Chapter 47 Part two

Disclaimer: I Do Not own life with Derek, and materials are not my own. This show life with Derek is one of my favorites, and I loved watching it when it was on Disney Channel. At the time 2005-2009, you could see yourself in one of the characters, and things will change. The story is my version of life with Derek, and I hope you enjoy Dasey Love Story Fanfiction!

Brave fighting pain of lost dream pulling heartstring young, unsure body rejecting unborn baby.


The pain of miscarrying our baby forever gone hurt did something prevent my body feel emotionless eggshell fragile possible motherhood again. I did know grief healing angel up at heaven watching over peace valley joining sweet little precious never able to hold my unborn child. When you see mother and child hurt, know the whole true scar one-day he will walk away find someone who carries an unborn nurse, a family left alone forever. Every day, I wake up fake a smile of struggle to convince my friend and family alright autopilot emotionless busy schedule distant my thoughts. Why could anyone get a hint yellow tape calling or texting need privates or ignore them? She notices closer people are doing small things cheer up temporary fades remind scar flashback of the night find out miscarry an unborn baby. The empty morning schedule weird off at dance studio walking into kitchen blank left trash to see a pregnancy test on floor proof existing short time. I wouldn't say I like the mobile phone my mom calling leaves voicemail certain begs to return her back soon get message pushed mother love.

The doorbell ring sees an unexpected visitor betray a secret emergency meeting four people in the living room.

"What are you doing here?" Question Casey

"You never return my calls or text worries dealing with miscarrying." Blunts Jewel

"I am fine." Answers Casey

"We love you, sis! I hate to see in pain, refusing open up topic taking the blame." Explains Max

"It's not your fault on miscarry happened with mom year causes ending the marriage." Replied Hunter

"I was lost in grief on anger taking my unborn away pushed husband into work one-day stranger walking out marriage." Mentions Jewel

"Why are you speaking in this now?" Demands Casey

"The sign of depression scares us lost every day to keep the pain inside that moment cannot handle it anymore." Begs Jewel

"You can talk to us, or someone personally like therapy feels better." Suggest Hunter

"Did my boyfriend call in backup, or mom did of try to save her daughter?" Asked Casey

"We all see short answer text notice something wrong, sis!" Begs Max

"The water in the fridge with food in case anyone hunger!" Mentions Casey

"Cool." Replied Conner

"I do not need therapy to help me!" Shouts Casey

"I am sorry you want though tragic alone rushes to hospital miscarry." Answer Max

"The face on telling him to hurt losing our baby replay every time close my eyes." Sobbing Casey

"Shutdown does not help heal a couple lost the tragic baby way." Said Hunter

"The boy adores my sister comfort in close off dealing whole miscarry alone." Mentions Max

"Derek needs to focus on hockey keep scholarship at Queen University." Explains Casey

"You need to eat something can make sis anything." Begs Max

"I do not hunger right now." Answers Casey

"Hey, I am home!" Greet Derek

"I did not know we had company tried text many times no responses." Blunts Derek

"I did turn my phone off need space; forget to back on check the messages." Answers Casey

"We love the care right now; get time come back to talk about the whole elephant in the room." Defend Derek

"The therapy can help women feel an easy talk on miscarrying vs. struggle to wait to address it." Explains Jewel

"If she wants to talk to someone a hundred percent fine vs. pushing the ideas on her grief, still get out of the apartment now!" Demands Derek

"How dare you use that tone!" Shouts Jewel

"I love you, standup with my mom in honor to feel sexy." Teases Derek

"My thought feels thing cannot explain can help one session therapy trades understanding pushing the boundary of my relationship." Mentions Casey

"Deal." Agrees to Jewel

"Do you guys want to go out dinner tonight with us?" Asked Derek

"Sure." Agree to Max

"Me too." Answers Conner

"If you need a place to crash somewhere, guest room or sofa available." Mentions Casey

"The debate on which taken guest room or sofa begins." Teases Derek

"My lecture class cancel goes setup session can help understanding mix feeling." Whispers Casey

"Do you need a ride or solo thing?" Offers Derek

"I can drop you off at the office or wait in the lobby patiently reading magazines." Suggest Max

"Can I ask something?" Question Casey

"Of Course." Answer Derek

"That night call really did you feel sadness drive to apartment hate me losing our baby?" Asked Casey

"You are the world is lost; most important, can never blame you on miscarry our unborn baby." Whispers Derek

"I will make a reservation at a favoring place for six people." Mentions Derek

"Send the link to my cell phone." Called out Max

"Sure." Agrees Derek

"Heading to the shower." Answers Casey

"Nice tv." Comments Conner

"Nice shoot with perfect save." Shouts Derek

"I did not mean push suggest whole sibling protective want to see happy again through misfortune." Explains Max

"She needs her brother show brave did shake up whole losing the baby talking to someone improve the healing process." Said, Derek

"How do you feel about losing the baby?" Asked Max

"It did scare almost lose her again blaming pushing too much watch better the unborn baby survives." Answer Derek

"I saw the fear she thinks you leave again cannot carry family or want kids ever." Mention Max

"She future wife no one can replace that million years meet a soulmate." Replied Derek

"Can you take out step-brother playing pool while meeting at a restaurant, please?" Asked Casey

"Of course." Answers Derek

"I want to show you a fun bar in town, the nice game of pool with friends." Mentions Derek

"Cool." Agrees Conner

"Be careful about drinking too much." Warns Casey

"See you guys later." Sincere Max

The feeling of passenger heading to therapy office faces all of the thought production to support healthy relationships healing whole miscarry possible. I'm not too fond of office room at a young age. Send notice effort of parent no longer together many sessions helps understand reason better world happier see fights dynamic ever again. She feels sweat hands walking into the office door about sign in guest log waiting for name called slowly enter a creepy room. When promise her has brother stay in the lobby supporting the progress opening mix feeling in a safe place at any time can walk out or talk. She refreshing professional women listen to the mind thought press reset button enjoy a night with chili at dinner downtown.