Chapter 38

A/N: This Chapter will contain 'Sexual violence'

It will not be Descriptive but you will know it

Is happening. DO NOT READ if you have ANY

Types of TRIGGERS. Thanks.

Castiel landed them in the room they first shared. The room that had been their own private heaven.

As Meg looked around, she noticed that nothing had changed in it since the day she had left him. Her letter to him was still where she had left it on their dresser. As if reading her mind, he said.

"I read it and then put it back and have not entered this room since you left"

"Oh" she whispers quietly.

She could see the layer of dust that had formed. She remembered how this room had been their sanctuary, their place of happiness and their own little 'Den of Iniquity.'

Meg was ripped from her thought when Castiel and forced her up against the wall. With one hand he held her hands above her head, with the other he held her throat and growled.

"Release me, Break the bond"

"No." She whispered looking straight into his eyes.

"You will release me!" He spoke.

"No." she whispered again.

She could feel his anger growing but, in his eyes, she could swear she saw tears forming. But as quickly as they appeared, they were gone.

Instead, he released her neck and with one pull ripped her shirt open, he then brought their lips together in a violent kiss. It was so hard he drew blood and split her lip and still she said.

"I will not release you"

"Remember when I told you I would only take you with love and gentleness." he whispered in her ear.

"Yes" she said still looking into his eyes as he drew back to look at her again.

"Well," He was sneering now

"I LIED." he finished with a yell. And suddenly her pants were ripped off.

"One last time...RELEASE ME!"

"And one last time." she whispered

"No"

Outside Chuck said "Someone needs to get the warding shut down."

It was then everyone turned to Ben who was holding the key to the Bunker that Castiel had given to him before all the fighting started.

Rowena spoke then.

"The switch for the warding is just to the right of the Bunker door just touch your hand to it."

Ben looked at her and as if she knew his question, she said

"Castiel had me add you just in case you ever needed to make this place your home or base of operation."

And with that he unlocked the door and the warding and they all rushed into the Bunker towards the Yelling they heard.

She could feel his anger. His fingers dug into her hips and suddenly he pushed himself into her. It was painful for her but nothing she hadn't endured before from others who were much crueler.

But still the tears slowly formed and fell from her eyes as he took her in a way, he promised he never would.

It was then her mind knew this person forcing himself on her was NOT her Clarence...Her Castiel.

When he finished, he released her and stepped back and watched as she slid down the wall.

"NOW" he yelled "RELEASE ME!"

She took a deep breath and looked up into his eyes again. And again, came the whispered.

"No."

Suddenly there was a pounding on the door to their room. He could hear them yelling to open the door, yelling for Meg to be let go.

Castiel looked down and suddenly he knew what he had done.

"Meg I..." and he was gone as the door broke open.

Rowena and Amara rushed to Meg

"Are you alright? Say you are alright please" Rowena said as she and Amara helped her to the Bed to sit.

"I am alright." Meg answered with a blank expression.

"Liar" Amara said

Chuck was livid and sad at the same time. It seemed his son had discovered rape and while he gave free will to his children, he never wanted that in the package.

"Lucifer, Amara Jack we have to catch him before anything else happens. He cannot be allowed to be loose."

"Stop." Meg said almost too quietly. It was Ben who heard her.

Rowena was getting her fresh clothes.

Jack was arguing against Hunting Castiel down like a monster.

Lucifer was just about to go out the door when Chuck snapped his fingers and Lucifer froze in place.

"not on your own." Chuck said

Suddenly Ben shushed everyone. He was listening to Megs quiet voice.

"Not my Angel."

"Not my Castiel."

"Not my Clarence."

She was rocking back and forth on the bed, repeating those words.

After the fourth time she stood up and took the clothes Rowena had found for her.

Meg looked at them all.

"You will do nothing yet."

She turned and went to the bathroom where she showered the filth of her captivity away. Where she showered the remnants of the last hour away. All the while her mind repeated.

"Not my Angel."

"Not my Castiel."

"Not my Clarence."

When Meg came out of the bathroom her eyes went wide when the only people in the room were Rowena and Amara.

"Don't worry." Amara said. "They just went to the map room." She finished.

Rowena spoke after a quiet moment.

"They did find Castiel."

Meg looked at her and arched an eyebrow for her to continue.

"He went to them...Outside." She looked down and Meg saw as a tear slipped from Rowena's cheek to splash on the floor.

"Please Meg, Bring him back to us if you can. I do not want my Tweety Bird Caged or put to sleep." Rowena said.

Meg knew the Witch and Castiel had a special relationship with each other. A more familial relationship. And to tell the truth she wasn't jealous or concerned. The Witch had looked after Clarence after all.

Amara spoke next.

"Meg, if you can bring him back from whatever dark place he is in, Chuck and I will be in your debt. I do not want to lose a nephew and Chuck does not want to lose another son to a cage or the deep sleep."

Meg looked at Amara and then turned for the door but, before stepping through it she turned back to Amara and said,

"I will collect on that Debt...eventually. You know that...right"

Amara only nodded at Meg's words.

Meg headed through the Bunker, up the stairs and out the door to find Castiel...Her Husband.