-Chapter 93-

-Pamela pov-

It's been two days and Sugar hasn't woken up yet. I'm currently in the room holding Fran beside her hospital bed. This isn't right! She shouldn't be on that bed fighting to stay alive! NOT HER!

I look at Fran as she whimpers in her sleep. They've let us stay here with her. I've been taking care of Fran mostly. She's retreated into herself and gone little. I wish I had something to protect me from reality too.

Reality is she won't wake up. Reality is she's never walking again. Reality is I've lost one of the most important people in the world to me. I reach out and grab sugars hand.

"Fran and I are here baby" I feel a tear fall down my face "When you're ready to wake up...We'll be right here and then we'll call the family in! Wouldn't that be fun? Seeing everyone again? Y-you just have to come back ok? So open your eyes no...open them Sugar...please"

I slowly breakdown as Sugar stays asleep. This isn't fair! Not to her! She never did anything! Why couldn't you take me instead?! Why?!

I squeeze Sugars hand lightly and hold Fran closer. I really need Sugar back. I don't know if we can make it without her.

-Sugar pov-

"Come on Sugar!" I groan and turn in my sleep "BABE!"

"What?" I open my eyes and smile looking at Pamela "Hey"

"Glad to see you're finally awake" Pamela moves away from the side of the bed "Come on! We got a busy day today!"

I sit up and look around confused. What room is this? It looks like a super fancy bedroom. I look at the bedsheet and see its a nice silk. I get out of bed and hear Pamela talking with Fran. I walk toward the door and open it.

I about fall when I open the door and see darkness. I see Pamela and Fran walking away further into the darkness. I look at the bottomless pit and back at them. I take a step back before jumping.

Instead of falling I'm now in a classroom. There's kids running around laughing. I look around and see...Beth? It's her but she looks older. She almost looks like a small Lucy.

"Mrs. Corcoran?" I look down at a little girl whos smiling "Can you help me with my math?"

"Uhh sure" I give her a smile and look at the paper. I'm confused when I don't see math problems "What?"

I read the paper slowly:

'We love you baby...We need you so much! Just please wake up! WAKE UP! NO! YOU WILL NOT TAKE ME FROM THIS ROOM! UNHAND ME! FRAN! SUGAR WAKE UP!'

"Hello Sugar" I look up and instead of the little girl is Shelby "You ok?"

I look around and see I'm standing in a hospital room. How did I get here? Why am I here? I look around and stop when I finally see doctors. I can see them grabbing Pamela and she's yelling. I walk over and see Fran being held back crying. I look to the bed and see...I see me.

"What's going on?" I go to push a doctor away from Fran "LET HER GO!"

"They can't hear you" I turn back and instead of Shelby it's Madison "You aren't there"

"Yes I am" I look back at myself and it sets in "I'm not there"

"You were in a car accident" I look back again and see Rachel "You have a choice to make Sugar"

"What do you mean?" She points to the scene going on and I look "What can I do?"

I look back to get Santana this time "You have to fight for them or give up" She walks up and puts a hand on my shoulder "Do you wanna go back?"

"I-I don't know" I honestly don't "I do for them and the family but...personally no"

"It's your choice alone" Almost in a blink of a eye Lucy is know where Santana was "We can only support you"

"WAKE UP! PLEASE!" I look back at the scene unfolding in front of me "LET HER GO! SHE'S OBVIOUSLY NOT OK!"

"Pamela" I walk up to her and look her in the eyes "Calm down for me please"

A tear falls down her face "Wake up" The doctors let her go some as she falls sobbing "I can't lose you too"

I turn around and walk to Fran "Fran?" She is silent and it's like she is looking at me "Would you be strong without me? Could you go on?"

"No" Tears form in her eyes "Please wake up Sugar"

I back away and look at them both. The doctors have moved and let them hold each other. I look at the doctors to see tears in their eyes too. They were doing their jobs and I can't fault them for that.

I hear a door open and see a bright light. Emma walks out of it and holds out her hand. I start to walk toward her and my heart monitor start going crazy. I stop a few inches away and see the girls losing it. Shelby is running in a wrapping them into her while the family cries.

"You don't wanna really go do you?" I look back at Maribel "You wanna stay"

"I thought it may be better but" I look back at everyone then back at myself by the door "I think my family needs me and I need them...I couldn't do this to them"

"Good choice" The door closes and I motion toward my body "Go ahead"

I walk to my body and then look back at myself. I wave before disappearing. I look at my body and touch my hand. Soon I'm gasping for air and coughing.

"SHE'S ALIVE!" I open my eyes and see everyone smiling "Let's get her breathing!"

-Time skip-

After the doctors fix my breathing I'm alone with my family. Pamela and Fran are on both side of me in the bed. I smile and pull them close. I look up and at everyone sitting around the room.

"Have they told you all anything?" The moms look at each other "What?"

"They said you'd be able to walk" Madison sighs and looks at me "They just don't know how some...functions will work"

"So I have to go to Physical therapy?" She nods and I sigh "Ok"

"We are all happy you're ok Sugar" I look at Rachel and smile "I didn't want to be a sister down"

I chuckle "I'm here to stay" She smiles at me and I let out a yawn "I'm tired"

"It's the meds" Shelby gives me a small smile as my eyes get heavy "We'll be here when you wake up"

I nod and slowly let sleep takeover.

-Shleby pov-

When Sugar goes to sleep I excuse myself. I go to the farthest bathroom and make sure it's empty. When I see it is I let out everything into a scream. I turn when I hear someone and see my fiancés.

"We were gonna get some lunch" I nod and Emma walks toward me slowly "Why don't you come with us?"

"No" I start walking to the door "Someone needs to be here with Sugar and the girls"

"Then It'll be one of us damnit" I look at Madison surprised "You haven't ate anything or slept much! LET US BE MOMS TOO!"

"I-I don't understand" I look at them all and they look away "What?"

"You pointed out we need to work on being netter moms" Judy sighs and looks at me "But when we try you overstep us and takeover all of them...We never really get a say"

"I didn't realize I did that" I sigh and look at the ground "I'm sorry"

"I'm sorry" Madison raises my head up "This isn't the time or place for conversations like this"

"I'll go with someone to get the food" Madison smiles and I return it "Why don't the rest stay here with them?"

"I'll go with you" Maribel holds up the keys "I already got the keys"

I nod and give them all a kiss "We can talk more about this stuff later" I grab Maribel's hand "Lets go"

We walk out together to the car and drive to McDonalds. We get everyone's usual order and drive back. We get to the room and I smile. Beth and Abby are laying on Sugar's stomach asleep. They all look so cute.

We disperse out the food and start eating. I let the others help the kids and smile at the joy they get. I really do need to step back and let them do things sometimes. I'm not alone in this. We all got this.

I just really am not sure I wanna see what's next. We are do for infinite good luck. Hopefully.