Paraguay's truth

Chapter 111

"I was only trying to help myself since my doctor had told me that I wasn't able to have any more sex. And my husband is a very sexual person with his needs. I am sorry to have put you into the position with the sex issue. I miss it greatly as well Madeline and I know my husband does as well." she cried out.

"I completely understand. I miss my husband David as well along with my two boys going to be here in a few weeks and I can't wait to see them. It's why I am going to be taking the time to recover Loreile. And try to recharge myself both physically and most of all mentally. This case really had screwed me up with taking them both out. For where it could of been much worse." she quipped.

"I am truly sorry the mission bothered you too much. As I said earlier. You're a savior with saving my husband's life in many ways. I just had wished that some people in Paraguay were able to do the same as with Gibbs old girlfriend Maria before finding her dead in her quarters with her throat cut..." Loreile makes mention with having to bring up the name.

"Did you really think that this woman would of saved Gibbs at the hands of both Hernandez and Riccio?" This was a hard question to asked at this particular time.

"I really don't know. She just mostly used him for his body in order to gain a child with his seed. Otherwise it just didn't work out with Hernandez 's plan with all of the woman weren't able to conceived." she responded with great sadness.

"And if it did Loreile? What would of happened once Gibbs had found out that he was a father to other slave women?" she commented to have Loreile shaking her head at the idea.

"If this was the case. I would of left him for sure with not being married to him any more and with getting away as far as I can along with taking Shane and this child inside me with giving him no rights at all. It was the same thing I told him earlier back when our marriage was on the rocks."

"And what did he say to that one Loreile?" Madeline needed to say on the subject of getting the children involved to be a horrible thing no less.

"He was scared of losing himself again as well as his son Shane. He's always been scared all of his life for having to be around children even for NCIS. But thank god that Hernandez and his plan didn't worked out. I just felt bad that Maria was a part of the plan even though I understand that she was trying to fight against it until she was killed." Loreile said with sadness with her demeanor.

"I know the feeling Loreile with losing one's self. I went through that myself many years ago during the time our marriage was having issues with not spending enough time together while the boys were growing up. However cutting back on our hours we were able to fix the issues and ever since we have been happy with staying in contact as much as possible. And now I am going to take that time for ourselves again for at least three weeks. I know it's not going to be easy for Shane with me gone. But Alicia is wonderful as well with Shane and he likes her."

"I know. Listen I need to go now with laying down. I can't even think straight at this point and including my own body. Madeline thank you for telling me the truth." she commented with a loud yawn ..

"No problem Loreile. Have a good sleep since I am going to try again as well." she says with opening the door for her.