Hey guys, there you go for another chapter. It isn't much, but I want to give you some sweet loving time between Spencer and Emily before diving right back into the -A business.
Thanks again to siophiefandom for your review.
Chapter 46: Hold on forever
Spencer's POV
I lock the door behind Aria. A part of me wants to follow her, but I feel like she needs to be alone to process everything. She looks like nothing is making her feel anything anymore, but I know that as soon as she will let herself feel it'll be overwhelming. I walk back to the table where Emily and Hanna are still moving food around their plate. They didn't eat much, but I don't think they'll eat any more than that. They don't eat a lot normally, so even less now. I sit down at the counter and take a long gulp of my coffee trying to feel alive again.
"She's gone?" Hanna asks in a small voice.
"She said she would be back." I reply as I look at Emily unsure of what to say next.
"Are you okay, Han?" Emily questions her.
"I screwed up so bad, Em. I wish I could turn back time and do it all over again. I just wanted to protect you, girls, but I'm the one who hurt you." Hanna confesses as she starts sobbing again.
Emily wraps her arms around her and I know that for her all is forgiven. I'm not sure where I stand though. I'm still so mad at her, we had decided to act together to bring -A down. But I can't help but feel like Hanna was completely manipulated by -A and is just another victim.
"Hanna, please calm down." I say calmly as I put my hand on her arm. "We'll figure it out. We know you meant well."
"I don't think that Aria does." Hanna says between sobs.
"She does, honey, but she's still hurt. You'll need to give her time and prove to her that you can be trusted again." I tell her sweetly.
"I hope you're right."
"When is Spencer not right?" Emily questions making us all laugh.
"Would it be okay if I just go lie down a little longer?" Hanna asks when we stop laughing.
"Yeah of course, make yourself at home." I reply.
Hanna smiles at me shyly and go back to my bedroom. I grab Emily's hand and bring her with me back to the couch.
"I love you, Spence." Emily says as she lies across the couch with her head resting in my lap.
"I love you too, but where is that coming from?" I ask her knowing that there is a reason behind those words right now.
"It's just that seeing you with our friends really amazes me. You are just so perfect." Emily says as she looks up at me with loving eyes.
"I don't know about perfect, but I try to do my best. Plus, if there's someone perfect here, it's definitely you." I smile down at her.
"I don't feel good saying that, but I wish Hanna wasn't lying in your bed right now because I definitely know how I would rather use it." Emily confesses with bedroom eyes.
"God, Em, don't say things like that." I say as I bite down on my lip, trying to focus on something other than her perfect lips.
"Why not?" She teases me as she sits up so we are face to face.
"Because I can't do anything about it." I warn her.
"Who says you can't?" My girlfriend asks me innocently.
"Hanna is upstairs."
"I can be silent."
"As if."
Emily crashes her lips with mines. We had grown closer while talking and I guess that, like me, she couldn't control herself anymore. She lifts herself off the couch a little while kissing me and she sits back down straddling me, this time. I put my hands behind her thighs, bringing her closer to me. She wraps her hands behind my neck as she deepens the kiss with her tongue.
"I never thought I could corrupt sweet little Emily." I say as I pull back a little, unable to keep that comment to myself.
"What do you mean?" Emily asks with uncertainty.
"I never thought you would be as horny as I am and want to have sex that much." I confess.
"Well, I can live without it." Emily says as she starts to lift herself off me.
"Don't you dare" I growl as I pull her back to me and crash my lips back with hers.
I feel her smile against my lips and I push my tongue in her mouth to wipe the smirk that is adorning her face. She moans softly and I feel proud as my tongue plays with hers. She moves her hands from my neck and brings them to the hem of my shirt, between our bodies. She slowly slides them under my shirt and leaves feather light touches there, making me shiver with need and anticipation. She moves them upwards and I can feel her index fingers on the underside of my boobs. I softly moan. I know right there that as much as I pretend to be in control all the time, Emily is definitely the one in control when it comes to sex. And I don't mind one bit giving up my control to her. She acts so innocent all the time, but god does she knows what she is doing with and to my body.
She breaks the kiss and kisses her way to my neck, finding my pulse point immediately. She softly bites down on it and it makes my hips buck up into her. She then sucks lightly at first, but she intensifies her action and I know that she will leave a mark.
"You're mine, Spence. I want everyone to know that your perfect body is my playground. I want sex all the time because it's with you. It's not about sex, it's about loving you." Emily says in my ear as her hands finally go under my bra and wrap themselves on my boobs.
"Oh god." I moan as I lay my head against the back of the couch, coming slowly undone under her touches, but mostly because of her words.
She starts to play with my nipples, rolling them between her fingers. I can feel tingling shoot right to my core. Wetness is most certainly already soaking my panties. I love everything about that girl, from her body to her mind to her heart. She makes me horny all the time because I know that I am the only one she shows that side of herself to. Of course the sex is amazing. But it is so much more than that. I had sex before, but it's nothing compare to that. Now, I understand what it means to make love. Emily slides one of her hands from under my bra and brings it to the waistband of my pants. I suck in a breath, already aroused by what is coming. She looks deep into my eyes, probably making sure that I want what's about to come as much as she does.
I simply engage her in another kiss as an answer. Her hand goes in my panties as she reciprocates the kiss. It is extremely hard to kiss her while her fingers are traveling south and her index finger reaches my clitoris. I'm not sure if what I'm doing can even be call kissing anymore. She bites down on my bottom lip as she presses down on my clit, making me buck my hips and moan at the same time. I'm ashamed to say that it won't take me long to come undone, but who wouldn't with a girl as sexy as Emily. She slides her tongue on my bitten lip to sooth it and it's an amazing feeling.
"Em, I need more⦠Please." I beg as I lay my head in her neck, unable to keep kissing her with the way she's teasing my body.
"Open your legs wider." She instructs me as she moves her legs to give me room to obey.
As soon as she has more space, she slides a finger to my opening, slowly circling it. I buck my hips again, indicating that I don't want to be teased. Emily slides one finger into my vagina and I moan softly at the feeling of being stretched and full. She moves her finger slowly, giving me time to adjust. Once her finger is all the way inside of me though she starts to slide it in and out at a rapid pace. When I start to moan more and more, she adds a second finger and then a third. With the hand that is still on my breast, she circles my nipple as I'm sure she would do with my clit if we were in another position.
"You feel so good, Spence." She moans in my ear, never slowing down her movement. "You make me so wet."
I moan again. I am so impossibly close to an orgasm.
"Cum for me, baby." She says as she bites lightly on my ear.
"Oh fuck." I let out as I begin to see stars and I can feel myself tighten around Emily's fingers.
"You're mine, baby. I got you. Let go. I got you. Your pussy feels amazing around my fingers."
Emily helps me ride out my orgasm as much with her fingers than her words. I let out a breath I had not realise I was holding as I come down from my high. Emily slides her fingers out of me and out of my panties. She's about to get up, probably to go wash her hands, but I stop her in her movement. I grab her wrist. I look her in the eyes, trying to think about what I want to do next. I can see lust and love in them and I finally make my mind. I drag her hand towards my mouth and she looks at me confused. I open my mouth and wrap my lips around her fingers, tasting myself. She moans as she feels my tongue lick her fingers. She looks at me with eyes that tell me she's becoming even more wet. I use the fact that she is distracted by my tongue to slide my hand in her pants. My breath catches in my throat as my fingers are met with so much wetness and heat.
"Oh my god! My eyes!" Hanna says as she comes down the stairs and stops her descent.
My eyes lock with hers before she turns around and I can feel them widen in shock. Emily didn't see Hanna, but as she heard her, she takes her fingers out of my mouth and get off me faster than ever before.
"Oh my god, Han. I'm so sorry." She apologies as she leaves for the bathroom.
"Is the coast clear?" Hanna asks with her back still toward me. "I didn't mean to interrupt. I just couldn't sleep."
"Yeah, it is." I simply answer and she turns back toward me. "I'll go clean myself up and change my clothes." I mumble as I walk past Hanna to go to my room.
"Don't clean yourself the way you cleaned Em's fingers." Hanna screams over her shoulder making me blush even more if it's possible.
I want to give back a retort, but I know it's not even worth it. At least I got to cum before she interrupted us. Poor Em.
If you have suggestions about what you want to read next, I'm open to them. For those of you who asked for Hanna and Aria to be together, don't lose hope yet.
The title is a song from Rob Thomas.
