Feeling Eric kiss me, his hands caressing my skin was like coming back to life. I had missed his touch more than I could admit, I didn't know if it was the blood bond or just us; that made me want him so badly but it felt as if my skin was on fire at his touch, relishing every movement. I moved my hand under his shirt and run my hands up his sculpted torso skin to skin. I needed more contact. I slowly undid the buttons on his shirt, pushing it off his shoulders. His hands gripped my hips as I grinded down on him through his jeans, his lips growled against mine. One of his hands reached up my back and quickly unzipped my dress, and we broke out kiss for only a moment as it just as quickly it was pulled over my head and thrown across the gazebo. I pushed my body hard against Eric's wanting more contact, my naked breasts squished against his hard chest. He bit my lips gently before moving his lips down my cheek, over my jaw and stopping at my neck, kissing and nipping the sensitive skin gently. I threw my head back and moaned as he moved his lips down my chest and latching onto my nipple, swirling his tongue around it deliciously and gently scraping with his fangs sending tingles down to my toes. I reached down between us and undid his belt surprisingly quickly, I had gotten quite good at undoing his belts without looking, I undid the button and the zipper on his pants slid down, springing him free. I wrapped my hand around his cock and pumped it starting slowly and speeding up. Eric never to be the one to come first, stood at vamp speed, holding me tight under my butt and sat me on the edge of the gazebo ledge, I felt the cold metal of the blinds against my back. Within seconds, my panties were ripped from my body and he pulled me to him, I held onto his shoulder for balance as I was barely on the wood anymore, my body as close to him as possible, well almost as close as possible, that came next when Eric, Gripped my hips and trust into me in one smooth movement. I moaned loudly at the feel of him inside me, encasing him completely. He groaned against the skin of my neck, his fangs scratching lightly over my pulse point. He pulled back and thrust back in, causing us both to continue our cry of pleasure. He continued to pound into me, I reached above me and gripped the wooden rafter with all my strength. I felt my head back against the metal blinds but I didn't care, all I could concentrate on was him and the feelings he was able to unleash in me. Eric lifted my legs up so my ankles were over his shoulders allowing him to penetrate ever deeper which I didn't think was possible. I breathed out his name as he groaned, grunted and moaned. The sounds Eric made during sex just added to my pleasure and it wasn't long until I felt a wave of ecstasy wash over my, Eric dropped my legs of his shoulders and onto his forearms before leaning forward and sinking his fangs into my breast as he reached his climax as well.
We sat there for a minute, Eric sucking gently on the bite of my breast as I leant back trying to catch my breath, letting the feeling of euphoria run through my veins. While it hadn't really been that long since we had last had sex, it felt like a lifetime. We seemed to crave each other on an almost constant basis and withholding from that was extremely difficult however giving in after not being able to touch for a bit almost completely made up for what we had missed in the meantime.
Eric let himself smoothly drop backwards, pulling me with him. I gave a small shriek of surprise and Eric smirked, lifting me above him gently as he hit the ground so my knees didn't smash into the wood beneath us. He didn't seem to feel any effect of landing on the hard wood beneath the thick rug and smiled at me as he pulled me into his chest, holding me tightly against him. We laid like that for some time with me laying over Eric, my legs straddling one of his thighs. Now I was by no means a really skinny or light girl and while I had no experience in the area something told me that had Eric been human and had to breathe, we would not be able to lay like this as comfortably.
"How do you feel lover?" Eric asked, running his fingers through my hair, I smiled up at him
"Amazing" I replied and leaned up kissing his lips gently
"Happy to have celebrated your birthday?" he asked and I laid my head back down on his silent chest
"In this regard, yes. But god knows what Pam is going to put me through tomorrow night, or I should say tonight since it is after midnight" I mumbled, twisting a strand of Eric's long hair between my fingers.
"I have warned her no parties but beyond that. I cannot help you" he smirked "That's the price for having a personal relationship outside of me. You told me I was not allowed to control her treatment of you and I think you'll see just how extravagant she can be when not leashed" he laughed and I smacked him playfully
"Thanks" I laughed back "You're a lot of help" I smirked kissing his chest gently
"Well I do try lover" he grinned and I pinched him gently on the arm for being a smartass. Which he just replied to with a deep chuckle.
We laid there in contented silence, just enjoying the hum of the bond and feel of each other so close. That was until I shivered, just gently but enough for Eric to react.
"Sorry lover" he said gently nudging me off of him and grabbing a blanket tucked away to the side, rolling it out and placing it over me "I can sometimes forget that I need to be aware of the temperature" He looked annoyed at himself, as he moved over to the fire and threw on another log, poking and manoeuvring it with a expertise that only comes with years of practice.
"Its fine Eric. It's not that important that you don't feel temperature. I can just tell you when I am too cold and too hot" I replied, rolling over onto my stomach to watch him as he knelt beside the fire
"Then why didn't you tell me before you shivered?" he asked, looking back over his shoulder to me challengingly, but he wasn't mad just curious. I smiled shyly
"Well I was enjoying being cuddled up next to you and didn't want to move" I admitted
"I can always return to hold you lover" he said slipping under the blanket beside me and pulling me to his body before continuing "once you are at a comfortable temperature. My body cannot keep you warm as someone who isn't a vampire can" he looked a little sad at that and I rolled onto my back, looking up into his beautiful face
"Warm is overrater" I smirked and he chuckled "Besides after feeling Quinn and Alcide, I found that I find warmth on a man quite off-putting" I continued not really thinking about what I was saying until Eric stilled completely
"What do you mean by "feeling" Alcide?" He asked, I could feel his annoyance and jealousy bubbling. I had never told him about the kiss I shared with Alcide. I cringed at my own stupidity
"We kissed" Anger flared up in the bond "In Jackson" More anger so I quickly went to explain "For the record you and I were not together and it was right after I had my hair done and he was just convenient, someone to make me feel good about myself" I admitted, lamely avoiding Eric's face
"I was in Jackson, do I not make you feel good about yourself?" he asked, his tone very guarded
"At that point I was still avoiding yielding to you and we had already had that really intense moment against the tree where I was sure we were going to have sex. So I knew with you it would never be just a kiss. But with Alcide it was just a kiss and if it helps I felt so sick I thought I would throw up and literally had to run out of his kitchen and into the bathroom" I explained, this was not the sort of talk I wanted to engage in post sex. Past encounters with other men are not good pillow talk
"So you kissed him because you knew it wouldn't go anywhere?" he asked, still looking guarded. I nodded "Same reason you kissed the tiger" he sneered when mentioning Quinn.
"Well…" I tried to scramble for an excuse but found none "Yes" I finished, fiddling with the edge of my blanket
"Those two were's touching you happened merely days apart and yet you fought my advances for over a year" Eric said, there was a ping of hurt in the bond and I sighed, turning and leaning on my elbow so I could be closer to his face
"First while those two instances were close together, I don't feel like you have any leg to stand on slut shaming me" he rolled his eyes but I felt his agreement with that statement "And secondly, I think even back then I knew it was going to be more than a kiss and maybe more than sex. With you it was important, special and for me at the time terrifying"
"You were afraid of me?" he asked his expression taking on one of surprise and hurt
"Not of you, in that you would physically hurt me but from an emotional stand point. Yes, you terrified me. It was the first time in my whole life I had felt so alive at the odd touch of your hand or the twinkle of your eyes as they stared into mine. It was the most intimidating thing I had ever experienced" He sat there in thought for a second so I continued "Besides, look where we are now. It was all worth it to me, do you not feel the same?" it was my turn to try to hide my fear and hurt. He wrapped his arms around me, pulling me against him and keeping his face inches from mine
"It was worth everything, all the torment and teasing. Everything we went through for me to have you like this, as mine forever. I would not change anything if it meant we couldn't have this moment" He kissed me gently and I pulled away smiling at him before returning for another kiss and then another and before I knew I his hands were everywhere and so were mine.
