Uhm...I know you guys are probably getting annoyed by me...but I'm finally here to tell you guys what's been going on. In short...someone who I met on Wattpad contacted me for a oneshot request. I was like "Sure" and well...that requested story was both the PREGNANCY?! one and the only story on the 18+ version of this collection. And, you know, I thought he was cool, and for a while, he was. But, he started changing. He, despite saying he was only 15, got very very sexually aggressive. Aggressive is probably not the correct word to use, but sexually definitely is. I hated this of course, for various reasons.

1.) Yes, he was only technically 2 years younger than me but it still felt wrong for him to be talking to me like that.

2.) I have a boyfriend, a very loving one, that I'd never imagine ever cheating on.

3.) He was a random stranger that randomly requested for a sexual story (Which isn't nearly as bad but it was still something).

So, what did I do? I went along with it. I forced myself to be uncomfortable as he talked about overly sexual stuff. Why did I decide to do this? Well, he was technically a client. I didn't want him to go around spreading the word of how I'm a shitty person to work with, especially since one day I wanna open up commissions. So I just went along. By the time the story was done, I was in too big of a hole. That was also when he started to seem more pushy and aggressive (Again, probably not the best word but I'm kinda writing this in the moment so forgive me for the lack of good grammar or word choice).

He wouldn't take "no" as an answer for anything. He would say, "Oh, only do this if your comfortable," but he'll ask me to do it again. He would use his own thought process and/or family issues to bait me into staying...which worked. He eventually pushed me into a corner where I was then, practically, forced into showing him pictures of myself. One was of a simple shirtless pic...the other was a fully nude one, but I kept my privates hidden. I felt horrible, of course. I felt horrible because he was 15 (Again, only a two year difference but still), because I have a boyfriend, because he's a stranger...I felt horrible.

We lost contact for a few days, and for those few days I was relieved, I felt I could actually do what I wanted...but then he contacted me again, this time on this site...this was when things got worse. He got more pushy. Saying he wanted me to move in with him, saying he wanted to be my master. I hated all of it. He started to say things he seemingly meant as a joke but...part of me is scared he actually means it. He threatened that if I ever were to make him mad (Which, since I blocked him he's REALLY mad) that he would find me. That he would take me away from my friends, my family...my boyfriend. He said he would beat me to a point where I would be close to dying. I tried acting tough...I really did, and I feel like I did pretty well. But I'm not tough. Not in the slightest. Even just fucking writing about this is getting me scared, trembling and teary eyed. I don't want anything bad to happen to me. Nothing. He made me send picture of not just me of art even more questionable. I've had to see so much shit just so he could be somewhat pleased. He wants to take me to Armenia...he want's to have sex with me...he want's to harm me. I've since blocked him on everything...but somehow, while writing this...he contacted me again. He's mad. He's VERY mad. I know he's only 15...but I'm scared. I don't know what to do.

And you. I know you're reading this...you know who you are. I've told you I wasn't comfortable with things, but what did you do...you kept pushing and pushing and pushing. Although...I guess you can't take all the blame. Disappointing people is something I hate. I should've blocked you right on the spot...but I didn't. I should've done many things...but I didn't. I should've grown some balls and said "I won't show you this picture" Or "I won't show you this piece of art" but no. I didn't...I couldn't. I won't reveal who you are, but please...just know what you did to me wasn't right. Just know you made me block...and no matter how many times you will try to contact me. I have true friends, who would never put me under such pressure, such uncomfort. I am scared shitless, yes I am...but I have a few words for you. Fuck. You.

And to all the people who are just reading this...I apologize. I didn't want to tell people of this problem that I put myself in. But if you read all of that. Just know...I really am thankful for you guys. And if I suddenly drop off the face of the Earth...I just want to say one thing to you guys. You may not classify yourself as fans...hell, you probably don't even like me...but I'd happily call us a family. Heh...kinda sound like a youtuber right now. If that's the case, what should our family name be? I dunno...sorry, I'm just trying to be a bit lighthearted. And bout that 18+ collection...that was of course his idea. I don't know if I will do anything more with it, I don't know if I can bring myself to do anything with it. I'll leave it up, but don't be expecting any uploads for a while. From the bottom of my heart, from me to you guys...I love you all. And I apologize to have burdened you with my problem. Thank you, so very much.

Edit: I just received a message from him...I will be deleting his requested story and the 18+ collection. I apologize.