Synchronized Heartbeats
Written By: TCOOKIES777
Chapter 47: The Maelstrom - Part 2
TRIGGER WARNING: NON-CON
Rin's garnet eyes were as wide as Sousuke's and Gou's and he looked between them, drinking in how Sousuke knelt between Gou's splayed thighs with his arms around her bare shoulders. Slowly, Rin tore his gaze away from them and to the used condom on the floor by the bed. The torn gold foil lay close by to the condom. A condom that Rin had bought months ago to make love to Gou. A condom that sat right by a pair of familiar yellow panties.
She could only watch as Rin put everything together, weaving a story with no explanation.
"Rin… Rin, wait, it's not what you think.." Sousuke grabbed his sweats—forgoing his boxers—and hurriedly slipped them on. He grabbed the sweater meant for Gou off the floor and put it on as well. Well, better on him than on her. Meanwhile, her shed clothes and shoes remained scattered across the floor in plain sight, her sunshine bra hanging from the bedpost like a beacon.
Gou sat up slightly, eyeing how her brother remained standing still, his handsome face unreadable. Rin looked at her, taking in the sight of her completely naked on Sousuke's bed. In response, Gou quickly grabbed the blanket and held it over her front in a pathetic attempt to cover up her nudity. It was too late though; the damage had already been done.
No… No, no, no! Her brother was supposed to be gone by now. Rin had left earlier than needed but he should've been at the airport now. Why did he have to come back?! He wasn't supposed to come back! He wasn't supposed to see this!
Sousuke stood up, hands raised in caution as if he was dealing with a wild animal. It didn't help that his sweats sat dangerously low on his hips, loose and untied. His ebony hair was mussed and standing up from when Gou had gripped it, adding more to his disheveled state. But it was the obvious erection that created a sharp tent in Sousuke's sweatpants that really made him look guilty.
"You…" Rin balled his fists.
"Onii-chan." Gou started, although she didn't know what to say. "Onii—"
"Bastard!"
Gou jolted in the bed as her brother flew forward and slammed his fist against Sousuke's face. Sousuke stumbled back into his desk, tipping a cup of pencils over and spilling his stack of books.
"Onii-chan, stop!" Gou called to her brother but her words seemed to fall on deaf ears.
Sousuke groaned as he pulled himself up, gripping his desk for support.
"She's my sister!" Rin jabbed a finger in Gou's direction. His eyes remained wide with, not shock now, but rage. So much rage making his entire body tremble and chest heave with angry huffs. "My little sister, Sousuke! How… How dare you!"
"I know…" Glaring back, Sousuke touched the side of his face where Rin had punched him, "I know what you and Gou have been doing together. I've seen the way that you look at her—at your own little sister! And I know that you've been having se—"
"Shut up!" Rin fisted the front of Sousuke's sweater. His handsome face was beet red, vein bulging at the side of his neck as he snarled out, "I don't care what you think you know about us! I asked you to look after Gou! To take care of my little sister—not fuck her!"
"I love her, Rin. I always have!" Sousuke hissed back, his voice low and firm and just as tense. "I don't give a shit if she's your baby sis—I'm in love with Gou. So fucking deal with it."
"Please stop," Gou called out to them but neither man seemed to hear her. "Onii-chan, please!"
Rin's face twisted into a cruel sneer. "You've got some guts to say that shit to my face." He leaned into Sousuke until their noses nearly met, and then Rin spoke in a menacing whisper, "Did you fucking put it in her?"
Gou's stomach dropped.
"Did you. Put your thing. In my sister?"
"For a man talking about his sister, you act more like her father… which you're not." Sousuke coolly replied. "Anyway, are you sure you should be asking me that question of all people? It's pretty hypocritical of you to—"
"Answer the fucking question!"
Sousuke narrowed his glare. "You saw the condom. What do you think?"
"I think you were about to fuck my sister without a condom!"
"Is that what you're worried about? Us going for a round two without protection? Or is there something more? You're jealous, Rin. Of what? Of Gou having sex with me—choosing me over you? And you're scared," he added. "You're scared this might mean something. So what if I have a relationship with Gou and even marry her? So what if we have sex and make babies and live happily ever after together? That is what's natural. Your relationship with her isn't."
"Sousuke-kun, don't," Gou said shakily, fighting back tears. "Please don't."
Nobody heard her.
"You want what you can't have," Sousuke continued, his face stone cold with rage compared to Rin's hot fury. "And that pisses you off, doesn't it, Rin?"
"You don't know what I—"
"Yes, I do!" Sousuke was seething. "I know what you want, Rin! You want it so badly—it's clear as day no matter how much you try to hide or deny it! I know what you want because I want it too."
Almost in unison, the two men finally turned to look at Gou. She clutched the blanket tighter to her chest, too confused and scared to respond to the way Rin and Sousuke were eyeing her.
"It's my fault," she tried again in a weak whisper. "Please just stop, both of you."
It was her brother who tore his gaze away first, the anger creasing his handsome face once again. "I'm gonna ask you again: did you touch my little sister?"
"Gou's not so little anymore, Rin. But you would know all about that, wouldn't you? I did just find out how small she can be though. I wasn't sure if I could fit. You know exactly what I'm talking about, don't you, big brother?" Sousuke's sarcasm only added more fuel to the flames. "And she's not your innocent baby sister anymore either. I wonder why. I wonder who took her innocence… Took her innocence and filled her up with something that should never have been inside Gou in the first place!"
Something dangerous flashed in Rin's garnet eyes and he shook Sousuke with demand, roaring with such fury, "DID YOU TOUCH HER?!"
"What does it matter to you?" Sousuke snapped at him.
"Because I—" Rin stumbled at that, but his anger allowed him to recover just as quick. "Because I'm trying to protect Gou!"
"Protect Gou from what?! What she needs to be protected from is you!"
"From me?!" Rin yelled, "I've looked after Gou my whole life. I would do anything for her! I'm her damn brother and—"
"That's right! You're her damn brother, Rin!" Sousuke shouted back, tearing himself out of Rin's grasp. "And she's your little sister and you touched her all over and inside her! How the fuck could you do that, Rin?"
"I love Gou!" Rin leaned in until his forehead pressed against Sousuke's, challenging him. "My sister means everything to me! The fuck do you know about us?! About our love?! You've got nothing, Sousuke. Nobody… and now you're trying to take away the one thing I cherish most in my life? Fuck you!"
"I'm trying to save her from you!" Sousuke pushed back. "You're sick, Rin! No brother is supposed to do what you did to Gou! I don't know what bullshit you put in your sister's head but it's all wrong! You're sick and twisted! You're crazy!"
"Crazy..? I'm crazy? You would call your own best friend crazy, Sousuke? Fine! That's right." Rin huffed, his sharp jaw feathered tight with tension. "Yeah, I pounded my baby sister's sweet little pussy. I was the one who popped her cherry and I'm the only one who knows just how fucking sweet her cherry was. I know what my sister's moans sound like when I'm thrusting my cock so far up her tight cunt that it makes her womb twitch with delight, thirsty for my seed."
Gou wanted to cry but her brother continued, so unashamed and unabashed with revealing the vulgar truth.
"I know how beautiful my little sister's face is when she orgasms on my cock or when I'm eating her pussy clean of its sweet juices. I like to split her body open on my cock and see her try to stifle her cries so that our Mom doesn't hear us fucking like animals next door. Yes, I fucked my little sister more times than you can count on your fingers and toes, and you're jealous. Admit it! You're fucking jealous!
You wanted what I had, didn't you, Sousuke? You've just been dying to have Gou and I beat you to it. Not only that, but she loves me. She chose me—her own brother—out of all the other men she could have had. Me! You wish you could be the man who makes her happy, but it's not you, it's me," said Rin as he passed a hand across his face to hide the chuckle that escaped him. "You know, Gou always has a dazed smile on her face whenever I make her orgasm. Such an innocent look of pleasure on her face.. You'd never be able to give her that, Sousuke. You'll never be able to see that smile. But it'll make you so damn happy to tear us apart. That's what you want, isn't it? With me out of the picture, you'd take Gou all for yourself. You've just been dying to have a taste of her for years! You couldn't even wait for me to leave the country before you started tearing her clothes off to get to her pussy."
"Fuck you, Rin! At least I didn't get her—"
"Sousuke-kun!" Gou cut in sharply, keeping her eyes trained on Rin who looked ready to punch his best friend a couple more times. "S-Sousuke-kun, I think you should go. Please."
"Gou..?" Sousuke glanced at her in alarm and confusion.
She knew he didn't want to leave her alone with her brother right now. Not when Rin was completely furious. Despite her brother's current state, Gou knew that Rin would never intentionally hurt her. She knew that, if she really wanted to, she could stop him. She could not say the same for Sousuke, however, if he stuck around. If Sousuke stayed, Rin would see it was a two-against-one situation.
"I'll be okay," she nodded to him, ignoring the hurt that passed through his face. "Let me talk to my brother alone."
Rin seemed to calm down at her words and she noticed his fist lowering slightly. Shooting Gou another look of hesitance, Sousuke carefully sidestepped Rin and made his way to the door. Before opening it, he murmured, "I'll be right outside. Call me… if you need me."
He left, shutting the door firmly behind him.
The room remained silent and Gou felt more cold than she had been before arriving here. She kept her gaze down, away from her brother's piercing stare, wishing he hadn't come in at the most terrible time when she was as naked as she was emotionally vulnerable.
"Why?" Rin was the first to speak, voice strung tight with anger. "Is this.. Is this revenge? Because I had sex with that girl? So you decided to get back at me by opening your legs to my best friend?!"
"... No." Gou continued staring at the blanket. "It's not because of that."
"Then what?!" Rin sounded desperate now. His footsteps were quick and anxious. The bed creaked quietly when he sat down by her feet and she held the blanket closer to her front. "Tell me what it is! Tell me why."
"Because I…" She swallowed hard, and then inhaled sharply. "I don't love you, Onii-chan."
A heavy silence fell between them.
"What… What do you mean you don't love me?" Rin croaked out, sliding a hand across the bed to touch hers.
She withdrew from him and he stilled. The more she stared at the black blanket, the more she found herself being consumed by an endless sea of darkness. "I thought that I loved you as a lover… but then, with you away at university, I found myself falling in love with Sousuke-kun instead."
Lies! All lies!
This is what I must do.
"And as I was falling in love with Sousuke-kun, I realized that this thing between us.. It's wrong," Gou explained, keeping her focus on the blanket still covering her nude body. It was easier to lie without having to look her brother in the eye. "We're brother and sister and we had sex! It's… disgusting! It's incest! It's so wrong, Onii-chan! You and I, we were so wrong about this—about us!"
"Then why…" Rin spoke through gritted teeth, breath huffing out like a mad dragon. "Why would you let your own brother fuck you?! Why did you let me take your virginity?! You could have given yourself to anyone else, but you chose me!"
"It's just sex," Gou whispered. "That's all it is; sex with my brother and nothing more. A dick inside a vagina. That's it. A mistake that we twisted into a sick love."
"No," Rin shook his head, chuckling humorlessly. "What kind of sister opens her legs to her older brother and has him… what do they call it?—pop her cherry? Yeah, you wanted me to pop your cherry. You could have had a… a dildo pop your cherry that way o-or even lose your virginity to a fucking cucumber! But you let your brother—you let me take your virginity! You wanted to have sex with me of all people. You chose me… because you and I..."
"There is no 'you and I' though… And popping my cherry?" Gou forced a shrug. "It's a stupid expression and I realize it's nothing special. Taking one's virginity is so overplayed and cliché. There's nothing special about your first time—it's just sex. I don't think a girl's virginity is important at all. Any girl who expects her first time to be with a special someone is a fool. Besides, none of it meant anything.
I couldn't bear how wrong it felt though… It's as you said: what sister gets her cherry popped by her own big brother? Giving you my virginity was… a mistake."
"A mistake?" he echoed her weakly.
She nodded. "We have to stop this. We're siblings, Onii-chan, we shouldn't be having sex with each other! That's what our relationship has become: it's purely based on sex now!"
"That's because we can only spend time together in private!" he argued back. "I-If only I could take you out on dates like a normal couple then you wouldn't—"
"No," Gou bit her lip. "We.. we tainted our bond as brother and sister, fooling ourselves into thinking that our love for each other was more than sibling-like."
"No!" Rin shook his head frantically. "No, you… you said you love me! And you asked if I love you too! Our first time… Don't you remember our first time? You wanted it. Even when you were crying from the pain of your first time, you let me go all the way inside your body.… You let me cum inside of you. You never stopped me! You wanted all of it! You wanted all of me!"
She took a deep breath. "I'm a teen, Onii-chan; my body is raging with hormones and I was feeling sexual. Horny. I wanted to know what sex was like. But we've mistakened our sexual urges as romantic love—don't you see that? We've confused sex for love and it's blinded us to the truth!"
"Don't give me that bullshit. It wasn't just about popping your cherry or sexually experimenting with our bodies together—you wanted to get knocked up right from the start, Gou!" Her brother suddenly sneered but his hands shook. "You wanted me to impregnate you. You'd practically squirm in bed, impatient to get seeded by me! You wanted to get pumped full of my cum! And do you remember what you cried out when you orgasmed for the very first time from my cock? You said we're making babies!"
"I didn't!"
"You did!" He insisted. "If it was just sex to you, then why would you say something like that? Why did you look so fucking heartbroken every time I reminded you that we… that we couldn't risk getting you pregnant?"
"I don't know what I was saying, but I wasn't in the right frame of mind when I said it!" Gou defended herself, knowing very well she had indeed said such a thing. "I just… wanted to have a good time."
"A good time?" He scoffed before peering down at his shaky hands. After a pause, Rin nodded, his mouth straightened in a line of fury. "So, you just wanted a good fuck and I was the best piece of meat available for you to pound with... I don't believe you. You're lying, Gou."
No! She had to make Rin believe her. Believe that she never loved him the same way he loved her. Believe that they could never be together. Anything to make him leave.
"The sex was amazing, Onii-chan." Gou tucked back her hair, suddenly feeling both hot and cold at the same time. She hoped he didn't notice the way her hand trembled. "That's why I had sex with you… many times. It was so amazing, but wrong. You're my older brother. It's w-wrong to be having sex with my big brother, no matter how great it is. So, I thought, what's wrong with doing it with Sousuke-kun instead?"
"We had sex because we loved each other as more than siblings, Gou!" Rin spoke harshly, his voice rough and chiseled jaw feathered with barely restrained emotion. "Deny it all you want but neither of us were fooling around all those times, Gou. We were making love! That was… that's the kind of sex you have to make babies with the person you love—we were having baby-making sex!"
He was right. Her brother was so, awfully right. They had been having baby-making sex and they had succeeded in making a baby together, but he didn't know that. He never would because she would lie about it. If only to at least spare his feelings.
"But we didn't make babies, did we, Onii-chan?! It was love but it wasn't the love we thought it was!" She shook her head, forcing that one word out. "We weren't having sex to make a baby out of love. We were just horny! I'm only seventeen, Onii-chan! And... I've been too lonely and your muscular body is so beautiful—it elicited feelings in me that I twisted into something wrong! I wanted to be touched and.. and you were there."
"What about the times you touched me, huh?! I never asked you to suck my cock or drink my cum—you offered all those times because you wanted to make me feel good—because you… you love me!"
"Onii-chan, it's just… they were just blowjobs." Gou fought the blush on her cheeks. "I could have given them to any boy…"
"And did you give them to Sousuke too?!" Her brother demanded, lip curling with rage. "Did you swallow his seed? Did you ask him to put a baby in you too?!"
"Don't." Gou started, struggling with the urge to touch her own belly where she felt terribly empty inside. "Don't, Onii-chan. That was just hormones and lust a-and lust makes you say and do crazy things."
"You always asked me to get you pregnant, Gou." Rin snarled, his focus lowering to where the blanket still covered her torso. "You begged—begged—me—your own brother—to impregnate you—to put a baby in you! You'd moan for it with your legs wide open—"
"Please, Onii-chan—"
"my cock pumping into you—"
"Just stop it—"
"You'd moan for a baby—and I'd wish it, Gou!" Rin snarled at her, "Every fucking time we had sex—every time you moaned for me—I'd wish for it! I'd wish I knocked up my little sister! I'd wish I got you pregnant! I wanted to get you pregnant so badly that I could practically imagine your belly swelling with my child! Whenever you orgasmed, I could feel your womb twitching for my seed! Your pussy milking me of every drop of cum I pumped into you. And when you were so far gone in your orgasm, I'd touch your belly and imagine my seed growing in your womb. When you slept in my arms, I'd caress your belly and imagine you were carrying my baby… Our baby."
"P-Please, don't say that." Gou whispered, her womb feeling horribly devoid as Rin went on. If only he knew how true that dream of his had been. "You're just saying that because you're upset! Because you're jealous!"
"I'm jealous?" His brows shot up in disbelief. "I'm in love with my little sister. I want to kiss you and hold you and spend the rest of my life with you, but I can't even so much as hold your hand or take you out on a date—all because we're fucking siblings! I'm jealous of every damn asshole who looks your way because I know they'll always have more of a chance than I do to be with you! So yes, for fuck's sake—I am jealous!"
He was trying to salvage their love, saying anything to keep her from pushing him away. Her brother wasn't in his right mind to say such things because if he was, he would've left long ago.
"I'd imagine for the fucking impossible. I wanted what we were not supposed to have and the fact that making a baby with you is taboo only makes me want to do it more! I want with you what I can't have as your damn brother and it makes me so fucking pissed at this world! So, yes!" Rin snarled as if he hadn't heard her pleading for him to stop. "Yes, I have always wanted to make a damn baby with you, Gou, and it always took every ounce of my willpower to not just take off that condom or throw away your birth control! I hated that I had to refuse you every time you suggested making a baby because I was your older brother and I couldn't bear to let you go through that sort of hardship! I hated that!
So don't you fucking tell me that you never loved me or that it was just about the sex… Not when you begged for your brother to impregnate you! Not when you insisted that, if we made a baby together, it would be a fruit of our love—the symbol of our love, Gou! Because that baby meant that the sex between us meant more than just sex between brother and sister. It meant more than hormones and whatever shit excuse you're trying to come up with for what we have going on between us."
Her womb had been throbbing faintly this whole time; an echo of the secret, forbidden child that had nestled there, blossoming in Gou's belly. She could feel the phantom pain even now as she swallowed back the lump in her throat.
I will not cry. I cannot cry. Do not cry, Gou. You are doing this for Onii-chan. For Rin.
"We have something, Gou," her brother said, desperation laced in his voice. "You and I. So what if we're brother and sister? So what if it's incest? I don't give a fuck about that. We have something together, Gou, and you know it. I'm drawn to you like a swimmer to the sea. I crave you every waking moment like a man thirsting for water. I can't explain what this thing is between us but it's so primal—I can't resist the urge to love you the way I do and it fucking hurts to even try. I love you, Gou Matsuoka. And I know in my heart as certain as I know that the ocean is blue that… that you love me. That's what we have together: this primal love."
Gou shook her head, her lips trembled but she managed to utter out, "No, Onii-chan. No…"
"If you had asked me hard enough… insisted on it…" Rin spoke more quietly but just as viciously, "I would have given in to you. I don't care if Mom would have found out about us. Mom could have found me pounding into you on the bed and I wouldn't have stopped no matter how much you or her begged me to. I didn't stop in the classroom and I wouldn't have stopped if Mom had caught us. I would have kept on going. To my own little sis… I would have given you the baby you wanted. I would've gladly been the father of our children. And if Mom tried to tear us apart, I would have fought for us, Gou. I would've taken you and our babies to someplace where Mom and the world couldn't stop us from loving each other as more than siblings. I would've sacrificed anything for you."
I know, Onii-chan.
And that's why she had to stop this. This beautiful, horrible mess they had created together from their forbidden love.
"We're children," she said. "Neither of us are even able to help Okaa-san with paying the bills yet and you think we can just elope and have babies we can't afford to take care of?"
"P-People… people manage somehow," he stammered out.
"The lucky ones do. Are you planning to rely on luck to feed ourselves and a baby?"
He ran a hand through his hair, making some of the shorter maroon locks stick up haphazardly. "I-I'll work hard for us. You know I'll take care of us! Just… Just give us a chance, damn it!"
You're going to trap us," whispered Gou. "You can't rely on a baby to keep us together—it's not enough, and you know that."
"Then why… why did you look so sad when I said we can't have one?"
Why did he have to make things so difficult? Why couldn't her brother just give up on her? He had so many things ahead of him. It would be so easy for him to just leave her behind and get on with his life.
She had to do something.
"Sad? You're delusional!" Gou spat out and she didn't dare see the hurt that made Rin's face pale so horribly. "It's natural to be sexual and… and want to procreate during sex but it's not natural to produce children between biological siblings! Can't you see how crazy you are?! You don't know what I want—you don't know me at all! So stop thinking that you do because you're absolutely delusional!"
The look on her brother's face could've broken her heart right then and there. The person she was right now, towards Rin, Gou hated. Then again, she'd been hating herself for quite some time already. But at least she knew what to do now.
Closing her eyes for a brief second to stave off the tears, Gou said as calmly as she could, "I love Sousuke-kun and… and he's not my brother. He can make me feel good without the danger of someone finding out. I don't have to worry about being found out. I can show him off as my boyfriend. I can date him in public and marry him in front of people. And… one day, I might carry Sousuke-kun's babies. That's why—"
The blanket she'd been clutching to her body was ripped away, tearing out of her grasp to be flung onto the floor. Gou gasped, automatically curling her body in to shield her nude self. A hand shot out and pushed Gou back down onto the bed. For a split second, she was too confused by the hands locked around her wrists. Then, she looked to Rin now looming above her, his large frame eclipsing Gou's petite body beneath him.
"Wh-What are you doing?" She whispered, brows pinched together as she tried to read past the burning rage tightened in Rin's face. "Let—MMN?!"
His mouth had slammed down on hers, eliciting a surprised gasp and her brother took advantage by delving into her mouth. His kiss was impolite and brutal, taking and taking and taking everything she had. Everything Gou had already offered and freely given to him countless times before. And now, Rin was demanding it from her, tongue ravishing every inch of the cavern of her mouth as if he was pillaging all the treasures she had left.
"No!" Gou managed to break away for a split second, turning her face aside. "I—Mmn!"
Her brother caught her lips again, silencing any more cries of protest. She whimpered into his mouth; a plea for him to stop. Rin continued to kiss her. To hurt for her. To love her.
All his pain, rage, passion and love, he breathed it into this kiss.
Eventually, Gou mewled for air but her brother simply kissed her harder, hugging his tongue to hers. Their tongues stroked together and Gou felt hazy with intoxication, slowly losing the strength to fight him. She was forced to open her mouth to get some air and Rin took advantage of the opening. Their tongues were so entwined, dancing and swirling around together with Rin's sliding hungrily against hers. Their kiss had never escalated into something as vulgar and lewd as this. She didn't even know if it could still be considered kissing since there was more tongue action than lips meeting. Gou could not even tell if she was still trying to fight her brother or not.
A pitiful moan escaped from her mouth and into Rin's and he let out a groan of encouragement. The hands pinning Gou's wrists above her head slid up until she felt slim fingers lacing with hers, but still restraining her. She felt her brother's body begin to press down against hers. The firm pecs of his chest pressed on Gou's bare breasts and she shuddered, arching slightly to rub her nipples against his thin cotton shirt that separated their bodies.
Suddenly, Rin growled and broke from the kiss to peel off his offending shirt. Her chin was wet from their mixed saliva but Gou's mouth went dry at the beautiful sight of his muscles flexing in the process. Toned arms, a broad chest that was as solid as a wall, and ridged abs. It was like something out of a Greek painting: such beauty and power. The epitome of art.
When Rin tossed his shirt aside, his eyes never straying from Gou's face, she broke out of her reverie, remembering the situation they were in.
"Please, no mo—" Gou tried to say but Rin cut her off when he pinned her hands above her head again and returned to kissing her, his tongue just as ravenous as before.
When she refused to dance with him this time, Rin gave up on coaxing her and simply kissed as he pleased, sloppy and messy. Drool leaked past the corners of her aching mouth, streaming across tear-stained cheeks and Rin still did not let her go. Gou turned her face this way and that, trying to break the kiss, but it was futile. His sharp teeth grazed her aching lips but her brother continued this brutal, messy kiss of despair. They breathed against each other, kissing hungrily, lips sliding together as they fell back into their usual rhythm, so natural that Gou thought she might've been responding to him but it was difficult to tell when their bodies were pressed so close together.
Finally, after what felt like forever, Rin broke apart from her and Gou gasped for air. Saliva glistened all over both of their mouths but the siblings were too busy catching their breaths to wipe it away.
"You.. you can't.. kiss me. No more… w-we're siblings..." Gou managed to say through her panting, ignoring how her head felt fuzzy and her core ached for more. She fought the urge to lick her bruised lips clean, if only to taste the remnants of him. More. She wanted more. She wanted her brother to kiss her again, however way he pleased so long as he kissed her.
So long as he didn't let her go.
Don't let me go, that inner voice returned and Gou ignored it again.
"Right, I forgot," Rin chuckled humorlessly. "It was just about the sex. I'm just a good fuck for you."
He scooted forward, strong hips forcing their way into the cradle of Gou's legs. She tried to keep him away, keep her legs closed, but Rin had her hands pinned down and he was all muscle and power and lethal grace and sexiness. That power flexed dangerously close to her warm core.
"Wh-What are you doing?" Gou struggled to free her wrists from his hold.
"I'm just giving you one last good fuck, sis." Rin answered angrily, shifting his grip on her so that only one hand kept her wrists pinned down above her head. Sarcasm dripped in every word he spoke. "You like to have amazing sex. I mean, that's just what you liked, right? Mindblowing sex… and you wanted it with your brother because I gave you the best damn orgasms you'd ever experience!"
I wanted it because I love you, that small voice in the back of Gou's head echoed in a plea and she shut it up.
"This is wrong," she said, struggling to suppress a shiver of anticipation. A sharp thrill ran down her belly and between her thighs and she fought the instinct to welcome her brother into the cradle of her legs. "This… This is wrong…"
"Is that why you went to Sousuke?" Rin asked, dragging his hot lips across the edge of her jaw and forcing a soft gasp from her. "You don't love him. You're only using him. You went to him because you think this—us—is wrong."
"That… That's not true."
He drew back slightly to shake his head and say, "I always knew you were a terrible liar, but I never knew you could be such a cruel woman."
She was, and Gou could do nothing but bite her lip in shame.
"Does he know what a cruel woman you are?" His sharp gaze ran up and down Gou's naked body for a second and then he looked at her with a light smirk. "Does he know you're just using him for sex? That you're just toying with his heart like you did mine?"
This angry, handsome man, so filled with hate and anger and pain... This man was not Gou's beloved older brother.
"Onii-chan, you're scaring me—"
"But I guess I'm partly to blame for that," Rin gingerly nibbled at her earlobe and Gou's breath hitched at the intimate sensation. "How does the saying go? Give a man a fish and he'll eat for a day, but teach a man to fish and he'll eat for life. It's my fault for teaching you all about sex… my fault for turning you into the lil' slut you've become, and now you're dropping me like I'm a ragged shirt."
"Onii-chan," Gou turned her face away from Rin, shivering from the light kisses he peppered across her jaw. "Rin.. N-No…"
"Yes," Rin hissed into her ear, "you'd call for me just like that. And I'd whisper to you how much I love you, Gou. How much I love your voice, your body, your soul, your heart, your everything. Everything you haven't already given to me."
"Don't—hnn!—no… ah, don't—Onii—no more k-kisses—ah!—ahn..!"
She didn't know this side of her brother and it scared her. For the first time in her life, despite her feelings of love for him, Gou was afraid of Rin. She was not familiar with the person he was right now.
"Sousuke seems to know about us already, so it doesn't matter if he finds out." Rin began to kiss down the column of her throat, light and teasing, just the way she always liked it. "You want him to come in for a threesome? So sorry I interrupted your fucking, by the way. Why don't you call him in and we'll continue where you left off? I can take you in the ass this time and he can continue with you from the front."
He nipped her throat and Gou fought back a pleased gasp. Something began to coil in the pit of her belly, her body familiar with her brother's intimate touches. Gou's body had become trained to respond to Rin's fingers, his kisses, and even his low voice. All the times they had sex… All the times her brother had coaxed her body to peak with sexual bliss… And now she was struggling to snuff out the fire burning in the pit of her belly as Rin mumbled about the ways he'd pleasure her to insanity. Just hearing him tease her with all the things he planned to do to her made the place between her legs throb desperately.
At the back of her mind, her most primal thoughts screamed for her to get his dick inside her asap. Just hurry up and fill that aching emptiness inside her.
His dark gaze peered between her legs as if to study her briefly. Rin licked his lips. "We have no lube though, and I'm short on time. So we're gonna have to play rough, but you've always preferred that anyway."
"Onii-chan, pl-please…" Gou whimpered. "I-I'm still a virgin there! Stop this, you're not being fair!"
"Fair?" He scoffed. "What a load of bullshit!"
She had never seen her brother so angry before. So unafraid to speak so dirty with fury instead of love. Like they were just two people fucking instead of making love.
"Not too long ago, you were begging me to take you in the ass. Or did you change your mind about having your brother balls deep in your ass—so you decided to give it to Sousuke?" Rin was seething, his sharp teeth bared like a wild animal. "Is that why you were so desperate to do it anal? That's what this is all about, right? Getting filled up with a cock in you… You like getting stuffed full with a cock and a load of cum inside. It was just about the sex for you and I was your fucking prostitute."
No, it wasn't!
"That's all I am to you," he muttered, lips hovering over her throat, poised to kiss it like he often did. "Just your fucking prostitute…"
"Stop…" Gou breathed, holding back the urge to rub her bare breasts against Rin's solid pecs. The barest friction between their bodies was enough to drive her insane and itching for more. "Stop, I.. I can't…"
Fear constricted around her heart.
She was so scared of giving in and admitting the truth. Admitting that she did love him—always have and always will. That she did want this. The kisses, the touches, the sex, and the 'I love you's' that came before, during, and after everything. That she did want him not just because of the sex but because she admired him and always wanted to be as great a person as he was. Everyday, he made her want to be a better, more successful version of herself from the day before.
She had always looked up to him since she was a little girl. Him, her beloved big brother.
How could she hurt someone like that? How could she stick a blade in his heart and keep on twisting it? But Gou had already done so, and it hurt them both. Although she wished for the pain to end, Gou knew she could not afford to stop here. Not now. Not when she was already toeing the point of no return.
Even so, her chest still squeezed with fear.
She was scared that she'd accidentally reveal to her brother the truth of everything. More than anything, she was terrified that her brother would find out about her lies—about the love she truly bore for him—and the love she had bore for him for almost five months.
It was then Gou realized that she had absolutely no will to fight her brother. How could she when what he wanted was exactly what she wanted as well? She didn't want to refuse them—she wanted to accept everything between them.
Gou wanted Rin and everything he was willing to offer her, but to chain him down because of her love for him? If she admitted her lies and accepted this… If she continued to accept her brother's love, then it would be too late for the both of them.
This was the true point of no return.
"You have to stop this, Rin," Gou looked into his eyes, demanding that he stop loving her like she loved him. "You have to let me go. It was fun while it lasted, but there was never any hope for a future together and there never can be. You know that so please, just let me go..."
"Then, as a parting gift, I'll give you one last good fuck. No strings attached," Rin whispered hotly into the shell of her ear, eliciting a shudder from Gou.
"No, no more, please, Onii-chan!" Gou tried to push her brother off, but it was a futile attempt. "This has to stop! No more incest!"
"I'll fuck you so hard you'll never forget me, Gou. Every time any other man is inside you, you'll be thinking of me and only me."
"Don't do this, Onii-chan, pl—ahn!" She didn't intend for such a strong moan to easily escape her when Rin sucked a rosy tip into his mouth, tongue swirling around her areola. Her body arched as it always did whenever Rin attacked her breasts like that. The wet sounds of him tugging at her tit with hungry kisses only made Gou's core tighten with pleasure and she ached to rub her thighs helplessly together if only Rin wasn't in between them. "Ah.. ha—ah! N-No!"
She could feel the wall of carved muscle that was his chest, pressing against her belly as he sucked her tit. Gou's hips instinctively undulated against his clothed crotch once and she realized her mistake too late.
Rin grinned knowingly against her nipple. She managed to stifle her moans into whimpers when her brother took her nipple between his teeth and tugged on it, tongue tip laving the erect bud of her breast. His teeth clipped onto the very tip of her nipple and Gou's breath froze in her chest as he nipped. Sharp pain and pleasure shot through her core as his shark teeth teased her breast tip to peak erection. Her breath came out in a 'whoosh' when his tongue swathed her aching nipple, licking the rest of the pain away.
"No, Onii-chan!" Gou said, wanting to say 'yes!' and beg for more instead. She wouldn't even have to beg because Rin would've been all too willing to give her exactly what she wanted and more. But she knew that she could not allow this to go on any longer. "No, stop it!"
Instead of stopping, he made a pleased sound, suddenly sucking her breast tip more aggressively. Gou whimpered as his sharp teeth began to dig uncomfortably. Still, she could feel her inner thighs slicken with another wave of arousal.
"Y-Your teeth..! Don't—ah!—don't bite it!"
"Has he tasted your breast milk?" Rin pried his lips away and, sure enough, the corners of his mouth were laced with her pearly liquid which he licked away. "You're lactating again. You leak so easily when I stimulate your breasts… Are you that aroused by him? Or maybe you're aroused by me."
Gou glanced down at her abused nipple where a rivulet of the liquid was rolling down the slope of her breast. Without warning, her brother leaned in and dragged his tongue across the trail of breast milk, finishing by swirling his tongue around her areola. Then he returned to sucking on the rosy, aching tip again, mouth latched tightly as ever as Rin began taking long pulls.
"No, Onii-chan, stop!" Gou tried twisting her torso away but it only hurt as Rin's teeth kept her tit captured in his mouth. She could feel his eager wet suctioning, his throat bobbing in between seconds. "Don't! It's not meant for you!"
"Oh, 'cause it was meant for Sousuke, huh?!"
She faltered. No, it was meant for our baby.
The truth remained clogged in her throat.
"Your breast milk would squirt out sometimes when we had sex, remember?" Rin drew back for a moment to say. His lips brushed against her weeping nipple as he spoke. "I'd be playing with your breasts while fucking you and they'd start leaking. Sometimes you wouldn't even notice as I sucked on them and licked you clean... Your milk is so sweet. Everything about your body tastes sweet. It's like sugar; I'm addicted to it... I feel like a fucking pervert just saying that. But now I can say it because it doesn't matter to you… No, it disgusts you! I disgust you!"
"Pl-Please, no more…" Gou said, right before her brother took her breast into his mouth once more, sucking and licking every drop she spilled for him.
Her hands weaved through Rin's garnet locks, pulling weakly at his hair, only to encourage him to latch tighter onto her breast. It sickened her to think that she was enjoying this given the current circumstances.
"This is wrong..!" She moaned out as his free hand tweaked her other nipple, squeezing her breast so hard that her plump flesh bulged between his fingers and milk squirted out, the fluid jettisoning over his shoulder. "We have to stop! We're siblings… Don't, Onii..!"
The pain in her heart flashed each time he gulped. Even after the miscarriage, her breasts were still full of the milk she'd been carrying for the baby she had meant to have. And the grief returned tenfold to see her brother, completely unaware of the truth, taking and taking and taking as he pleased. Taking what had been meant for the child he'd unknowingly filled her belly with. "Please don't, Onii-chan. Please…"
"Why?" Rin kissed and nipped the swell of her breast and Gou knew it would be achingly abused and tender after. "You didn't mind all those times before. It's just sex. A little kink of ours. Nothing more. Just what you wanted!"
Gou cried out when Rin's shark teeth sank into her soft breast unexpectedly. Her hips bucked up at the pain and Rin grabbed her beneath, calloused fingers digging into the flesh of her buttcheeks to hold her in place. "Ow! Not so... hard… Onii-chan! Y-You're biting it t-too hard!"
The pain of his teeth digging into her breast and the pleasure of his hot tongue swathing the breast tip left Gou breathless and seeing stars. Eventually, Rin released her and Gou glanced down at the tiny beads of blood encircling her nipple in crescent marks. He licked at the injury and she hissed at the slight sting of pain. The pain and pleasure slowly ebbed away as Rin lapped his tongue around her left breast, cleaning Gou of the tiny beads of blood lining the upper row of teeth marks embed a few inches above the rosy breast tip and the lower row of teeth marks below.
"That.. that hurt!" She said, more surprised than upset. It had hurt more than the first time he'd bit her and the scars from before had healed long ago.
He merely dipped his face and kissed the teeth marks on her breast, smearing the little bit of blood still beading around her nipple. The only sliver of an apology he was willing to give.
Rin had marked her again. Just like he had done so during those three special days they'd made love together. He had marked her out of love then… only to mark her out of anger now. And this time, he'd bitten her much harder than before. She knew that bite wound on her breast, while shallow and not serious, would leave a scar. A faint scar, like a paper cut, but the scar would be there regardless. She knew her brother was perfectly aware of that too.
"You can't!" Gou broke out of her daze upon feeling Rin's searching mouth brush down her stomach, laying a burning trail of kisses as he made his way to between her thighs. "No, you can't, Onii-chan! You're my brother! Don't do this! Don't-—"
"Was there a little bulge in your belly when Sousuke buried himself in you?" Rin stroked where she had once swelled with the seed of life he'd planted in her. Gou turned her face into the pillow to hide a tear. Her brother laughed bitterly, unaware of how his very own child had once nestled under where his palm caressed right now.
All those times they had sex while Gou had unknowingly been pregnant. All those times her brother had caressed and touched her belly during their lovemaking or after.. with neither of them aware of their child growing in there. She had always loved it when Rin pressed his hand to her belly as they made love or even after they laid naked in bed, recovering from the sex—she had loved how Rin would spoon her from behind, holding her stomach and caressing it. And she knew her brother enjoyed holding her like that, his hand constantly wrapping around her abdomen even when they were just doing something menial like cooking or hugging. Perhaps the both of them had been prompted by their instincts, drawn towards the tiny life nestled in her womb even though neither sibling had been aware at the time.
"Whenever I bottomed all the way out in you, you'd get just a little bulge in your lower belly right… here." Rin stopped stroking her lower belly to cup it as he always did and Gou tried not to sob at how her brother was completely unaware of the truth. His palm pressed right where his child had filled her womb. "It was adorable, and it turned me on, seeing your tummy stretch from my cock filling you... And you'd cup it, moaning over how full you were with me. I'd make sure to angle myself just right so that it'd show. And when you touched the bulge like that, I could feel the pressure of your hand pressing down on my cock inside…"
Gou blushed at the intimate memory. She knew exactly what he was talking about and just thinking about it elicited the phantom sensation of his cock stretching her insides so much that it made her belly distend. The faint outline of him shaped out just below her belly button. She had felt his fat tip kissing and pressing up against her womb so hard that she could feel her brother reaching all the way to her belly button with the need to bury himself as deep as he could within her.
"You'd rub that bulge like it was your own little baby in there," Rin said quietly. "But I guess I was just being delusional, huh? Just a fucking pervert taking advantage of his little sister?"
A throaty moan slipped through Gou's lips once her brother pressed his mouth to her flushed folds. Gou realized he'd let go of her wrists at some point when she found herself burrowing her hands into Rin's hair. She intended to pull him away by the hair, but every stroke of his tongue left her weaker.
Lick me there, she wanted to say and couldn't help but think. Almost.. There!
It was like Rin was reading her thoughts, knowing exactly what she wanted him to do and how. He knew her too well; her heart, body, and soul. There were no more layers for Gou to reveal to her brother.
It didn't help that she was fighting two battles: one against him and the other against herself.
"Please stop! You're—ah!—aahn!—you're my big brother—don't lick my p-pussy! Hnn—nooo!" Gou whimpered, hoping Rin would interpret her grip in his hair as an enforcement of her words and not to reveal how much she truly wanted this. "Wa-Wait, not there! Mmmn! Mmn—ah?! N-No, don't lick… that—aahn… Ah! A-Ahh!"
He's so rough! I can't! Too many sensations and my body… He knows all of my weak spots and my body loves it too much!
If this was a stranger, or even Sousuke—instead of Rin, would she still enjoy it as much. The answer was no. It only felt this good because it was him. Because she loved him.
She was a damned woman for it.
"You always loved it when I kissed you down here," Rin took a second to murmur. She could only shudder as he spoke, feeling the erotic sensation of his lips moving against her slick pussy. He dragged the flat of his tongue from one end of her slit to the other, drawing out a low whine from Gou. "Like this."
"No, don't kiss—oh!"
Rin's lips mashed eagerly against Gou's swollen folds, demonstrating what he meant even though she already knew. She accidentally let out a sweet sigh of gratitude. He had kissed her like this too many times for Gou to keep count. It was erotic, messy, and lewd. Strong hands braced Gou's thighs to hold her down as she writhed beneath him. It was terribly embarrassing; no matter how hard she tried to express disgust and rejection, all Gou could do was show how much she loved it all.
She loved the way he kissed her sore folds so gently before french kissing it like a lover. She loved how his tongue caressed her slick mound before sliding in between to taste the dew of her pussy's inner pink flesh. She loved the way his mouth on her pussy created a promiscuous symphony of sex, each note a lewd, wet noise or squelch.
"Don't..!" Gou bit her lip until it hurt. She fought the urge to press his face deeper, her hands threaded tightly through his garnet locks. "Onii-chan! Wh-Why..? You're my brother—hyah..! A-Ahnn!"
"Does he know how good you taste?" Rin suddenly asked, lapping at her folds so hungrily. Gou's mind was so clouded with pleasure that it took her a while to understand what her brother meant. Misinterpreting her silence as a refusal to answer, Rin prodded her core with the tip of his tongue, using a demanding pressure. "I saw your arousal on his damn chin! Did he lick you here?! Or did he fuck you with his fingers first?!"
"Yes…" Gou hissed out. "He spread me—with his fingers… F-Fingered me to stretch my—insides! H-He wanted to make sure I was—mmn!—nice and wet for him!"
"Damn it, Gou!" Sharp teeth grazed her clit, sending an electrifying thrill between her legs..
"Th-Then—ah.. Aaah…." Her back arched when his tongue dipped further. "He k-kissed my pussy… Ahnn—gently! And then s-stroked my folds—mmn!—with his tongue!"
She had promised her brother back then. That Gou would never let another man touch her like Rin could. And that promise was supposed to have gone both ways until that bitch… Maybe, deep in her heart, she wanted to get back at Rin for breaking that promise by breaking her half of it too. Maybe… she didn't really know.
It didn't matter what she wanted anyway. Not anymore.
"Did he make you cum?" She glanced down to meet the hot rage burning alight in Rin's stare.
"Yes." The lies poured out of her mouth like sweet nectar, rich and golden and absolutely rotten. "I came in his mouth... A-And then we made—ahn! Ah! We made love! And he c-came inside me!"
Her breath froze in her chest as she realized Rin had seen the used condom. A used condom empty of semen. The other half of the truth was splayed right before her brother, glistening with her arousal and nothing else that could prove another man had been inside her.
She had lied, and her lie was obvious to both siblings.
As if to prove Gou correct, Rin's eyes narrowed at her and she felt him smirk against the delicate flesh of her pussy. There was a slight, adjusting movement and then Gou's breath trembled when she felt Rin's slim fingers roughly spreading her moist folds apart until she could feel that familiar burn of being stretched open. His fingers held her folds wide apart, revealing the small hole that was the entrance of her body's temple. A messy, sloppy entrance that twitched under Rin's piercing gaze. The rosy circumference of her opening twitched with a desire to stretch taut around his cock's thickness.
"As I said," her brother's smile didn't reach his eyes, "you always were a terrible liar, Gou."
