Hi yes its true im not dead. i know i disappeared at the worst possible time but ive been on one helluva coaster irl. This fucking corona ruined a lot of shit for me. But some good did come out of this. Anywhore you probably dont care. i am very excited for you to read this chapter. Excuse any mistakes because i was too hype to finish a chapter after all these months that i didnt care to edit it very well. Now we get into the interesing Parts. My goal this chapter was to make you feel as uncomfortable as possible. Or more so a new perspective of the same story. This picks up right where last present chapter left off.


"Please tell-" Before I could finish she grabbed me by the face and kissed me. I can tell she meant it because she held me close and shoved her tongue in my mouth. I tried like hell trying to push her off me but her long arms have, and still do, hold me in place. Accepting my defeat I groaned. I'm extremely pissed that she's doing this, yet at the same time she tastes like champagne and her natural sweet flavor. It's a taste I'm so familiar with but gag at the memories it brings up. I need to go. "No! No stop." I murdered in between our kiss. Paparazzi have had this place surrounded since before I even got here, so I know they probably have photos of everything that's happened so far. So I have no doubt they got this damn kiss.

"Yes it's true. No longer will we hide our love. Just like old times again my love, only this time we can be open about us." She spoke and I only understood the first half, so I know the second half couldn't have been any better. And if I said what I think I did I'm completely fucked. Everyone is staring at me and I feel like a fish out of water. For the first time in a long time I want to cave into myself and crumble from all the unwanted attention I'm getting right now. "I love you Sasha."

"Get off me!" I growled pushing her off me finally. "You.. why.. hmm." I can't think of any words right now. She probably just cost me everything and it's not fair because I'm totally innocent in this. How do I convince Becky that there's no me and Danielle without solid concrete evidence besides my words? I'm fucked. I'm oh so very fucked. The second I got a chance to get away from her I took it. I jetted away from her. I told her I didn't want to come to this stupid party! I just kept going, eventually landing me on the beach at the end of sand watching the waves crash. I ditched my heels somewhere on the patio and it's just me. "Oh fuck! FUCK!" I don't know what else but to call her. Nothing else feels right but to call her. So I did. After one ring she picked up. Thank god!

"Why are you not-"

"Babe I-" Before I could even finish my phone was taken from me.

"Bye!" And then she hung up the phone and put it into her bra.

"What's your fucking problem?!" I growled looking at her. She laughed and smirked.

"Because."

"Can you please give me my phone back?" I asked as nicely as possible.

"What does she do that I can't?" I had a feeling she'd do this.

"Dani please."

"Does she listen to every command you give? Or is it because-"

"Please don't start. I-I love her and that's the reality. You and I tried and it didn't work. Please let me go!" I begged looking at her. She's my first love, I'll never fully be over her, but I know how terrible it all went and I refuse to go back to her. I love my Rebecca and that's it. She's my Becky with the good hair and she's all I have. Dani then walked closer to me so she was in arms lengths of me. Looking me in my eyes she slowly started to sink down to her knees, our eye contact never faltering.

"This what you want? For me to beg on my knees the way she does for you? Want me to give my all to you? Submit to you? Let you have your way with me?" She purred not once letting go of our stare. Ideally I'd back away but.. but she's doing exactly what I wanted to see and hear from her so bad for a good portion of our relationship. I used to have wet dreams of this woman submitting to me the way she's offering right now. And after all this time she finally figured it out. "Come on... let me show you how bad I wanna be the name on your heart." She then put on her dough eyes and bit her lip, twirling her hair in between her fingers. God she looks so innocent and moldable for my liking.. How I've always wanted her to be for me. "Show me why I need to call you Daddy. Earn your name." I'd immediately be struck down with lightning if I said I'm not turned on right now. And that I don't want to tie her to my hotel bed and eat her out until she begs me crying to stop. Before I could even think another nasty thought my phone started flashing signaling my phone was ringing. I don't have to guess who's calling because I know.

"Please." I murmered breaking our eye contact and looking up at the sky. This way the tears won't fall. But they still fell.

"It took me a lot of searching to figure out what it was you like. I had to do a lot of digging on you Sasha. Little did I know your precious Goggled Orange would be the one to help me understand. Well I mean technically it was her friend but that's besides the point." She then crawled closer to me resting her hands on my thighs. "May I have a powder pink collar with my name bedazzled on it? And for our showers I think red would look good on me."

"W-why are you doing this?"

"Je t'aime Sasha." I love you. She's told me several times within the past half hour she loves me. I want no part of this even though it's been a long term fantasy I've stored away into the wild ideas section I never thought I'd see this, but I see the light on my phone flashing away and it's like my love is calling out to me. Saving me from doing something dumb. And I remember I'm engaged. I'm engaged to the best human being I've ever met. I can always get a new phone and she'll never guess the password to it. I have to walk away. This is the universe testing me to see if I'm truly thankful to the blessings they've given me. I have everything I ever wanted. She's not part of it. With that I just backed away and went shin deep into the ocean. It's very cold and definitely shook me awake. "WHY?! WHY'S IT GOTTA BE OVER SASHA!?" I heard behind me but I didn't dare look back. I can't look at her right now because I know I'll break if I do. "Je t'aime Sasha!" And then there were a pair of arms wrapping around me from behind.

"No!"

"Je t'aime!" She then began placing kisses on my neck. "I'm sorry Sasha. I'm sorry I ever let you go. I never wanted to truly leave you in the first place. I broke it off hoping you'd change and come back to me. Instead you jetted away from me. You didn't even put up a fight. Didn't even say goodbye. Made me feel like you never even wanted me to begin with." At this point I can't stop the tears from falling. I wanted to go back to her but the way she threw me away made it seem like I'd never have another chance with her. Had I known that back then...

"That's not true. I wanted you Dani." I need to face this obstacle. If I'm ever going to truly be happily in love forever with my Orange I have to make amends. At least this way I can go home to her and know that I've eliminated all possible threats to our relationship. Letting out a sign I turned to face her. "You were my first ever girlfriend. You made me finally accept that I was gay. Sure I wasn't as prideful about it then like I am now but it doesn't matter. If it weren't for you I wouldn't be The Legit Boss of anything. You helped me become the butterfly I am today. And you'll always have that and I'll always confirm it. But the one thing you'll never have is my heart because someone else has it. We can sit here and back track every moment of our relationship but at the end of the day I'm in love with a different woman and that'll never change. The woman I love is calling me now as we speak." Pointing to her chest my phone is flashing proving my words. "Dani please. If you truly loved me you'd let me go. I'm happy. I'm soo fucking happy with Rebecca and the life we created together."

"But I can make you happier. She doesn't give you back talk the way I do. And I know you love a good fight."

"You're right she doesn't back talk to me. She listens to what I tell her to do the first time without questioning me. That's the difference between you and Rebecca."

"Well then teach me. Train me to bend the way you like at your own use. I'm a fast learner Daddy." She purred beginning to kiss on my neck. My back is facing the ocean so I can see the crowd of people off in the distance looking at us. "I can be the perfect little submissive you've always wanted me to be. I'm not the same girl I was back then." As bad as I want to go part of me is begging to take her for a test drive. She wants to submit to me, then I'm gonna make her submit and this'll prove to her that we're not meant to be. That being said I used my right hand to grip her cheeks as tight as I could and pull her off my neck.

"You really want me huh?" I asked looking her in the eyes. She simply nodded making me jerk her head to the side. "Speak when I talk to you damnit!" I growled.

"Yes!" I simply laughed before I tangled my fingers in her hair and roughly pulled her down to my eye level. Looking in her eyes I can see a flicker of fear in them. "Sa-"

"Shut up! I didn't give you permission to speak. You wanna be my submissive soo bad but you've got no manners." I cooed smirking. Sure it's not my Becky but I can't help but get a kick out of dominating someone. "What a pathetic little whore. This is gonna be like teaching a child basic manners. I ought to check you into kindergarten because you clearly didn't go as a kid. Now I'm pretty sure you have something that belongs to me." Using my free hand I began to reach for my phone. When I did that she realized that and stopped my hand from grabbing it. She wants to be my sub then I'll treat her as such. With that I wound my hand back as far as I could reach and I slapped her. I slapped her so hard it made my whole hand go numb.

"Ahh!" She yelped letting me go to hold her cheek.

"When I go to do something you do not stop me. It's you're job to sit and take it. You really aren't worth my time. Thanks for wasting my time that you now owe me." I spat reaching in her bra and taking my phone. "And by the way, you could never ever be a better submissive than my Rebecca." I then looked at my phone and called my Orange back. While it was ringing I gripped Dani's cheeks in my right hand forcing her to look up at me.

"Sasha what the-"

"Babe that was Dani. You remember her right? My ex that you basically gave permission to harass me. Well believe it or not I have her right here in front of me." I smirked giving Dani's cheeks a few squeezes.

"Babe what are-"

"Tell her she's been repl-" Before she could even utter the rest of that sentence I mushed her face making her stumble back and lose her balance eventually making her fall backwards into the water .

"Shut the fuck up! See this is what I'm talking about. You don't know how to keep your goddamn whore mouth shut. You don't fucking speak unless fucking spoken to!" I growled moving to stand above her. I'd be lying if I said I'm not on a power high right now. Looking down at this helpless creature that I know I can and will bend to my will. Hell, really all I see is a Barbie waiting for me to decide on her new profession. The idea of starting new sounds fun right about now.

"Sasha Mercedes Banks! I swear to god if you-"

"Rebecca let Daddy finish. You never let me finish before you start jumping."

"Banks what are you doing?" Smirking I looked up directly towards the paparazzi and people staring at us.

"I am extremely fucking pissed right now at you. How fucking dare you! You set me the fuck up again didn't you?" When I said that she went silent on her end of the phone. "You fucking bitch! She put you up to this didn't she?" I asked looking down at Danielle. She's just staring up at me in confusion. "Answer me damn it!" I yelled out kicking water on her. She used her hands to block the water from splashing her face. That only mad me madder so instinctively I kicked more water at her.

"What the hell are you talking about Daddy?" Asked my Rebecca. With that I kicked one more big thing of water at Dani before changing my attention to the patio.

"You need to go to the wrap party Sasha! It's your first one you have to be professional Sasha! Two drinks then you can go Sasha!" I mimicked in my most offensive Irish accent. "Fuck you! You knew full and well they'd be serving alcohol at this damn thing. And you knew Dani would be here. You did this to test me didn't you?" It was here I noticed Dani starting to get up. "If you get up you can kiss any chance of getting back with me goodbye bitch. I suggest you stay right the fuck where I put you or there will be hell to pay." I warned pointing at her. "Don't you fucking move and keep your filthy whore mouth closed."

"A chance to get back with you aye?" Becky asked audibly starting to get upset.

"Yeah! Because you clearly don't fucking trust me." When I said that there was a long pause before she responded.

"You dumb bitch why would I encourage your fucking ex to come onto you? How many times have I cursed that beanpole out to keep away from you? I signed that contract because I want to trust you again Sasha. I knew she'd be there and in fact I hoped she'd flirt with you. But everything else was you Sasha. I didn't tell her to do whatever she did. I just prayed you wouldn't flirt back. But now it seems I've asked for one too many favors." When she said that my anger slowly started to go away.

"Baby I don't want her." I whined out. "Becks you told her I'm you're dominant?"

"No, the only.. fuck!"

"Who then? Do you have any idea what this can do.." I remembered in this moment that an enemy is near and I can't say this here. Kicking water on her one time I then began to head up onto the sand. I'm ready to get the hell out of this country. I need to finda cab and go the hell home. "She triggered me Becks. I just forced her to her knees in front of all these fucking people! Threw her to the ground and kicked water on her and everything." I complained because I can tell this is the beginning of something bad unraveling.

"Sasha you didn't slap her did you?"

"As far as they know I just beat up my fucking ex who told them she's my side piece. This is all your fault. I wanted to come home but you made me go to this stupid party and now paparazzi are gonna drag me through the fucking dirt trying to figure out why I just slapped and threw my ex in the water! UGHHH!"

"Sasha just come home and I'll call Mitch. We'll figure this out so long as she doesn't beat us to the reporters."

"Rebecca I'm gonna fucking hurt you! You know she's been after us since forever now. We both know she's gonna go to them."

"It won't mean shit if we're still together. It's her word versus ours. Just come home Daddy." It was here I made it back to the patio. Luckily my heels are where I left them. Grabbing them I kept my eyes low and began looking for the way I came in to this party.

"I'm so mad at you. I hope you know that."

"I love you."

"I love you too but I'm still mad at you."

The next day. Becky's POV

"You're m-mine Daddy. Not hers." I purred wrapping my arms around her tighter as she's violently thrusting into me.

"That's right you're daddy's baby. I don't want anyone but you." She cooed kissing behind my ear. After that stupid Danielle situation yesterday I've been waiting for my Sasha to get home to me. I know I should be mad but she's innocent this time and there's actual proof. Mostly I just wasn't expecting her to call me while she had that skank begging on her knees for my fiancé. I always forget how hot it is when she gets dominant like that. So the pure idea of watching her do it to someone else only to turn around and come fuck me and not them does it for me. So it was only right I forced her into bed and have her fuck me until i beg her to stop. And so far it's all going to plan.

"Awe D-Daddy! I wanna cum. P-please! I can't take it anymore!"

"You've been taking it for an hour baby you can go a little longer." She smirked not stopping her movements but giving me a kiss. "You're so sexy when you cum I love it. You're so sexy period. I like fucking you to tears it's cute." Hearing that all I could do was dig my nails in her back and pull her down closer to me.

"Daddy please!" I whined knowing I can't form any other words other than that. I've been in a constant state of mush the moment she walked through the door. The longer it goes on the more and more overwhelming it gets for me. "Daddy!"

"I gotcha Orange. You've been a good girl for Daddy so I'll let you cum. You wanna cum again for Daddy?" She asked, starting to really hammer away at my insides.

"Y-yes Daddy! So g-good."

"Mkay you may cum but I want to watch." When she says that it means that she wants eye contact. So without second thought I kissed her with whatever energy I have left before resting our foreheads together and there go those beautiful big old brown eyes that radiate warmth and love. Everytime I look into her eyes I see what feels like home to me. And now that her stupid tour is basically over I've never been more excited to spend time with her all day. "I love you Rebecca." She whispered sending the chill down my spine effectively pushing me off the cliff and into my third orgasm of the hour.

"Fuck Sasha!" I mumbled squeezing her as tight as I could. Despite every time she's made me cum everytime is like magic. She's got a hold on me and I love it.

"Good girl baby. It's okay let it out I got you mommas." I heard softly as small kisses were placed all over my chest and neck. "I like the way you handle me. No matter what I deal out to you, you take it like the kinky little slut you are and I'm seriously in love. In so deep it's starting to be a problem."

"N-no problem just.. just us." I smiled looking up at her through my hazy vision.

"That's right it's just us." She then gave me a nice long and slow kiss letting our tongues play together. I can't help but to melt into her. I guess it's because I just missed the weight of her body on top of mine that's relaxing me so much. Despite how she looks she's actually rather light so her added weight is just creating this cozy little cocoon for me. Plus she's still inside me so I'm in my happy place. Then again any time with her is my happy place. "When do we get to the part where I get you pregnant and you give me my first born?" She asked with a cute pout making me grin.

"Can I be honest?"

"Always." I gave her a quick peck before speaking.

"I don't want kids just yet. I'm still enjoying having my Daddy to myself. Call me selfish but I don't want you putting your attention anywhere else but with me. Kids are gonna distract you from me and I can't have that right now." When I said that she had a questionable look on her face. .

"Is that genuine or because you don't think I can handle it?"

"I never said that. Those are your words." She then looked away from me before sighing and biting her lip. She probably saw right through that. Part of it is because I don't want to share her, but another part goes back to Shiloh. It still hurt but I'm trying my hardest. "I want kids with you babe, just not yet."

"Doesn't matter because momma said no kids until we're married. Gotta make sure you're in it for the long run."

"With the shit that comes with your stupid music I think I've well proved myself in it for the long run.. and the long dick." I smirked trying to lighten the mood. It seemed to have worked because it got her to smile. She's so easy to predict at this point. Stroke her ego a little bit and then I get what I want. It's foolproof and that's why I like what we have so much.

"Seems you lucked out huh?" She smirked wiggling her hips.

"Where would I be if you didn't trick me into working for you."

"Probably stuck with fishboy."

"Hmm maybe. Or maybe a different stud would come along and sweep me off my feet the way you did." That got her to scoff and laugh.

"Uh no! Ain't no bitch out there who has it like me. I'm a quadruple threat." That got me to chuckle.

"A quadruple threat?"

"Uh-huh. Singer, dancer, actress, orgasm donor. Can't get any better than that." She smiled listing them off on her fingers.

"If I'm being honest you aren't even that good of a singer." I teased.

"Not good at singing?! I'M not good at singing?! How about you go say that to my Grammys and diamond records. I bet they'll tell you otherwise. Don't play with me like I won't fuck around and go on a world tour again."

"Noooo!" I whined holding her tighter. "You're not allowed to go on tour ever again. I don't want you to go far from me ever again."

"Then your wish is my command your majesty." She nodded smiling showing off her dimple.

"Thank you." I grinned kissing her nose. "Can we also promise not to fight anymore?"

"Awe but I like seeing you angry. It's hot."

"All fun and games until I knock you the fuck out one day."

"Yeah and you'll have to deal with the repercussions that come with it."

"Repercussions?" She smiled before laying on my chest.

"Yup. I'm gonna need round the clock intensive care."

"Sounds like a job for the hospital." That got her to let out a gasp.

"Do you really wanna leave me in a hospital surrounded by a ton of nurses? You know I have a thing for girls in scrubs."

"You have issues. Like serious serious issues." I giggled a bit.

"Hey my issues are your issues remember?" She the flipped me her ring finger that has my ring on it. Seeing it for some reason I felt the need to grab it and kiss is. When I did that it got her to look up at me with the cutest puppy eyes. "I belong to you Becks." She murmured. I just interlaced our fingers together and admired how beautiful my heritage look upon her manicured fingers.

"I know. And I thank the heavens for you every night, even when you piss me off." I smiled letting our hands fall to the side. That got her to slide from on top of me to my left not letting our hands separate.

"I love you."

"I love you too." She then placed a kiss on my chest right above my heart before snuggling into me. I've always loved the way her body fits so perfectly in mine no matter our position. And then from there we just laid there. We just laid and talked but mostly we were enjoying each other's company. It's been so long since we've had sex in our own bed and it's nice to finally get to again. I'm not sure how long we laid there but eventually we both got hungry and decided to go into the kitchen and find something to eat. Since she got in early this morning we spent all day in bed and now it's about dinner time.

"What's that in the container right there?" She asked pointing into the fridge. I grabbed it and opened it to show her. She's standing right next to me.

"It's chicken dumpling mix. I was watching a makeup tutorial on YouTube and then a video for dumplings popped up and then I started to crave dumplings. So I decided to make some. And here are the results." I shrugged.

"Mmm smells good. But is there any ones that are done left?"

"No babe sorry. The girls came over when I made them and they didn't let a single one escape."

"Okay Char I believe, but not my Bayley. She always makes sure that there's something left for me." That got me to laugh.

"Well she did. But sadly the ones that would've been for you Alicia ate." I spoke carefully because I'm not sure how she's gonna react to that.

"Oh so she's part of the squad now?"

"If it's okay with you Daddy." I spoke softly with innocent eyes. She grinned and kissed me on the cheek.

"You need to educate her and let her know not to eat your Daddy's portion of food. I don't care if I'm gone for the next year, if you cook tonight I fully expect you to save me some till I get home."

"It'd go bad by then."

"Ahh it's called a freezer. We have one. And look." She then opened the freezer. "It's right next door to the fridge!"

"Then we're gonna need a bigger fridge and freezer." I shrugged.

"Done and done. Remind me to tell my assistant to look into finding us a bigger fridge or another one and we can put it in the garage."

"Will do." Great! I always get what I want.

"As far as these dumplings go that's what I want. I want them and I want rice, and I want some champagne to go with it."

"Okay but we gotta go to the store. Ran out of wraps. That's why there's still mix left." It was here she let out the cutest whimper.

"I no wanna go out. They're probably out there looking for me after the other night. I haven't even looked at my social media since."

"Well then I'll just go no worries." I spoke putting the container back into the fridge and closing it.

"Nah. We can just have something else." She spoke lettting me go and going over to the cabinet and grabbing out the Oreos. I simply walked up to her and wrapped my arms around her.

"But babe I really want you to tell me if I did good or not. It's been in the fridge for three days now so we gotta eat it before it goes bad. Besides I miss cooking for you and that's been my latest recipe that you have to try." She opened the cookies and began to eat one.

"You can't just make them from scratch?"

"I could. In fact I would but I used up all the rest of the flour to bake you your welcome home cake. So regardless we gotta go to the store. Hey, I'll drive and go in. All you gotta do is stay in the car, I'll be in and out."

"Or we can order take out."

"Absolutely not. That'd be like spitting in my face. Baby let me take care of you. Look at you! You're way too skinny I gotta fatten you up again. Come on let's just go we won't be long."

"I'm back to my normal weight before I met you. If anything I think I'm the most fit I've ever been."

"Well that's because before me you didn't have anyone to cook for you. And you were lacking some quality TLC. We both gained the weight of a healthy relationship. You're skinnier than I am so I gotta feed you till you're not." I smiled making her roll her eyes and finish eating her Oreo.

"Can't we just get our groceries delivered? Babe our stores have a delivery service."

"Yeah and we won't see it for like three or four hours from now."

"Okay I can keep us occupied for three to four hours." She smiled moving my robe to the side and kissing my collarbone.

"But I don't want you on an empty stomach. You're sex is trash when you're hungry."

"You bitch!" She sassed hitting me. "My sex is always A1!"

"Yeah except when you haven't eaten. I've held a study and it's been proven true."

*Ding dong*

"You expecting someone?" Asked Sasha softly. I shook my head no. "Who the fuck?!"

"I dunno. Let's go see." I shrugged going to move but she stopped me.

"Let them go away, we're not home."

*Ding dong*

"Both cars are in the driveway."

"We have a chauffeur. They can't be sure.

*ding dong* *Knock! knock! knock!*

"They can probably hear us."

"What if it's the Johovs?"

"Then we'll start fucking in front of them. Come on." I then started to walk backwards taking her with me to the door. She made it known she doesn't want to by not walking making me have to use force to move her.

"Bae it's probably paparazzi."

"They're not bold enough to actually knock on our doors." I shrugged as we approached the door.

"You don't have to do this. What if it's a killer?"

"Then we'll have them for dinner." Kissing her on the cheek I moved to get behind her and pushed us forward to the door.

"I'm not opening it."

"Pansy." I then reached forward to unlock the door. Sasha made sure to swat my hands away to prevent me from opening the door.

"It's us time not stranger time." She whined pushing backwards trying to get us away from the door. I simply started to kiss behind her ear. And just like always she melted in my arms.

"Five seconds baby then it's back to The legit Boss and her queen time." Not stopping kissing her neck I managed to unlock and open the door. "Five seconds. Count them." Fully opening the door it turned out to be Alicia.

"I was for sure you were dead." She sighed seeming to be relieved. That got Sasha to quickly perk up and look back at me.

"Oh she's about to be." Sasha replied.

"I've been calling you for the past three hours. We had plans to go to yoga today remember?" Taking a second to think we totally did today. I wasn't expecting to see Sasha until later tonight but she came home early. Not only that the last time I remember seeing my phone was in the car and I'm pretty sure that's probably where it still is.

"Shoot Licia I totally forgot. It's just Sasha came home and-"

"We've been having sex all morning and afternoon." Sasha finished for me.

"Babe?!" I whined because she didn't need to know all of that.

"Well I just got home from touring what else would we be doing to make you forget your plans?"

"Welcome home Sasha. How was the world?" Alicia asked, putting her hand on the door frame.

"It was fun but I'm happy to be home. I missed my Orange most of anything." When she said that she put her hands on top of mine and pulled me closer to her so her butt was right against my crotch. "I got love in every country I visited but none of it compares to the love I have right here with my fiancé."

"That's good. My niece is actually a big fan of yours so I got her tickets to your next show down here. She cried when I told her we were going to see you."

"Had you told me before you brought them I could've just gave you guys tickets. Backstage tickets too if you wanted."

"No. I couldn't ask you to do that. I'm the kind of person who likes to earn what I want. So even if you did I wouldn't accept."

"Hmm a pity. Anyway we were in the middle of finding dinner so-"

"Can I use the bathroom? Please I'm on this new diet and I have to drink a gallon of water everyday and I.. please." She begged doing a cute little dance.

"Yeah come in." I responded before Sasha could answer. Sure she said she didn't mind Alicia and I being friends but I know she didn't full heartedly mean it.

"Oh thank you." I moved out the way so she could come in but Sasha didn't budge.

"Excuse me." Alicia spoke squeezing past Sash into the house. She then walked into the bathroom. Once the door closed Sasha turned to look at me.

"Baby don't make a big deal out of this." I spoke going to wrap my arms around her. She didn't say anything but stare at me. So I decided to grab her chin and lift it so I could kiss her. After a few pecks she finally started to kiss me back. "I promise it's just gonna be us today. Can we please go back into the kitchen and finish looking for our dinner?"

"I don't want to hangout with anyone but you today." She pouted making me smile. That earned her another kiss. This time we stood there making out for a good minute. "I love how soft you're lips are. I missed them." She sighed moving back in to kiss me.

"I missed your lips more."

"If that's the case come'er sugar lips." She grinned wrapping her arms around my neck as we started to make out. This one was really deep to the point I forgot where I was. All that matters to me right now is Sasha.

"Woah. I don't know if it's wrong that I'm enjoying this but hot damn!" Chimed getting me to break our kiss and look over at Alicia who's staring at us.

"Hey?!" Whined Sasha grabbing my cheeks and pulling it back over to kiss her again. "Mmm I'm right here." She murmured against my lips before reconnecting them. This made me smile because she made sure to be very vocal during this kiss moaning and purring. And I can bet she's only doing it because we have an audience. "You're so hot doll."

"Thank you it's genetic and completely belongs to you." That got her to smile a toothy grin.

"Damn right. You're mine and nobody else's." She then made sure to grab my ass. "You find out how it is Dani found out that I'm your Dom." She whispered before letting me go and walking back towards the kitchen. "Make it quick Orange I wanna spark when you get back in here. Bye Alicia." She spoke walking past Alicia and into the kitchen.

"So it's safe to assume you're taking a rain check today?" Alicia spoke walking towards me. I just nodded and put my hands into my robe pockets. I have no idea how to approach this. I guess I just gotta ask and hope I get a straight answer.

"Well she came home early and I really missed her. I can't leave her right now. That and she's actually pretty upset with us." I spoke not really making eye contact.

"Is it because of the picture frame?"

"Shh no she hasn't even noticed it yet." I whispered because a while back we were hanging out here and she threw an apple at me but she missed and it hit the picture of me and Sasha on our first vacation date together to Paris. I've yet to get a new frame for it so it's just an empty space on the wall.

"Oh well let me know what size frame to get and I'll get a new one."

"No it's fine. I can do it." I spoke softly still trying to figure out how I'm going to ask. I don't even know how to get to the topic.

"No I threw it I-"

"She's upset because the other night she had a run in with Danielle and somehow she knows about Sasha being my dominant. You're the only person who knows that and now she knows so the eyes are on you." I blurted out clearly catching her off guard.

"Danielle?" She asked furring her eyebrows.

"Yes Danielle. You know Sasha's ex who you stopped me from punching in the face? The Danielle I've clearly miscalculated complaining to you about who has continuously tried to steal Sasha from me?"

"Ooh that Danielle... Heh it's a small town there are a lot of Danielles here."

"I bet." I murmured folding my arms because I am rather interested in what she has to say for herself.

"Becks I-"

"I just thought we had an agreement about you taking that secret to the grave. It was literally the one thing I've ever asked of you and you couldn't even do that. Now you could have possibly ruined everything Sasha has spent so long building. Hell you probably just earned me a long night of punishment since she just remembered. I'd just like to know how that even came up in conversation. Better yet what business did you even have with her?" The more I think of the situation the more betrayed I feel. She isn't saying anything but just staring at me.

"Becks I didn't mean it to come out. She took advantage of me."

"I'm quite certain I told you she wasn't good company. And look where she got you." She let out a sad sigh and looked down at her feet.

"This was before we started to get really close. It was some time after Shiloh and you left to go be with Sasha... I was out with the girls and I was upset about... I was a-"

"Babe! Hurry up I just saw this picture of us on my timeline and I wanna make love to you again." I heard call out from behind me.

"In a minute Daddy." I called back. "You better explain quick."

"I was jealous that you left me to go be with Sasha over seas. I was with you almost everyday up until he left and you spent most of that time resenting her for not tying him up. So to see you up and run back into her arms hurt like hell. So I got drunk and majestically somehow she was picking me up off the bathroom floor... and well drunk minds speak sober thoughts and I guess I spoke my mind too much." She spoke entirely not looking me in the eyes until the very end bit. "I'm so sorry."

"No, I'm sorry I should have listened to Sasha in the first place about you and kept my distance. It's okay, just pray this doesn't fuck up Sasha's reputation for then I really won't be able to forgive you."

"I'm sorry I didn't mean any harm I-"

"Anyway you better go before you get me in more trouble." I spoke simply motioning towards the door.

"Are we still on for yoga this week?" She asked backing out the door.

"Honestly I don't know. I have to go." And with that I closed the door and locked it behind me. Letting out a sigh I can't help but feel a little sting of pain. I really enjoyed having Alicia as a friend. It was just really nice to have a friend who I could express myself around being comfortable with my collar on and not have to explain why I can't take it off even if it doesn't match my outfit. I know I still have my Bayley and Charlotte but they still don't know I often times find myself begging on my knees for my Daddy to let me eat her out as a token of my servitude towards her. They have no clue that I have a leash and collar Sasha puts on me after we finish up an intense scene. Hell they'd never understand how much comfort I get from being treated like an object for my Daddy to play with. But Alicia did. Sure she's a dominant but I'm sure she knows the things that go into being a dominant and how submissive's rely on them like a breath of fresh air. I know I have Sasha but it was refreshing to have someone who understands what I'm going through who wasn't the one who put me through the things I was going through. We were so good but I can't be friends with someone whom I can't trust to tell my secrets to. It's so sad when a good thing goes south.

"Mot?" I heard softly behind me as a pair of arms wrapped around me from behind. "Kitten, you wanna go have a bath?" As much as I want to enjoy Sasha being home, I just lost a good friend all because of Sasha's stupid jealous ex-girlfriend.

"Gotta cook you dinner Daddy." I spoke softly straightening up. I then turned around to face her. "I'll go next door and see if I can borrow some flour." She simply grabbed my face and forced me into a very loving kiss. She kissed me breathless before untying my robe and peeling it off me. "Daddy."

"Shh you can cook for me later. Come on we're going to have a bath." She then placed several butterfly kisses along my chest before latching on to my neck and bit down hard before sucking on it. "You're mine mommas. I'm always gonna be here for you." She then interlaced our hands and lead me to our bathroom. "Knees." She spoke pointing to the floor in front of her. "Stay here." She then began to run us a bath, adding in our favorite bubble bath. "Did you put away your leash Or is it still in the shower?"

"I-I put it away." I answered. That earned me a kiss before she cupped my cheek adoringly.

"I'll be right back love." With that she wandered off into the bedroom and into the closet in search of our play chest. Moments later she appeared holding my leash. "You know what really triggered me about the other night? She had the nerve to tell me she wanted a powder pink collar with her name bedazzled on it. Made me realize that I should get you a new collar with you're name bedazzled on it with orange Swarovskis." She then came and hooked the clip to my collar. "But I know you're annoying ass wouldn't even wear it."

"I'd wear it Daddy."

"Yeah if I make you. You never want anything sparkly and it's annoying. But it's okay it just makes me love you even more. The only girl I've ever had who isn't impressed by fancy things and I love that. Forces me to really think about things that you like. And that's why I love you so much." She then leaned down and kissed me making sure to tug on my leash as she did so. "I love you kitten. I hope you know that. I know you're upset over Alicia, but what good of a friend is she if it only takes two drinks before she's blabbing about our secrets?" When she said that all I could do was pout.

"I'm sorry Daddy." She kissed my forehead.

"It's not you're fault. You couldn't help yourself in trusting her. You have a big heart."

"Daddy it was just nice to have a friend understand why I could be having such a great day but then think about how I haven't seen or really talked to you all day, and then my mood drops to sad. Or.. or how I can drop at the littlest things like hearing my songs when you're not near. I'm so dependent on you I-"

"You are only like this because I made you that way. I take full blame, but I love it. I love knowing you only want me and that for certain things you don't want them unless I'm with you. You're my best friend Orange. Don't ever feel bad about being dependent on me because I don't mind it. In fact I encourage it. But if you need a new friend to talk to about those things, maybe we can go to the club, find us a cute couple you'd like to make friends with." I hear everything she said but I'm not to bothered by all that right now. I just want my Sasha.

"Can it just be Becky and the Boss for now? I just want my Daddy." I pleaded pouting so she can't resist.

"Alright I'd like that too." She then gave me another slow loving kiss. "I'm so in love with you." She murmured softly making me half smile. "Open." She instructed and I opened my mouth. She then put her end of the leash in my mouth. "Close. Good girl kitten. Stay." She then took off her robe revealing her beautiful toned body. She looks delicious but at the same time she's too skinny. I can't wait to start cooking for her again. I enjoy my Daddy more when she's got little love handles. Makes her more cuddly and cozy for me. And she's always her happiest after I cook dinner for us. "Still feigning for caramel I see." She giggled probably seeing me oogling her. "Don't worry it's yours and only yours. I'm covered in your love bites. I'm not going anywhere but in this tub with you." She softly caressed my cheek before turning off the water. "Do you want the jets baby?" She then took the leash from my mouth so I could speak.

"Yes. But put it on low. I don't want it to be too loud." She nodded and turned on the tub jets on low making all the bubbles start to dance. She then moved to the counter and lit both candles that are there. She then came back and lit the candles that were on the corners of the tub.

"Up princess. Let's get in I wanna hold you." I didn't hesitate getting in the tub. I blushed because like the fine gentlewoman she is, Daddy held my hand as I climbed in the tub making sure I don't fall. So when it was her turn to get in I did the same for her. Always have to help the beautiful lady. The tub here isn't too extravagant like at the mansion. It's just a simple rectangular jacuzzi tub so I sat down first and she sat behind me. "Come're beautiful." She murmured grabbing me around the waist and pulling me backwards into her. Once I was as close as she could get to her she wrapped her legs around my waist and circled her arms up under my arms holding me tight. She then leaned back taking me with her so now we're relaxing together in our tub. "You're mine. All mine nobody else can have you. I'll kill myself if you ever leave me and get with someone that's not me. I'd rather be dead then see someone else love you the way I do." She spoke softly.

"I don't want anyone but you Daddy. Besides god forbid it ever happens but you better fight for me because I'll come back to you. You better bust in there snatch me up and take me home."

"Oh I hope you know, I'd beat the hell out of you for leaving me." That got me to smile because I like the sound of that.

"Yes Daddy, I know." She liked that answer and placed a kiss on the top of my head.

"Don't ever leave me Becks."

"Never."

Two months ago Danielle's POV

"I'm sorry I'm confused on why you're talking to me. I literally don't even know you."

"What was your name again doll?" I asked sipping my mimosa. I've no use for others besides my Sasha.

"Alicia. But I don't get-"

"Alicia darling. Honey has anyone ever told you how beautiful you are? Like if I didn't have my eyes set on Sasha you'd definitely be the object of my obsession." I then leaned forward over the table and gazed into her beautiful hazel eyes. "And those eyes are dreamy. You're a total fantasy of any lesbians dreams." That got her to smile. This is gonna be easy.

"Thanks but that doesn't answer my question." It surprisingly wasn't hard to find this Alicia. I just went to my Sasha's Twitter. And from there I found Becky's Twitter. She only follows like a hundred something people. It wasn't too long after that video that I noticed Becky followed another person. Conveniently it was Alicia. It pays to always keep tabs on the enemy.

"I saw the way you look at Becky. I know you want her. But no matter what she just won't look at you because she's so hung up on my Sasha." She didn't say anything letting me know I'm right so I kept going. "I'd like to propose a plan to you. I get my Sasha back and that'll leave Rebecca heartbroken and crawl right into you're arms. I get what I want, you get what you want, it's a win win situation." I shrugged sitting back in my chair taking another sip of my drink.

"That sounds like a plan too good to work. I've spent more than enough time with Becky to tell you the only way she'd ever leave Sasha is if you pry her from her cold dead skeleton. And even then I'm sure she'd put up a fight."

"So you're telling me you don't even want to try and get the girl of your dreams." She didn't say anything but just stare at me. "Wow! I guess so. Well it was worth a try." I then began to gather my stuff to leave. I've no use for talking to her anymore if she's not gonna help me get my Sasha back. "Well it was nice talking to you. But I-"

"No wait!" She spoke up stopping me from getting up. "I-I'll help you. But not because I don't like Sasha. Only because I know I can be a better wife for Becky than Sasha ever could." I knew that'd work. It always does. Now I have my inside man. There's no way this could fail.

"Well I know you can too that's why I'm happy I was able to find you again. When I saw you hanging out with Becky here last week I just knew from how protective you got of her that you wanted her. Her best friends don't even get that protective of her when they go out and I know because I've seen it. Well I mean she does usually go with a bodyguard but not always." I've mostly seen her without one. But on rare occasions she has one. Then again she's rarely ever in public.

"Yeah she says she likes to go out on her own that way she can just be herself. She absolutely hates it that Sasha is famous but she tolerates it because she loves Sasha. Oh and Sasha is the only female she's ever been with so they have that first love experience together.. apart from the col-" How dare that orange trollhate what I help create. That's why she doesn't deserve my Sasha.

"Here is you're panini, and then the apple salad for you." Spoke our waiter dropping off our food. Apart from the what? And yeah that's a tough one. First loves are the one who got away. You always think about them no matter what. But I was Sasha's first love. I have the same advantage. No I've no doubt this will work out perfectly for me. Sasha wasn't supposed to get away from me. She let negative people currupt her and she strayed from my light. But little does she know my light has never once lost her.

"Looks delicious Toni. Thank you." Alicia smiled making the poor girl blush. See I don't get it. How is Becky able to look at Alicia and not want her and only want my Sasha? I don't get it. I mean I find myself attracted to her. She's got long tasty legs and a set of beautiful eyes to watch. Like the image of being between those mocha thighs while she's staring down with those hazel eyes has me a little on edge. So how did Becky literally push Alicia off her lap when she basically threw herself at her? Hey maybe she does secretly want Alicia but is too attached to the money that she just choose to stay loyal? No that can't be it. I've been with Sasha. She's a total bitch like eighty percent of the time. And then on top of that it'd be a miracle if Sasha can keep her eyes from wandering.

"You're welcome. If you ladies need anything let me know. Seriously don't be afraid to holler." Smiled Toni looking at Alicia for most of that and only turning to me once.

"We will thank you." I smiled snapping them out of their eye contact.

"Yeah no problem." She smiled looking at me before looking at Alicia again then walking away."

"You better stop flirting with all these females or else.. actually no. You make sure you flirt with every girl you come in contact with when you're hanging out with Becky. Make her jealous because that just made me jealous and I'm not even trying to go after you." If I come to my last straw of getting my Sasha back, I'll definitely settle to her.

"Well that's complicated. We used to talk then I got into a relationship with my ex. Then she-" I don't care.

"Hold that thought I gotta use the ladies room." I interrupted, grabbed my purse and got up.

"Ok." I then began towards the bathroom. This coffee shop is so cute. It's like gay central here. I only say that because I noticed some females double take me. I didn't bother to check because I've only got eyes for one person. Once in the bathroom I did my business and went to wash my hands when my phone dinged. It signaled a notification. Looking it's a notification from Instagram and Twitter.. Hmm it seems Sasha has posted something. Opening up Instagram it appears she has posted a picture of her laying on a couch with Becky laying in between her legs with her head on her abdomen. And it appears their watching tv. And she captioned it;

"Decided to finally watch Silence of the lambs with my Orange today. She thinks we're gonna watch the whole thing, but I have other plans."

And she finished that off with a peach emoji, the water emoji, and a blue heart. Staring at it I can't help but to get annoyed. I just don't get what Sasha sees in her. Putting away my phone I took a deep breath and began looking at myself in the mirror. I've got the looks. The eyes. The smile. The long blonde hair. A body twice as fit as Beck's. What am I missing? Is it an accent? I can learn to have an Irish accent if that's what Sasha's into these days. I'd do whatever it takes to get her to notice me in a new light. Not the trying to break them up light. In a wifey light. I had her first.. Hell I was Sasha's first girlfriend. I'm the proud sole owner of her virginity. You can never forget the person who took your virginity. And it's even more unforgettable when it was taken amidst the woes of love making. Oi I'll never forget how nervous she was the first time we slept together.

Flashback

"Mmm I gotta finish this table and then I'll be off." She smiled showing off that beautiful smile. Nodding I sipped my coffee and blew her a kiss.

"Well go finish I'm tired." I fake yawned. I'm actually on my fourth cup of coffee today, been sitting here at the counter for the past three hours. I don't ever stay in public places this long but she's so adorable. Sasha is just an interesting being to me and I like that about her. Really it's that magical voice she has. I'm determined to see her do well. She's got the talent and I'm going to help her like any good wife should. I've got the resources and she's got the talent and we'll be Hollywood's newest power couple.

"Okay." She grinned smiling at me making me smile. "Kay I'll be back. Don't go anywhere." And with that she left off to go finish up her last table. I couldn't help watching her walk away because she looks so cute in her little uniform. It's a simple yellow dress that stopped just above her knees. It's a typical diner waitress outfit and she looks so adorable in it. She's gonna be my wife one day even if she doesn't know it yet. She doesn't know it yet but she's definitely my new girlfriend and I'll let it be known tonight. We've known each other for two months almost now and I finally worked up the courage to talk to her a month ago. Ever since I first saw her performing for the first time at the bar I frequent by my apartment I've been obsessed with getting to know her. And getting to know her I have. She's pretty fucking amazing and I see potential in her. Still can't believe we basically spent the whole night together here. Right in the booth down at the end. She's got an interesting personality. I like it.

As I finished up my coffee and spaghetti, Sasha materialized in front of me. "Ok you ready to go?" Looking up she's got this cute look on her face. She's gorgeous. "Dani?" She whined putting her hand on mine immediately giving me goosebumps. "Dani! I'm talking to you." I just smiled and admired her hand on mine. Soft cold hands. Mmm I can't wait to watch them slid- "Ugh!" And then my Sasha caught me off guard. There was a kiss placed on my cheek. A kiss. Right there. Dead center on my left cheek. Immediately got my attention. "Let's go." She smiled getting in my face. Awe she's got the cutest nose I've ever seen. I've gone lots of places and have seen so many faces. So many noses. But never one like the one in my eyes right now. I reached out and kissed her nose. I don't know why but I did it. I should've stopped at two cups... but my Sasha looks so cute pouring coffee. She's perfect. She's... mine. "Come on I'm ready to go home and shower, eat, and then go the fuck to bed." As she spoke that she was pulling me out of my chair. Small, but mildly strong. Interesting.

"Ok. Let me just pay my bill and we can go." I spoke putting on my jacket.

"Nope it's already done. Let me get my jacket then we can go." She spoke putting my car keys in my hand. I giggled. Earlier I threatened to leave and she stole my keys! Haha. My baby is funny. Just lets me know she's feeling it. Me.

"No I didn't pay yet. Go on." I nodded in the direction of the kitchen.

"I already closed your bill an hour ago. I'll meet you out in the car." I simply looked at her

"Well then I'll be sure to tip my awesome waiter very well." I smiled digging in my purse and setting out thirty dollars. I only had four cups of coffee and a plate of spaghetti with extra meatballs. I don't know how much exactly everything was but I'm positive thirty dollars is more than enough to cover it and tip my Sasha.. err I mean my waitress lol.

"Dani no! I-"

"Are so beautiful. Get your jacket and I'll be out front." I then sat down the thirty on the counter and gave her another kiss on the nose. "Run along cutie." I smiled beginning to walk out the diner. She let out a loud sigh letting me know of her displeasure. I bet she made a cute face while doing that. Looking back I smirked, it's a cute face. I'm a big girl. I have a job and pay my taxes. I don't need anyone paying for my food. Especially not my future wife. I was her customer so she had no choice but to clear my area and take my money. Leaving the diner I parked in the spot closest to the door available. Door to door service. I decided to just turn on the car and turn on the air. It's currently raining. Don't want her getting wet so I grabbed my umbrella, opened it and waited by the door for her to come out. I was only standing for a two minutes before she came out. Quickly I moved so she was under my umbrella.

"Why?" I just smiled and stroked her cheek.

"Gotta keep the goods safe. Now let's get you home." Putting out my arm she took it and I walked her to my car.

"Ahah gimme." She spoke taking the umbrella from me and going to the drivers side. "Get in." She spoke letting me know to get in so I got in. Once I got in she closed the umbrella and handed it to me. Well now she's wet.

"Sasha-" Before I could say another word she closed the door. So hot. I was sure but now I'm super sure. She then walked around to the passenger side of our car and got in. She then put on her seatbelt and looked at me with a smile. She looks so cute with the little water droplets in her hair. And she's wearing her glasses today making her look even more innocent. How is is she's not married yet? Thank goodness I found her and I'll take care of that. No problem. "You ready?" She's got delicious looking lips. So delicious I had to lean over and kiss her.

"You've got juicy plump lips." I spoke making her blush. "Sorry I couldn't help it. You're just so beautiful I just felt the need to kiss you." I spoke looking her in the eyes. This was cute. She rolled her eyes at me and then looked away. I took this as an engage. So I reached out and grabbed her adorable chin, pulling her to look at me. Oh my god can she be any cuter?! So cute, I laugh. "You're gonna be mine for sure.." I mumbled softly. I don't know if she heard it. I like to think she did. But I hope I'm wrong. She did. My Sasha bit her lip and pulled her face away from me. Hiding.

"Do you mind driving to the gas station before my place? I'm hungry and want some ramen." She spoke looking at me. She likes ramen, noted. Wonder what flavor?

"Anything for you Princess. Let's go." Putting on my seat belt I began to leave the parking lot.

"Do you remember how to get there?" Of course. How could I forget where you live cutie? I couldn't.

"Nope. Sorry it was too dark out. I couldn't see too well." My car has LED headlights. I saw everything.

"Ok well go left, then go right." Nodding I drove us to the gas station while she explained where I was going. It was fun. She started singing to me all the different songs that came on the radio. She even at one point turned down the radio and began singing me one of her original songs. It was magical. She claimed that one day that song is gonna play on the radio. The world deserves to hear her voice. I agreed. Then before we knew it we were at the gas station. There we went in and got a bunch of snacks. I made sure to pay. A girl like her deserves it all. I'll see that it happens. Eventually we made it back to her apartment. She shares it with her two friends who are girls. Haven't proper met them but I've seen them from afar. My main concern right now is getting inside. I pulled the oldest trick in the book.

"Please Sasha let me come in and tinkle! You gave me all that coffee. Please?!" I pleaded doing a funny pee dance. She can't resist this. There's no way. "Please!"

"Okay fine. You can come in but don't touch anything." She warned looking back at me as we started in to the building.

"Does that include you?" I smiled. She didn't look back at me. Damn it. She let out a growl before continuing into the elevator up to the third floor. Room 3K.

"Come on. I don't think anyone is home." She mumbled, unlocking the door and opening it. Perfect. Now my search begins.

"Bathroom?"

"First door on the right." She nodded in the direction I needed to go. Listening I found the bathroom. Going in it's fairly messy. I mean for three females I'd expect the counter to be covered in different makeup and hair care products. Exactly what i'm looking at. It smells so nice in here though. Like berries. After doing my business I exited the room and looked to my left then to the right. The last door on the right. The lights are on. My Sasha must be there. Going over my Sasha is in there. She's changing her clothes. I know I shouldn't peep but she's my girlfriend, almost, so it's ok. I can't help myself. Going in I wrapped my arms around her from behind. She immediately jumped. But I had a good grip. I then nestled my head in her shoulder. She smells like food and grease. We gotta get her out of that diner ASAP. I dislike this smell. But it's my Sasha so it's okay.

"I'm gonna head out in a bit."

"Dani I-" I placed a soft kiss on her neck making her freeze and basically melt in my arms for a moment.

"You've got supple skin." I purred using my hands to rub her stomach. She's only wearing a bra and some baggy sweatpants right now. She's even cute from the back.

"Thank you?" With this she looked at me with a questioning look. So adorable.

"Do you work tomorrow?" Please say no.

"Eight to four again." She spoke going back to typing on her phone. Hmm she's texting her roommates letting them know she's home. I can drive her to work before work. I'll be a few minutes late to work though. It'd be rude for me to leave in the morning and not offer my girl a ride.

"You got a gig tonight?" No she doesn't. I've made it my priority to know exactly where she's gonna play every night she goes to play. When your father is an important man you get connections like that. But then again she frequents the same bars and coffee shops.

"No, thankfully not. Means I get to have a nap today. I'm running off of coffee fumes at this point. She smiled pulling away from me to go over to her dresser I assume. Judging by the two beds in here and the second dresser, she must share a room with one of her friends. This is too cramped. Not sure which one but that's okay. She'll be spending a lot of time at my place from here on out anyway.

"Damn I told all my friends I was going to see the cute singer down at Dad's." I pouted making her chuckle and pull on a tiny blue tank top.

"Well I only play there Tuesdays, and Thursdays. You of all people should know that. You go there every time I'm there." She smiled looking at me. Mmm she's got a beautiful smile. I wanna kiss her again. No. No. Not yet. Stop it Dan. She'll be yours.

"Well I don't know your whole life's schedule." I only know she typically works mornings at the diner during the week, and on the weekends she works afternoons at the corner store nearby the church her mother and brother go to. I like to imagine that my Sasha used to go there too but since she is grown and has her jobs she hasn't the time to go. But if I'm being realistic I think the reason she doesn't go is because of the way she blushes at me whenever I just smile at her. Note to self, smile at our Sasha more often.

"Well you always show up when I'm on stage so I imagine you know a good portion of it." I just call the places, tell them who I am and they either say yes she's performing there or no she's not. If she's not they tell me when the next time she is and I make note. It's unnecessary when I can just ask her but I like the idea of her thinking it's a coincidence I conveniently always show up when she's performing. Whatever it takes to get my Sasha.

"Now that's just pure luck. It's a small town and I like to switch it up where I get my cosmopolitans. And every time I do, you show up. If anything you need to stop stalking me."

"I have better things to do than follow you around all day." She only ever goes to work, her gigs, and her mother's house. She has the time.

"Sure you do. How do I know you're not hiding a four leaf clover and harvesting it's power to summon leprechauns to follow me around?" I asked putting my hands on my hips. That got her to giggle and shake her head walking over to me.

"You have a very active imagination because I'm not Irish. Pretty sure you have to be Irish to use the power of a four leaf clover. I don't even know anybody who's Irish."

"You've got the height right all you need is a box of Lucky charms and a bolo hat." I grinned making her scoff. It's funny because she's shorter than me.

"That's so rude." I just laughed and pulled her in close to me. She didn't protest it. She just put her hands on my chest looking up at me with the cutest look in her eyes. I wanna kiss her. "I'm gonna make out with you now okay? Don't poof me into a donkey." I grinned getting her to hit my chest.

"Fuck you." Yes ma'am. With that I leaned down and kissed her. This time was better. This time I didn't pull away too fast. This time we both stayed put. I eventually stuck my tongue in her mouth. God she tastes so sweet. No wonder everything she says or sings taste good to the ears. Pulling her tighter to me she decided to bite my lip.

"Hmm so you're a biter?" She grinned and pulled me back in for a kiss. Good to know she's falling for me. She bit my tongue and lip several times after this. It didn't deter me. Made me want her more. We stayed kissing until we were both breathless. "You sure you don't possess some kind of magical power because I swear I was just with Lucy in the sky stealing diamonds as we floated over strawberry fields." That one got her to laugh and push me away from her. I didn't expect her to know or get this joke. But she did. I'm not surprised. She's my sexy ass musician girlfriend. Of course she knows. She's mine.

"I thought you had to be somewhere?" She asked turning off the light and leaving the room. I'll follow her anywhere. The only place I have to be is here. Here with her.

"I do. But me hungry." I pouted with puppy eyes as we walked into the kitchen.

"You just had spaghetti."

"That I was eating for an hour! Took so long to eat it I got hungry while eating it." She let out a chuckle before beginning to unpack all the bags of snacks we got. She seems to like Rice Krispie treats the most being she got five of them. Along with jelly krimpets. Oh and gummy worms. She got a pack of those, the sour kind. But the star was ramen noodles and cup of noodles. All snacks below my worth. I've never had to once consume such low quality food. It's always fresh meals made every day by Ashanti, my dad's personal chef. I caught them fucking in the beach house one night. That's why I have his convertible BMW and his walk in closet. Daddy's little girl. So long as mommy never finds out. Let's just hope he never goes in the shed when the gardener is over.

"Well we don't have much to eat but I think there's some leftover Chinese in there if you want it. Or maybe some ramen?" She asked unsurely. I need to find an excuse. Anything at all.

"May I?" I ask pointing to the fridge.

"Go for it." Sweet. Opening it there's honestly close to nothing in here. Some yogurt, some lunchmeat, a pitcher of juice, the Chinese, a small thing of eggs, some raw chicken wings, and what looks like a Kraft single cheese. Damn it. Nothing useful here. I did however grab out the Chinese food and place it on the counter. Please be something in here useful to me. "It's pork lo mein, I thinks some stir fry and-" An egg roll! This'll work out perfectly. I can cut it and accidentally cut myself.. wait no I need both my hands. Band-aids will get in the way. Damnit! "You can have it if you want it." I'll eat whatever she gives me. I'll swallow everything she offers.

"But what are you gonna eat?" She smiled and held up a pack of ramen. She's star of the Summer quality. She's gonna love me.

"Ramen! The key is to add some frozen dumplings or veggies into it that way it's not so boring." She then moved past me and pulled out a bag of frozen dumplings from the freezer. "Thank you mom for shopping at BJ's. Babe.. Dani do you like dumplings?" She called me babe! Ugh I can get used to that... And I'm used to it.

"Eh they're okay."

"Well good. More for me." She sang pulling out a medium pot and filling it with water. She then set it on the stove and turned it on.

"She likes dumplings. Noted." I mumbled. She heard me then gave me a weird look. "So I know what to buy you on your lunch tomorrow."

"You better not or I'll kill you." Sounds like a fun time.

"That's fine as long as you eat them afterwards."

"No I'm just gonna stuff them in your mouth. Make it look like you died trying to eat them all at the same time." She's willing to put her fingers in my mouth while I'm dead. That's hot.

"That's so rude." She shrugged and stuck her tongue out at me as she walked past me.

"Don't buy me dumplings tomorrow then. Watch my water." With that she went into the bathroom. Once she closed the door I immediately began going through the cabinets searching for anything that can give me a ticket. There's not much in here but boxes of rice, coffee, dry pasta, a crap ton of sugary snacks, and in one of them a moth. I spotted pancake mix so maybe she'll make me some in the morning. Of course that isn't likely right now. I need an excuse to stay or no cakes or pancakes for Danielle. It wasn't until I found a cup that it hit me. Perfect timing because I heard the toilet flush. Quickly now kid! Going to the fridge I grabbed out the pitcher of juice and poured some in the cup and a good amount on the floor. Made sure to pour it on my shirt and shoes too. Thankfully I wore a pastel purple shirt. The juice is dark purple. Perfect! She wouldn't send me home looking like this.

"WELL FUCK ME!" I yelled out as loud as I could turning to face the direction of the bathroom.

"Dani?!" I heard callback.

"Damnit! Damnit! Damnit! Damnit! Damnit! Damnit!" I began murmuring to myself as I began to frantically clean up the mess with a sponge I found in the sink. It's a rather old sponge so it's just spreading the juice around. Even better.

"What happened?" Looking up my Sasha appeared and came towards me. "You okay?"

"Fuck Sash I'm so s-sorry! I was trying to p-p-pour you some juice b-but I tripped and it w-went everywhere." I teared up and began crying. Tears always work. She just knealt down and cupped my cheeks. She then placed a kiss on my lips. Fuck her lips are so soft. In fact I think she put some chapstick on while in the bathroom. Very much appreciated.

"Hey?! Calm down. Didn't your parents teach you not to cry over spilled milk?"

"It's juice." I pouted wiping my eyes." She grinned and kissed me again.

"Awe baby how'd you get it all over yourself? Look at you. You're a mess" She then stood up taking me with her.

"I'm sorry. It was an accident." She smiled and giggled.

"You have the most obnoxious puppy eyes ever. How can I stay mad at you when the whole Atlantic Ocean is staring back at me?" I just stared at her. "Ugh come on you can borrow some of my clothes." She then took my hand and began to lead me out the kitchen. To really stitch it into place I made myself slip in a puddle and faceplant pretty hard. Hope I have a nosebleed.

"Ahh!" Thankfully only I went down. However I'm now being laughed at.

"Are you kidding me?! How Dani?! How?! Hahaha! You clutz." She chuckled picking me up.

"Oh now you're never gonna go out with me." I whined tearing up again. I'm trying to look embarrassed yet sad at the same time.

"You don't know what I want." She spoke looking back at me before laughing again.

"Stahp! I'm going home!" I then began to pull away. She didn't let me go. Baited, hooked, and caught.

"No. Let me clean you up first. I feel bad for laughing at you now. Come on let's get you into some new clothes." From there she gave me a new set of clothes. She even let me wear a pair of her fuzzy socks. It's official now. She then kicked me out the kitchen while she cleaned up the mess and cooked us some food. Girl, dinner, and dessert are all secured for the night... forever. Mission accomplished. Good game Dani. Good game. Eventually she finished cooking us dinner. We both had ramen. Hers with the dumplings, mine without. She even garnished our ramen with half an egg roll each. My favorite part is she put the lo mein on one plate and stuck one fork in it. That meant us having to share it. Shes so sweet. She allowed me to feed her the lo mein like a baby. My Sasha baby. Once we finished eating we both ended up on the couch. I made sure to make quick work of my food so I'd be able to lay first. That left her no choice but to lay on me. And lay on me she did. At some point during this move or show or whatever she got bold. She started to blow on my face.

"Can you not? You're breath smells terrible and I'm starting to get queasy."

"Oh yeah?! Does it?" She then started to heavily breathe in my face.

"Stop weirdo?!" I yelled out trying to push her away.

"Well you're a weirdo too." Too bad she's only joking because it's true.

"Not true!" She then started to try and hit me. But I still have her arms so I was able to stop her from doing so. Small, determined, and very strong for her size.

"Yes it is!"

"Says who!?"

"Me bitch!" The then slipped my grip and playfully smacked me. I was easily able to restrain it once more a moment later.

"Awe! I said I was sorry!" I whined. "You better stop."

"Or what?" Her other hand then slipped my grasp and she smacked me again. Sorry love

"This!" Shes strong. But not stronger than me. Taking a deep breath I let it go thrusting her off. Used my whole body. Sent her completely to the floor. She had a bit of hang time. Note to self, keep working out. The moment I tossed her I went after her. She landed and then I was right there on top of her. Dummy hit her head on the floor. Made a big thud too.

"Owe!" She whined holding her head. Awe she's such a spaz. I love her. "What's your problem?!" She cried out making me smile. She's adorable. I grabbed a pillow and placed it behind her head. "Hurts. Get off me!" How can one resist. Those big brown eyes. Enchanting. Then suddenly I'm going in to kiss her. Completely caught her by surprise. She jumped, but when she realized it was just me... she completely relaxed. Perfect. Naturally I moved off her to the side of her allowing me to be laying above her. This way I can stretch over her. Keeping seventy five percent of my body on top of her. On her. Feeling her. She's warm keeping me warm. Let's make more heat.

"I'm sorry girly. I didn't mean to hurt you. It's just you tested me and I-" She kissed me. Affective way to silence me. She even wrapped her arms around my neck. Pulling me down into her. Yeah this spot is marked by me. Danielle Summer. "I'm so-" She kissed me again. Nibbling on my lip as she did. I can tell now, I'm gonna be covered in bite marks. Everyone will know who her person is. Me! I'm her person and she will see it too once I'm done.

"Make my head feel better." She whined. How can I say no?

"Yes darling."

Present

Yes. Such a fine night that was. I have to admit now. Secretly it is my favorite moment between us both. You know before our wedding of course. I just can't believe my Sasha didn't come back to me. She promised she'd love me forever and she lied to me.. again. I know I have unorthodox ways. But I was good and honest to her. I should never have let her go anywhere alone. If it's truly meant to be mine it'd come back. She was supposed to come back. Sasha was supposed to come back to me. I let her go in hopes she'd come back. Come back baby. Instead she's off fucking that stupid peppy leprechaun. How could she run off on me? How could she run off on us? She let the gold make her feel like some sort of goddess. And when I found her laying down with some random.. What good is a jewel if the jewel isn't still precious? My Sasha is my favorite jewel on my cross. I guess it was wrong of me to set my demons free. That girl deserved better but sadly she met her doom. Me. She only saw Sasha's beauty and ended up with a serpent in her bed. She reached ecstasy then met her doom. Learnt a valuable lesson, she did.

She's going to come back to our pyramid. The throne of my queen is empty. My queen was stolen from me right out from under my legions view. They've taken my Cleopatra and I'm going to get her back. My black queen Cleopatra. Bad dreams about my beautiful Cleopatra. Every night. Either the queen will come home or doom shall begin to loom. Waiting for the perfect time to strike. I know what it is. It's the hair. My hair. Maybe she'd come home if my hair was red too. I'd go orange but I'd rather be my own color. Just bring her back to me.

"Hey Siri?" I asked into my phone. "Remind me to make a hair appointment for a trim and color." She did as I asked. Admiring my blonde hair in the mirror once more. I'm gonna miss being a blonde. It'll only be momentary. Just until I get what I want.

Alright now to convince my serpent to help me help my queen and her lover be together no more. I left the bathroom. Returned back to the table. I liked this. She hasn't really touched her food. How respectful. "All good?"

"I will be once I have my Sasha back." I spoke simply. I have no real desire to conversate anymore today with her. Yeah I got go home. I'm upset. My Sasha is really off loving some other woman. And it sucks because I know she's loving her with that beautiful body. I just know it. Her soft delicious mocha skin. The fact that... that some foreigner is holding my Sasha in her arms so tight at night. The pure idea of my Sasha not thinking of me. But some random bitch she found during a business call. It tears me up inside. She was mine first. Business call. Business. Fuck my Sasha is so fucking smart! If you force someone into business with you, they can't escape you. It's so simple now. I gotta shoot my shot and hope it lands. I need to get back home to my chalkboard.

"Well what do you suppose we do to achieve that?" That's for me to know and her to find out as we go.

"Easy. First you give me your phone so I can put my number in." I instructed putting my hand out for her to give me her phone. She didn't hesitate. Taking it I went through to her messages and her most recent message was to Rebecca herself. Perfect. Looking at the messages nothing too interesting. What I really want is her phone number so that I have it for when I need it. Taking out my phone I wrote down Rebecca's number into my phone. I then went back to her contacts and put my business phone number in it. It's not my business number. I have three phones. One for personal. One for work. And the third is disposable. Once I get what I want I'm gonna toss it in the river. But at the same time if something goes awry and it all falls apart I can easily wash my hands of this. I don't know this Alicia. I've never know a word of this plan she made up to break them up. I think Becky and The Boss are.. so cute together.

"Should I keep tabs on them?"

"No." I murmured finishing up putting my contact into her phone. That's my job and I'm doing one helluva job if it's got me this far. "You just get as close as you can to Rebecca." I spoke handing her phone back. "You become her best friend and learn as much as you can about her relationship with my Sasha. You are the inside man." I then ate a little bit of my salad. It's not the greatest salad. It's okay. I'd rather not take it to go. Iyar however go.

"Do I just text you-"

"Absolutely not. I'll contact you when we need to talk." I then began to dig through my bag for some cash. All I've got is a twenty. That aught to cover my salad and tip. I then placed the bill on the table. "Do you understand your part in this all?" I asked. I must always remember no matter how simple the task, some people are just plan stupid. I've failed too many times at getting my Sasha back that I HAVE to succeed this time. I refuse to have a game piece ruin everything for me again.

"Become Becks best friend. Discover what I can and report back to you." Good girl.

"Perfect." With that I finished off my mimosa and ate a cube of apple off my plate. Grabbing my purse I stood up.

"Wait you're leaving?"

"I must go re-work my agenda. I'll text you if anything chances. Until then take care and remember we never had this lunch together." I then placed a small kiss on her cheek. "Au revoir." Then I left. Now to go and get some decent food.


So did I do a good job? Did every conversation with her involved just change drastically? It did for me. Like now you have no choice but to think of how calculated every move Dani took was. Every word every conversation all taken account for beforehand. And I wanna say im surprised about Alicia but lets face it none of us are. But hey, you do anything for clout.. or Becky apparently. I can honestly say I enjoy this chapter. For the longest time this chapter had a different ending to it. It wasn't very pretty the way this one was. I changed it because I felt like this wasn't the time for it. So it sat for so long until I finally figured out what the hell I needed to do and this is what presented itself to me(this happened like a week ago). I like to think I've got this all sorted out but I honestly dont. But we gonna roll with it and hope ever turns out perfectly... or good enough for this story and the Joz standard. Anywhore I hope you all are doing well and are doing okay during this shitty time in the world. But mostly to my friends in the US... We're really going through it this year and its shown the true colors of a lot of people and oUr GoVeRnMeNt. I hope this helped keep your mind occupied for a little bit. Hope you let Danielle sit on your mind for a while. I mean now we know that maybe Sasha wasn't wrong in cheating on Dani. A psychopath would never admit to being crazy. So what is she planning? And Alicia totally fucked up so hows that gonna be taken to about it? ~Joz #BlackLivesMatter #ICantBreathe #BreonnaTaylor #fuckitup