"hey guys,
well this is something different. it is currently 5 am, I am wide awake, have been at this time since November. and i just thought fuck it, write something here where it can reach many people
How are you guys NOT GOING CRAZY?
seriously, I need tips. anything.
I don't feel at home since we moved on new years eve. i haven't seen my boyfriend since. i am not on the mountain teaching kids how to ski for the first time in 4 years. i am not dancing on stage 3 times a week for the first time since 7 years...
i don't know how to stay healthy anymore. i don't know how to stay positive anymore. i can't find strengh to just go for a simple walk everyday anymore. i don't see any point /br /span/p
So if anyone has any advice, tips, whatever ... it would be highly appreciated.
and for those who got excited for a new chapter, sorry but here is a teaser... thought you might like it. chose an extra intressting scene
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My lips soon found her neck and the gasp coming from her almost drove me into insanity.
"Jax, we shouldn't be doing this hereā¦"
"But I've dreamed of taking you on top of this very table for months."
"Everyone is just behind this door." Her voice got weak as I grabbed her ass. It was true. I really just wanted to lay her on top of this table so her beautiful blonde hair would cover the reaper. I dreamed of sitting down on the throne and eating her out like she was my last meal.
"You shouldn't talk about riding something if you are worried about that." I bit down on her ear which made her grab my forearms.
My lips met hers again and she started to grab my cut again just like last night. I turned us around and I could hear her taking in a sharp breath as I lifted her up and placed her on the table. And I knew I was about to loose my mind when her legs wrapped themselves around me. I would be getting killed for corrupting the sergeants daughter in the chapel room. I chose my death. I am happy with it.
