanwhile outside in the guest house Frost asked Jane the same question. Jane smiled at her friend. "It was very good news Frost, I get to have a chance to get pregnant, Maura and I haven't exactly discussed when we would start doing the whole IVF thing. We kind of didn't discuss anything after we got the good news."
"Well I think that's great news Jane, I still can't believe you want to get pregnant, you would think Maura would have wanted to be the one to do it."
Jane rolled her eyes, "Because of why?"
"You know, I'm just saying... don't get offended, but she seems more capable of handling things and not getting hurt at work as much as you. What inspired you to want to do this?" Frost asked, curious of how this plan came to be, wanting to discuss her before they discussed him and Tommy.
"Well it did start when we met Camille and I seen how strong she was being able to handle a life with two kids, she seemed like the strongest person I knew at the time. And well when she died and we started spending more time with the twins I realized that I want to be a parent, I don't want to be just an aunt, but I knew I wouldn't be replacing Camille. I spoke my wishes the first time at Camille's grave and then you would think seeing my mother with complications would deter me from wanting to be pregnant, but I don't know it just wanted me to embrace it even more. So here we are, I am going to try to get pregnant I know I want it to happen after Ma gives birth to Julian though. Maura and I are very excited to do this. And well maybe you could be the baby's godfather, if you wanted that responsibility. I know it's probably odd to ask before I even get pregnant, but you mean a lot to me, to both of us."
Frost smiled, reaching over to take Jane's hand, giving it a squeeze. "I'd be honored to be your baby's godfather. I'm growing quite fond of kids lately and it's definitely because of those twins."
"Do you think you and my brother will ever have any kids?"
"I'm not sure. I really like being an uncle figure, but Tommy is so great with kids. It is the reason we got back together. How I found myself falling for him even more than before," Frost admitted and Jane squeezed his hand this time.
"Speaking of falling for my brother even more, I have been wanting to ask what exactly went on in here yesterday between the both of you? I didn't think you guys would come in and look so happy, not after you slapped him. Not after you thought he and Cailin..."
Frost sighed. "Maybe we shouldn't even mention her, she may be Maura's sister but she seems to be causing a lot of problems, sometimes I think it's on purpose."
Jane shrugged, "Yeah, she definitely has been different but she did love Camille though. Crazy things happen when you're in mourning. Look at Tommy he got shit face drunk because of the loss of Frank."
"It wasn't completely about the loss of Frank, but that's part of something we talked about. So this is what happened, try to hold all reactions until the end of it I know you're going to want to make some comments."
"I promise I'll hold my tongue until the end," Jame promised, resting her hands on her lap, preparing for the story. "You may begin."
Frost and Tommy walked into the guest house, Frost sat down on the sofa next to Tommy.
"Was slapping me really necessary Barry?" Tommy rubbed at his cheek. "That really hurt you know."
"Well good, it was meant to hurt," he rubbed the back of his neck. "I'm sure drinking yourself almost to death didn't make it feel any better. What were you thinking? You could have came to me, we could have discussed things rationally I thought we could do this, I thought we could talk.. I thought we were at a point where you could open up to me, I thought we were going to do better than last time. I thought I was able to trust you, apparently I was wrong."
Tommy sighed in sadness listening to Frost's words. "We are different this time Frost, you don't think that I didn't want to talk to you? You don't think I didn't want to discuss what happened? I was scared Frost, plus Jane wanted to tell Ma herself, I couldn't exactly just come here and tell you what happened. So I got home and I got really drunk, I was sad, angry and I... I wanted to get away so I called an Uber who came and I don't know I just gave him Cailin's address. I knew when me and you weren't together that me and Cailin talked and we were friends and that we are both screw ups. She hurt me but I thought maybe she could help me because she's still probably mourning the loss of Camille. I was in shock about the loss of my father, conflicted because he hurt Maura, because I spent my whole life looking up to him and then he's just gone," Tommy dropped his hands in his lap. "I needed to talk to a friend and I never even got to see Cailin last night. I'm pretty sure I passed out in the Uber. I don't even remember ending up on Cailin's back porch swing until I woke up the next morning."
Frost just listened to Tommy speak not saying a word the whole time, waiting for him to finish.
"But I would never, ever hurt you like that. I already hurt you once before, you couldn't trust me. And I swore that I'd be damned if I hurt you again if I was ever given a second chance with you, which I was. I was given this second chance and I am so sorry for hurting you, for making you believe that I don't love you. I do love you Barry Frost I would give my whole life for you. I have fears, fears that I'm never going to be good enough for you, fears that I might end up like him one day, I mean I already have so many qualities like my father, like getting drunk, acting irrationally, sometimes I get angry and I just I never want to get angry with you, I never want to hurt you. What if I do and I lose the greatest damn thing that's ever happened to me, what if I lose myself and end up losing you forever," Tommy wiped his cheeks as his tears fell down them. "I don't think I can handle it Barry. I can't live this life if I don't have you. And frankly I don't think I'd want to."
Frost felt his own tears run down his cheeks, he reached over to cup Tommy's cheek. "I love you so much Tommy Rizzoli, it scared me to shit when I heard what happened how you got drunk, I was scared I was going to lose you, that you did something that would be irreversible. I've never been good at romance or love and I guess we can both relate to that. You are not going to have to live this life without me because I'm not going anywhere, but you have got to promise me, swear to me that what happened last night won't happen again. That no matter what happens here on out you come find me and you talk to me about your concerns, your fears, anything. I'm here for you and I'm not going anywhere, I can't go anywhere because I'd be so lost without you, I don't want to live this life either if you're not here beside me," Frost leaned over to press his lips softly against Tommy's, stroking his cheek with his thumb. "Can you promise that to me?"
Tommy nodded, "I promise. Frost I'm really glad we had this talk and I'm so fucking sorry for scaring you, for making you think I'd do something so stupid and lose the love of my life."
"I'm the love of your life?" Frost asked and Tommy nodded pressing his lips softly against Frost's.
"Yes you are, I never felt this way about anyone and I know in my heart that you're the person I'm supposed to spend the rest of my life with. I love being near you and you're always in my mind, I want to live everyday with you by my side. I want to take care of each other, be there for each other no matter what. Is that what you want, to spend the rest of your life with me?"
Frost nodded, resting his head against Tommy's. "I thought you'd never ask."
"Really? Since when did you..."
Frost smiled, "Not for long actually. I kind of got a drawing from Kate when I was watching them last night. Honestly I thought you'd come ask yesterday that's another reason I got worried and angry with you." He got off of the couch to grab a paper sitting back down on the couch, placing the drawing in his hands. "See that's you kneeling down in front of me. I'm saying yes a little too much," he chuckled. "You know what Kate said when she gave me this picture?"
"What did she say?" Tommy asked.
"She said she hopes this comes true soon, that when this happens she hopes that we will still make time for her and Todd. She told me you told her this in secret and sort of threatened me not to bring it up to you. But since you brought it up just now I thought it'd be okay to tell you. I want to marry you Tommy, I want to spend the rest of our days together. But I do expect a proper proposal," he added with a smile.
Tommy bit his bottom lip, "I plan to give you the best proposal ever. Just wait and see Barry Frost you're going to be an amazing husband. I just hope that I can measure up to you."
"I'll be proud to call you my husband one day, don't let me down," he whispered against his lips and Tommy nodded.
"I never want to let you down ever again. I'm yours for the rest of our lives," he responded, deepening the kiss.
"And well then we discussed not to tell anyone until a real proposal happened, and so that's why I wanted to come talk to you now. I wanted you to be the first to know, well after everyone at Fenway Park, of course," Frost smirked.
Jane was already emotional with this story, so happy that Frost will get to officially be family, that Tommy actually stood up and was willing to give everything to her best friend. But when he mentioned Tommy proposed at Fenway Park Jane gasped. "He didn't? Fenway Park is like... I always dreamed of getting proposed to at Fenway... I can't believe he... oh my God Frost there's no better way to get proposed to. You're so lucky. I'm totally fucking jealous."
Frost chuckled, "Well this wasn't the reaction I was expecting. I thought you'd be more shocked than thrilled."
"Frost you get to be part of my family, like legit a brother I've always dreamed of having. I'm glad you and Tommy were able to make this work, welcome to the fucking family Frost," she kissed both of his cheeks and then gave him a big hug.
"Well shit Jane," Frost couldn't help but laugh. "Don't let your brothers hear you talk to me this way."
"You're kidding me right? They already know I'll always pick you over them. So I get to be deemed best man at the wedding right?"
"You're kidding me right?" Frost mocked her words. "You really think I'd choose anyone else to stand beside me on the best day of my life? Maybe we should get your brain checked, I'm pretty sure Maura fucked it out of you today," he laughed before digging something out of his pocket. "I guess I can finally put this on now, I was kind of scared to tell you, figured I wouldn't wear the ring until I got your reaction," Frost smiled, slipping the ring onto his finger. "I can't believe that I'm going to get married Jane. I never in my whole life thought that someone would want to spend forever with me. Sure I'm surprised it's with someone like Tommy, but I'm really happy about this, happy to see Tommy so mature and so fucking attractive especially with those twins. I think I'm going to go celebrate with him now, I'll see you tomorrow, sis." Frost got up from the couch patting Jane's leg.
"Oh enjoy your evening bro. See you tomorrow." Jane watched Frost leave and looked down at the tortoise by her feet, patting his shell. "Today is just full of great things, aren't they buddy? Frost gets to be my brother, and I get to be a pregnant mama bear one day. Life is looking up more each day."
She got off of the couch and walked back inside the main house, Maura was in the kitchen smiling, pouring two glasses of wine, "So, I guess Barry told you his news? Tommy told me when Frost went to tell you. It's nice getting to see them both happy considering all they been through," she slid over a glass of wine for Jane. "Figured we could celebrate plus I know you aren't taking your meds anymore, and one day you won't be able to have any sort of liquor for a while. Our take out I ordered should be here soon. I put the kids to bed after giving them a quick bath. So now it's just me and you, a nice evening to celebrate all the great things happening in all of our lives."
"I'll drink to that. To us and to the love shared between Tommy and my new brother Frost," Jane clinked her glass against Maura's before they took a sip of their wine, smiles on both of their faces.
I really loved this chapter and writing it, Rizzles got some steamy alone time, and usually flirty banter took place in-between, I couldn't see it happening any other way. And I got really into the Frost/Tommy conversation and Jane's reaction was funny to me. I hope you enjoy this chapter. Frosty is getting married. Next chapter will jump into near the end of June. just so you know :)
