When I woke, Jared was running his fingers through my hair as my head laid in his lap in the bed.

"Where are Sam and Paul?" I asked him curiously.

"Sam is patrolling with Jake. Paul phased in at first but phased out pretty quick. Sam didn't try to show him, babe, but he saw it anyways. This bond between the three of us doesn't really let us shield thoughts unless we're phased in with the rest of the pack." Jared told me as I sat up. I remembered what I'd told Sam before.

"Where is he, Jared?" I asked him quickly, worried that he'd run.

"He's here. You don't have to worry about him taking off like I did. He doesn't want to hurt you that way. He's just out back. He's got a small fire going but said he wanted to be alone for a while." Jared said and I immediately felt bad for voicing my worries to Sam. I should have brought them up directly with Paul.

I stood up and put my jacket and boots back on.

"Do you want me to come with you?" Jared asked as I was getting ready to exit the door.

"No, I think I need to talk to him alone." I told him before heading out back to our fire pit.

Paul was sitting leaned forward with his elbows on his knees and his back toward me as I walked to him in the dark.

I sat down on the log next to him, but he didn't move, didn't look at me, and didn't say anything. He just stared at the fire as it danced in front of us.

I didn't say anything either, I would wait for him to speak first.

We sat there for probably twenty minutes in silence before I started shivering from the cold breeze.

"You need to go back inside." He finally spoke, sounding almost defeated.

"No." I said resolutely.

"I don't know what you want me to say, Bella. I always fuck shit up. Sam and Jared are so damn on the spot when it comes to this imprint shit and I just can't seem to get anything right." He muttered, still staring at the fire.

"They haven't always been on the spot with it either, Paul. They've had a lot more time to learn and they still make mistakes. I make a lot of mistakes too. You haven't fucked anything up, I promise. I was tired, sad, and frustrated earlier when I talked to Sam." I told him honestly.

"The fact that you were upset about it at all…"

"Paul, listen to me. I was upset because I thought you might not be happy with the imprint." I said quietly.

"How could I not be happy with the imprint, Bella? I do love you, more than anything in the universe. I'm in love with you. I'm not used to saying it because until you I didn't have anyone to say it to. I didn't want you to think that all I cared about was sex. I know I have a reputation and I know you know everything about it—"

"I don't care about your reputation, Paul, I never have. I was worried that I didn't measure up to them, that you didn't want me because I'm currently the size of a whale, pregnant with someone else's children." I whispered to him after cutting him off.

"None of them even hold a candle to you, princess. You're fucking gorgeous, and the fact that you're pregnant makes my wolf go crazy. I want you all of the time. It's physically hard for me to hold back." He told me, finally turning to look at me. "Don't ever think that I don't want you."

"No more holding back." I muttered to him.

"No holding back." He agreed.

"Do you want me right now?" I asked boldly, looking him right in the eyes.

"More than anything." He said with a hunger in his eyes. I leaned forward.

"Show me." I whispered into his ear.

He didn't waste his time finding my lips with his, kissing me almost desperately as I wound my fingers into his short hair.

"My room?" He asked as he pulled away momentarily.

"No." I told him breathlessly. "Right here."

"It's cold." He breathed in my ear.

"I have you to warm me up." I moaned.

***************************MATURE*****************************

I slid my jacket off my shoulders as he began to pull my leggings down while he stepped out of his own shorts.

He turned me around to where my back was up against his chest and I could feel him hard up against me.

He reached his hand around my front, holding my chin, and turned my face just enough that he was breathing in my ear.

"Are you ready for me, princess?" His deep voice sent shivers down my body.

"Please." I murmured through labored breaths.

I felt him line up with my dripping wet entrance while he continued to hold me straight up against his chest.

He thrust into me without a second thought, making me moan in intense pleasure. His pace was fast and frenzied, but it felt amazing.

He then made me lean over so that my hands were holding the log that we usually sat on, and he continued to plow into me, sending jolts of electricity through my entire body.

"You're going to cum for me, princess." He moaned as his hands gripped my waist. I was already close.

It only took a few more thrusts to push me completely over the edge. He pulled out of me and flipped me back around, easily picking me up by the ass and swinging my legs around his back. He held me leaned back a little, careful of my belly, but he slid me back onto him with ease, lifting me up and down as I rode him.

It was so feral and untamed, and it made me feel amazing. The position itself was incredibly sensational, but the fact that we were outside with the fire dancing in the moonlight made me so aroused. He didn't treat me like a china doll. He was raw and powerful and knew exactly what he wanted and what I wanted.

"Do you want to feel my cum inside you?" He growled as I moaned and thrust harder and faster.

"I want it." I breathed.

"You're about to get it, princess." He grunted before I felt his release deep inside me, triggering my own again.

He lifted me off of him and placed me carefully down on the log in front of him before spreading my legs apart as he kneeled down between them.

"Do you want my mark?" He asked as he kissed up my thigh to the area he'd chosen before.

"Yes…" I moaned, ready for it.

He bit down on the area between my thigh and my sex and I yelled out in pure pleasure. He then licked it and kissed it, sending a jolt of even more pleasure through me before carefully helping me redress.

"Do you still think I don't want you, princess?" He whispered into my ear as he helped me stand up and pulled me against him.

"No." I murmured.

"Good, because you'll be getting me a lot more now." He muttered to me before pulling me inside to warm up. I hadn't even noticed the cold. "I've never wanted anything more in my entire life."

I was completely entranced by what had just happened. Paul was so different from the other two, and while I couldn't believe we'd just done what we did outside in the middle of the night in front of the fire without a care in the world. It was all just so him.

He led me to our bedroom, directly past Jared, who was laying in the bed with a smirk on his face and his arms crossed behind his head, and into the bathroom.

He turned on the shower for me and got in as well. We didn't have sex again, he just took the time to wash me, taking an extra moment to pay special attention to my belly, which was now being used as a kick boxing ring.

When we finished in the shower, I dried off and he pulled me back into the bedroom, completely naked. I'd slept with both Sam and Jared naked separately, but not since we'd all cohabitated in the same room, and I hadn't had the chance to with Paul yet.

"Now that's how I like to go to bed." Jared said excitedly as I crawled into my spot. "I wouldn't be surprised if Sam kept his patrol close to the house tonight. All that screaming sounded incredibly entertaining."

I blushed. Paul climbed in at the base of the bed but came up between my legs where I was now laying on my back. He spread my legs open once more and kissed my new mark, making my back arch as Jared watched with a heated glance.

He then pulled himself up to where his face was hovering over my baby bump and pressed soft kisses on either side of it, where the two babies were each kicking. At this point, I could see my belly move when they kicked.

"It's incredible, isn't it?" Jared asked Paul as he reached over and placed his hand on one of the areas that was moving.

"Amazing." Paul replied before retreating down to the foot of the bed.

Sam returned at some point after I'd gone back to sleep and wrapped his arms around me under the blanket only to discover me still naked.

"I told you, honey." He murmured in my ear before I let the darkness take me again.


A/N- I really couldn't resist posting this today. You guys know how much I LOVE Paul.