This needed to be written haha!
Chapter 35
Sweet Dreams
Now knowing that Vegnagun was out there, I also knew that at some point... we would have to face it. Yuna was too kind hearted to ignore it for long. Therefore I decided I would take Authion to Besaid and have him stay with Lulu and Wakka. I took my son aside and smiled at him.
"You're going to spend some time with Uncle Wakka and Aunt Lulu."
"But, why?"
I bit my lip.
"You know you're going to have a little cousin soon don't you?" he nodded. "Well, since I have to help auntie Yuna, I need you to go help uncle Wakka and aunt Lulu. Do you think you're up for that?"
"Yeah."
I decided to have a little fun.
"I don't know. That's a big job."
"I can do it!"
I smiled and nodded.
"Okay. Go and get your things."
He ran off and I took a deep breath.
"You think there's a chance you won't come back. Don't you?"
I looked at my sister.
"I hate it when you read my mind."
She smiled sadly.
"Father sent us to Besaid. Authion will be safe there with Lulu and Wakka. And I will come back. He has no father, I'll be damned if he loses me too."
She nodded.
"I'm starting to think... that maybe Auron really is gone forever..."
"Don't talk like that! You'll find him! I'll make sure of it, I promise." she said firmly.
I nodded, but a small part of me still feared that no matter what happened, no matter how hard we tried... I'd never see the man I loved ever again. I hugged my sister tightly and then went to pack Authion's things. He'd only bring toys if I didn't watch over things.
Yuna's POV
I closed my eyes and balled my hands into fists.
Send him back to her... give him back to her! IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK!?
I kicked the wall in anger.
"Yuna?"
Rikku and Paine came over.
"What's wrong Yunie?"
I sighed.
"It's not fair. Amahy never asked for anything in her life. She was never treated fairly, or with any kindness or respect. Lulu, Wakka, Kimhari and I were all she had. But the love that Auron had for her, the love he showed her was different. It was a love she more than deserved. And then it was just taken away from her. If she didn't have Authion I don't think her heart would've kept beating. All her life she did what I needed or wanted. She did it all to protect me. And now here I am again, she's helping me and not looking for Auron. She always thinks of my happiness before hers." I sighed. "I never should've sent him."
"You did what you had to, he told you to." Rikku said.
I looked at her.
"But Amahy never even got to say goodbye."
"Don't tell me you think that I blame you."
We all looked up. Amahy was leaning against the door.
"How long have you been standing there?" I asked softly.
"Long enough. Yuna, I don't blame you, I never have. The only person I ever blamed was Yunalesca. And I killed her. Auron told you to send him. That man was, is the most stubborn man Spira will ever know. Don't you dare ever blame yourself, Yuna."
She smiled softly before walking away again.
Amahy's POV
I tucked my son into bed and smiled at him.
"Warm enough."
He nodded and took something from under his pillow.
"Take this with you, mommy."
It was the figure of Auron.
"So daddy can be with you."
I smiled and took it. Uncle Cid had really done a good job on detail.
"Thank you. Sweet dreams, son."
"You have sweet dreams too, mommy."
I smiled and kissed his forehead.
"I''l try."
He curled up under the blankets and went to sleep. I left the room and decided to head for bed myself. I looked at Authion's toy.
"I love you." I whispered.
I set it on a table and then closed my eyes.
"Amahy."
My eyes flew open and there he was.
"Auron!"
He smiled at me and I threw my arms around him.
"I missed you so much!" I cried.
"I know, I know. But I'm here now, even... even if it's only for a little while."
I slowly leaned back.
"I'm dreaming aren't I?" I whispered.
He looked down but I shook my head.
"I don't care."
I threw myself into his arms and kissed him passionately. He responded enthusiastically and rolled me onto my back. He leaned back and I looked into his eye. His sunglasses were off for once and I smiled at him.
"We don't have much time." he said.
I heard the regret in his voice.
"I'll take whatever time I can get."
He dropped his mouth to mine, covering my lips with his. I immediately reached down to his belt and unbuckled it before throwing it to the side. His tongue delved into my mouth and I moaned, tightening my hold on him. He leaned back and took of his coat and armor before taking me back in his arms. I'd missed the feeling of his warm body against mine.
"Oh, Auron..."
He kissed my neck and sucked hard. My nails lightly raked down his back. He lifted my shirt and tossed it away before taking my breasts in his hands. I moaned his name loudly and he leaned down to take my nipple in his mouth. I arched my body and knotted my fingers in his hair. He kissed further down my body and then looked up at me. He slid my pants down and tossed them away before coming back up to kiss my lips. One by one our cloths were thrown aside. Soon he had me naked in his arms.
"You're ready?"
He gently stroked me and I moaned with pleasure. He slowly sank his finger inside me and rubbed my clit with his thumb. He added a second finger before moving in and out. The feeling of his touch and the fact that it had been so long was too much! I came hard. He withdrew his fingers and I pulled him to me.
"Please Auron, I need you. You don't know how much I need you!"
He smiled playfully.
"Tell me what you want, Amahy."
I smiled at him and reached down, wrapping my fingers around his throbbing cock. He groaned.
"This. I want your cock, Auron."
He kissed me roughly before sliding inside me. He held me close until he was fully sheathed inside me. He trembled slightly.
"What's wrong?" I asked him.
"Nothing. This is perfect. It feels...so right." he murmured.
I smiled and kissed his neck softly before he started moving. I closed my eyes and tilted my head back.
"You feel so good, Amahy." he moaned.
I started to rock my hips, effectively increasing my pleasure. He hooked my leg over his arm and lifted it so he could go deeper. I could feel him pulsing inside me and I knew he was desperate for release. I also knew he wouldn't let go until I did. I flipped him over and placed both my hands on his chest. I smiled at him and started to rock my hips. His hands moved to my hips where he squeezed tightly. He bucked his hips and I threw my head back with a pleasure filled cry. He sat up and wrapped his arm around my waist and us the other to support himself.
"Look at me." he said.
I looked into his eye and he started to thrust up.
"Ahhh!"
I tightened around him.
"AMAHY!"
He shouted my name as he came hard, filling me with his seed. He held me tightly as though someone might take me away from him. He slowly laid me on my back and slid out of me.
"Always remember how much I love you, Amahy. Don't ever forget it. I love you more than anything in the world."
"Auron?"
He kissed me before leaning back to look into my eyes.
"I love you."
He smiled sadly before dissolving into pyreflies.
"AURON!"
I sat straight up. I was fully clothed and I hadn't moved from the bed. Tears welled in my eyes.
"I love you too." I whispered.
"Amahy?"
Rikku ran in.
"I heard you scream."
I shook my head.
"It was just a dream."
"What happened to you?"
I looked at her with confusion. She pointed to her neck.
"What happened? You have big bruise or something."
It couldn't be! I jumped up and ran for a nearby mirror. Sure enough, there was a mark on my neck.
"Auron..."
"Auron? But Amahy he's..."
"I know, but... my dream it felt so real."
She suddenly smiled.
"Was it a good dream?"
She wiggled her brows and I smirked.
"The best, Rikku. The very best."
"He did say he'd always be right with you. Right?"
I nodded and turned to her.
"You're right."
She nodded eagerly with a bright 'Rikku' smile.
"Come on, we're here."
I nodded and went to get my son.
