It had been a few months since Titus's death and things were getting back to normal in Polis. Well normal for most people at least, for Clarke and Lexa not so much. Life in general had seemed normal, their kids were great and that's all that mattered but not everything can always be good. Clarke and Lexa knew that, but it didn't mean it hurt any less when something horrible happens.
They had a moment of happiness, but it was short lived and replaced with dread, dread no one else knew was there except them. After digesting and dealing with it they decided they wouldn't tell anyone yet. They couldn't… they needed to heal first.
And what better way to heal than to distract and busy yourself right? Wrong but that was Clarke's coping mechanism and when Octavia decided she wanted to get married earlier than planned Clarke jumped at the opportunity to help. And by help, I mean plan the whole thing down to the very last detail.
On the outside it looked like she was giving her best friend the wedding of her dreams and she was, but Lexa saw it for what it was. She saw the blonde running around busying herself so she couldn't think about it. About what happened…. So, Lexa let her do that but after the wedding they would have to deal with it. Properly.
"8 years ago, did you think we would be here? You married with kids and me almost married with a kid?" Octavia asked the blonde,
Today was the day of Octavia and Lincolns bonding ceremony and Clarke was doing the brunettes braids while Reign and Madi sat behind them playing with Ash.
"8 years ago, I didn't think we would live past night 3 on the ground." Clarke replied, "But we did and now after everything we get to be happy." Right?
"And we deserve it." Octavia said more to reassure herself,
"We do, now go get your dress on." Clarke smiled, "Two amazing people are waiting to start forever with you."
Unlike Clarke and Lexa's ceremony all those years ago Octavia's bonding ceremony is a small gathering. Only family and close friends and a dinner at Clarke and Lexa's house afterwards.
As soon as she got Octavia off to get dressed, she dragged her daughters away from the damn fox and into their dresses as well.
Although Tara and Raven hadn't worked out Clarke had remained friends with the girl and she volunteered to make the dresses for most of them which she appreciated.
"Girls?" Clarke heard a voice outside of the door,
"Come in." Clarke replied,
"How's my girl?" Abby asked walking into the room and a floor length marron dress.
"She seems good."
Over the years Abby had taken it upon herself to be a surrogate mother of sorts to not only Lexa but all the important people in Clarkes life and that included Octavia.
The kids knew her as Gigi since she claimed grandma made her feel too old and the adults considered her their mom since unfortunately most of them didn't have one anymore.
"I don't know if black was the best choice." Octavia said as she walked back into the room, her dress was black lace and flowed past her feet with a long train behind her. It was stunning.
"Oh honey!" Abby cried, "You're beautiful."
"Abby please don't cry." Octavia smiled and Clarke laughed,
"Lincoln is very lucky."
"And he knows it." Clarke adds, "You guys are a perfect match."
"Thank guys for doing all of this." Octavia said to Clarke, "For helping me put everything together and hosting dinner and just… being here."
"We love you and we're family, it's we do." Clarke smiled, "Now let's get you married!"
The ceremony itself would take place at the waterfall beside Clarke and Lexa's house, since they were already having dinner there it made sense plus it was a beautiful spot. Clarke even went as far as building a flower arch for them to stand under like in the old movies they had on the ark and it turned out well.
"I'll be out in a second." Octavia said, "I just have to pee." She added after seeing the worried faces of Abby and Clarke.
They left the girl in the room joining the others in the Livingroom while they waited. Staring at the fullness of her house Clarke couldn't believe she had this many people in her family. She's had 8 years to get used to it, but it still surprised her every time they got together.
She watched quietly as Abby took her seat next to Kane, over the years their relationship continued, and they even married as well. They didn't have a ceremony just the two of them, but everyone was happy for them including Clarke.
Did she wish her father could be here? Of course, she missed her dad like crazy especially when she was with her own kids. Every time they learned a new trick with their sword or drew something amazing, she wanted to show him. She could only hope he was out there somewhere watching over them and seeing it all.
"Is she ready?" Clarke jumped at the voice not realizing anyone was next to her. When she looked up, she saw a very nervous looking Lincoln.
"She is." Clarke nodded, "Last minute hair adjustments, you won't have to wait long."
"I think I've been waiting for her my whole life." Lincoln smiled, "Thank you for everything Clarke, only you can pull all of this off on your own."
"I'm glad I could do this for both of you." She smiled, "How about we get everyone outside, and I'll drag O out of the mirror."
Lincoln laughed and nodded,
Clarke walked back into her room where she was getting the girl ready and found her sitting by the toilet sweaty and a mess.
"O?"
The girl jumped at hearing the blondes voice but soon went back to wiping her sweat and tears.
"Are you sick?"
"No!" She answered quickly, "I uhm, I think I'm more nervous than I led on." She replied laughing nervously,
"If it's any consolation, Lincoln was just gushing about you two seconds ago." Clarke smiled, she didn't know if she believed the girl or not. She has seen O nervous and she never through up or got sweaty and gross. Then again it is her wedding day so the benefit of the doubt can be given.
"He's a softy." Octavia smiled, "I just need to wash my face and I'll be ready."
"Here." Clarke grabbed a towel off of her counter and handed to the girl.
She waited silently for her to clean herself up feeling the dread slowly creep back into her body. Soon there would be no wedding, nothing to plan or make decorations for. She would have to find something else to do, like draw? No draw with loud blaring music from one of the music radios Raven built. Will that be enough?
What if it's not enough?
"Clarke?"
"Yes?" Once again, she hadn't noticed someone standing right in front of her and by the look on Octavia's face she had been standing there for a while.
"You ok?" she asked questionably,
"I'm fine, are you ready?" Clarke smiled, or tried to at least. Fake smiles are something she's learned to perfect the last few weeks.
Octavia nodded not fully believing the blonde, but she made a mental note to take to her at dinner, something was wrong.
They quietly walked through the house and outside where Bellemy was waiting with a huge smile on his face.
"You ready for this little sister?" he asked, holding his arm out for her to take.
"I am." She beamed; everything was perfect. The weather wasn't too cold yet and the arch Clarke made was beautiful. All the kids were dressed up and not in there usual training clothes. And then there was her husband to be standing there waiting for her. Waiting for forever, with her. She was lucky.
"I'll go take my seat." Clarke said before walking towards the others stopping when she felt a hand on her arm,
"Wait." Octavia grabbed the girl embracing her in a huge hug, Clarke knew it meant thank you but to her it was so much more. It was comfort, comfort that she needed but hadn't allowed anyone to give her. She hadn't even allowed anyone to know she needed it,
"I love you." Octavia murmured,
"Me too." Clarke smiled before walking to her seat where Lexa was waiting in her beautiful blood red dress that Clarke picked herself.
Lexa in red did things to her, amazing things so anytime she got to dress her red was her go to.
Everyone watched silently as Bellamy and Octavia walked down the makeshift isle and towards a smiling Lincoln. When she finally made it, she kissed Bell on the check before giving her man all the attention.
"Today we gather to celebrate the union of Lincoln kom Trigedakru and Octavia kom Skaikru. To solidify this union, we ask that you recite our oath do you except?" Gaia asked the pair.
"I do." O smiled,
"I do."
Gaia nodded,
"I Lincoln kom Trikru swear fealty to you, to always protect you and always love you. To always fight for your honor, and in sickness take care of you. I vow to treat your needs as my own and your feelings as my feelings. As we bond our love, I promise that my heart will always be yours."
"I Octavia kum Skaikru-.."
Clarke listened with a smile as the two exchanged the oath reminding her of the day, she said the same words to her wife. She looks over to Lexa and knows she is thinking the same.
"Ai sonraun laik yu sonraun." Octavia repeated staring loving into Lincolns eyes,
"Ai sonraun laik yu sonraun." He smiles, (my life is your life.)
"Ai sonraun laik yu sonraun." Lexa whispered into the blonde's ear, "I love you."
8 years and she still get butterfly's, she leans over giving the brunettes plumps lips a peck before turning her attention back to the couple. This was the closet they have been in months.
The ceremony was beautiful, Gaia who was the new Flamekeppa did well to everyone's delight even Indra who wasn't so supportive of her daughters' path.
Dinner was prepared by Abby and Kane who volunteered even though Clarke wanted to do it seeing as it would've given her something to do but alas her mother and stepfather took that task.
"Reign that fox is not eating at the table." Clarke watched as the girl tried to sneak Ash under her chair with a plate of veggies.
"Nomon said she could." Reign pouted, every time she made that face, she looked like a mini Lexa. It was so cute and so annoying at the same time.
"Well I said she can't, please put her food by the kitchen." Clarke never wanted this fox in her house, but she was overruled even when they all know she's in charge!
Damn puppy dog eyes
"Reign listen to your mom." Lexa said, her commander face on,
"Yes nomon." The girl sighed,
"When she said at the table, I didn't realize she meant under her seat I thought she meant behind us." Lexa explained.
"I wish you never brought that thing in here." Clarke murmured as she watched her daughter sulk back to her seat,
"You try saying no to puppy dog eyes," Lexa replied,
Damn cute kids
"They get that from you." Clarke smiles, even though Madi wasn't biologically there's she resembled Lexa. Both dark hair and both have big green eyes that bore into your soul and make you fall in love with them, "It's three pairs of big green eyes against me."
"I'm sure our next will have big blue eyes, so you'll have one on your team." Lexa smiled but Clarke went rigid,
Did she really just say that?
"Come on girls lets eat." Abby called them over and Clarke jumped at the chance to run from this conversation.
She quickly grabbed her seat a quiet Lexa following close behind, she knew she shouldn't have said that. But Clarke was finally saying more than five words to her and she was excited.
They had to talk this out, there was no more avoiding it after tonight.
The table was filled with light conversation, the kids at one end talking and laughing and the adults on the other. They often had family dinner most of them took place at Abby and Kane's house. After the attack on Arkadia all those years ago Lexa gifted Kane land beside Polis so that Skaikru could rebuild. She also built Abby a nice house near town, so she was close.
Lexa and Abby's relationship were probably the strongest out of all the adult's and Clarke loved it. She knew how much it meant to Lexa having a mother and Abby filled the spot beautifully.
"Thank you for cooking nomon." Lexa smiled to Abby,
"It's the least I could do since Clarke wouldn't let me help decorate or anything." Abby replied glaring at her daughter quickly,
"I had it under control." That's all that Clarke could muster up to say, it's true she did have it under control. She needed to have at least one thing around her under control but that's ends after today.
Unexpectedly her brain is back to coming up with ideas on how to fill her time, she could train. Maybe training could be distracting but you can only do that for so long. When she's done, she'll need to find something else to do….
"Mom." She hears a voice from behind her, she turns to see a confused Madi.
"Yes?" Clearly, she had been trying to get Clarke attention, but she didn't notice, that's been happening a lot.
"I said can I stay with Aunt Alix tonight?" Madi repeated still eyeing her mom with a confused face,
"That's fine." Clarke smiles before going back to moving her food around her plate.
God even her kids are noticing she's off, she'll need to do something to prove she's ok like dance with them in the living room to whatever music the radio will play or draw pictures and laugh while they tell her about their day.
Suddenly she doesn't remember the last time she did those things with them… On top of everything she's been a terrible mother, maybe… maybe this is why-
"Ok, everyone we have an announcement." Octavia and Lincoln stood up from the table, "We wanted to wait until after the ceremony so we would all be together." Octavia smiled, no not smiled, more like beamed brighter than the sun and Clarke could feel her stomach tightening up,
"We haven't known for long but after seeing Abby at the clinic she told us Octavia is pregnant!" Lincoln announced,
Silence, dead silence and maybe slow motion like when something terrible is happening in a movie and for some reason they slow-mo. it so you can sit through it longer than you need to. That's what it felt like to Clarke because all though she could see the smiles and the laughing and hugs she felt like she was watching it through a screen. Like she wasn't actually there.
LEXA
It had been a few weeks since everything happened, and Lexa knew Clarke wasn't handling it well. Lexa wasn't either but she couldn't fall apart, not when thousands of people and her daughters are counting on her.
That being said she couldn't bury her feelings either, she worked so hard to get to the place she's in. To a place where she can be emotional and have relationships with people, to love and be loved. She couldn't go back on that, not now.
But she also didn't get that way on her own, she had a certain blonde helping her and right now they needed each other more than ever.
So, she let Clarke plan this wedding and she let Clarke wonder off on long walks and come home late because she wanted to give her space. Looking at the blonde now completely zoned out as Octavia announced her pregnancy, she knew that was a mistake.
She wanted to talk this out and she planned to after the wedding but staring at her wife right now she was actually scared. Thankfully, no one else noticed as they gathered around Octavia congratulating her.
"Clarke." Lexa says quietly but the blonde didn't move, so she grabbed her hand and pulled her into the empty kitchen where she finally seemed to snap out of it.
They didn't say anything, Clarke just stared at big green eyes as she felt her own fill with tears, but she refused to let them fall. This wasn't about her; it was about her best friend, so she pulled it together.
"Wait." Lexa said as they blonde attempted to rejoin the others,
"Just… let's get through this first." Clarke murmured, "Please."
"Come on." Lexa grabbed her hand linking their fingers and they walked back to the dining room and up to Octavia who was talking to Raven and Luna.
"Congratulations, both of you." Lexa smiled, "I can see Kas is excited to be a big brother." They turned to the little boy who was talking excitedly with Reign.
"He is, I'm surprised he kept our secret." Octavia laughed, while secretly eyeing Clarke who looked…... suffocated.?
"Clarke- "
"So, have you guys thought of names?" Lexa interrupted, noticing how the others were looking at the blonde,
"Not yet, I think we are both still shocked." Lincoln answers,
"You'll have time I mean we didn't even name Reign until she was here." Lexa said, she was rambling. She never rambles.
"You mean I named Reign." Madi chimed in from behind them,
"Yes, all credit goes to Mads." Lexa smiled grateful for the girls comment as she see's Clarke smile at them,
"Maybe Kas will get lucky and get to name his baby brother or sister." Clarke says, trying to add to the conversation,
"Really?!" Kas yelled clearly excited by that idea,
"Thanks Aunt Clarke look what you started." Octavia quirks watching the boy list off all the names he can think of,
"Nine months is a long time, maybe he'll forget." Clarke added,
"Or come up with a really cool name." Madi adds,
"How did you choose my name Mads?" Reign asked her big sister,
"It was raining a lot outside and I thought it was a cool name." Madi shrugs,
"Oh." Reign ponders for a second as if she trying to decide if she accepts that answer, "Maybe that's why I like the rain so much!" she finally adds causing the adults to laugh,
"You could've had a cool name like Raven the second but blondie over there refused." Raven says rolling her eyes,
"One Raven is enough for all of us." Lexa replies,
"So true." Octavia agrees,
"Whatever you all love me." Raven scoffs,
They didn't stand around talking for much longer as Octavia and Lincoln wanted to enjoy their night together since Lexa and Clarke offered to keep Kas for the night.
So, while Lexa tucked them in Clarke prepared herself for the talk she was about to get, the talk she's been avoiding for weeks.
Maybe she can sneak off into the woods before she gets back…
"Ok little one, Kas is sleep so you need to be too." Lexa whispered to Reign who for some reason did not want to settle down,
"Nomon I'm not tired." Reign groaned,
Lexa couldn't deny there similarities especially when the child did things like this,
"What will make you tired then?"
"A story." She smiled,
"Ok pick which ever book you like." She had hoped she could put the kids to bed quickly out of fear Clarke will have left the house so they couldn't talk but she hadn't heard any doors opening or closing yet,
"No." She shook her head, "A story from your head."
Lexa laughed, "From my head?" the little girl nodded,
"A story about you and mama, like how she defeated the mountain."
Lexa flinched at the memory, there was no shielding Reign from their history it's something everyone knows and shares stories about. Everyone except them, they didn't talk about wars and battles with Reign and Madi but that didn't mean others didn't.
Lexa knows how Clarke feels about them knowing what she's done, she wished they didn't know at all. But Madi already knew and Reign became curious after hearing the citizens call her Wanheda.
"Your mom is a very strong leader, and her opponents underestimated her ability to lead which was there mistake." Lexa smiled sadly, she never underestimated Clarke, but she did leave her on that mountain, "So that day your mom saved her people the only way she could and that's how she defeated the mountain."
From the look on Reigns face Lexa knew she knew there was more to the story, but she wouldn't push,
"I'm so proud of her." Reign yawned,
"So am I." Lexa smiled,
"Can I know how you and mama met?"
Lexa nodded,
"Before we were at peace Trikru and Skaikru didn't get along well, but that you know." Lexa smiled, "And after something bad happened I met the sky people's leader, and she was a force to be reckoned with but so was I."
Reign laughed,
"So, when she marched in my tent, I couldn't believe how beautiful she was. Her hair was like the sun and her eyes were blue like the sky, but she was my enemy so none of that mattered. Over time I grew to like your mama, but I still had the duty to my people and that comes first." Lexa sighed, "So when we fought the mountain, I made a choice, a choice even after all these years I wish I could take back. Because even though it was the right choice for my people it also destroyed someone, I would grow to love so much."
"Mama?"
"Yes." Lexa nodded, "When I met your mama neither of us were ready to be loved, and we both had responsibilities to our people. It wasn't until much later that we allowed ourselves to be a little selfish and love each other. Then came Madi and then you."
"Mama doesn't want me to know what she did." Reign says quietly and Lexa had no clue what to say, it's not like Clarke ever said those words to the girl but it was true. Clarke didn't want their kids looking at her as Wanheda she just wanted them to look at her. "But Titus told me that she was brave and sometimes leaders have to make the decisions no one else can."
"Titus was right." She smiled, even though Titus passed a few months ago Reign kept his teachings very much alive. Like she promised. "And maybe one day your mama will talk to you about that, when she's ready. Ok?"
"Ok nomon."
"Now get your rest little one because in the morning I'll be challenging you to a fight."
"Really?" The little girl's eyes went wide, and a smile spread across her face, she loved training with her nomon,
"I'll even let you have Kas on your team." Lexa smiled,
"I can beat you all on my own." Reign replied confidently,
"I don't doubt you for a second." Lexa smiled kissing the girl on her for head, "Sleep, I love you little one."
"I love you too nomon."
After shutting the girl's door, she slowly walked to her and Clarkes room, she didn't know how this would go. She just knew it needed to happen. She held her breathe as she walked into the room half expecting the girl to be gone but she wasn't.
"I thought you would leave." Lexa mumbles as she walked over to the dresser grabbing her night clothes,
"I wanted to." The blonde's voice was barley audible,
"I know this is hard Clarke, it's hard for me to and…" Lexa pauses trying to check her emotions, she needed to keep it together. Right?
"I'm hurting too Clarke." Lexa finally says her voice cracking,
"I know." She couldn't look at Lexa so instead she chose to look at the floor,
"And you keep running away or taking on a hundred tasks just so you can't talk to me and we can't go on like this. I can't."
Clarke's head snapped up finally meeting the green eyes desperately looking at her and what remained of her heart finally crumbled completely,
"Are you..." Clarke started, she couldn't even say the words, "I- I'm sorry I know I haven't handled this the best but I'm going to start trying I- please Lex. You can't leave me. I know I deserve it but please."
"Clarke!" Lexa almost died hearing those words, she rushed over to the blonde who was now crying uncontrollably. "I'm not leaving you ai hodnes, ever." (my love)
"I'm sorry," Lexa wrapped her arms around her wife who was now shaking, and she couldn't handle this, she didn't want to see Clarke like this, and she never should've let it get this far. "It's all my fault Lex, it's my fault and I can't even look at you without feeling ashamed and I'm so sorry. I'm sorry."
"It's not your fault Clarke." Lexa tried to control her own tears, but it was useless, this needed to happen,
"It is." the girl tried to break free from Lexa's hold but she wouldn't let her, "It's my fault, the baby was inside of me and I lost it, I failed before they even got here and I can't-"
"It wasn't your fault Clarke." Lexa repeated firmly, they hadn't told anyone in fact they were shocked themselves for a while but after seeing Jackson at the clinic he confirmed Clarke was pregnant.
Lexa couldn't help but remember how excited she was as her as Clarke walked home that day.
"I hope it's a boy this time." Clarke says excitedly, "With blue eyes! I need someone on my team."
"A son." Lexa pondered what that would be like, "What will his name be?" she asked already deciding it was a boy,
"Something different we have a Reign and a Madi which are great names." Clarke says, "His has to be just as great."
"We have to tell nomon." Lexa smiles, "And the girls, maybe tell them together."
"How about we enjoy this for a little while longer, just the two of us?" Clarke smirked; they hadn't been trying to get pregnant, but they also weren't against it. They wanted a big family now they had one more person, "Just until we enjoyed it a little more."
Lexa nodded, "I'm so excited." Those are words Lexa's never really said out loud before, emotions were hard for her but around her family she can be anything she wanted. Which meant she could be physically happy and not think twice about it.
But alas the excitement didn't last long, a few weeks after finding out about the pregnancy Clarke woke up in crippling pain but she didn't think much of it. Her pregnancy with Reign wasn't the easiest but she was fine and healthy, and this baby would be to. That's what she told herself.
She went through her day as normal, teaching an art class and getting the girls to their training and that's when she felt it. Her classroom wasn't far from the clinic and she knew she needed to get there but her stomach was cramping so terribly walking was hard.
After struggling she finally made it and luckily Jackson was the doctor on duty and not Abby. It wasn't until the bleeding started that she felt completely hopeless and Jackson only confirmed her fears.
Soon after she zoned out of everything, she remembers seeing Lexa talk with Jackson, but she didn't hear a word they said. It didn't matter, their baby was gone.
She does remember spending the day sobbing in Lexa's arms and hiding in their room while Lexa took care of the kids. She couldn't handle it.
They didn't tell anyone and due to doctor confidentiality Jackson couldn't tell Abby.
That was weeks ago, and Clarke has been spiraling ever since.
"Look at me Clarke." Lexa demanded and the crying girl obliged, "This isn't your fault, you know it's not. Jackson said it could happen to anyone."
"But why us?" Clarke croaked,
"I don't know." Lexa whispered, "I wish I knew; I just know we can't get through this without each other. You can't run from me anymore Clarke."
"I'm sorry."
"I love you and you know nothing can ever change that, right now we need to heal and in the future we can try again."
"What if it happens again?" Clarke cries, "I can't do this again Lexa."
"We have to be positive Clarke; I can't think about the what ifs." Lexa sighed,
"I tried to do everything right, I didn't train, I didn't run or even walk long distances and it didn't matter."
"We are going to get through this Clarke and I'm going to remind everyday this wasn't your fault."
"What if we never get over the pain?"
"Over the years I learned I can get through anything with you." Lexa smiled lightly, "I hope I'm the same for you."
Clarke nodded, her tears still pouring from her face and Lexa held her. She held her as they both cried and neither of them heard the little feet walking into their room.
"Mama?"
Lexa quickly looked up at a sleepy Reign as Clarke quickly hid behind her not wanting the young girl to see her cry.
"Reign, let's go back to bed." Lexa quickly wiped her tears trying to pick up the child, but she wasn't having it,
"No! I want mama!" Reign ran over to Clarke who was trying to pull herself together as quickly as she could. "Mama?"
"Why are you awake rainy?" Clarke smiled as the little girl wiped her face,
"I had a bad dream and I heard you cry." Reign pouted, "Why are you sad?"
"I'm just having a bad day, and sometimes when you have a bad day you just need to cry." Clarke smiled, "And a hug."
Reign immediately jumped into her mom's arms giving her a big bear hug,
"What was your dream about?"
"I don't want to talk about it." Reign shook her head,
"That's ok." Clarke nodded,
"Can I sleep with you and nomon?"
"Of course." Clarke kissed the little girls' cheeks before laying her in their big bed, "Me and nomon have to get ready for bed ok?"
Reign nodded watching her mom's disappear into the bathroom hand in hand which made her smile.
"I can take her back to bed." Lexa whispered, she warmed a cloth carefully rubbing the blondes red eyes,
"No, it's ok." Clarke said, starring at her wife whose eyes were bloodshot as well, "I'm sorry I wasn't here for you." Clarke felt ashamed, she never wanted to let her own grieving over shine Lexa's but that's what she ended up doing,
"You're here now, just promise me you won't run." Lexa said hesitantly,
"I promise."
Lexa leaned down gently connecting their lips,
"Yucky." Reign groaned having a perfect view of the bathroom from the bed,
Clarke and Lexa laughed making their way over to the girl,
"There's nothing yucky about it." Clarke smiled tickling the girl, she cherished moments like this where her six-year-old acted six and did childish things like scold her parents for kissing. Or have nightmares and sleep in their bed, sometimes Reign seemed so much older than she was, and Clarke needed her baby to stop growing!
"Oh, hell no!" Clarke exclaimed, she felt it before she saw the grey fur cuddling up on her legs, "No fox on the bed."
"But mama what if ash had a nightmare too?" Reign pouted, puppy dog eyes in full effect,
"Yes Clarke, what if Ash had a nightmare." Lexa smirked, mimicking the puppy dog eyes,
"Ugh!" Clarke groaned into the pillow, "She better stay over there."
"Ash likes you mama."
Well I don't like Ash Reign, Clarke thought.
Damn puppy dog eyes
So that night she fell asleep with a with her wife and one of their daughters and also a damn fox who by the way is very clingy.
