Deepest Apologies
I want to say I'm really sorry to all my readers/fans for taking so long to recover from my depression. I've suffered from low self esteem/mental issues/depression for all of my life and I fall back into these patterns really easily.
I'm so sorry.
I'm going to try and make writing my main priority again but I'm going to focus on original stories more so now than fanfiction -I have plans to adopt most of my stories into original ones but not all of them and those that I don't adapt I'll continue as fanfiction but that's a little faraway. SOSM I'm currently adopting into a boys love chinese xianxia (a genre I've always wanted to write) novel called The Price of Patience.
I'll be posting any new writings and old fanfictions onto three sites:
Wattpad, Webnovels and ScribbleHub under the new alias SiQingMei.
Please check any of them out if you still want to read my writing!
Thank you everyone for your continued patience!
Lastly, I want to give a big thank you to [Michelle Leathers] for supporting me on [pat] [re] [on] and offer a deep apology for not realizing until literally the day before I'm writing this. When I first made [pat] [re] [on] and Ko-Fi I didn't think I would actually get any supporters and so after I posted the link on my profile, and I fell into my depression, I just forgot all about it.
I forgot to check , forgot I ever made it, I didn't even have it linked to the right email address.
So, only when I checked back yesterday, like a year after I last logged in, did I realize I actually had a patron. I'm so sorry [Michelle Leathers] for not noticing your kind donations until now!
Seeing the amounts literally made me break down crying because it's so hard for me to practice and maintain self love or confidence to any degree. I tend to have many self defeating thoughts revolving around my head and I never really thought my writing was of any consequence to anyone but to see someone actually willing to pay made me completely breakdown weeping. I can't thank you enough from the bottom of my heart!
