This whole chapter is a flashback from 3 years ago til the present time. This chapter is supposed to fill in the gaps. Between what happened to Laetitia 3 years ago on Nur and now. It might be too long but I wanted it to be in one chapter.

As you know, this is a fanfiction. I don't know if it can actually happen in the Star Wars universe, so please go easy on me :)

WARNING! This chapter may contain some violent scenes. It will basically be about Laetitia and what she went through when she was captured by the Empire after Nur. I did my best to not make it too detailed and too much, but this is how it turned out. So, if you have a problem with this chapter, I completely understand if you don't read it. You won't miss too much, and you can ask me any questions to explain if you don't read the chapter.

Blackit tamer: Thank you so much for the review! I really enjoy hearing your ideas! Yeah, I also think that I could have done more chapters in the Clone Wars era to show the affection between Laetitia and her Battalion. But I didn't think of that then, and now it's too late :( But there are some 'Clone' surprises I'm holding for the Battle of Endor and the sequels. I think you'll like them :) Um ... I don't wanna spoil too much, but Laetitia won't be pregnant with Arcann's baby (thank God!). I mean, she's gone through a lot in the 3 years she was 'dead', but no. I'm not that cruel to make her pregnant with that Palpatine's baby :D Anyway, I hope you'll like the new chapters I will be publishing. Welcome to our story!

Guys, don't worry. Laetitia is still ... intact until she isn't. I am not going to say anything ... forget about it. She will have her first time with Thexan. The one and only person she will ever sleep with (forced or unforced) is Thexan, thank God! Even I'm not that cruel to make her go through something like that ;D

Anyway, enjoy and don't forget to review!


Chapter 151

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Flashback of what happened after Nur, 3 years ago

Everything was black. The sound of water dripping filled the silence and was echoed everywhere.

Laetitia opened her eyes very slowly and numbly. She groaned softly as she tried to stay awake. She felt so tired and without energy as if she had never slept in her whole life. Her entire body was sore from pain.

Her breathing was hard and heavy as she tried so hard to focus and remember the last thing she did.

I saw Thexan and Ahsoka. I was walking to them when ... an Inquisitor sliced my heart in half!

She gasped in pain from the truth. She died. She was dead. She was supposed to be dead! What the hell happened?!

She tried to use the Force for some answers, but it wasn't there! She couldn't touch the Force because she didn't feel it. Ever since she was in her mother's womb, the Force had been a part of her. It was with her when she went through everything she did, even when Obi-wan had stripped her of it when she was on Tatooine.

But now, it was like it was completely gone. For the first time in her life, she felt absolutely and completely alone. It was the worst feeling she had ever felt, and that was saying a lot.

"Good. You're awake." She heard a voice say.

She was so shocked and deep in her own mind space that she didn't realize that she was tied up to an interrogation chair. She looked at the man in front of him.

"Make sure her restrains are tight." He ordered the black-armored Stormtrooper behind him.

A Shadowtrooper.

Leah tried to move but the restrains were too tight to even breathe. She could hardly do anything.

"What about her treatment, sir?"

"I've got it right here." The Commander said as he pulled out something.

Leah narrowed her eyes to try and see what it was through her blurry vision. It looked to be a needle, of some sort. The Commander waked slowly to her, ready to inject whatever the hell was in it. She didn't need to touch the Force to know that it was something bad, so she did the only thing she could do with her strength in her situation.

Butt-head the Commander as the man was trying to give her the shot.

He yelled in pain and touched his bloody nose. He dropped the needle on the floor. it was shattered into pieces and the serum in it was spread all over out on the floor. No one could use it anymore.

"That was not smart! ... Not to mention, completely unnecessary!" He grunted as he turned to the Shadowtrooper behind him.

"Go to the infirmary and get another vial."

"But sir, this was the last one. We will have to get more of it in the morning. The Ysalamirs out in the jungle are impossible to find in night."

Leah tried to get as much information as she could from what she heard. So, this place had an infirmary, wherever it was. And ... Ysalamirs were out there.

Ysalamir was a lizard-like creatures that had the ability to repel or drive away the Force. They created a bubble and as long as you were in it or near it, there was no difference between a Force-sensitive and a Non-Force-sensitive.

Great! I'm on Myrkr.

Leah tried to hide her disappointment. She found out where she was, but it couldn't be further away from the Rebel Base on Yavin! How the hell was she supposed to get back now.

That was the last question she had before the Commander knocked her out and everything went black.

"Trust me. You are going to wish you died on Nur."


Laetitia grunted softly as she opened her eyes and found herself in another room. She tried to grasp the situation she was in.

Captured by the Imperials with no one coming to her rescue because to everyone, she was dead. This could be one of the worst situations she had ever found herself into.

Nah! Could be worse.

"Don't you look freaky!" A male voice suddenly mused.

Leah froze but tried to act normal when she saw who it was. He had a huge metal mask on his face, but she would recognize a Palpatine anywhere any time. Especially the one she'd already beaten.

I was wrong. It definitely can.

"You're wondering how you're alive. That's what I would like to ask. How are you alive?"

"Arcann Palpatine." Leah stated. It was the words she said since she was awake from Nur.

"You remember me. Good. We don't have to catch up now. And Thexan told you who we are. We'll get into that later." He said as he stood up and got closer to Leah.

She did NOT need to touch the Force to feel the resentment he felt towards her. And for good reasons. She did blow him up. The metal piece covering more than half of his face and the cybernetic arm were more than enough signs.

"Okay. What do you want, Bam-bam?" She asked him with irritation.

Arcann scoffed in ridiculousness.

"What do I ...? Well, one can do some interesting things with a lightsaber, you know. I'll do my best to show them all to you if you'll cooperate by not passing out. That's what I want ... I'm not going to kill you. you're just gonna wish that I had. What I want … is to have my hand and face back." He hissed, his voice full of anger and hate.

Leah's face stayed still for a moment. She had no reaction to how he just threatened her. She would never break ... especially not in front of a Palpatine.

"Sorry, I was thinking about something else when you were talking. But don't bother repeating it. I don't really care."

"I'm going to make you pay for what you did to me."

"Look, you need someone to blame for what happened to you? Is that it? Or are you expecting an apology? Don't waste your breath 'cause you're not gonna get it. You were half responsible for what happened to my face. I thought it was only fair if I returned the favor. You wanna whine about how what happened to you wasn't fair? Go whine to your daddy because he was as just responsible in what happened to you as you were in what happened to me. He knew you could never beat me. That's why he sent you. You were his gift for me to kill."

Anger took over Arcann when he heard that. He knew she was just playing with him, using the truth, but he still got mad and slapped her across the face with the back of his hand.

Leah didn't even grunt when he hit her. She just turned her head back to him, glaring him with her eyes.

"You can say whatever lie you want, but you will not seduce me as you did with Thexan." He resentfully said, which caused Leah to laugh.

"Is that really what you think happened? That I seduced your brother? Isn't seducing a Palpatine-mark?"

"We'll get into that later ... Look, you don't need to pretend. It's just us. You enjoyed doing this to me … just as I'm gonna enjoy doing this to you." He whispered as he walked to the controls of the interrogation chair.

Leah braced herself for what she guessed was about to come.

"Feel free to scream. No one's gonna hear you."


Laetitia could feel the shocks of electricity running in her body. When it reached her heart, she could feel her pacemaker get weak. That was the worst part. She could handle worse. She just didn't know if her heart would go along with her.

All the time she was being tortured, she refused to give into the Sith Lord, who was standing in front of her. Arcann just stayed, looking at her, waiting for her to break. But she never did, which made him only angrier.

After a while, he turned it off. He needed a break, even if she didn't. Leah groaned inaudibly as she rested her head against the chair.

"Don't tell me that's all you've got. I was expecting so much more from the legendary Laetitia Skywalker." Arcann said.

Leah narrowed her eyes at him. He figured out who she was.

Yay!

"That's right. I figured out who you were."

"Two points for you." She sarcastically said as her head fell off.

She released a scream in the Force when she was in pain. She could only hope that Thexan, Luke or Ahsoka heard it and were coming for her.

"Hey. Stay with me." Arcann encouraged her as he shook her head to force her to stay awake.

"You know what helps? You pick a place or a memory in your mind and you focus on it. Something that'll help you keep going because we are nowhere near done ... And I want you to be awake to feel everything I do to you. As Thexan might have mentioned, we didn't grow up in a kid-friendly environment. We had Sith-lightning as a lullaby every night. And the surgery and the pain I had to go through after what you did to me … That hurt more than that." He said, hate not leaving his voice.

Leah gathered all her energy. She was tougher than that.

"Why? Because you were defeated by a girl who had no lightsaber and was half your size? I'd melt in embarrassment, too, if I were you." She taunted him.

Arcann smiled in anger and frustration, but he ignored her.

"What kept me going in the last 4 years was the thought of seeing you suffer. Of hearing you scream and beg for life."

"Healthy." She covered her fear with sarcasm.

"I know, right? My point is, you kept me alive."

"I'm flattered. Also, don't count on it. I'm too proud to even scream. You can ask my dad." She muttered bitterly.

"Maybe I will. I mean, when he came up with the idea of putting you in this place … That was the first time I ever hated him less. Maybe he can wait for his turn." He lied to get under her skin and watch her break.

And it worked. To say that Leah was wrecked when she heard that her father was the one who wanted her in this situation was ... putting it mildly.

"I heard about what you did to him. That was … well-deserved and horrifying. I mean, I hate my father, but I would never cut off his limbs and leave to burn in lava." He mused.

" 'Cause you're not strong enough to do it. He'd blow you over as easily as I blew you up."

Arcann sighed in frustration. It's like they took turns taunting each other. He replied with punching her in the stomach.

"You see, I know you ... intimately. I'm not talking about sexually. No. we share something more … primal. I saw behind your lies and caught a glimpse of your true self. The girl who did this to me, the girl who set her limbless father on fire, the girl who blew up a station full of 'innocent people' … That's who you are. The girl who did this and enjoyed it?" He pointed at his face.

"That's the real Laetitia Skywalker." He hissed.

Leah didn't say anything. She had unshed tears in her eyes because she knew that was true.

"I'm sorry." She moaned quietly.

"What was that?"

"I'm sorry."

"Hmm." Arcann smiled in satisfaction.

"I'm sorry I didn't blow you up completely." She finished her sentence and smiled when he saw the look on his face.

"And if I'd known you'd be talking me to death, I would've cut out your tongue, too ... So turn it up. Last one tickled a little!"

"You are going to beg me for death!"

"Like you did with daddy when he was singing his lullaby to you? What's the matter? He hurt the poor little psychopath he fathered?" She kept taunting him.

Arcann stayed still as he listened to her. She grunted a bit but kept on laughing at him.

"I'm gonna tell you something I never told anyone. I regret the most of the times I used the dark side but not all. But yours? You're right. I did enjoy hurting you."

"You bitch!" He roared at her.

"What? You wanted me to get real. Let's do this! The person who blew you up that day is someone I pretend isn't there. Someone I lock deep, deep, deep down inside and never show the people I love because if they knew the truth … they'd hate me. But here, in this hole? We can be honest, right? So, come on! You and I can spend all of eternity down here hurting each other. We deserve it." She hissed as it was her turn to taunt him.

All Arcann wanted was for her to see that she was a monster, but when he watched her admit it, he wasn't satisfied. He just left the room.

Leah cried out in pain when she was alone.

Where the hell is everyone?


After a while, Arcann walked back into the room. He looked less angry than before, which was only more concerning.

"Okay. Enough about us. Let's get to my soft twin brother." He said.

Laetitia sighed. Of course he wanted to get into it.

"How did you convince him to spy for you for 4 years? You use your body? ... No. you're too 'Jedi' to seduce someone. Or are you?" He mused to humiliate her.

Leah gave him a death glare. What the hell did he think she was?

"Why don't you ask the 'soft twin brother'?" She asked in irritation and insult, which made Arcann to smile.

"Oh! Did I strike a nerve? It seems like I have, but you and Thexan aren't lovers. One kiss isn't gonna change that."

"We're not romantically involved, but I do care about him. I see that he wants to be more than what he is. And I don't think you would do much to help him get there." She stated. She wasn't sure that if she and Thexan would ever be more, but that wasn't any of his business.

"You see the good in Thexan. That is annoying. Even 14 years ago, he punched me when I cut your ugly face."

"Ouch! Didn't know you had visual issues." She sarcastically said as she clicked her tongue, but Arcann ignored her.

"So, is that really all you did? You just talked and brought the good out of him? ... The frail, little human part that he had manipulated, abused, compelled to be everything he should be as a Sith?" He asked, which was more of a statement from surprise.

"I hate to break it to you, but he doesn't care about you, Skywalker. You're just a thing that he'd use from time to time. That's all. Really. I thought you were smarter than that." He said from non-existence pity.

Leah had heard that one a lot from the big Palpatine when he was manipulating the big Skywalker. But no matter what anyone said, she would never believe it because she knew Thexan, and knew it with all her heart that he wasn't using her.

"You can say whatever you want. I won't stop you. But I do find it interesting how angry you are. I think you're worried." She smirked to throw him off.

"If there is anything Thexan likes about me, it's my mind. That I can understand him, both the light and the dark side of him. We've both suffered at the hands of our fathers we don't deserve ... And you? You're powerful. You two share a long history together. You're 'the Eternal Twins' ... But you're worried that he doesn't love you anymore, now that he's left the dark side. That maybe he does see the truth … that your mind … It's a bit damaged, isn't it?" She hissed to taunt him.

She knew it would only make things worse for her, but she wouldn't be a Skywalker if she didn't taunt her enemies.

And what she expected came. Arcann was enraged by what she told him. He was so filled with rage and anger because that was exactly the case. So, he punched her strongly in the stomach.

Leah let out a quiet grunt, but she didn't have time to do anything else as she felt his hand around her neck. He was choking her in anger. She couldn't breathe.

"You don't know me or Thexan. Once she sees you for what you are, he will kill you himself. He was always the better Sith Lord in killing without remorse." Arcann hissed.

Leah tried to free herself from his grip, but it was too tight. She could feel his breath on her cheek.

After a moment, Arcann let go of her and walked back. Leah gasped for air but her eyes didn't leave the Sith Lord. He had a syringe in his hands. Leah had a feeling it was Ysalamir's poison. She was just starting to feel the Force come back to her, but the moment he injected her with it, all her hopes of escaping was gone.

"You're not as smart as you brag you are."

"I'm still smarter than you." She sarcastically said as she panted in pain.

"Accept it. There is no escaping this place. No escaping me ... And you are never leaving this place."

End of flashback

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Laetitia was lying on the cold floor of her cell. It was the only place she went aside from the interrogation, or honestly, the torture room.

3 years had passed. Or at least that's how she thought. She didn't keep track of time as she was a bit busy being tortured in different ways every day. She did ... keep track of time and count the days for the first month, but after that, she gave up hope that anyone was coming.

No one came to rescue her. Not Ahsoka. Not Han, Not Rex. Not Luke. Not ... Thexan. No one.

They had completely forgotten about her. And with good evidence. To them, she was dead. They had watched it with their eyes as the Inquisitor's red lightsaber sliced her heart in half.

Leah sighed heavily. She could swear she had scars in every inch on her body. Arcann didn't leave any place empty, or as he liked to call it 'without mark'.

And the worst part was that she didn't have the Force with her. She was completely, absolutely alone. It was the worst feeling she knew she would ever feel. The pain of the torture was nothing compared to that.

She noticed the doors open.

Great! Another torture session.

She didn't turn around because she wasn't excited to see who would bring her to that monster this time. But she should have.

"Oh, my God!" A voice said, that sounded like Thexan.

Done :)


[exhale deeply from tiredness] This was a long chapter. But I didn't want to divide in 2 part. 2 chapters of flashback is a bit too much.

Anyway, I hope you guys were okay with the amount of violence I used. If it was too much, I'm sorry. Also, I hope this could fill in some gaps and answer the questions you guys had. If it didn't, feel free to PM me here or on Discord.

What did you guys think of this chapter? Was it too much? Or too little?