" Are you sure, you don't want to go St. Thomas?" Jax asked. They've only been back to the clubhouse for an hour and Chibs was already cleaning Tara's bruise on her face. Jax still thinks Tara should at least get checked out to make sure nothing wasn't broken or at least damaged.
" Jax, I am fine. I just want to eat and take a nap. What happened with Monica?" Tara asked a few seconds later.
" Doesn't matter. You don't have to worry about her anymore, babe." Jax says as he leans down and kisses the top of her head." I am going to get you something to eat and I am gonna call Abel." Jax says he walked out of the dorm.
" Chibs, can I ask you something and you totally be straight with me?" Tara questioned.
" I can do that. What's your question lass?" Chibs asked as he finished cleaning the bruise.
" Is Monica right? About her being Jax's old lady? I mean considering the fact I did leave Jax fifteen years ago." Tara says with a shrug.
Chibs sighs for a moment as he tossed the cotton ball into the trash and leans back against the chair he was sitting on." Monica, she was never Jax's old lady. She tried to be but she just couldn't cut it. We all knew that one day you will be coming back, Tara." Chibs says with a small smile.
" Did she ever love him?" Tara questioned in wonder.
" Probably, but he never really loved her though. His heart belonged to you. It always has. Does that answer your question?" Chibs asked.
Tara nods her head as she started to feel better with things." Yeah, thanks Chibs. Mind telling Jax that I would eat later. I am just gonna take a nap." Tara says as she nods once more and got further into bed. The moment Tara heard the door close behind Chibs. She takes a deep breath as she closed her eyes and fell asleep.
Walking back out towards the bar, Chibs walked over to Jax." Hey, Jackie boy. Tara says she will eat later. She's taking a nap." Chibs says as he takes a seat at the barstool and told the prospect to get him a beer.
" Thanks, Abel is on his way over, he's bringing Melinda with him," Jax says as he lights up his cigarette and takes a drag from it.
" What about Tommy boy?" Chibs asked.
" He's spending the day with his new girlfriend April, but he will stop by later to check on Tara," Jax answered as he took another drag from his cigarette. Thomas has been spending a lot of his time with their new neighbors Daughter April for the past few days and they seem to be getting along pretty well so far. Thomas still doesn't want to bring April to the clubhouse and both Jax and Tara understood why. They don't want the Cooper's to have the wrong impressions about them.
" I am gonna go check on Tara." Jax says as he takes the plate of food from Bobby as soon as he came back out of the kitchen." Thanks, Bobby." Jax says with a nod as he walked back down the hall towards his dorm room. When he opened the door and walked in, Tara was already sitting up and talking to someone on her cell. Jax set her plate on the nightstand as he leans over and kisses her forehead gently,
" No, of course not. Jax and I will love to have you guys come out here next weekend. Heather, we got plenty of room. You and Leah can share the guest room. Everything will work out, I am looking forward to seeing you guys next weekend. Bye Heather." Tara says as she hangs up and set her cell down." Oh thanks, baby." Tara says as she took the plate.
" Your welcome babe. So, what's going on? are your friends coming next weekend?" Jax asked as he sat down beside her and steals a kiss from her as he grins at her.
" Yeah. Heather and Leah have the weekend off from the hospital so they want to come into town for a visit. Is that okay with you?" Tara says as she takes a huge bite from her sandwich. It's been a while since Tara had a chance to see her best friends and next weekend would be great for all three of them to catch up. Plus it will give her a chance to show them around Charming.
" Yeah, of course that's totally fine with me. You seem to be feeling better." Jax says as he brush some of her hair behind her ear.
Tara nods her head." I am actually. I know I should be pissed off for what that bitch did to me, but none of that matters though. The only thing that matters to me is that you love me and I love you. Everything else doesn't matter." Tara says as she massage her fingertips gently against his beard.
" It's true, I do love you Tara and I always will love you. You're my old lady and hopefully my wife again." Jax says with a small smile.
" What?" Tara asked as she was little shocked but never really expected for him to bring it up marriage again especially now, when Tara is actually okay with everything between them." Are you serious?"
" Of course, I am serious babe. I want you to be my wife again." Jax says as he grins more at her." I mean isn't that what you want?" Jax asked.
Tara slowly nods her head." Well, yeah of course I do Jax. But it's been fifteen years since our divorce and well... are you sure you wanna get married again?" Tara asked as she looks over at him for a moment.
" Are you saying, you don't want to get married again?" Jax asked as he shook his head for a moment as he was trying to figure out what's going on in Tara's head right now.
Tara laughs lightly as she shook her head." No, of course that's not what I am saying Jax. All I am saying is that, I'm going to need more time to think about it." Tara sighs softly as she placed her hand against his face." I love you Jackson and you know that I will do anything to have our family back the way it used to be. I just need time to think about it. Okay?" Tara asked softly as she smiles softly at him.
Taking her hand as he turns his head and gently kisses the palm of her hand as he grins and nods his head." Of course, babe." He says as he pulls Tara closer kisses her deeply and passionately as he smirks against her lips, and slowly lays her down.
" Before I forget. I talked to Abel and he's bringing Melinda over."
Tara nods her head as she smiles brightly." Good, I wanna see my girl. Of course I wanna see my boys too." Tara says as she reaches for his belt as she looks up at him."Think we got time, before we get here?" Tara questioned as she gently bit her bottom lip.
Jax chuckles as he leans down and nods his head." I always got time, for you babe." Jax says as he captured his lips against hers. Kissing her more deeply and passionately with so much heat as he groans softly and pulls her more closer to him.
Author Note: Yeah, I am gonna leave it there... for now :P. Happy Reading everyone!! Leave Reviews if you want..
