Hi everyone and welcome to the next update. Just a quick apology for the previous chapter. I forgot about the scene between Kai & Nora so a huge sorry for those who came upon that scene; I had completed the scene quite some time back & forgot about it, so again sorry for that tiny mishap.
Thanks once more for the ongoing support you guys, it still and will always mean the world to me.
Warnings for this chapter will be lemons & sexual themes.
Anyway, enjoy it you guys!
Chapter 37.3– losing a father
Mya finally makes her way into the manor after having parked her pick-up truck, and the moment she steps into the manor, she can feel how the sadness and heartache is hanging within the air, almost as if the entire manor itself is mourning the loss of Ralph, and she can literally feel how the sadness is suffocating her, it suddenly conjuring up that horrible time she went through after the loss of her family, but she quickly tries to shake those heart wrenching memories from her mind because she can't think of her own loss right now; Kai needs her right now and for that she has to put her own past anguish aside for the sake of the man that she loves.
She is tired and feels filthy, but she knows that she has to be here for Kai now, no matter how tired she is. One of the servants, Savannah, meets her at the door and the two women embrace each other and they hold each other for a while as they console each other, and Savannah is the first to break away from the embrace.
"Welcome back, Ms Azarov," she says while she bows down to show her formal welcoming to the black haired beauty, "It is good to see you again," and there is no mistaking the sadness within her voice because she has been working here for five years now and Ralph had become like a father to them all, so for all of the younger staff it feels like they have lost a father.
"Thank you, Savannah, even though I wish the circumstances were different, and I am also sorry for your loss; I know that Ralph was like a father to all of you. He will be missed a lot and he sure had crept deep into our hearts."
"There was only Ralph, Ms Azarov, but yeah, we will miss him very much; my heart is just breaking for mama Oksana because she has lost her soul mate, her partner, her other half, and it had happened so quickly. There were no farewells, no last 'I love you' and I think that is what hurts me the most, the fact that mama Oksana has to go through this horrible loss that was completely unseen and unexpected."
Mya sighs to this, "Yeah, that must be horrible," she says softly because she can't help but to think what she would have done were it Kai and her, and she had lost Kai like this, no doubt she would have suffered immensely from the heartache, and Kai and she has not even been dating for six months, whereas Oksana and Ralph have been together for more than 40 years which is a lifetime for married couples, so she really cannot even begin to fathom Oksana's pain.
"Do you know where Mr Hiwatari is, Savannah?"
She nods her head while a look of concern takes over her face, "He is in his personal study, and he has been there since they came back from the hospital early this morning. He does not want to eat and I suspect that he has been drinking the entire time; he is taking Ralph's death badly, Ms Azarov, and I do hope that you will be able to help him because neither of us can do it."
Mya nods her head to this, "I will see what I can do, but first a bath."
"I will bring the rest of your luggage to your room, Ms Azarov."
Mya nods her head to this while smiling gently at Savannah, "I will appreciate that so much, and if you are done, you can retire for the night because you all need the rest after this emotional day."
Again Savannah bows her head to this, "Thank you, Ms Azarov, and I wish you a peaceful night's rest."
"Likewise, Savannah," Mya says before Savannah walks away from Mya so that she can go and retrieve the other suitcases, Mya already having one of her large suitcases in hand.
Mya quietly makes her way towards Kai's personal study and while being as quiet as possible, she opens the door and peeks in, her heart immediately breaking when she sets eyes on Kai. He looks so lost while his head is resting in his hands with his elbows perched up on the desk, a bottle of vodka standing in front of him and given the heavy smell of smoke, he has been smoking like a chimney, but given the circumstances, who wouldn't?
Mya again very quietly closes the door and starts to make her way up stairs to take a warm shower; she wanted to take a long hot bath but after seeing Kai in this state, there is no time for a long and relaxing bath because Kai needs her now.
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Mya once again opens the door to Kai's personal study in a quiet manner, she seeing that he still has his hands in his hair, and it has almost been half an hour since she went to take a shower, so it is clear that Kai has not moved, well, maybe to light a cigarette because he has a half smoked cigarette in his right hand, it at least not being close to his hair.
She enters the study and closes the door behind her, she remaining to stand at the door while wondering whether Kai will pick up her presence or not.
She has a short black satin robe on and she knows that it is going to be completely unethical and heartless right now, but she is going to try and use sex to get Kai out of this funk of his, and hopefully by doing this, he will be able to start to mourn like a normal person, complete with tears and screaming, and if she can get him to at least eat something light, all the better.
Mya had a few lingerie pieces designed for her, more like for Kai seeing as he will be the one who will get to see and experience it the most, and right now she has one of the designer pieces on.
It is a black and cobalt blue lace and satin dress that reaches just below her crotch area with thin straps over the shoulders; the bottom part that goes from below her breasts downwards is cobalt blue while the upper part is black and this is the lace part of the dress, but what makes this dress different is that her breasts are completely open, the lace material going around her breasts and she had it designed this way seeing as how much Kai loves her breasts, so she hopes that this dress does at least do something positive for him.
For now the outfit is covered with a robe because she wants to surprise him, and hopefully she will be able to help him out of this funk.
Mya slowly makes her way towards the desk, Kai still having no idea that someone else is in the room with him, the cigarette in his hand smoking itself. Mya finally reaches Kai and without saying anything, she gently places her hands on to his shoulders, and Kai is at once drawn out of his trance as he lifts his head, but he does not turn around to look at Mya just yet as he crushes the cigarette in the ashtray and then places his hands on top of Mya's hands and gives them a squeeze.
Kai is glad that Mya is here with him even though he does not voice it our loud; he didn't even know that she came back because she only would have been back next week, but clearly Tala or Alisia had called her to tell about Ralph's passing, and he is secretly very grateful for whoever it was because in all honesty, he needs Mya by his side right now. With her by his side, this anguish would be a bit more bearable because he does not want to go through this alone, he wants, more like needs, the love of his love by his side right now.
No words are shared between the two lovers as they remain in this position for a while longer until Kai finally turns his office chair around, but he does not look Mya in the eye and instead just wraps his arms around her waist and presses the left side of his face against her stomach, Mya just wrapping her arms around him and keeps him close to her.
She can feel how the sadness and heartache is radiating off of Kai, that strong man that is always filled with confidence nowhere to be found right now, and she does not care. Kai cannot be strong all the time, and he has just lost the only remaining father figure in his life and that is hard for anyone, and no one can remain strong after such a tragic loss.
While holding Mya tightly, he suddenly picks up that exotic smell of hers, and he only realises now that she is dressed in night wear, he pulling his head away from her stomach so that he can look at her attire, he seeing that it is a black silk robe that he has never seen before and while having his hands on her hips, he starts to kiss her stomach through the material, Mya now having her hands on his shoulders while he kisses her stomach.
'Well, at least it seems that Kai is slowly coming out of his funk, and I know that it is still wrong to use sex to do it, but I don't have a lot of other options when it comes to Kai,' Mya thinks to herself while continuing to take in the feel of Kai kissing her clothed stomach.
Kai again moves his head away from his stomach, he starting to untie the robe and after it is undone, he looks up at what she is wearing and his eyes widen along with his lips that become slightly parted as he keeps his eyes on the sexy outfit that she is wearing, her breasts in full view and without saying anything or even looking into Mya's eyes, he immediately takes Mya's left nipple into his mouth while placing his hands on her hips once more as he starts to indulge in her nipple.
Mya slightly tilts her head back as pleasure starts to course through her body, she now running her hands through his hair while Kai continues to suck on her nipple. His hands find their way around to her back and after placing his strong, large and manly hands on to her back, he pulls her closer towards him and he takes even more of her breast into his mouth, which causes Mya to only gasp out in pleasure while tilting her head back more with her eyes still closed.
On and on Kai sucks on the perky nipple, he doing it in an almost urgent manner and all that Mya can do is to continue to get lost within this pleasure that her grieving boyfriend is currently inflicting on her.
Kai spends a good amount of time on her left breast before moving on to her other breast, and while he too sucks on this breast in an urgent manner, his right hand starts to move away from her back and it starts to make its way down her ass to underneath her lingerie, it moving towards her womanhood and while Kai continues to suck on Mya's nipple, he realises that she is not wearing any underwear and after realising this, he immediately stops from his sucking and pulls away from her breast, he lifting the lingerie and he is immediately greeted with Mya's naked and cleanly waxed womanhood, the black haired beauty brought out of her daze when she realises that Kai is just looking at her naked womanhood, she not sure what to expect right now because Kai is not saying a word; all she knows is that a somewhat darkened look has come over Kai's face.
Without saying anything or even looking up at Mya, Kai lowers his head and runs his tongue all along her slit and Mya only arches her back to this while grabbing hold of Kai's hair and gasping to this as the tip of Kai's tongue touches her already somewhat swollen clit, another wave of pleasure coursing through her body.
Kai keeps his left hand on Mya's right hip and with his right hand, he picks up her left leg and places it on to his shoulder, he now having better excess to her womanhood and Kai wastes no time in taking all that he can while hearing Mya's soft heaving above him as she continues to grab hold of his hair while his entire mouth starts to please and taste her womanhood all over.
Kai knows that Mya is trying to get him out of this darkened state of mind of his and he is grateful for her effort, but he doubts that he will be able to forget about his pain so quickly, but at least for a couple of minutes he will be able to forget it, but truth be told, he wants to grieve over Ralph, just like he grieved over his cats, just like he grieved over Sevastyan and Zory, just like he grieved over his grandfather and just like the way he grieved over Vladimir. He needs this, he needs to grieve but he knows with Mya by his side it will be somewhat more bearable this time because he knows that she will carry him through this, this already being proof of that.
Many may frown upon her methods in trying to cheer him up, but this just proves that she knows him very well, she knowing that there are not a lot of things that will help him get out of this state of mind, sex being one of them and her sexy lingerie is not doing any damage but rather helping the situation, even if only for a few minutes.
He starts to take in the exotic taste of her juices and it isn't long before two of his fingers find their way into Mya's wet and awaiting and warm cavern, this resulting in a pleasurable moan to escape the black haired beauty as her grip on his hair tightens which results in him to move his fingers even deeper into her cavern and wiggling them about, and another moan is heard from Mya while her inner cavern clenches around Kai's fingers, this also starting to send him closer to the edge but before he is going to come in his pants, he will feel Mya from the inside with his already erect member.
Mya is almost forgetting that Kai is currently grieving because of the pleasure that is clouding her mind and heart due to all that Kai is doing to her, she feeling how she is already soaking wet but at least it seems that Kai is somewhat in a better state of mind, and hopefully after this session, she will be able to get him to at least eat something where she will then comfort him for as long as she has to and for as long as he needs, no matter how long it takes, she will comfort him and stand by his side the entire time.
Mya is suddenly brought out of her thoughts when she is abruptly flung on to the desk, her naked ass meeting the cold surface of the desk, and she quickly realises that she did not even realise that Kai had undone his pants or had gotten up, but here he is, his left arm around her body while his other hand throws off all of the things on the desk and after this task has been completed, Kai presses her body down on to the desk and while the two of them look each other in the eye, he throws both of her legs over his shoulders and while still looking deep into her eyes, he thrusts into her in a very hard manner, Mya only arching her back to this while moaning to this but at least it is not painful.
Kai does not wait for Mya to get use to him and he immediately starts to thrust into her in a hard and fast manner, he still looking at Mya and he sees how her head lowers back down after she had tilted it backwards after he thrust into her without any warning, and once their eyes meet, Kai realises that Mya understands everything and that she is here for him, no matter what.
She can still see that darkened look on Kai's face, but Mya knows that if Kai wants to thrust aggressive into her as a means of venting some of those morbid feelings, then so be it, she will take it all without an ounce of regret or without showing any sign of discomfort because right now Kai needs this more than she does.
He has a firm grip on Mya's naked legs, he allowing his eyes to drift down to her chest area for a few seconds, and he can only revel in the sight that greets his eyes: her luscious and perfect naked breasts bouncing with every aggressive thrust into her body, the twins almost beckoning him to taste them once more, but even though Kai knows that he wants to taste them right now, he can't because it will break his speed and he really needs this sex with Mya right now, because he can already feel it taking away some of these horrible grieving feelings, so should he bend down right now and take those nipples into his mouth, it will break his pace and speed and then it will lose its magic on his mind and heart which he cannot afford right now.
Just a few minutes of bliss, that is all that he is asking for.
With a heavy heart, Kai looks away from Mya's bouncing breasts and he once more looks up into her spring green coloured eyes, those spring green coloured gems still focused on him while she grips the upper edge of the desk with both of her hands to keep herself somewhat mobile on the desk, this just adding to her already very exotic image, and the longer Kai looks at the vision in front of him, the more a little bit more of the grief disappears from his heart.
Mya cannot help but wonder what type of storms are currently brewing in her lover's heart and mind because while she continues to look into those brown orbs of his, she can see how all types of different emotions are flashing through his eyes, she not sure she has ever seen so many emotions flash through a person's eyes in such a short time, which again raises the question of what is currently going on within Kai's heart and mind?
He is a mess, a real mess right now and he can feel how he is suddenly getting caught up in a disarray of emotions, he unable to pinpoint a single one right now. One second he is feeling happy that Mya is back much sooner from her trip and that she is here with him, but then he suddenly feels how the grief is taking hold of his heart because Ralph died not too long ago, and then it suddenly moves over to guilt because while Oksana and her family are grieving, he is in here having sex, but then again happiness takes over because Mya is here in his hour of need, comforting him in her own special way and he absolutely loves her for that, but then grief once more takes his place because come morning time, there will be no Ralph greeting him.
He has lost the closest person he had as a father, and he does not know how to handle it, will he ever be able to handle it? He could somehow cope with Voltaire's death because he had killed his grandfather, he had planned it and there was enough time to get use to the idea of not having his grandfather around anymore, but with Ralph it is different because he never got the chance to say goodbye like he did with his grandfather.
One moment they were sitting and having a peaceful dinner together as a family and the next thing he knows he is beside a hospital bed, praying to whatever deity can hear him to spare Ralph because he is still too young to be taken away from them all, and he that is Kai still needs his father figure in his life, he is not ready to lose another person in his life so soon.
Kai is abruptly brought out of his train of thoughts because of his climax that is quickly making its way into his body and it will only be a matter of seconds before he is transported into a world of pure bliss where he will truly forget all about his grief, if only for those few seconds.
Mya continues to look into Kai's eyes and she sees how he is suddenly getting a glazed look in his eyes and then she watches him lower his head and closing his eyes while he groans out in pleasure and just then Mya feels how Kai's lukewarm essence fills her inner cavern which signals Kai's orgasm and she is happy that he at least managed to reach climax in his current state of mind; with a final hard thrust into her body and she feeling how Kai keeps it there for a while, she knows that Kai's orgasm has finally passed, her business mogul of a lover still keeping his head hung low while his shoulders rise and fall rapidly which means he is somewhat heaving for air after the pleasurable onslaught on his body.
Mya finally feels how Kai's entire body relaxes and he slowly lifts his head and their eyes meet once more, and now Mya can only depict one emotion in his beautiful brown eyes: gratitude, and she does not even need to guess to know what Kai is thankful for because she already knows.
Kai straightens his upper body and in a very gentle manner he lowers Mya's legs from his shoulders and places them down so that they can dangle from the edge of the desk, he proceeding to take Mya's hands into his where he also in a gentle manner pulls her into a sitting position and upwards to him, his left hand coming to a rest on the right side of her body, his right hand cupping the side of her neck while his thumb softly starts to stroke her jaw line, all while the two lovers gaze lovingly into each other's eyes as Mya places her hands on top of Kai's hands.
"Welcome back, Mi Amor," Kai whispers softly before giving her a chaste kiss on her soft lips, he pulling away to look into her eyes once more as Mya smiles lovingly at him.
"There is no where I would rather be, my phoenix, and I am know it is so cliché, but I am sorry to hear about Ralph, I truly am sorry for your loss, my phoenix."
Kai says nothing to this and he just pulls Mya into a tight embrace, her arms also embracing him in a tight manner while she feels how a knot is forming in her throat because of how sad and broken Kai truly sounds right now.
The two lovers continue to hold each other lovingly for a while longer, Kai still immersed within Mya, but neither of them notices this because there are more important matters to think about right now, Kai's sorrow being one of them.
Neither of the two knows how much time has passed, but Kai is the first to pull away from the embrace but he keeps his hands on Mya while they again look into each other's eyes, and he sees how a single tear makes its way down Mya's left cheek and he is quick to gently catch it with his right thumb while smiling sadly at her.
"We will be okay, Mi Amor," Kai again whispers, he trying to convince himself more about this than he is trying to convince her because he honestly does not know whether this horrid feeling will ever disappear from his broken heart.
Mya places both of her hands on either side of Kai's head and she looks even deeper into his eyes, "I am with you, my phoenix, every step of the way, and I will never leave it, I promise," Mya whispers because she does not trust her own voice right now because she already knows that it will be completely broken due to the fact that she has to fight to keep the tears back because of her grieving boyfriend, "I will carry you, my phoenix, and I will try my best to give you strength to face each new day while you are going through this, and that I also promise you; I swear to you on my life. We are in this together, my phoenix, your pain and sorrow is my pain and sorrow, just as your happiness and joy is my happiness and joy."
Kai can only smile at his precious Mya because he already knew that she would be by his side the entire way because this is just who she is, this reminding him of the old Ana and he is glad that there are still some remnants of her and that the darkness that is The Chernyy Feniks has not completely consumed her yet which he is secretly very grateful for.
"Where have you been my whole life?" Kai whispers once more before he pulls Mya into a deep kiss, the two lovers quickly getting acquainted with each other's mouths once more and they again wrap their arms around each other in a tight manner while getting lost within the deep and meaningful kissing between the two of them, some of the sadness and sorrow again being washed away by this intimate display of affection for one another and the compassion towards one another.
Without planning it, Kai again gets aroused while he continues to kiss Mya and in no time is he once more erect but seeing as he is still immersed within Mya, he slowly starts to thrust in and out of Mya while they continue to kiss passionately, they again starting to make love but this time it is much more intimate because some of Kai's sorrow has been taken away and now he can just wants to please his Mya.
It does not take long for Mya to also reach her climax because her entire body has longed for Kai's touch, both sexually and emotionally and she again just realises how much she has truly missed her loving Kai, her phoenix.
Kai stops with his thrusting after Mya has reached her climax but the passionate kissing does not stop between the two lovers as they continue to kiss with no sign of stopping anytime soon.
No time is kept with the slow and passionate kissing, but this time Mya is the first to pull away, but she keeps her forehead pressed against Kai's forehead while they keep their eyes closed and while they both slightly pant from the long and deep kissing that they both needed.
"What do you say we grab something to eat, my phoenix? I know that food is probably the last thing on your mind right now, but please, just for me, eat something, please?"
Kai nods his head to this before he lifts his head and completely straightens his body while looking down at Mya, he finally removing himself from her but he is still somewhat erect, but he is not going to bother with this right now.
He helps Mya off of the desk and then bends down to retrieve her gown from the floor and after giving it to her, she puts it on all while he keeps his eyes on her.
"I love what you have on, Mi Amor."
Mya grins to this while looking at Kai, "You should, my phoenix, because I had them made just for you."
"Them?"
Mya nods her head while now grinning widely at Kai, "Them, my phoenix, but anyway, let's go eat and then head up to bed, okay?"
Kai nods before he again pulls Mya into a tight hug, "Thank you for being here, Mi Amor, you have no idea what it means to me," he says softly while still holding Mya tight to his body before he finally pulls away and takes her left hand into his right hand so that they can start making their way to the kitchen.
"I will always be there for you, my phoenix, I promise," Mya says before the two lovers finally start to make their way out of the study, the mess on the carpet of all the discarded objects being left until morning time.
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It is in the early hours of the morning and the two lovers are laying silently in their king size bed without any words passing between the two of them, it being like this for the last hour, but at least it is a comfortable silence,
Mya is still dressed in her sexy lingerie whilst Kai only has his boxers on but being intimate with each other is the very last thing on their minds now while they continue to lie in this comfortable silence. At least Kai did manage to eat something, it may not have been a lot, but Mya was satisfied with the blueberry muffin that Kai ate because it meant that his stomach at least got something to digest instead of digesting its own lining.
The black haired beauty is currently resting with her back against the headboard with Kai resting with his head on her lap, the business mogul facing away from her while she softly plays with his hair all while being lost in her own thoughts, just like Kai.
Kai is in so much turmoil right now but he is still very grateful that Mya is here with him because it would have been a lot more unbearable were she not here. Just knowing that she is here with him in person to comfort him and knowing that she will not leave his side does indeed help a lot with this grieving within him.
A part of him wants to cry whereas another part of him, a larger part, continues to argue that he is a strong man and that he can cry inwards, but is he still that strong person that he was in the past? Were it not for Mya being here with him and being in his life right now, he most likely would have disappeared by now and he most likely also would have skipped the funeral to lick his own wounds on his own, but it just shows how much he has changed since Mya has come into his life.
He has no desire to run away and he wants to be at the funeral, he wants to say a final goodbye to Ralph, and he again realises just how much love has truly changed him, it has made him more human, something he is actually grateful for.
Kai finally turns around and rests his head on the other side while still keeping it on Mya's lap, he now looking up at her and he is greeted with her smiling face while her eyes still shine with life, and he can't help but to also smile to this.
"Are you tired, Mi Amor?" Kai asks softly while he takes Mya's hand into his, the hand that has been stroking his hair the entire time, and he places a soft kiss on the palm of her hand while still looking deep into her eyes, and he can feel how he starts to get lost in those spring green coloured orbs of her once more.
"No, my phoenix," Mya says while she softly shakes her head from side to side all while still smiling at Kai, "but you must be beat, because these last couple of days have been rough on you, my phoenix."
"I will survive, Mi Amor, but yeah, I am tired, more emotionally drained than anything else in the world, but I will get through this, with you by my side I will get through anything," and Kai kisses her palm once more while he continues to keep his head on Mya's lap.
"I will be here for you, my phoenix, for whatever you need."
Kai gives her hand a squeeze but the two do not look away from each other, and suddenly Kai can't help but to wonder how Mya had felt when she had to bury her family, and he is not certain if he should ask because he may just open a whole new can of worms, but he will never know if he does not ask.
"Mi Amor, can I ask you something?" Kai asks and he quickly realises just how unsure he suddenly sounds, and by the look on Mya's face she also notices this but she does not say anything while she nods her head, Kai taking a deep breath before continuing to talk, "How did you feel when you had lost your family? How was it when you saw their coffins being lowered into the ground?"
Mya immediately frowns because THIS she did not expect and she honestly has no idea how to answer this right now, and what's more important, can she even answer it without letting Kai realise who she really is?
Kai notices Mya's shocked expression along with the silence and he suddenly feels guilty for bringing this up but before he can even apologise, Mya smiles at him and motions for him that it is alright.
"It was hell, my phoenix, that much I can remember; I can still remember how cloudy and dark the sky was and I remember thinking to myself how the weather matched my broken heart, my shattered and gloomy soul because just like the clouds were blocking the sun light, the same the grief was doing to my soul, it almost rendering me emotionally dead."
Mya breaks the eye contact and instead turns her focus on to her hand that is still being held by Kai's hand and she keeps her focus here while she continues to talk, "Their deaths have changed me dramatically and I have known a long time ago that I will never ever be the person I was before their untimely deaths. When their coffins started to get lowered into those black holes, it felt as if I was going down with them because I knew that I would be unable to go in without them. I was feeling a pain so horrendous that I never knew it was even humanly possible to feel so much anguish, and I truly thought that I would never ever feel anything else ever again other than that horrible dark anguish that their deaths had caused me. However, as time went on, it got better but it did not happen overnight, that I can promise now, my phoenix. My emotions started to become my own personal demons that I wrestled with every day and sometimes it felt unbearable and I just wanted to end it all but I kept pushing on, knowing that I had a goal in mind."
"And what was that goal, Mi Amor?" Kai asks and he quickly takes a deep breath when Mya's eyes meet his own once more because this time it is not those living eyes of hers, but rather those eyes that he saw in that office that day, the hate and rage suddenly seen within those spring green coloured eyes of hers, and just then Kai realises it was a mistake to ask about her family.
"To get the bastard and kill him for what he has done to me and my family, and for almost six years was that my goal," and even her voice suddenly resembles her eyes and now Kai knows for certain that it was indeed a mistake to ask Mya about her family, and now he can't help but to start feeling uneasy because he may indirectly have just awoken her hate towards him once more, and who knows, she may even kill him tonight for what he has done to her and her family.
Kai suddenly sits up straight, Mya's eyes following him the entire way and Kai tries his best not to show how uneasy he suddenly feels, "I am sorry to have brought up all of those horrible memories, Mi Amor, it was not my intention; I did not mean to cause you any pain," Kai now moving away from Mya so that he can light a cigarette, he still feeling her eyes on his back as he sits on the edge of the bed with his back faced towards her.
"Don't feel sorry, my phoenix, it was not your fault. No one truly gets over such a horrible pain, so don't feel bad about anything."
Kai lights his cigarette and takes a deep drag and blows it up into the air before continuing to talk to Mya, his back still faced towards her, "But if I didn't bring it up, you would not have been reminded of it right now, but if I may ask one last question: did you ever get the guy who had taken your family away from you?" and Kai realises too late what he has just done and he can mentally slap himself for dong this but the damage is already done.
Now he can only wait anxiously to see what Mya's reaction will be to this question.
"I came close, my phoenix, real close and I guess I can still do it if I want to, but fortunately for him, I have forgiven him, and that means that I no longer have the desire or the need to kill him," Mya's voice still sounding dark as she says this and one can almost detect the regret within her voice, but Mya is honest when she says that she no longer has that strong desire to kill Kai, and she has not had it for a long time now seeing as it has been replaced with love, she still not certain on how it had happened, but it did happen and she does not regret it.
Kai feels how his entire being relaxes on the inside upon hearing that answer, but he still feels horrible for reminding Mya of what he has done to her. Without thinking twice, Kai puts his cigarette into the ashtray and turns around and after getting on to the bed once more, he pulls Mya into a tight embrace and starts to stroke her back, this catching her off guard, but she says nothing to this as she relaxes into Kai's secure embrace while taking in his natural body heat.
"I am so sorry, Mi Amor, so, so sorry for happened to you and your family; you are the last person on this planet that deserved this hell and for that I am so sorry," Kai says softly because he is apologising indirectly for taking away her family away from her the way he did, and he hopes that Mya realises this.
Mya's eyes widen upon this because she cannot really understand why Kai is apologising to her because he possibly cannot know that she is Ana, can he, but she does not ask about his apology and instead she wraps her arms tighter around Kai while they again get caught up in an emotional embrace, Kai now being the one to console her for her family that she has lost so long ago.
The longer she is caught up in Kai's embrace, the more she feels how all of her sadness from earlier disappears, it disappearing completely after a while, and after this, she pulls out of Kai's embrace and she places her hands on either side of his head while looking deep into his eyes and smiling at him, he too smiling back at her.
Kai immediately sees that Mya is back to her old self, she no longer the vengeful woman from earlier and this immediately brings a huge sense of relief over him because he has his loving Mya back with him, and not the one that just wants to murder him.
"We all will experience great loss in our lives sooner or later, my phoenix, but by having the right people by our side will make that load much lighter, and with us by each other's side, our loads will always be lighter, and that is also a promise, my phoenix," and then she kisses Kai softly on the lips before again pulling away and once more looking into his eyes.
"What do you say we get some rest, my phoenix? Tomorrow is a brand new day with a new set of challenges so we need our strength."
Kai nods his head to this and then proceeds to move into a lying position, Mya lying down right by his side and just as he is about to wrap his arms around her, she laughs at him, "I don't think so, sweetheart; tonight you need to be held so turn around so that I can wrap my arms around you, you can cuddle me morning time."
"Promise?"
Mya winks her right eye at Kai and grins at him, "I promise, now be a good boy and turn around."
"Yes, ma'am," Kai says mockingly with a smirk but he does as ordered and the moment he is comfortable on his right side, he feels how Mya wraps her arms around him and he can only smile to himself because of how truly lucky and blessed he is to have this magnificent woman by his side.
He may have killed her family and he may have brought up that horrible experience tonight, but she still cares for him, just as much as he cares for her. Kai reaches for the bed lamp and switches it off, Mya placing a last kiss on the side of his head and whispers the words 'night, my phoenix,' afterwards, and he too whispers back 'night, Mi Amor' before the two lovers finally get completely comfortable in each other's arms and waiting for sleep to come and claim them, neither of the two thinking of what might happen tomorrow because there is no need to worry about things that they cannot do anything about.
All that they can do right now is to enjoy the here and now, the two of them lying all lovingly in each other's arms, just the way it should be.
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Mya looks up at the sky once more and closes her eyes while basking in the sunlight as it shines down on her, but even though she can feel the sunlight on her body, she cannot feel the heat from the sun, this mostly because the sadness that she feels inside is so overwhelming that it overpowers any other type of optimistic feeling that might show up seeing as they are currently beside the six feet whole in which Ralph's coffin will be lowered into any minute now.
Mya can feel how tight Kai's hand is in her own hand, the two of them holding hands while listening to the final farewell of Ralph, everywhere the sniffing and soft sobbing of loved ones being heard. Mya glances at Kai and he just continues to look dead ahead, even though she cannot see through his designer sunglasses that he is currently wearing, this being the sunglasses that he has been wearing ever since they have left the manor; he did not even take them off during the ceremony at the church, and Mya already knows why her lover refuses to remove them, because he does not want anyone to see the broken man that he has become after this unexpected and tragic event.
Right before they left the manor earlier this morning, she had to go and look for Kai and after a while of searching everywhere, she found him in the chapel that he had built for his grandfather's ashes, Kai just standing there in front of his grandfather's ashes in silence, and deciding that Kai needs some privacy, Mya did not make her presence known and just left, knowing that Kai would come find her when he is ready to go.
Mya turns her attention away from Kai and starts to look at the rest of the mourners that have shown up, it being friends and family of Ralph from all over Russia, including most of the staff of Hiwatari manor and some members of The Chernyy Feniks, members like Tala, Ray, Ming-Ming and her husband and a few others, all mourning the loss of a wonderful man that they all had known since their childhood and that they practically grew up in front of.
Mya finally turns her attention to Oksana and her heart breaks even more when she sees how fragile the elder woman is, she currently sitting on a chair while being comforted by her children as tears continue to stream down her face.
'I cannot even begin to imagine what you must feel, mama Oksana, to know that you have to carry on in life without your mate by your side. How does one carry on, if one can even carry on after such a loss? God has made us in pairs, all of us, and some of us may take some time finding the right one, but we do eventually and once we do, life suddenly starts to make sense, but what if that one leaves our side before us, what sense does life still make then? I am so sorry for you, mama Oksana, and I wish that I could at least take some of that sadness from your shoulders, but we all know that it is humanly impossible, but just know that I carry you and your family in my heart.'
Mya is brought out of her thoughts when she suddenly sees how the priest nods his head which indicates that it is time to lower the coffin, and she immediately feels how Kai stiffens beside her the moment the coffin starts to be lowered, and Mya can't help but to shut her eyes when she hears how Oksana suddenly starts to wail and fall to her knees, her painful wailing filling the graveyard as she has to witness how her soul mate is finally being taken away from her completely and forever.
Kai does not even realise that he is squeezing Mya's hand with a death like grip because the longer he watches how the coffin is lowered, the more his chest starts to feel constricted because this means that Ralph is really gone from them, that this is the final stop of his journey, and he honestly does not know how he is going to handle a life without Ralph by his side.
Without planning on it, a single tear makes its way down his left cheek, Kai not even bothering to wipe it away because he is so broken right now that he does not care whether someone will see the tear or not. His eyes are already red from all of the crying he has done through the night while Mya was sleeping soundly beside him, he silently crying out all of the anguish that he has been feeling since Ralph's death, and that he knows that he will continue to feel in the future.
And hearing Oksana's heart wrenching cries as she calls Ralph's name breaks his heart even more; to see his mama Oksana in so much emotional pain is enough to make even the toughest of men cry a tear or two because one can clearly hear the pain and anguish within her cries, the pain of having lost her true soul mate, her other half, and Kai can't even begin to fathom the idea of how hard and painful that must feel. Ralph and Oksana have been married longer than he has been breathing, so how does one go one with life alone after having spent most of it by the side of your soul mate? Does one ever recover from such a tragic loss?
Alisia takes hold of Tala's hand with both of her hands and turns away from the scene while tears flow from her eyes as she continues to hear Oksana's painful cries, everyone having tears in their eyes due to the broken woman calling out her husband's name while trying to reach for his coffin that is almost completely lowered now, her two sons keeping her from going into the hole and after the coffin, this truly being a heartbreaking scene right now.
Finally the moment arrives where the coffin is completely lowered and now comes the hard part of starting to close up the coffin with sand, which will finally resemble the final goodbye of Ralph, he never returning to this world ever again, not even for a day.
Oksana continues to sob and cry while still sitting on the ground, her eldest son and her daughter now sitting beside her and embracing her while she continues with her painful sobs.
The sun may be shining today along with a clear beautiful sky, but the mood here is anything but beautiful, the sadness and agony diminishing any light and beauty that dare make its presence known because there is no room for those feelings right now.
Mya is in such a daze that she is startled the moment Kai talks to her, but she hides it well while she looks at Kai, "Sorry, my phoenix, what did you say?"
"I asked whether you want to go?" he again asks softly with sadness being heard in his voice, that strong deep voice of his almost sounding completely broken and this just adds to Mya's sadness, but she does not show any sign of this and only nods her head to this and allows Kai to lead them away from the hole.
They are soon joined by Tala, Alisia and Ray, all three of them also looking beyond morbid because just like Kai, they have loved the old man very much because he was always ready to give them advice or support or anything, and they too will miss this father figure in their lives.
"That was brutal," Tala says while he wraps his left arm tightly around Alisia who is still silently crying, but no one says anything to this because everyone still feels like crying after this painful funeral ceremony.
"Yeah, I forgot funerals can be this heartbreaking, especially when it is a funeral of a genuine nice person," Ray now being the one to speak while he looks at how everyone is slowly starting to make their way towards their cars after having said their final goodbyes to Ralph, Ray spotting Oksana that is being supported by her two sons as they also lead their mother to their car, his heart still broken for the elder woman.
"To think, we all will have to greet a loved one somewhere in our lifetimes, sometimes more than once, and it hurts knowing that it is reality."
"I agree, Mya, but what can we do? Just like sleep, no one escapes death, not us nor our loved ones," and Ray suddenly crosses his arms in front of his chest after saying this because that thought has suddenly started to unsettle him, he not knowing whether he is ready to die yet, which is actually very ironic seeing as he lives in a world where he can get killed any minute.
The five start to fall into conversation, four actually seeing as Kai remains silent through it all while he continues to hold Mya's hand tightly with his sunglasses still covering his eyes, and he suddenly can't help but to start feeling like a trapped animal, and he suddenly realises that he has to get away from here, that he just wants to be alone right now.
"Mi Amor," Kai softly calls and Mya immediately turns to face him, waiting for him to continue, "would you mind leaving with Ray and the others, please? I just want to be alone for a while, if that is okay with you?"
Mya immediately hears how broken Kai truly is, and hearing him ask whether it is okay with her whether he can be alone for a while just shows how fragile Kai truly is right now, and she just cups his left cheek while smiling at him, she silently wishing that she could look into his eyes right now, but she understands that she cannot now and she respects his decision, "You don't even have to ask, my phoenix; take as long as you think you need, okay? I will be waiting for you back home, so go on, my phoenix, you deserve some time on your own."
Kai only nods his head to this and places a kiss on top of Mya's head before releasing her hand and walking away from the foursome without bidding anyone goodbye, but at least they all know that Kai needs this, he needs to be alone right now to get his thoughts and emotions in order after this tragic event.
Mya keeps her eyes on Kai's back, her heart shattered by seeing how broken her boyfriend looks as he starts to make his way towards his truck with his hands in the pockets of his black pants, she wishing that she could also do something to ease his broken heart and mind, and unfortunately sex will not help this time, nothing will.
Mya is suddenly brought out of her thoughts when she feels Ray wrap an arm around her shoulders and pulls her closer to him, "Let's go get some lunch, Mya, because I think we all need some food in our stomach right now."
With a last glance in Kai's direction, Mya nods her head at Ray and then allows him to lead her towards his car, Tala and a still sniffing Alisia following them silently.
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The wind is softly ruffling his hair while he continues to look out at the white icy plains in front of him, cigarette in hand while he continue to sit on the bonnet of his truck while being lost in his sea of memories.
He has been sitting here for the last hour and a half and even though it is cold, Kai is so numb on the inside from the sadness, that he does not feel the cold on his body and fortunately is he dressed warmly so he can remain to sit here for a while longer without worrying about catching hypothermia.
Kai keeps seeing how Ralph's coffin is being lowered into that black hole while he continues to hear Oksana's cries for her husband, it breaking his heart more and more the more he thinks back to it, and he just cannot stop thinking about it which makes it even worse and more painful.
The children are also broken about the loss of their father, but Oksana is broken the most because unlike her children, she has no mate to go home to, only a lonely place welcoming her and THAT is enough to drive any person to the edge or to the brink of insanity or a nervous breakdown.
Kai already knows that Oksana will most likely not come back to work, but whatever her decision will be, he will support her no matter what she chooses to do, as long as he does not lose her from his life as well because then he honestly does not know what he will do then. He cannot lose both his father and mother at the same time because he may just lose it completely.
Just then Kai suddenly thinks back to Mya and her family and how horrible it truly must have been for her to not only lose one, but three beloved family members all at the same time, and it is actually a miracle that she did not try to commit suicide which again just shows what a strong woman she really is, and that she can really overcome a lot, a lot more than the regular person can overcome.
She may have said how broken she was but words will never be able to truly describe the seriousness of the situation, and seeing how broken Oksana was today, Kai honestly cannot even begin to imagine how Mya must have felt to see three coffins being lowered into that black hole that always mocks the loved ones left behind.
Kai's thoughts abruptly switches to the first night he and Vladimir had met each other, he suddenly seeing that night clear in front of him, and he can't help but to smirk at himself because who would have thought that they would ever become such good friends after that fight?
FLASHBACK
Tala and he walks in through the door to the house while pretending like they belong here when they do not in fact because both he and Tala has slipped out of Hiwatari manor seeing as Tala is staying the weekend with him, and the two of them thought it would be nice to go to a house party that they heard about through some girls back at school, and this party already looks like it is going to be a lot of fun, especially seeing as it is mostly young adults here, everyone here in their early twenties.
Fortunately for the two of them, they look older than their actual age and should push come to shove, they both have fake ID's, so there is no reason they cannot be here. The moment they stepped in the large house, they were greeted with the smell of smoke and weed, along with beautiful girls everywhere, but he already knows that Tala is not going to pay any attention to them seeing as he has Alisia, so it just means more for him and he definitely has plans on getting laid tonight.
They quickly find something to drink and the rest of the night is spent mingling with everyone and taking shots with everyone that dares them to drink.
Later the night he could feel that his hormones were raging and he was in dire need of some action with a woman, and he has already spotted the perfect woman for that part, the blue haired woman leaning casually against the wall while talking to some guy he has seen a few times tonight, but he is not going to let this get him down because he will fight for this woman if he has to, and besides, the other guy may seem older than him but he knows that he will be able to kick that guy's ass very easy.
With alcohol flowing through his veins, along with lust, he feels like he can take on anyone that dares to stand in his way of what he wants, the woman being that thing right now.
And so, he casually strolls over to the woman, the two of them immediately making eye contact but she keeps talking to the other guy, but at least she is smirking at him right now which already seems like a good sign.
And seeing as he is somewhat past tipsy, he is way more talkative than normal so striking up a conversation with this woman will be easy.
"Is this guy bothering you?" he asks while he comes to stand right next to the unknown man, authority and arrogance radiating from him to show his opponent that he is no push over and that this woman is his from now on.
The other guy quickly turns around and glares at him, he being met with the most unusual green eyes he has ever seen in his life, this actually being the first time that he has ever seen eyes like this, but he does not show this right now as he just smirks as this guy while again talking to the woman, "If he has been hassling you, sweetheart, I can easily help you out of this tight situation," he says and quickly turns his attention back on to the woman and winking at her before he turns his attention back on to the glaring man.
"The only one who is hassling her here, is you, so I suggest you take a hike, because we don't have time for you right now, so get lost, kid."
Under normal circumstances he would have growled at the fact of being called 'kid' but fortunately for this puny human being, he has alcohol in his system so he is at least a bit calmer and he will let that word slide, for now anyway.
He smirks at the man while looking him deep in the eye, he only realising now that they are about the same height which means this guy is also tall, 'but we all know how the saying goes of how higher they are, the harder they fall,' he thinks to himself while keeping his sights on this man.
"And if I don't get lost, what are you going to do about it?"
"Kick your ass."
He chuckles to this before he again looks over at the woman, she clearly being amused about the situation that two men are about to fight over her, and this is a very good sign in his opinion because at least she would not walk away should he and this guy get involved in a fight, and he also sees this as she giving her permission to fight over her.
'Game on,' he thinks smugly to himself before again turning his attention back on to the idiotic man in front of him, those unique green eyes of his still glaring into his own brown eyes.
"If you want to kick my ass, I suggest you get some help because you won't be enough, BOY; I will wipe the floor with you."
The guy narrows his eyes and anger is quickly shown in those green coloured eyes of his, this exciting him even more because not only will he get some hot sex for the night, he will also be able to kick some guy's ass into next year, he not one to ever back down from a good fight.
"I am no boy, that I can assure you; you probably don't even have ball hair yet, so don't even dare call me a boy, BOY," this guy throwing his word right back at him but it still has no effect on him, all thanks to the alcohol in his system, "so I am only going to give you one chance to walk away before I make you cry and then have you go running back to your mama with your tail between your legs," this guy now also smirking an arrogant smirk which immediately infuriates him.
His smirk quickly disappears as he takes two steps towards this arrogant man, their noses almost touching and his calm demeanour is suddenly something from the past, "I am warning you, you have no idea who you are messing with you, so I suggest you walk away right now before you end up being just another statistic on the murdered graph come morning time," and he says this so softly that only he and this other guy can hear it, his voice also sounding much darker and deeper than his usual voice so that this weakling can realise that he is messing with the completely wrong guy.
However, this guy shows no sign of being frightened by that threat, and instead of turning away like he had thought he would do, he closes the gap between the two of them, their noses now being pressed against each other while they continue to glare at each other.
"I don't run from idle threats, BOY; I am scared of no one," he says and he sounds very confident while saying these words without showing any sign of fear.
Deep down this suddenly excites him because maybe this can be another worthy opponent that he can fight with, someone other than those in the mob, and there is only one way to find out.
Without giving this guy any warning, he pushes the guy back and immediately lands a right hook on his jaw but he also receives one back within a blink of an eyes, and this is all that it takes to completely send him over the edge as he abruptly charges this guy, the two of them quickly getting into a full on brawl while people start to cheer them on as the two of them start to beat the shit out of each other.
Kick for kick is matched, blow matched with blow and it does not take long for him to realise that he has found another worthy opponent and while fighting this guy, and he can feel how his rage disappears and how it gets replaced with excitement, the excitement increasing the longer he fights with this guy because this guy continues to prove that he is no push over.
By the time the fight comes to an end after being broken apart by Tala and four other men, both he and this man are heaving, but he can see in the other guy's eyes that he too has been excited by this fight, and without thinking about it, he smirks at the guy but it is a friendly smirk and not one to show his authority and to his surprise, he also gets one back.
"Let go, Tala, I am fine," he orders while he tries to get out of Tala's hold, but Tala has no intention of letting him go.
"No, I think we need to go home because it is obvious that you have had enough to drink, so I think we are leaving, Kai, before you end up killing one of these innocent people, because your grandfather would not be happy should that happen."
"I am not going to kill anyone, so you can relax; I also have no intention of going home now, Tala, because the night is young, and I promise I will behave myself. Besides, I think I want to get to know that guy better seeing as he stood up against me without showing an ounce of fear, so let go, now."
Tala glares at him, his blue eyes showing that he does not trust him, "I am watching you, Kai; one wrong glance or body language and I am dragging you out of here by your balls, and that is a promise."
He can't help but to raise an eyebrow at Tala upon hearing that threat, "I think you are spending way too much time with Alisia, Tala, because you are really starting to sound just like her, and it is just freaking me out."
Tala smirks to this but he releases his hold on him and takes a step back, "It just shows you once more that she and I are meant for each other, we truly are soul mates."
He rolls his eyes at this while he straightens his clothes to make himself good looking once more, "Yeah, you two are the same amount of crazy so it would make sense for you two to be soul mates, but anyway, I will behave myself so go mingle with whoever you mingled with before you came and interrupted my fun."
Tala narrows his eyes at him, "I am warning you, Hiwatari, behave yourself."
"Hn," is his last reply before he walks away from Tala and heads towards the other guy, he also smirking the moment he sees him head towards him, the woman currently away from both of their minds.
"You got balls, kid, I will give you that," the guy says while he crosses his arms in front of his chest, he not taking offence upon being called 'kid' once again.
He comes to stand right in front of the man and he also crosses his arms in front of his chest while he also still smirks at this guy, "And you got skill, BOY; not many can stand up against me and walk away unscathed, much less land a punch on me, but you did and that impressed me very much."
The guy chuckles friendly to this, "You are not about to blow me, are you?" he asks jokingly and he suddenly notices how those green eyes of his suddenly starts to sparkle with life, he almost getting lost within them.
"Sorry to burst your bubble, but I don't swing that way; only vaginas for me, so sorry if you thought that you will get blown by me."
"I also prefer the women genitalia above dongs and gongs; by the way, I'm Vladimir," and he holds his hand out which he immediately takes in hand and shakes back.
"Kai."
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Kai smiles to himself while thinking how Vladimir and he just clicked that night, and even though he did not get laid that night, it did not bother him because he found a new friend, one completely different from his world and that is what made it so much more special, the fact that Kai could click with someone who did not have the corrupt power and desire to destroy and control everything and everyone around him, and it truly was a breeze of fresh air.
Since that night he and Vladimir just grew closer and closer, the two always hiding their friendship from everyone because of what the consequences could be, and their friendship grew so strong that Vladimir was confident enough to ask Kai to kill him and his family, he still feeling horrible for doing this, but it was Vladimir's wish and he had to respect Vladimir's wishes.
'I may sound selfish right now but maybe it was a good thing you had died, Vladimir, because were you still alive, I never would have been with your sister, and I never would have been this happy, so your death was never in vain because I am truly happy, even though I do still miss you very much, my friend. I probably would have given anything to be able to spend one last day with you, to be able to enjoy life with you right by my side, but we all know that it is humanly impossible, and all that I have left are our memories, but I will never forget you, my friend, I promise.'
Kai lights another cigarette while still keeping his eyes on the icy plains in front of him, he deciding that after this cigarette, he is going to head back home so that he can just be with Mya, with his precious blonde, he suddenly missing her more than he usually does, but soon he will have her in his arms once more while they again console each other after this tragedy.
Kai suddenly looks up to the blue sky, his thoughts back to Ralph, and another strong wave of sorrow comes over him, 'I will always see you as my father, Ralph, and I will always be thankful for what you did for me along with my grandfather. You had helped shape the good side of my personality, you have given light to the darkness within me, and for that I will always be thankful; rest in peace, Ralph; rest in peace, my father.'
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As the two lovers make their way down the dimly light hallway, they both can feel that there is something in the air, something arousing and erotic and it continues to tease their more sensitive senses, it just adding fuel to the already surging fire of arousal within their bodies, but Kai has brought them here tonight because he has one last test for Mya to see whether she will be able to comply with the agreement that he, Alisia and Tala had made with each other a long time ago. He already knows that Mya acts exceptionally well with ecstasy, but now he wants to see how Mya will react towards other females that will come on to her while being in a somewhat tipsy state of mind.
The two lovers are currently making their way down the hallway of The Amber Tiger, the two heading to a private room where two strippers are already waiting for them, Kai having arranged with them beforehand that they are to entice his girlfriend and that he will be completely off limits to them.
It is already two weeks since Ralph's funeral and even though Kai is still greatly saddened by the loss of Ralph, he has decided that he has to go on because just like all other sad events in life, after a certain amount of time the pain does lessen, and he is already at the stage where he can smile again, but he still misses both Ralph and Oksana seeing as she has gone back to her village, so it was a double loss for him, but with Mya by his side this painful journey has been made easier, and for that he is very grateful.
Tonight will also be some sort of distraction for him, to take his mind off of the heartache and this mystery of his declining health; in truth, he actually NEEDS this distraction with Mya right by his side all the way.
"I still can't believe you organised a private show for us, my phoenix, although I should actually be pissed seeing as you are going to see another woman naked."
Kai chuckles darkly to this, "Who says they are for me, Mi Amor?" Kai asks seductively to which Mya only raises an eyebrow at, but she says nothing else to this as they finally reach the room, and with Kai's left arm around her waist, he ushers her into the room before following in afterwards.
Mya only grins when she sees that two sexy ladies are already waiting for them on either side of the pole, they both looking exceptionally sexy and attractive in their sexy outfits and stripper high heels.
"Evening ladies," Mya says cockily while walking away from Kai's hold, he just slightly frowning to this, but he says nothing to this while he keeps his eyes on Mya as he makes his way towards the long red velvet couch after closing the door behind him.
"Evening gorgeous," the woman on the right side says while she bends down and brushes a finger along Mya's chin, the two strippers looking at Mya with desire in their eyes and she does not miss it, nor does she feel offended, but rather...turned on?
'What the hell?' she thinks to herself and before she says anything else, she pulls away from the two women and comes to sit right next to Kai, the business mogul having his arms stretched out over the headrest of the luxurious couch with his legs crossed, his right ankle resting on his left thigh.
Mya makes herself comfortable against Kai's heated body and soon the two strippers start to dance, their moves being sensual, but as time goes on and the clothes start to fly, their moves start to move from sensual to explicit, Mya staying solely focused and wide eyed on the two dancing females, she in complete awe at just how incredible sexual and pleasurable she finds it.
Kai has noticed this, and he is already somewhat pleased with the results, but he is still not certain whether Mya would do anything physical with the two women; the only way to find out is to test the water.
Kai leans his head towards Mya's head and he starts to nibble on her lobe in a seductive manner and he can feel how her body shudders upon feeling this, but she does not remove her attention away from the two dancing females.
"Do you want to indulge, Mi Amor?" Kai asks heatedly and huskily against her ear, his eyes closed while he gently rubs his nose against her head while he continues to breathe huskily against her ear.
Mya does not face him, she still focused on the dancing females but she at least does reply him, "Won't you be jealous, my phoenix?"
Kai chuckles into her ear in a seductive manner, another shudder passing through Mya's body but she still does not turn to face him, "Never, Mi Amor, because I know they will never be able to do...the things I do to you, they don't have the necessary...equipment to please you like I do, so I don't see them as a threat. This evening is after all just for you, Mi Amor," Kai gently pulling on her lobe with his teeth which causes a sudden gasp to escape Mya, but she still remains focused on the two females.
"So what, we can do anything to each other, right here in front of you?"
Kai brushes his lips against her ear while whispering the word 'anything' in a huskily manner, Mya finally turning to face him and there is no denying the lust within those gorgeous eyes of hers, he suddenly having second doubts about his plan and now he actually wants to indulge in her sexual nature, but there is no turning back.
Mya only smirks at him before kissing him and then getting up from the couch and making her way to the little stage in front of them, the two ladies pulling her up on the stage, and all that Kai can do is to sit back and see how his precious Mya turns into a sexual being that makes his loins burn and ache with sheer desire.
The three females touch and caress each other, all while the two start to undress Mya, slowly and sensually until she is only in her thong, Kai already sporting an impressive erection by just seeing how his girlfriend gets undressed.
In no time is Mya the star of the show, she giving Kai his very own private show while she dominates the other two females, demanding them like they were her submissive puppets, beckoning to her every demand without a hint of hesitation or reluctance, and it is this sheer display of power of Mya that is causing Kai's erection to throb with an unexplainable desire, it almost at the point of becoming painful but he is not going to interrupt, no matter how horny he is and how much he wants to drive himself into Mya right now.
Mya moves her hair and body sexily along with the music, her skin glistening in the red light while her every toned muscle ripples every time she takes on the pole in a majestically manner.
Kai has no doubt that he is currently in the presence of the dark Mya, the power, desire, arousal and dominance pulsing from her very being, it filling every crevice and every inch within this room, it enveloping him and beckoning him to bend to her will, to obey her along with her other two puppets.
The three continue to touch, to taste, to lick and to kiss each other all over, Kai wishing that he could do all of those pleasurable things to Mya right now, wishing that his hands could explore her naked skin right now like those two women are exploring her naked skin right now.
No one is keeping track of the time as it is not of importance right now, all four occupants in the room caught up in the bubble of desire and pleasure.
Mya continues to enjoy her time with the two women, enjoying the feel of their soft lips moving against her own while their naked skins grind up against each other, she also enjoying the feel of sucking their nipples just as they suck hers, but now she knows what Kai had meant by saying that they will never be able to please her like he does, and she smirks inwardly to this because it is the truth. They will never be able to pound her like he can, and right now she in dire need of some HARD pounding.
Kai can't tear his eyes away from Mya and from all that is taking place right in front of him, it almost seeming like Mya has actually forgotten all about him because she constantly stays focused on the other two females, but she finally locks eyes with him and he can only groan when he sees the intense lust in her eyes, that indescribable and untameable hunger for sex, and it is all directed at him, and now Kai can only smirk because it seems that she has not forgotten him at all, not about what he can do to her.
Her eyes are locked on to his like a predator's eyes are locked on to its prey, he now the prey of this gorgeous black panther, he literally seeing how she is salivating for his body, and pride suddenly overflows him because this magnificent beast is all his, and his alone.
Mya abruptly pulls away from the two females and she gets off of the stage, she slowly making her way towards Kai with her hips swaying from side to side in a sexual manner, their eyes locked on each other.
Kai comes into position and the moment she is about two feet away from him, he reaches out and grabs Mya's wrists and yanks her closer to him where she wastes no time in getting onto his lap, he ordering the other two women to leave, which they do all smiling while they hurry out of the room because it is clear that Kai and his girlfriend are about to ravage each other.
His hands starts to roam her naked body while they continue to keep eye contact, Mya's naked crotch positioned directly over Kai's throbbing member, and while keeping eye contact, Kai lowers his head and takes her left nipple into his mouth, Mya moaning to this while tilting her head backwards.
Kai continues to suck on the perky nipple, he tasting the other two women on her nipple but he ignores it because she is now all HIS.
"You were right, they will never be able to satisfy and please me like you can, my phoenix," Mya says huskily, Kai pulling away from her nipple and he pulls her head down where their lips meet in a seething manner, the two immediately going to work in ravaging each other's mouths.
Within a blink of an eye is Mya on her back on the couch, Kai on top of her with her legs wrapped around his body while he goes to work in undoing the front of his pants, and while they are still locked in a fierce kiss, Kai pushes himself into her which results in both of them moaning out in absolute pleasure.
Kai wastes no time in starting to thrust hard and fast into Mya because he knows that this is what she desires right now, to be taken hard by him and he will grant her this wish. In and out, in and out he moves in a hard manner, her body constantly reacting to this while she moans out loud to this, but Kai knows that he will not be able to last very long because this all has just been too intense for him right now, the sexual power too overwhelming for him, and he can already feel how he is getting closer to the edge.
"I won't last long..." he mutters to her, "I can feel..."
"Not yet...just a little while longer..." she mutters back, Kai still continuing with his hard thrusting while trying his best to withhold his orgasm but it is proving more and more difficult with every thrust.
"Mya..." he says in an almost whimpering manner because he is already at the edge and he can't hold much longer.
Mya says nothing and instead just arches her back against him while her inner cavern clenches tightly around his member, this finally pushing him over the edge while his orgasm starts to consume him like hers is consuming her right now, and it doesn't take long before they are left a heap of heaving and spent bodies while they try to get a grasp on reality after that incredible intense, yet short, session of hard core animalistic sex.
Through all the heaving and coming to terms with it all, Kai manages to lift his head from where it was resting on Mya's shoulder, he looking at her eyes that are still glazed over from all of the pleasure but he shakes it off for right now, "How do you feel like going on a trip with Alisia and Tala?"
I don't have much to say, I hope you enjoyed it.
Next chapter will be up on the 30th if all goes well.
Take care and blessings to all.
