Four months later, Fitz sat in his therapist office staring out the window. He thought about Olivia and Karen everyday. He was failing as a husband and a dad. No matter how much his therapist tried to convince him otherwise. What kind of husband doesn't go home to his pregnant wife? What kind of dad isn't there for his child every day?

"Tell me something interesting about your day Fitz."

"I started packing my suitcases. I'm leaving today. I'm going home to be with Olivia and Karen, and the babies if they're here already."

"Is that what you want to do right now?"

"I've been ignoring my wife almost her entire pregnancy. I owe her that much. I don't even know if she'll talk to me."

"If she loves you, she'll understand why you had to leave for a few months."

"I didn't call her."

"You couldn't deal with your own emotions. Don't blame yourself for that."

"I took my wife shopping for a new wardrobe on the day they died. I didn't want to bother her with my problems. When I saw my ex-wife, something cracked inside of me. I didn't have that outlet anymore. I didn't want to stress out my pregnant wife."

"Fitz, you lost several family members in a boating accident. You didn't show any emotion. You were dealing with your wife's eating disorder. I think you need to be kinder to yourself."

"I'm happy I was able to be there for my grandma's 100th birthday. I never thought that that would be my last time being with my family in Scotland. How was I supposed to tell Olivia that I lost several family members in a freak boating accident while she was complaining about designer clothes? I couldn't call my ex-wife anymore, she has a new relationship. When Olivia came in the house smiling, I knew I needed to get away. My words hurt Olivia. I needed her to let me go for a week. I didn't plan on leaving for months."

"Go home and show kindness to yourself. I'm always a phone call away Fitz."

"Thank you."