Total Recall.

Trigger warning: mentions of rape and sexual assualt.

Two weeks later:

Olivia and Trevor had enjoyed their last week in North Carolina, spending as much time with family as possible. They returned after a week and were both sad that Trevor had to leave for Oregon soon. They spent the whole day together with the twins, not wanting to miss a second together.

The evening Trevor had to fly out, the twins were asleep so Mary and Eva kept an eye on them while Olivia, Alex and Casey drove him to the airport. Alex drove while Trevor and Olivia sat in the backseat, cuddled up and whispering sweet nothings into each others ears.

Olivia cried when Trevor had to leave, she hugged him tightly and gave him a massive kiss, not caring who saw them. They whispered their 'I love you's' before he finally left to board his flight. Olivia sobbed as she watched him leave, her body shaking as her tears fell, her hormones were definitely playing a role in her actions.

The girls managed to get her back home and were surprised to see how sad their friend was without Trevor. She got a call from him as soon as he landed and spoke to him for over an hour, already missing his presence around her. Trevor missed her too, ensuring that he called her as soon as he got to their house. It felt empty without her and the twins there, the silence was driving him insane.

It had been a week since he left and Olivia was still really sad about it, she was a lot more emotional than anybody expected her to be. Only smiling when the twins did something cute or when Trevor called, they spoke for hours.

Alex sat beside Olivia on the sofa and nudged her "are you okay Liv? You haven't said a word in the last hour."

She shrugged, running her hand over her bump "I miss Trevor, and the twins"

"The twins will be back soon honey" Eva said with a smile "they just went for a bit of fun in the park with Mary and Thomas. He hasn't seen them since you returned from Carolina"

Olivia scoffed "who's fault is that? He's the one that decided to act like a child and get angry at me for keeping a secret that I don't even remember even keeping. He's the one that refused to come by and spend time with the twins, he's been rejecting all of my calls so I gave up."

Casey sighed "he's just in shock. It's a big deal so he doesn't know how to handle it, give him time and he'll come around."

"whatever, he just pisses me off" she said with a frown, getting up from the sofa "I'm getting some ice-cream, do you girls want?"

Alex stood to her feet "come on I'll help you."

They made their way into the kitchen, both women moving to the freezer. Olivia opened it and smirked "Cookies and Cream, Trevor loves that flavour"

"I agree with him on that, it tastes amazing" Alex said with a laugh while reaching for the pint of cookies and cream ice-cream.

Olivia hit her hand away from it "that's the last one, I think I deserve it"

Alex laughed "fine, but only because you're pregnant and the baby is being named after me."

"That's wishful thinking, we don't have a name yet." she sighed "I have an appointment in two days and Trevor might not be here for it. They're going to try to find out the gender of the baby, I don't want to do that without him."

"we could always go with you,make it a girls trip" she offered, placing a hand Olivia's shoulder.

"Sure sounds great" she whispered, a sad look covering her face.

They made their way silently into the livingroom and handed the other two women pints of ice-cream with a spoon for each of them. Olivia sat down and cuddled up with one of the pillows, holding it close as she ate the ice cream.

She felt her tears escape her eyes and sniffled "I miss him so much"

Alex wrapped her arms around her friend "oh honey he'll be home soon, just another week and he'll be in your arms."

"we haven't spoken in two days because he's been having back to back meetings, the twins are constantly asking for him. They miss their dad and I miss my husband, these hormones are driving me insane and I can't sleep at night because my memories keep coming back. I've had four panic attacks in the last two days and I just need him here already" Olivia sobbed out.

Alex motioned for Casey to get a few tissues, she had never seen Olivia get this worked up. She was full out sobbing, her entire body shaking as her tears fell, they knew this would be difficult for her. She and Trevor had not been separated for longer than a few hours since the accident and suddenly she had to go two weeks without him. He was the person who always calmed her down and now he wasn't there with her.

Eva grabbed her phone and dialed Trevor's number, listening to it ring "he's not answering."

Olivia placed her hand on her bump and sobbed "the baby is t-thrashing"

"you need to calm down Liv" Alex whispered, rubbing her back in a soothing manner.

Casey handed her a few tissues "come on, let's go lie down for a bit, we'll help you into one of Trevor's shirts and try to call him again."

The three women helped her up to the main bedroom and helped her change into one of her husband's button down shirts, they then all cuddled up on the bed. Comforting her until her cries subsided into hiccups, her hand running over her bump in a soothing motion.

"Are you feeling a bit better?" Casey asked gently.

She sniffled "this smells like him" she whispered.

Eva wrapped her arms around her pregnant friend and pressed a kiss to the side of her head "get some sleep, we'll be right here, we'll wake you up if he calls back."

...

Alex sat down with a thud and let out a breath "her hormones are kicking her ass with this pregnancy."

"She never got worked up like when she was pregnant with the twins" Casey added, handing Alex a cup of coffee before settling down beside her.

Alex wrapped her arm around Casey and pressed a kiss to her lips "thanks babe"

"No problem" Casey said with a smile.

Eva sighed "ugh you two make me sick."

"Only because you're single" Casey teased.

"Yeah... I just can't wait till Trevor gets back so I can go back home and never see Thomas again." she said with a frown.

"You don't mean that" Alex said with a sigh "you love him"

"so what?" she scoffed "I love him, but he doesn't want to be with me. He left me just like that, without even doubting for a second, that's how little he felt for me."

"That's not true" Thomas said as he walked into the living room with two sleeping babies in his arms.

She looked up at him and swallowed hard "Thomas I-"

Thomas sighed "can you help me lay these two down please?" he asked.

She nodded, silently following him upstairs, she did a quick check on Olivia who was still asleep before walking into the nursary "how have you been?"

"Shit. Everything has been shit these last few weeks, I made a massive mistake. I love you Eva, I was just shocked at what I found out, I'm so sorry" he sighed, laying Noah down while Eva laid Madison down.

She covered the toddler with her blankets and sighed "you hurt me Thomas... You really made me feel like I was nothing to you, because of a secret that wasn't even mine to tell. There's nothing I could do about it, I had to respect Olivia's wishes."

"I know. I know because I wanted to tell her what it was, but I couldn't even look her in the eye, because I didn't want to make things worse. She was a mess before the accident and I didn't want to see her like that again. That's why I'm not going to say anything" he covered Noah and pressed a kiss to the little boy's forehead.

Eva sniffled, feeling herself get emotional "you have no idea how hard it's been for us, Case and I have been keeping this secret for so long because we respect Olivia. We want her to handle it on her own terms and we're not telling her because that might just make things worse."

"You're great friends, for having her back like this" he sighed, reaching for her hand "I'm so sorry Evangeline, for hurting you and making you feel unloved. I do love you, I have been miserable without you by my side, I miss you and I've been wanting to text you ever since I walked out. I made a massive mistake, I won't hold it against you if you can't forgive me." he said sincerely, running his thumb over the back of her hand.

She reached up and cupped his cheek "we can work through this" she whispered, pressing her lips to his "but you've got to promise that you won't just storm out when we have issues, that you'll actually try to work it out."

"I promise kitten" he whispered.

"good and also never call me on my full name again" she laughed before closing the space between them.

He wrapped his arms around her waist and smiled into their kiss "noted."

...

The pair came downstairs after a quick roll in the sheets in Eva's room, they both had flustered cheeks and massive smiles on their faces.

Olivia had woken up after a while and came downstairs, her nap had helped her calm down. She felt a lot better now and was actually talking to the girls without looking like she wanted to cry.

Trevor still hadn't called back but she figured he was busy and would call when he had a free minute. She missed him, but she wasn't feeling as lonely and lost as she did the afternoon, she was okay.

Alex and Casey smirked as they watched Eva and Thomas come downstairs with guilty looks on their faces. Alex raised an eyebrow at the pair "you two look cosy, I take you made up."

"You could say that" giggled Eva.

Olivia scoffed "honey go get yourself a glass of water, you're completely flustered."

Thomas sat down and gave Olivia a sheepish smile "I owe you an apology. I've been an ass to you over the last while, I'm so sorry"

She waved him off "Thomas its okay. You were clearly in shock, I'm okay as long as you're not hurting Eva."

He nodded "I'll try my best to keep her happy. I don't want to hurt her ever again."

"Now that's how a man should speak" Casey teased, tossing him a beer "on a brighter note, have you heard from your brother, we've been trying to contact him. His wife and kids miss him"

Thomas sighed "he spoke to me two days ago, said that he had a ton of meetings and hearings to attend. We spoke for about ten minutes before he had to leave to go to a court hearing, the witness was a bit reluctant to speak at first."

Olivia sighed "his baby has been going insane and keeping me up at night"

Thomas chuckled "so that little one is causing trouble already?"

"when Trevor is around the baby behaves" she said with a laugh.

Eva came back into the livingroom with her phone in her hand "speak of the devil, here he is" she teased handing her phone to Olivia.

Her face lit up instantly "hey stranger" she smiled.

He smiled widely at the sight of her "hi beautiful. I've missed you so much"

"I missed you too babe" she bit her lip "your beard is growing out... I like it"

He smirked "mm I was going to shave it off in the morning"

She shook her head "don't, it's hot. I want to see it when you get home"

"Okay babe. Where are the kids?" he asked, placing the phone up against the kitchen wall so he could talk to her while preparing his dinner.

"The twins are asleep and the baby has been kicking my ass. Why didn't you call?" she asked watching him move around the kitchen.

He sighed, tugging his t-shirt off "I have been insanely busy, I'm sorry for not calling honey. I got home at the craziest hours and just crashed or spent hours going over files."

She bit her lip when his naked torso came into view "are you trying to torture me?"

He furrowed his eyebrows "how would I be doing that?"

"Put on a shirt, you're driving me insane and you're not here so I don't want to get worked up." she sighed "when are you coming home?"

"Soon baby, and I would put on a shirt but it's damn hot in here. We should really look into getting air-conditioning, because it feels like a heatwave in this kitchen." he said with a laugh "are you wearing my shirt?"

She nodded "yeah, it smells like you, it helps me sleep." she sighed "when you say soon, how long does range to?"

He reached for the phone and shrugged "sometime in next week, maybe Thursday."

"But I miss you" she pouted "Thursday is so far"

"I miss you too Livia" he sighed "it's so hard to sleep without you in my arms."

She ran her hand over her bump "it's hard for me too"

Trevor was about to say something but stopped when he heard a knock on the door. He turned to her and scowled "give me a second baby, I just have to get the door. I'll be right back."

She nodded watching him move out of view, she could see the decor of their home and it was beautiful, minimal and exactly to her taste. She loved it.

Trevor saw Aiden at the door and let him in, knowing that he came by to pick up a few things that had been shipped to the wrong address. He led him into the living room and turned to him "it's upstairs, I'll get it real quick."

He nodded "sure man. Where's your wife?"

He motioned to the phone "she's on the call. Babe I'll be right back, I just need to get some things upstairs."

Olivia shrugged "no problem, I'll be here."

Aiden reached for the phone when Trevor left the living room and smirked "hi Olivia. Long time no see, you look beautiful."

She gasped when she saw him, the smug look on his face. She dropped the phone and burst into tears instantly, shocking everyone around her. She shook from head to toe and sobbed, gasping for air.

Casey, Alex and Eva rushed up to her while Thomas went upstairs when the twins started crying. Alex reached for the phone and scowled at him "where the hell is Trevor?"

He shrugged "he's upstairs, pass the phone back to Olivia"

She scoffed "screw you!"

Olivia sobbed "he-"

"Shh, I know, it's okay" Casey whispered, holding her close.

Trevor returned and heard the commotion on the phone, he handed Aiden the package and took the phone "Alex why is Olivia crying? What's going on?"

Alex sighed "she's just in shock, please get her to calm down"

She took the phone to Olivia and placed her hand on her shoulder "Liv, Trevor is here he wants to speak to you"

Olivia shook her head, her tears flowing "I remember..."

"What do you remember baby? Tell me" he asked gently, trying to remain as calm as possible.

"He raped me, that's why I wanted the abortion" she sobbed out "I thought it was his"


Oop. There it is. I hope y'all don't hate me too much, and also for the sake of my own sanity I'm not going into details about the rape scene.

Let me know what your thoughts are on this chapter. Reviews are always appreciated.