Loving You.

Trevor helped Olivia put the twins down for an afternoon nap, both of them happy that the little ones went down without a fight. They watched their babies sleep for a few short minutes, admiring their beauty.

Olivia followed Trevor out of the room and smirked "I never thought we'd end up together... When we moved to Carolina I was too scared to even speak to you because I thought you would be an asshole. I'm glad this all happened though."

He took hold of her hand "honey I'm glad it happened too... I'd get shot again if meant we would end up like this"

She let out a laugh, shaking her head while leading him into their bedroom, she stepped closer to him, her face close to his "Trev you never have to do anything to get me, I'm all yours already baby"

She closed the space between their lips, her arms moving to wrap around his shoulders. She backed him up until they were up against the foot of the bed and pushed him back after breaking their kiss. She smiled down at him while undoing the buttons on her blouse, his eyes focused on her breast that was getting fuller with each day. She had the tiniest bump at her stomach and he found it more attractive than her having a flat stomach, he always thought she looked gorgeous but her being pregnant always added to that.

His eyes drank her in, as she slipped out of the blouse, now standing in her bra, she watched him scoot up the bed before crawling toward him. There was nothing sexier than having him undress her, she wanted his hands on her skin more than anything.

He could see that she wanted to be touched and he did not need to be asked, he reached for her, gently pinning her down beneath him. He pressed his lips to her neck, kissing at the spot he knew drove her insane while his hands worked on undoing her bra. She arched her back, her fingers fumbling with the hem of his shirt, trying to tug it off.

She groaned when he moved away from her skin so that she could remove the sweater, it came off within seconds and her hands staring to run up his now exposed skin.

Within seconds they were both naked and making love, their body's rocking in rhythm with one another. Trevor's hands gripped her hips as he ground into her in a steady rhythm. One of her hands were tangled in his hair while the other was dragged up and down his back in a steady motion, her nails digging into his skin whenever he hit a sensitive spot.

The only sounds that was heard was their moans and groans and the sound of skin slapping together. They were in their own little bubble, enjoying each other's bodies. This was the first time in months that they made love like this, so passionately, with so much need.

It was as if no one else existed or mattered as they continued their tender love making, both of them eagerly awaiting the spectacular end they knew they would reach anytime soon. Trevor's lips were firmly attached to Olivia's neck and his fingers trailing up her body, to her sensitive breasts.

She gasped and threw her head back in the thrills of passion. She bit her lip to hold back the scream that threatened to rip out of her throat.

Trevor pressed his lips to hers to muffle the scream he knew she was about to let out. Swallowing her screams with his kiss as they both came undone.

She wrapped her arms around his shoulders and let out a heavy breath "I love you"

"I love you too Liv. I'm so happy that you got your memory back" he pressed a kiss to the side of her head, "I thought you we would be stuck like this forever. I thought you would get sick of trying to remember me and leave eventually to be with Elliot"

She sighed "Trevor I would never do that. I love you, I mean it when I say it. I don't want anybody else, you have been nothing but amazing and loving to me. You took time off and did everything you could to help me remember, so why would I walk away and let you go just like that."

"You're right, I'm sorry for being so jealous and inse-" he started.

She cut him off by pressing her lips to his and pushing him onto his back "shh, don't talk, just touch me" she whispered.

His hand trailed up the side of her body and he watched as she arched her back "your wish is my command."

...

Olivia sat on the ground, keeping an eye on the twins who were playing with their toys and crawling about, she had a cushion beneath her and one hand rested on her tiny bump while the other held her phone to her ear. She listened as Alex, Casey and Eva filled her in on what they've been up to over the last week.

A week had passed and Olivia had fallen into a great routine with Trevor, the babies and even with Alicia. They had gotten to know each other a bit better and Alicia was actually a nice person, Olivia found her company pleasant. Bethany still didn't like Olivia and she didn't try to hide it, she made it very clear and dismissed everything Olivia said.

Olivia was irritated by her but refused to let her stress her out, especially since she was pregnant, she didn't want any complications. So she simply ignored Bethany and focused on everyone but her, not paying her any mind.

"So Trevor said that your memory is back and that you remember everything, what's it like?" Eva asked over the phone.

Olivia pursed her lips "about that..." she looked around, checking that Trevor wasn't in earshot "I may have lied."

"YOU WHAT?!" Casey Shrieked

"Look Trevor was feeling insecure and jealous about the whole Elliot situation and I was tired of him trying to get my memory back, so I decided to tell him that I remember everything." she sighed "I remember a lot, but the reason I didn't want the baby is still a blur to me."

Alex let out a breath "Liv do you really think its a good idea to lie to him about this?"

She shrugged "I'm doing it for him, I hate not remembering but I don't think my memory is ever going to come back completely. So instead of constantly pondering on that, I just want to move forward, focus on us and the kids."

"What if he finds out?" Eva asked.

"I'll handle it, he's so happy right now, he hasn't stopped smiling since I told him and I don't want to take that away from him, I've caused enough pain."

"that doesn't answer the question. What if he finds out and decides that he doesn't trust you anymore" Alex pipped up.

"I'm doing this for us, he will understand that."

Alex scoffed "no you're doing because it's easier to give up and stop trying to remember, it's easier for you that's why you're doing it."

"So what if I want to take the easy way out. Nobody is getting hurt!" she spat.

Trevor came down the stairs and stopped when he heard her speaking to someone, he stood silently and listened. Hearing only the last few snippets of her conversation.

"What about Elliot, what if you come back and Trevor leaves for Oregon, and you have a moment of weakness with Elliot? We all know you still love him." Alex arguing, trying to make Olivia see reason.

She scoffed "this has nothing to do with Elliot. I don't want him in any way, yes I love him but I love Trevor too. I don't want to lose him and I'm not going to put myself in a position to lose him. It's better this way, because I know Trevor would have gone to Oregon when we returned and he would have spent everyday wondering if I've chosen Elliot over him, this way he doesn't have to worry about that. He just needs to know that I love him and that I don't want anybody else." she sighed "a white lie won't hurt him, I'm doing this to put his mind at ease, I'm doing this for Trevor."

"So you promise that coming back here and seeing Elliot while Trevor is gone won't change things?" Casey asked, sounding nervous and doubtful.

"I can't promise that, but I can try to prevent it from happening. Plus I'll have the twins with me and you all, to keep me company and get my mind off him." she shrugged

Trevor came downstairs and gave her a tight lipped smile, he wasn't sure what he had just overheard but he was pissed because it sounded like she was hiding things from him. He walked over to her and pressed a kiss to her forehead "I'm going out for a while, you want anything?"

She shook her head, placing her hand over her speaker "no thanks honey"

"I'll be back in the next hour, call me if you need anything." he said before straightening up.

Olivia frowned "Trevor, kiss me."

He leaned down again, gently pressing his lips to her own, he was about to pull away when he felt her nibbling on his bottom lip, begging for entrance into his mouth. As much as he wanted to get out of the house, he could not deny her, not when she was kissing him like this.

She pulled him down, forcing him to kneel in front of her while she claimed his lips. She had completely forgotten about the call she was on, she only had one thing on her mind and it was dragging him up to their bedroom.

Trevor groaned into her mouth, feeling his entire body reacting to their kiss, his hands instinctively started to travel down her body. He pulled her closer and allowed his tongue to explore her mouth, rubbing against her own and letting her know that he wanted the same thing she did.

Noah looked over at his parents and noticed the phone on the floor, he instantly crawled over and took hold of it. He pressed the phone to his ear, letting out a giggle when he heard the voices of the three women on the other end.

Alex heard the toddlers laughter and shook her head "Noah, where's your mother?"

"momma with dadda" he responded.

Casey smirked "are they close by?"

"uh huh" he nodded before crawling over to his parents.

Madison joined him and nudged her mother before stretching her arms out to her "up"

Olivia eased out of their intoxicating kiss and gave Trevor a sheepish smile "duty calls."

He let out a laugh before reaching for Noah "what are you doing with mom's phone?"

Noah shrugged before cuddling into his father's arms. Olivia reached for the phone and pressed it to her ear, hearing the three women laughing on the other end "did you three tell them to disturb us?"

"Yes because we weren't finished speaking to you. Trevor can wait" Alex teased.

Olivia let out a laugh "you three are horrible, you won't even give us a minute alone"

"I'm starting to see where the twins learnt it from" Trevor added while tickling Noah.

Olivia nodded "I'm sure they taught them." she put the phone on speaker before reaching for Madison's hand and placing it on her bump "I think I just felt the baby move" she gasped.

"is baby?" Maddie asked.

"yes princess, the baby is moving" Trevor smirked "well honey, you are around 21 weeks in so you should start to feel flutters" he smiled.

All three women cooed on the phone when they heard Olivia get choked up "aww honey, your baby is just letting you know that it's growing well in there"

She sniffed "I know... It's just, it felt so soft, like a little butterfly flutter"

He pressed a kiss to her forehead "they'll become more regular now and I can't wait."

"I'm not sure if it's hormones but I really love you and we need to put the twins to bed soon for their afternoon nap." she said with a mischievous grin.

Noah pouted "me not sleep"

Trevor let out a laugh "we'll see about that" he smirked "I'll take them for a walk while you relax a bit, that should knock them right out."

She shrugged while kissing Madison's cheeks "okay, but I'm joining you, because I'm getting cabin fever"

"Trevor she wanted to put the twins down because she's horny" Alex said with a loud clack of laughter.

"I am very much aware, and I do plan on helping her with that once we get back. I want her to get as much fresh air as possible because when we do return she won't be leaving our bedroom until tomorrow." he teased.

Olivia scoffed "that is wishful thinking, we have two kids that will go insane if we stay in our bedroom all day"

Casey smirked "and soon you'll be adding baby number three to the mix and that's going to be even more exhausting"

Eva let out a breath "Liv are you ready to have three little ones running around and driving you crazy?"

A massive smile tugged at her lips "I am ready, I can't wait"

Trevor let out a laugh "neither can I... I can already picture this baby looking like you"

"I hope it looks like you, you're so handsome" she smirked, reaching up for a kiss "I love you"

"I love you too babe" he whispered, closing the space between them.

"Hanging up now" Alex muttered when she heard the sound of kissing.


Okay so I'm going to start off by saying, I'm so sorry for the delay in updating. I've just started working again and it's been hectic trying to fall into a proper schedule.

I've been working from home but the amount of jobs I've had to finish left me in a bit of a mess. So this is the most I could write for a week, because it's been insanity. I will try my best to write some more and get it updated sooner next time.

Also a bit of a side note that has nothing to do with the book, I recently got engaged to my girlfriend. So that's a win and the celebrations did distract me just a little bit from writing.

Nevertheless I'm back and I decided to throw this little curve ball your way, hopefully you don't hate me too much.

Let me know what your thoughts are on this chapter, and leave some reviews. They always get me hyped to write the next chapter.