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Hey you guys, this chapter might feel a little rushed here and there but I just couldn't wait to get it out of my system cause I have been waiting for the end of this chapter for sooo long. I can't wait for you to read it. But I loved writing these scenes I even had to sent them to Jen every other minute until the chapter was done. This girl bares with a lot with me!

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HARLEY's POV

I was so nervous throwing up at any moment was a possibility. Tomorrow was my first game night. We were just having practice after school today but the knots in my stomach were already forming. Missy was kicking our asses. She did come to me a few times asking if she over did it and I threatened her with a shaved head if she stopped now just when she was starting to impress me.

But the nervousness wasn't completely about the game. It was about Jax who was waiting in the parking lot watching us do our dance routine. Luckily, we had begun with the stunts cause I would not have been able to concentrate with him being there.

We still haven't seen each other since I visited him in his cell. And the tension was killing me. Was he gonna kiss me again? Would I let him? Should I smack him? Argggg.

"Alright you guys. I want you all to go to bed early. Don't get into any trouble during the day. We can't have anyone having detention."

"You heard that Harls?" Chip or Dale asked and I gave him the finger. He and his identical twin did the same but with an oh so lovley smile you could mistake it for a love gesture.

"Also… no partying before the game. Rule number one."

"We drink together." We all said in unison.

"Right? One drink together before we start. After that I don't give a damn."

She quickly wrapped up the practice and we all collected our stuff.

"If he fucks as good as he kisses, I don't know how you'll be able to function ever again." Missy linked her arm into mine as we walked towards the parking lot.

"What are you talking about?"

"You told me you guys only made out and you couldn't function to save your life ever since he showed up. Just saying. If he is that good, you might as well donate your brain to St. Thomas."

"Shut up." I laughed.

"Wow. You really are out of it if that's your best comeback. Go get him, Mustang." She slapped my ass and left me to walk to her car. "And no detention! I'll come wake you up!"

I kept walking towards Jax, my emotions were all over the place. Fuck those fucking hormones. Fuck. I am a grown woman who should not feel this way because a man was looking at me like that. But it was Jax…

"Hey…" Jax smirked. "Too bad I missed most of your practice. I would have come earlier but apparently you told my mother a specific time so she wouldn't let me go any earlier than I had to. I am gonna smell like cranberries for the rest of the week."

"Yeah… she locked me in her car when she drove me here this morning. Threatened to yell for Missy in the parking lot if I didn't tell her when we were done here. I can't have her scare my first friend away." I admitted biting my thumb nail.

Gemma was scary this morning. The woman had the patience of a crack head these days and it got worse the closer the wedding came. I was already scared about Christmas.

"Missy is your first friend? Ouch." He touched his chest as if I just broke his heart.

"You know what I mean… first friend that doesn't occasionally kiss me." Something flickered over his eyes and I couldn't tell if it was good or bad. He did push me away before the bar fight. He had been locked up all day and was probably bored or confused when I showed up at the cell. He didn't go out of his way to find me since he got out.

"Oh yeah? I heard you guys had a little fun with my pillows in my room…"

I couldn't help but narrow my eyes.

"In your dreams maybe…" I grabbed my helmet from his hands. He wanted to create tension. Mister you just found your master. I played boys like chess figures back in Creed to keep them at a distance. He had no idea what he was in for with me.

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I could tell Jax really wanted to be alone with me but as soon as we arrived at Teller-Morrow we were bombarded with tasks by Gemma and Luann. Angela's mom Trixie was also helping. There were already up to twenty tables set up all over the place. I guessed we would all be eating outside then.

We had worked till late in the night. So, I was furious that I had to spend extra time on my make up to hide the dark circles the next morning.
Not to mention the fit my father had when he finally saw me making breakfast in my uniform.

"This is unacceptable. When did those skirts get so short? I know you wear those sports panties under it but…"

"Please don't say panties." Was one of the rare responses I gave him as I went through the mail. I didn't even look up to talk to him cause I knew he was just walking up and down in the living room not looking at me either. At least he was healing fast.

"And why does it have to show so much stomach? The chess club is still an option you know. I am just looking out for the boys who won't be able to stop looking at you munchkin. I can't kill them all…"

"You are such an honorable man." I grabbed my jacket and gave him a peek on the cheek as i placed his plate on the table. He kept on complaining though. I could hear his voice even after I closed the door behind me. Wow.

He hadn't even realized that no one came to pick me up yet. But I didn't even have to wait long since Jax stepped onto our driveway and froze as soon as he saw me. I couldn't read anything from his face.

"You gonna freak out too or actually be supportive?"

He didn't answer but he could hear my father repeating his fifteenth "way too short". Jax's white sneakers got closer until he stood right in front of me just like yesterday. He grabbed my hand and pulled me closer. Well… that would make it hard to play the game Harley. He just needs to pull and you feel like a junkie getting their next fix. Bravo.

"You look amazing. Your gonna kick some serious ass tonight and I want you to enjoy every fucking second of it." He spoke in a raspy voice and my stomach made a backflip.

"He's old. He's a dad. That's his job."

I couldn't help but chuckle.

A car horn beeping made us jump apart a little bit.

"Bitch, I told you to not get detention! You either get on that bike or in this car right now!" Missy had stopped with her car in the middle of the road. She had actually showed up.

"You got no faith in me, don't you?"

"Girl, bell rings in fifteen. And you don't look like you're about to hit the road. Hey, Jax." She added sweetly and waved her fingers at the man next to me.

"She'll be there in ten."

"Race me there? Twenty bucks I'm there before you."

"You're on."

And before I knew it Jax had grabbed my hand and pulled me to his bike. And we had won twenty bucks.

But the bitch waited till our get together before the game to give it to me.

"Donation accepted loser." I took the twenty-dollar bill from her and held it against the light making her eyes roll. Had to be sure it was legit.
"He crossed me right before the red light. It wasn't fear. And it was reckless. You could have broken something."

One of our guys walked around with a bucket to collect money for the alcohol after the game. I dropped the twenty in it winking at him. Missy gasped. "He knows it's for a good cause. He wont mind." I shrugged at let her pull me towards a pick up.

"You nervous?" she asked me as she prepared two red cups for us since most of our squad were already here. I could have kissed her for the amount of vodka she was pouring in them.

"Dying inside. But still better than my dad. He was almost crying this morning when he saw me."

"He's gonna come though right? I asked like... all of them."

"I highly doubt it." I turned to look at the audience already forming by the field. "The goodie too shoes would lose it. Just check out these two. Lady Kennedy alert. And him? Who comes to a game in a suit?" She looked the way I was and chuckled. "Yeah…My parents just won't give it a rest." My eyes widened and i spit in my drink. And then I laughed my ass off. It made so much sense now. Dad was totally right.

"Fuck you." She hit my arm but then got serious again.

"But tell me now if you are too nervous." She reached into her top, probably into her bra as well and pulled out a joint. I quickly looked around and took her hand to pull it lower between us. And the bitch started giggling.

"Chill. It aint a secret here. I would have expected you to be the least freaked out."
"Just because I threatened you with a gun doesn't mean I get high every other Friday."

She raised the joint a little bit for me to take it from her.
"Try it now or later or whenever. Preferably with me. And it's time for a sleepover. We need to get such things sorted out." She stuck out her tongue and raised her red cup. I placed the joint into my bra and toasted to her.

My phone, which I kept in the waistband of the skirt vibrated. I quickly checked it to see it was from my dad.

"I am sorry about this morning. You are gonna be awesome. I am proud of you."

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"Stronger than a rock
Impressive like a crown
Jerry won't stop
Till he gets that touchdown!
Goooo Mustangs!"

We all cheered and continued so for our offense. We were already in the fourth quarter and leading. It looked like a perfect first game for me and I thought it couldn't get better when there were roaring engines heard in the parking lot.

It almost made me lose focus but I could see around thirty bikes behind the fence lining up to watch the game. It didn't take me long to find the Sons of Charming in that mess and I couldn't help but break out for a second and actually wave.

"Ready?" Missy's voice yelled to get the attention of everyone signaling our next performance would start. And I couldn't wait for Chip and Dale to throw me in the air.

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"You all just want to give me a heart attack! Do you need a reminder of everything?" Gemma yelled all over Teller-Morrow. Her phone in her hand rang and she yelled at whoever was dumb enough to reach out to her.

"This is too much in the early morning." My father sat on a table holding on to a bottle of... something. "It's 11.30am. What's wrong old man? Can't keep up with the kids?"

"Only because I am still healing. You won your first game… well not your game since you didn't play. Or do you still win somehow?"

"Yes, we win too dad." I said as I placed more silverware on the table.

"And you wouldn't leave till everyone was gone. You're lucky Gemma let the two of us stay."

"Yeah, Happy looked pretty sad when he left the parking lot." I remembered my godfather looking back every few inches he drove. But Gemma had been ruthless when she decided enough was enough last night.

Dad and I had been allowed to party on but the rest had to leave asap to help in the morning.

"Jax as well. I bet he would have wanted to bring you home." I gave my father the side eye. Did I need such a suggestive tone from my maker? No. Did he do it in such a charming way that you could not be annoyed with him? Yes.

"I'll have enough games for him to drive me home from." I shrugged my shoulders and hoped for it to be done. But no.

"So… this thing between the two of you. I am hella confused Munchkin."

"Get in line."

"If he hurts you."

"He's dead. I know." I looked at my father and he smiled. He pushed his chair away from the table and spread his arms. I didn't hesitate one second to sit down on his lap and hug him too.

"I have been thinking that it would only be fair for you to wait till you're a thirty though. I didn't get to spend much time with my girl and another man is already there to take her away from me."

"Nobody is gonna take ma away again. I promise. No man is gonna come between us again." I kissed his forehead. The one I had disguised with make up an hour ago so Gemma wouldn't kill him.

I still felt occasional guilt at letting Darby plant doubt in my head about this man. But now, more than ever, I knew that he would go to the end of the world for me. Even party with high school kids till three in the morning.

If that doesn't nominate one for father of the year, I don't know what does.

A bike crushing into a table near the entrance of Teller-Morrow made us wince and pray at the same time.

"Are you fucking kidding me?" Gemma yelled at the poor bloke who forgot to not drive in here.

"I'm glad I'm done with everything." Opie said as he and Jax walked out of the clubhouse since they heard the crash in there too.

They both lit up a cigarette reminding me of something. I grabbed into my bra shocking the three men. They were even more surprised when I pulled out the joint that had spent the night on my nightstand.

"Have I already failed that badly as a father?" Tig fake cried and hugged me tighter but tickling me at the same time.

"Stop! Missy gave it to me in case I needed to relax before the game."

"Well who is the bad influence now." Jax chuckled and took the joint from me. He took a closer look at it and his forehead creased. He smelled it, opened it a little bit again and rolled it back up to finally light it up. But instead of taking a drag he just smelled some more.

"The business in Charming High really went downhill when we left." And he gave it to Opie to inspect it as well. But the blonde kept looking at me. "That shit might get you a little bit high but that's it. It's hardcore stretched. Almost like a normal cigarette."

"Missy will be pissed." I chuckled. "Seems like we need a crash course from you guys."

"Did we actually find something innocent about my daughter right now?" Dad tickled me again but I could tell Jax was smiling as well.

"Good to know there are some things left on your list to be crossed out."

After another hour of preparation and the turkeys coming from the kitchens all over charming all the Sons were finally seated at the various tables. The drinking had started long ago but no one dared to touch the food until Clay finally stood up to talk. But it took too long for everyone to catch on so Uncle Happy raised his gun from under our table into the air and shot a bullet in the sky.

"I would like to thank each and every one of you for showing up and driving my old lady crazy the last few days." Gemma, who sat on Clay's right slapped his forearm. "But we all know we need to thank her for bringing us all together. It's rare for us to get together for happy occasions. The reaper seeks darkness we all know it."

I couldn't help but look around at all those big bad bikers. Many of them with a woman by their side, here and there a little kid on a lap. We looked like a huge happy gathering with nothing evil on our minds.

"So, we all know just how lucky we are to have so many happy things bringing us together. A wedding…" he waited for the applause to calm down while pointing at Opie and Donna who sat at a different table than us. Donna was clearly embarrassed since her head got as red as a traffic light. Opie was grinning like a care bear. "And not to mention the two little humans coming our way. And of course, Harley." I almost spit out the wine I was drinking in that moment. I looked at the president who stood at the head of our table. Dad, who sat next to me put his arm closer around me.

"Despite all odds… you found us again. And blessedly, after some trouble, we found you …again. You are home little one. With your family. With all of these idiots." He spread his arms again making all them cheer.

"If we all can agree on something that we all have something to be thankful for. Despite all odds."

He raised his glass and we all followed to toast together. Dad hugged me even tighter form the side and I couldn't help to let my eyes wander to Jax who was sitting on Clay's left. And I was pleasantly surprised that he was also looking at me with admiration in his eyes.

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I was helping clean up one of the tables listening to a story Luann was telling. I was so gonna make sure to stay away from CaraCara for a while. Shit was wild there… But she seemed to tell her story with such pride. You could tell she wasn't ashamed of what she had to do to be the boss. She was on her own and fought like it. Must be hard when the husband was in jail.

"I got an offer for you." Jax had appeared behind me and his arms caged me between him and the table. His breath on my neck immediately sent goosebumps down my spine. I was sure he was able to feel it on his chest.

"I'm listening." I played with a napkin and kept looking at Luann.

"You can either stay here and listen to a thousand and one tales of pornography," his lips brushed on my ear just so slightly I felt like pushing him away with my ass and grabbing his arms to pull him closer at the same time. "Or you can drop everything right now and escape with us for Opie's bachelor party." Now, I had to turn my head to the right to look at him. His smirk was right there on his face.

"Isn't that supposed to be men only?"

"We wouldn't be as bothered by you as you would be by us. Believe me. My mother won't be in the office for long. Clock is ticking. Get to know the pornography business a little bit better while listening to pregnant complains at the same time…" he nudged his head towards Luann and Donna who was feeling a little uncomfortable "or help me give Opie one last night of freedom." I looked back at him. The fact that he was this close to me was driving my body insane.

"I'm in." and before I knew it, he released the table and lifted me up over his shoulder to run from the property.

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Jax had been able to gather my father, Uncle Happy, Juice, Bobby, Piney and a few more to escape to the first strip club in Charming. Dad was furious about me being there but Jax promised to watch out for me so I wouldn't see shit I wasn't supposed to. Help. Like I didn't know what debauchery took place at a strip club. It was sweet they wanted to protect me though.

This place was nothing like CaraCara that was for sure and the girls were fine as fuck. I even got a few dollars from my dad to throw at the stage. Now I knew what kids would feel like when their Dad's gave them coins at the arcade.

I even got into some interesting conversations with the bartender and a stripper who was on a break until Jax pulled me away from them.

He led me out into the fresh air where Opie was waiting as well. We leaned on Jax's bike while Opie sat on his.

"Time for a break little one." He mumbled as he lit a joint on fire.

"So that is the supposedly good stuff?" I pointed at the groom to be and he chuckled.

Jax got a joint out of his cut as well and lit it on fire. He realized I was watching him curiously so he simply held out the joint for me to take if I wanted to. And before I knew it, I was taking a drag.

I tried as hard as I could but the coughing was inevitable. I couldn't even taste it since all I felt was the smoke in my lungs.

Jax and Opie of course immediately started laughing.

"Fuck you two. It aint my fault no one in Creed ever gave me weed to try. A town full of Nazis and you guys are still the worse influence." I said as soon as I felt oxygen in my lungs but took another hit right after.

"We didn't have to convince you very much though." Opie said and took a hit from his own joint.

The smell really was awful but after a few minutes you just didn't pay attention to it anymore. Or the weed started to kick in. No clue. Don't ask me.

"You like your party big bear?"

"Very much. Thanks again man. I would have died if you gave me some shitty tasks or something like that. I once saw a guy running around in diapers collecting clues in the park." He slapped Jax on the back. The blonde took back his joint from me and inhaled.

"No problem at all. I can't believe it's actually happening to be honest. I had a fifty on you bailing out as soon as Donna started with the flower arrangements."

I couldn't help but slap Jax's arm.

"What? I'm not the only one. It's still going. There's money on him fainting at the altar."

"My father surely has trust in me."

"I am not confirming nor denying."

I couldn't help but shake my head. I took the joint again and Jax didn't mind at all. I couldn't help but see Opie's eyes fixated on our hands as they touched while I took the joint.

I had a feeling he didn't like me and Jax being so…normal and flirty again. Their relationship really was hard to get. I could only guess that Opie hadn't been so happy about Jax' behavior while I was gone as well and didn't want me to get hurt. I really needed to talk to him alone sometime soon. But with his bride to be having me on a hitlist it was hard to find a second with him.

"I'm gonna go back inside. Don't want Juice to get all the attention."

"And please… if there are any girls on my father demand some attention from them as the groom. I can't handle seeing more than two of them on him."

"You are a generous daughter." Opie winked at me and got up to leave.

I took another hit and didn't realize that Jax was watching me. "What?"

"You adjusted really quick. But we might want to turn it down a notch or two." He took the joint from me and took one last hit before throwing it away. I looked after it a little disappointed. I sure as hell had to party with Missy real soon. And apparently learn to smell the good stuff.

"Would be nice if you could find out who is selling that shitty stuff though. If your classmates like to party, they should get what they are paying for."

"I'll investigate sir." I saluted and Jax couldn't help but smirk.

My brain already started to feel like someone wrapped it in cotton. It was totally different from being drunk that was for sure. I could see why Missy would smoke to escape her parents.

"Honestly, I feared there would be trouble once you knew that Opie's party was at a strip club."

I couldn't help but snort. "Why? It's a bachelor party! I would have been disappointed if you went somewhere else. I am just glad I was allowed to tag along. The way these girls can move is amazing. They a fucking hot! I could learn a thing or two. I mean…" Jax' right hand reached for the back of my head and his lips captured mine before I could form another sentence and my brain, as far as it was able to function anyway, shut down completely. So much for playing Harley.

He placed himself in front of me so that I had to lean on his bike a little more. That thing sure could hold some weight. His free hand held me in place on my lower back and mine found their way to the collar of his cut, pulling him closer than possible.

No matter how much booze I would down or weed I would smoke, nothing could compare to the high the lips of this man triggered in my body. My heart beat so loud I was sure he could hear it, probably feel it where his palm touched the back of my neck.

I couldn't help but moan into his mouth as his tongue found its way between my lips. What was this between us? What did I want it to be? I was crazy about this guy there was no doubt. But… should I just go for it? Could I? The odds where never in our favor. But did that mean it wasn't even worth a try? To say "fuck it" and enjoy it while it's going good?

"Jackson?" His name was followed by a car being turned off. When did it even drive so close to us anyway? I didn't hear a damn thing except his breathing.

A car door was opened and shut again and we still didn't give a single fuck. "Jackson." A voice repeated a little louder and I could hear him growl. Oh man take me here and now.

He released my lips and turned around.

"What?" he was pissed off but I could feel his entire body stiffen up. I leaned a little to the left to look past him.

Oh no.

"Hey…" the voice started talking and Bambi brown eyes looked at Jax and me, reading the situation.

Oh no!

"What the fuck are you doing here?"

Oh no no no no no!

The door of the strip club opened again and my father and Happy came out. My godfather was carrying a stripper piggyback and they were laughing like maniacs. I didn't even have any brain cells left to think about what my father and godfather were doing with only one girl since I could only stare at the person standing by their car.

Oh, hell the fuck to the no!

"I was looking for you… to talk about the wedding. I'm Donna's maid of honor. Didn't she tell you?"

Oh, you gotta be fucking kidding me!

"Well look what the dogs carried back in. That's a face we haven't seen in a while." My fathers drunken voice was heard.

Jax turned his body more to the visitor so I had to let go of the last piece of cut I had subconsciously held onto. And I instantly felt cold and panic rise.

This is so not happening.

"And that couldn't have waited till after the party Tara?"

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I just had to bring her in at some point didn't?

And yes… I am spending way too much time on TikTok.

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HAPPY NEW YEAR! I hope you all are healthy and safe and are able to distance yourself for you and your loved ones. I hope the world is gonna turn back to normal again. I wish you all the best and love that you so naturally deserve!

All love
Joey