Authors Note: Ah yes. Butter Cake Recipe. I will get on that XD. Actually, that sounds really good. How about this. I use a recipe but I make changes to it and honestly….I just sort of….add things in, drives my sister nuts because I never write down what I do. The next time I make it I will write it all down so I can get you that recipe, she's been wanting me to do that anyway. The original recipe isn't bad…just needs tweaking in my opinion.

Anyway, here's another chapter! Read on!

Chapter 11

"Fili likes the bakers daughter?" Kili nodded. "The one who was in a cell?"

Kili laughed. "Thats the one."

Dis sighed. One son married to an elf (more to the point of the principle then the elf herself, Dis loves Tauriel) and one who seems attached to the daughter of a baker who is on Thorin's watch list. Their little family just gets more interesting by the day. "And where is Fili now? I would like to speak to him."

Kili shifted. Truthfully, he did not know. Really, he couldn't. Without help, he could not even get to the washroom on his own let alone figure out where Fili is at any given time. "Uh, the kitchen? Maybe? It is near lunch and since you are in here, I assume that is where Tauriel went and where he would be."

"Not in the kitchen." Naurfaer came walking in, a tray in each hand while Tauriel stood beside him carrying a third tray for herself. Naurfaer passed Kili one and Dis another and sat as if they weren't currently missing a member of the family.

Dis looked at her tray then back at Naurfaer and Tauriel. "If Fili is not in the kitchen, where is he?" The elder elf sighed and folded his arms. "He is a son of Durin and the dam he cares for has left the mountain. Where do you think he is?"

Tauriel threw Naurfaer a disapproving look and Kili chucked a roll at the elf, hitting him in the head with a plunk, before it fell to the floor. Kaw flying to the ground beside the roll and hopping over to where it landed and began tearing it to shreds, crumbs flying all over the wood and carpet.

"KILI! I am trying to keep him from eating things off the floor, so he doesn't get in the habit when the baby comes." Kili gave her an apologetic look but went back to his lunch, stuffing his mouth to keep it occupied lest he get into more trouble.

"Thorin is going to…" Dis began shaking her head,

"Thorin is going to what?" Everyone turned to their kingly uncle, brother, and... whatever he was to Naurfaer, Kaw looking up and croaking but going back to his meal after seeing it to only be Thorin. Thorin looked around the room twice, everyone remaining silent, except for Kaw who was now cooing at his crumbled mess. Nobody was trying to point out the missing member of the family but Thorin was no fool. He looked to Kili. "Where is your brother?" he finally sighed out.

Kili gave him a look and pointed to his leg. "Why do I keep getting asked that? I know nothing outside this room." Thorin pinched his nose and turned to Tauriel who pointed to Naurfaer. Naurfaer gave her a traitorous look and sat back, folding his arms then signaled to Dis.

Dis sighed, of course nobody wanted to be the one to inform Thorin of the fact Fili had left. Considering her words carefully, Dis stood and moved towards her brother. "Fili went after the baker's daughter."

"HE DID WHAT!?" Thorin bellowed. "I told him to stay in here until everything was safe to leave. I told her to stay away from this family. Why in the great forge is he going after her?"

"Come now, Thorin, how can you possibly not understand young love?" Naurfaer tried, Dis closed her eyes and Tauriel shook her head no at Naurfaer but it was too late.

"Love? Dis, what does he mean love?"

"I haven't spoken to Fili. I only know what they have told me. It appears, however, Fili is rather attached to this young dam."

"A young dam I have explicitly ordered to not come near."

Seeing Thorin not budging, Tauriel tried a more calming tactic. "'Adad, Viltarra is innocent. She is my friend as well. Please do not judge her too harshly." Thorin turned his blue eyes to Tauriel who was now standing beside him, her hand on his arm. Kili watched with surprise as Thorin calmed, if only slightly. His elf certainly had an attachment to Thorin and Thorin to her.

"We had the trial this morning." Thorin stated, changing the subject for the moment. He reiterated what he had told Dis earlier to all currently in the room.

"Uncle, do you think anyone else was involved?" Thorin thought for a moment before answering Kili.

"No. I believe we have everyone."

Kili stayed silent for only a second, before doing what his two nephews did best. Standing up for one another. "Then why not let Fili be happy. I know neither of us went down the path you would have chosen. I know for certain you, and mam, wanted us to marry for the betterment of our people and I will tell you, I was prepared to do as you asked which I am sure Fili is as well. What I was not prepared for, was the overwhelming feeling of love and need that came with Tauriel. If Fili only feels half of what I do with my one, he will have no other. You would be dooming him to a life of loneliness and unhappiness." Thorin could only look at Kili. He could not think of a thing to say to his nephew who spoke with conviction for his brother.

"I know you love us uncle. I know you want us to be happy. Give Fili a chance to be happy. Viltarra, I do not know her as well as Tauriel does, but I most assuredly plan to. Should she come back with Fili, which I assume that is where he is off to considering he is not in here, give her a chance as well. If Tauriel does not believe her to have had anything to do with the plot on her life, then I trust her judgment, fully. He accepted my one without question, loves her, and treats her as if she had been in the family his entire life. I love my brother Thorin, but what kind of brother would I be to him if I did not try and accept the one he loves after all he has done and accepted for me?"

Tauriel could not stop herself from going to join Kili on the bed, taking his hand in hers and pressing her lips to the side of his head. "I love you." She whispered quietly, and how could she not. Kili had the biggest and most beautiful heart. Kili turned his head to her and lifted his hand to trace her cheek. "I love you." He repeated back.

"Fine." Both looked towards Thorin, as did Dis and Naurfaer. "Do not ask me to trust her, but, I will not get in Fili's way. Mahal knows I accepted an elf into this family" He turned to Naurfer "Make that two elves...and a half." He finished looking at the swell in Tauriel's abdomen.

Tauriel took no offence, she understood his meaning. Thorin also knew that if he tried to push Fili and the lass apart, he will likely only end up pushing Fili away. He is done losing his family. Does he like this dam? No. Does he trust her? No. Will she know it? Probably. He had never been good at hiding his feelings about others. What he will not do, is force Fili into making a decision that will lead his nephew to a life of bitterness and regret. If this dam makes his nephew happy, he will not get in the way. Only time will tell what the future holds.

Tauriel and Naurfaer both perked up at the same time, their heads turning to the open veranda door. It had been a warm summer day, despite it nearly being autumn, so the door was flung open letting the warm air fill the room, as that is what Tauriel loved.

"What is it?" Thorin asked. Tauriel did not answer, instead she slid from the bed and went outside to look over the side of the mountain. Within seconds, Naurfaer, Dis, and Thorin were beside her, each peering over the railing at the approaching cart with a very well-known small cream horse with two blondes riding together. "HEY! WHAT IS GOING ON? YOU CAN'T JUST ALL RUN OUTSIDE AND LEAVE ME HERE!"

Dis sighed and looked inside to see Kili craning his head to attempting to see the group. "They are coming back meleth nin! Fili, Viltarra, and her parents! They are nearly at the gate." Kili gave a loud whoop, Thorin grumbled under his breath but watched on, and Naurfaer smiled widely and knowingly. Dis watched each and looked down at the approaching party. She was still unsure about this. Truthfully, she wanted to believe the girl to be innocent, but, after Gildridd and Kaulithah, she was having a difficult time opening her mind to allowing another…stranger…into the family so soon. After all, Kaulithah was no stranger to her or the boys, and still look what happened. She let out another sigh and watched the approaching party, Tauriel slipping her hand into Dis's, giving it a squeeze as they waited for the group to slowly disappear underneath them.

"What happens now Fili?" Viltarra tightened her arms around the prince's waist as they headed up to the gates and around to the stable entrance. The main gate was now reconstructed, so they no longer rode the animals in, rather, the inhabitants of Erebor who came on beast-back went directly to the stable and the carts and traders were able to enter in in a different gate, which was smaller than the main gate but large enough for several carts to fit at once. Viltarra watched as her father and mother went into the larger entrance as Fili jumped down from Kit, offering a hand. She rolled her eyes and jumped down.

"Don't start. I am perfectly capable of getting off an animal, though, that one is larger than I am accustomed to. Kit was in no way as large as Galaddal, though he stood near shoulder to shoulder with Kili's mare, Maryn. But, both were larger than the average pony, even if they were smaller than most horses. Fili, Kili, and Thorin…even Dis, were on the taller end of the dwarven people. Kili said it was because of their Durin blood, the same blood giving them an extended lifespan.

Fili gave her a bow. "Of course, my lady. How foolish of me to think you uncapable." Viltarra put her hands on her hips and gave him a glare that would make Dis and Tauriel proud. "Right. Next we introduce you to my mam…and Thorin." He did not look at her as he passed one of the dwarves in the stable Kit's reins, making sure to pat both Maryn and Galaddal in the nose on his way past.

"Your uncle will not have it Fili."

Fili stepped up to her and took her hands in his, squeezing them. "Be patient with him and let me handle it, okay?" Viltarra sighed but nodded and let him pull her into the mountain from the stable door. He walked her quietly through the halls and ran into Balin at the bottom of the stairs.

"Balin!" The older dwarf smiled and looked at Viltarra, noting their clasped hands. "Hello, to both of you." He then pointed at Fili. "Did not yer uncle tell ya you were to stay inside the family rooms lad? He is not going to be happy yeh did not listen…again."

"You left when you weren't supposed to?! Fili!"

Balin laughed and Fili looked unamused. "If yer going to stick around lass, one thing yeh should know about Durin's folk is they rarely do as they are told or expected. Wild hearts, the lot of them. That includes our elf lass, Tauriel. Mahal knows what mischief her and Kili's offspring will bring to these halls."

Fili chuckled. "I for one cannot wait."

"Nor can I lad. Now, what brings yeh out and about, riskin' yer uncles rath?"

"Balin, have you met Viltarra? She just agreed to court me."

Balin's eyes went wide. "By my beard! May I be the firs' to offer my hearty congratulations. He is a good lad, lass. You can do no better." Viltarra's cheeks reddened but she thanked Balin as Fili preened. "Are yeh takin' her to see everyone?"

"That was where we were headed." Viltarra did not look so sure. She tugged at Fili's sleeve.

"Fili! I cannot go up there. Thorin said. Do you want me to go back into a cell?"

"I did say that. I also believe I said to stay away from my family." Fili cringed and Viltarra immediately jumped away from the golden-headed prince.

"There is also the fact I told you, Fili, to not leave the rooms."

"Uncle." Fili tried to protest but Thorin raised his hand.

"It would appear we will have yet another who deems my word to be more of a, suggestion, then an order." He looked at Viltarra, his blue eyes blazing before he turned to Fili. "Your mother is waiting up in the main sitting room and Tauriel is trying to keep Kili still. I suggest you go up, before your brother tries to get out of bed and come down." Thorin turned to leave and paused "The both of you." He added and disappeared around the hall.

"I think that is an okay for yeh lass. Excuse me." Balin gave a short bow and followed Thorin. Viltarra shuddered at the coldness but Fili was smiling. Maybe that was normal? He took her hand and she allowed Fili to pull her up the stairs only to be stopped again.

"Ya got her! Well done lad! Welcome lass! We 'ave a lot to tell ya, but best yeh go on up for now." Fili smiled at his hatted dwarf friend and hauled Viltarra up the steps before she could answer. Viltarra looked at the massive floor to ceiling door, proof she was going from the normal part of the mountain, to a much more regal and grand section. Fili opened the great door and they entered the main sitting room, where Dis stood waiting.

Dis gave Fili a stern look and pointed a finger at her son. "Do not think we won't be discussing you running off." Fili let go of Viltarra's hand and walked over to kiss his mother on the cheek. The stupid charmer. She could never stay angry at him, or Kili. "I see you brought a guest?"

Fili took her hand and pulled Dis towards Viltarra who stood trying to not look nervous. "Mam, this is Viltarra, daughter of Vin. With permission from her father, she has accepted my request in courtship." Dis eyed the dam silently.

"Viltarra!" Tauriel stepped into the room, Naurfaer just behind her and walked towards the blonde baker who finally let out a smile. Dis and Fili watched as Tauriel put her arms around Viltarra and pulled her into as close of a hug she could give with her son growing each day. Dis watched on and gave her son a sidewards glance as she felt him relax beside her just a bit. Tauriel stepped back to allow Dis to come forward once again, the eleth giving Viltarra a reassuring look.

Viltarra turned her eyes to the taller dam. She looked the epitome of royalty with her fur lined gown, gold crusted belt, and circlet of gems on her brow. The beard braded at her cheeks was thick and ended at her waist. The two braids sat just before her ears in the same style as Tauriel and Fili's down to the matching beads at the base. A sign of their family, she was sure, as she remembered Thorin having identical braids and she assumed Kili did as well. Her own hair was braid -less. Her family was not in the tradition of doing braids and having to put her hair up while baking made it difficult to constantly work around beads and adornments, so she rarely added them in.

"So, you wish to court my son?" Tauriel looked to Dis, noting her standoffish tone. She sounded more like Thorin then she usually did, and she clasped her hands in-front, wondering what Dis was going to do and hoping her friend could take the Durin fueled intimidation, she most assuredly was not disappointed.

"I have already accepted, lady Dis. Although your support would be more than appreciated and welcomed." Tauriel could not stop the pride she felt for her friend's ability to stand up for herself. She will do just fine in this family.

"I see." Dis gave back easily. "Mam…" Fili tried but she put a hand up to silence him, Fili obediently stepping back and waiting. The princess of Erebor, sister of Thorin circled the small dam, taking her in. She noted her shorter stature, the bare hair, and her proud shoulders. Everyone waiting on bated breath. However, Dis said nothing else, only giving the dam a nod and turned from the room to go down the hallway towards the suites. She did stop at the door and turned to Tauriel gently calling "Come, daughter." Tauriel was going to tell Dis she would be staying, but the look in Dis's eyes was filled with motherly protection and concern, so as much as she wanted to, Tauriel could not find it inside her to argue. She gave Viltarra and Fili an apologetic look and followed Dis.

Viltarra released a breath, Fili sighed and shook his head and Naurfaer snorted. He looked to Fili "Well, that was…something. Did she do that to Tauriel as well? I could only imagine watching that introduction with Dis." Naurfaer tried to pull up a mental vision of Dis and Tauriel first meeting. He could see Dis blowing her top as her son dragged an elf into her home. The young dark-haired prince probably approached his mother with a wide grin and large begging brown eyes as he thrust the red-headed warrior elf in front of her. Now that dwarrow can get away with anything with just a look, and he knows it. They are all doomed if he passes those eyes to his unborn son. Naurfaer looked around at the shifting Fili looking everywhere but him and Viltarra.

"Really? She accepted her right away didn't she." Viltarra deadpanned. Fili ran to her and took her hands. "It was a completely different situation Viltarra. Give mam a chance. She is just...protective. Especially of Tauriel right now. I think that is all it is."

"Fili, she accepted Tauriel but barely even gave me a more than moment of her time. Are you sure about this?"

"More sure than anything. Please Viltarra." She looked into Fili's pleading eyes. He let his forehead fall onto hers making it impossible for her to think with those blue eyes boring into her own, begging her silently.

"Now aren't you two are as cute as Kili and Tauriel." Fili pulled back and laughed as Viltarra blushed, but she gave Naurfaer a smile who was watching them with a sigh before he perked up and smiled wide.

"I don't suppose either of you are too busy for some tea and cookies? I managed to save a few from your bottomless pit of a brother and would love to be at least one member of this family extending a warm welcome." Naurfaer gave Viltarra his warmest smile and she nodded. Naurfaer approached the two. He was just nearly a head taller than either of them, forcing him to look down as he approached. Fili stepped back giving the elf enough room to take the dams hand.

"Look. I am new to this family too. They really aren't so bad. Give them time. Dis and Thorin will come around once they see how happy you make our Fili. I am most certain you will have no problems with Kili and Tauriel already loves you."

"Our Fili?" Fili gave Naurfaer a look, but was smiling.

"Quiet. I am trying to help here." He looked back at Viltarra. "You have more allies than you think, try not to worry and just enjoy getting to know one another. Shall we head to the kitchen?" Naurfaer extended his arm. Viltarra hesitated but took it, looking back at Fili as Naurfaer dragged her down the hall, the prince shaking his head but following only steps behind. He had never been so thankful for the strange elf in his family then he was right now.

Tauriel followed Dis back into her and Kili's chamber, the mother of their little family sat hard on a chair and looked away into the setting sun. The entire way back, Tauriel rehearsed what she was going to say. 'I am not a child, I can stay where I want', 'Viltarra is not a monster or a lowly being, she deserves more than a nod and for you to look down at her', 'Are you trying to push Fili away, you are setting yourself up perfectly to go down that path.' With the words ready to fall from her lips, she opened her mouth to speak.

"I am sorry Tauriel. I did not know what to do or say."

Tauriel closed her mouth and looked at Dis. How was she supposed to rant and rave when Dis looked so...defeated. Taking a deep breath, Tauriel sat beside Dis.

"I do not understand. You never treated me as such. Why her?"

Dis lifted her hand and ran her fingers over Tauriel's family braids. "That feels like so very long ago, the day you came to Ered Luin, dead on your feet but fire in your eyes." Tauriel remembered. She also remembered being worried about Dis's reaction to her, especially since she was an elf. Tauriel's worries were unfounded, as Dis ran right to her and pulled her into her arms.

From the moment she met Dis, the dam practically became her mother. There was no period of complicated relationship dynamics or having to prove herself. Dis just, opened her heart to Tauriel and Tauriel latched on. The two worked. Was their relationship or life perfect? Valar no. One can see that just looking within the last month, but, Tauriel knew without a doubt in her heart that Dis loved her as one of her own.

"Kili spoke of you, nearly every day before you came. I knew of your name, hair color, your passionate kindness, and courageous spirit. I knew how you sacrificed something elves normally considered sacred and gave it up for something elves find fault in in other races, mortality, emotion, and deep seeded passion. I also could see the love Kili had for you with every word he spoke and I knew that only a returned love could spawn such a sacrifice as you gave. So, when a bleeding, red-headed, mud covered, very wet she-elf was all but carried into my family's chambers, I knew exactly who you were. Inside and out. How could I not love you too?" A tear fell from her eye and she wiped it away and continued.

"This last month, I, I almost lost you. I saw that look when I called you to follow me, I think I know you well enough now not to miss the 'do not tell me what to do' look. My daughter, you will need to forgive me. I was the one who put trust and faith in Gildridd, then walked away and let her slowly kill you. I was the one who pushed Kilauthah at Fili in hopes she would join this family."

"Dis, 'amad…" Dis shook her head. "No Tauriel, let me finish." Tauriel closed her mouth and waited.

"I am a fool to think I can lock you up, I doubt you would let any of us do that. But, Tauriel, I will have a difficult time trusting anyone near you or in this family for some time."

"'Amad, Gildridd fooled everyone. She never lied about her abilities, she was a well-known healer and had the credentials and knowledge to back it. She did know and work with elves, just, not for the reasons we thought. As for Kilauthah, well, you did know her. It was no fault of yours she took advantage of your kindness and favor for her own agenda. Please stop letting this plague you so. You are only causing yourself more pain then necessary. I am alive and sitting beside you as is your grandwarfling" Tauriel took Dis's hand and placed it on her son who had just woken and gave the hand a small push. Dis smiled at the contact as Tauriel continued.

"Fili is the one who needs our support now. Please, try to get to know Viltarra, I most assuredly believe you will like her. I also believe without her cheese buns being the only substance I was able to eat in the last month, I would not be here. I suppose you can say she saved me in a way."

Dis sat considering her words and nodded. "I will try." She stood quietly and left the room, leaving Tauriel alone. Tauriel sat biting her lip before letting out a huff and walking to the bedroom, falling back unceremoniously onto the bed. Her eyes were shut tight, but she felt something tickling her forehead. Peaking an eye open, Tauriel looked up to see Kili's warm brown eyes staring down as he sat leaning over her.

"Want to tell me what happened? Because, I have been literally sitting her for an hour waiting." Tauriel smiled and closed her eyes again but reached up her hand to brush it against Kili's rough cheek.

"Remember when you introduced me to Dis?" Kili hummed in response. "Imagine that, but completely opposite." Tauriel opened her eyes just in time to see Kili cringe.

"That bad?"

"Worse to be sure. 'Amad channeled Thorin perfectly and thoroughly, it was quite unsettling." Tauriel fidgeted and tried to get comfortable, but with only a few months left of her pregnancy, her spine was constantly protesting any action she attempted. To add insult to injury, Tauriel was currently both hungry and nauseous. Probably the latter because of the first, her son was always displeased when in need of food and she did not comply quickly.

"You alright?" Tauriel sighed and nodded, then shook her head. They had made a promise to each other just a few nights ago that both will be honest with how they feel regardless of how weak it made them appear to themselves. Their marriage will be one of openness and care. Both knew this would never change overnight, each of them was stubborn, but they would certainly make more of an effort.

"I am nauseous, and uncomfortable." At the first, Kili nearly went into a panic but Tauriel stilled him before he would fall out of the bed in an attempt to get someone, further injuring himself in doing so. "Calm, meleth nin. Oin had said some nausea is normal, it was just in the abundance it had been that the problems lay. I think our son is simply hungry and it is his way of informing me. I will go to the kitchen and see if Fili or Naurfaer are in there."

Tauriel stood and leant over to place a kiss on Kili's forehead. "I shall bring you something as well." Kili sat back and stared at the ceiling. He hated how he could not go anywhere, do anything, or see anyone who did not come and see him. He could not even go and support Fili by getting to know Viltarra. Maybe he can get Tauriel to bring them both here for lunch tomorrow. He sat and waited for nearly an hour when he heard footsteps coming in and Tauriel peak her head into the doorway.

"Are you up for visitors Kili? For I bring dinner and guests."

Kili pushed himself up and smiled widely as Fili appeared behind Tauriel and he could just make out the wavey blonde hair signature with the baker's daughter, Viltarra. "Yes please, to both!" Tauriel chuckled and stepped in, each one carrying a tray of food into the room. She had been in Tauriel's room once before, but it still struck her as wonderous at how large it was compared to what she was accustomed too. She eyed the door which was open leading to the veranda. She had never been out on it before as the last time she was here it was closed and she had been helping Tauriel find something to wear.

Seeing where her eyes had landed, Tauriel grabbed Viltarra's hand. "Come, I will show you. It is my favorite part of these chambers."

"Hey, what about me!?" Tauriel laughed and amended. "Okay, my second favorite part of these chambers." As they made their way she leaned down and whispered "It's my favorite." Kili heard though and gave out an indignant huff until Fili gave him a plate and he began eating with his customary vigor.

Viltarra gave out a gasp as she stepped into the warm, summer, evening. The sky had darkened and the stars filled the evening in the millions. "Thorin insisted we had these chambers for this reason. He knows of my love of the stars and these are the only quarters that has the veranda attached." At Viltarra's look Tauriel gave her a reassuring smile. "Was he unkind to you? Thorin?"

The blonde baker leaned against the railing and looked beyond to the dancing fires alight throughout Dale. "He still believes me to be involved in poisoning you. I don't think he will ever really trust or accept me. I have nothing in common with him or his sister. I will always be an outsider, a common outsider." Tauriel watched her for a minute.

"Do you love Fili?" Viltarra whipped her eyes up and scowled, causing Tauriel to laugh. "I think you are mistaken, that scowl most surely matches Thorin's perfectly, my Kili's as well." Viltarra's face softened and she laughed with Tauriel before the pair turned to the stars glittering above. Sliding her eyes away from her precious stars, Tauriel watched her friend before getting her attention.

"Look inside that room." Tauriel indicated to the door where Fili sat laughing on the bed beside Kili who was glaring at his brother. Viltarra followed the elf's line of sight to see the boys in the room, Fili had nudged Kili and his glare suddenly turned to a laugh filling the chamber and drifting out to the to the veranda. Viltarra looked back up at Tauriel who was smiling brightly and looking fondly at those in the room. "That, Viltarra, is nearly my entire world right there. My Kili and my brother Fili." She looked at Viltarra.

"Dis and Thorin, are as much a part of it as those two are. Those four are all I truly need to be happy, and this one too" She indicated to her growing child. "I suppose I should add Naurfaer in as well. But, I do want to apologize for Dis, and Thorin. I am afraid it is my fault they are acting as they are, they are very…protective of me. My story is something you shall never fully believe to be true and is one no other who has come or will come will likely go through. Dis does not just call me daughter because I am married to Kili, Viltarra. There is so much more to it."

"Why does she then? I don't mean to sound rude or intrude, but, it is odd for dwarves to be so fond of an elf. Were you at all nervous to meet either of them when Kili brought you home?"

Tauriel chewed her lip, looking from Viltarra to the door. "You did not answer my question. Do you love Fili? I know it may take time if you are not there yet…"

"Yes! I...yes. It is difficult to explain and I have not even told him yet. But, I know what this feeling is and it can be nothing else." She paused, her eyes wide as she stared at Tauriel. "Oh my. I love Fili." Tauriel laughed and pulled her friend into a hug.

"Come. I have a story to tell you that at least will put your mind at ease as far as Dis and my relationship versus yours goes." Tauriel grabbed Viltarra's hand and pulled the dam into the room alongside her.

The two sons of Durin watched them come in, Fili passing Tauriel a plate and pointing to it as she took her place beside Viltarra in one of the chairs. He really did not need to say anything, as Tauriel was quite happy to eat away. Once she was finished, she placed the plate on the bedside table. "Fili, Kili, I wish to tell Viltarra. Everything."

Fili was the one to furrow his brows at her and sit up straighter. "Are you sure Tauri?" Tauriel could see a look of slight hurt pass on the blonde baker's face before she covered it up. Fili caught it though, so he back tracked a bit, looking at Viltarra "It's not what you think, I am not trying to keep things from you, it is just, a very difficult and complicated story. I am not saying no." He turned back to Tauriel "It truly is more of your story little sister, than any of ours."

Tauriel looked to Kili who gave her a reassuring look and smile "I am with you on whatever you choose, amralime." The room fell silent as Tauriel thought on where to start. She turned to her friend.

"What I am about to tell you, it is of grave importance you share with no other. Not even your family. Not even Leotti nor the company knows anything of this. If you cannot agree, it is best we share nothing."

Viltarra thought for a moment, then leaned over and looked directly at Tauriel. "I will tell not a soul. Whatever you say here, will not leave this room." For good measure, Fili rose and closed both the door to the veranda, locking it tight, and the bedroom door. Kaw was out sending a message to Legolas Tauriel had given him after lunch, so he was not at home at present. It was for the best, their raven was a baby, he could not be at fault for repeating anything which he was at present, prone to do as he learns to speak.

With the two brothers sitting on the bed, and Tauriel beside Viltarra, each in their own chairs, Tauriel turned her eyes to the blonde beside her. "We did not survive the battle of five armies Viltarra. Not the first time around."

Confusion right from the start filled Viltarra's eyes. "I do not understand. The battle of five armies? That is what they called the great battle for Erebor and Dale the elves help fight is it not? If you did not survive, you would not be here. What am I missing?"

"Nothing. Truly. The Gundabad orc, Azog had a plan, or an order. We are at present unsure where to trace it beyond that. Ragardless, it was to destroy the line of Durin completely, and he succeeded. He killed Fili first, stabbing him then throwing him off a tower. Kili..." Tauriel paused. The wound was two years ago, but felt…fresh. "Kili was taken out by Bolg, who pierced his chest. Azog himself took Thorin. I, I fell, and my wounds were too great. I am afraid any further memories of that life were stripped of me, even these are hazy and more...guesses through visions and dreams then actual memories."

Viltarra was now more confused than ever. For a moment she was wondering if this was some, cruel joke, they were playing on her. A look at Fili who was looking to the wall lost in thought and Kili who was looking at Tauriel with eyes full of worry made her question her judgments on them but soon chastised herself for thinking ill of them. She knew Fili and Tauriel enough to know they would never be cruel in any way.

She watched as Tauriel seemed to pass a silent message to Kili, their minds so in sync they could bring comfort to the other without touching or speaking. To be honest, she could not wait to get to that point with Fili, if he would allow it. They were still so new. "How are you here?" It was all her mind kept asking over and over again.

"Tauriel is how." Fili finally answered, giving the elf a gentle smile.

"I awoke in the afterlife, Valinor. I may have found my way into a meeting between Manwe, Aule, and three particular sons of Durin."

"Found your way Tauri?"

She gave Fili a look quieting the dwarf prince and continued "Their line had truly been cut off with all three gone. Manwe had mentioned he had the ability to send one or more back, but had not the power to do so. It took a moment, but eventually he gave away it was the life of an elf he would need. An immortal who could give their countless years to cover all the sons of Durin, present and future. I did not hesitate to offer my life." She looked over at Fili and Kili. "And I would do so again and again and again for any one of them."

Viltarra thought for a moment. "So, he sent you back?"

Tauriel hummed. "Yes. After I agreed, he said he would send us back two years, and allowed enough life for me to return as well, but without my immortal…spark if you will, the best way to describe it to a mortal being." She smiled and continued "We barely had time to say goodbye when I awoke in my room in Mirkwood two years before our deaths. Of course, Thranduil noticed my little difference. Elves are much more in tune to such things than mortals. I was forced to leave and found my way to Ered Luin."

"They just, made you leave because you were different now?" Tauriel shifted uncomfortably, and not because of the baby who was very much asleep once again.

"Yes, and no. Thranduil actually wanted me executed."

"WHAT! That's a bit…extreme isn't it?!" Viltarra cried out.

"Yes, but, it has been settled since then." She tried calming the blonde dam.

"Ya, after he tried to execute you when he caught you." Fili drawled out, sitting back on Tauriel's pillows with his arms folded against his chest.

"Actually, she walked into that one if my memory serves me correctly." Kili corrected, glaring at Tauriel who refused to meet his eyes.

"Might I go on now?" Tauriel snipped.

"Is there ever a time when you don't end up in a life and death situation?" The room went silent as all turned to look at Viltarra, each one contemplating one situation after another. Fili ticking them off "Thranduil, the orcs at the gate, Aeodhen…at the gate, Dwalin at Bilbo's…"

Tauriel let out a huff and glared at the two on the bed. Unapologetically, Kili chimed in, "Oh, I had forgotten about Mr. Dwalin. There was also that nasty business with Sauron, the thunder giants, the dragon, Thorin, Thranduil a second time, of course the battle itself…also for a second time, and finally this whole business with Kaulithah and Gildridd. Amralime. You are creating quite the credentials there."

Tauriel pointed a finger at the two laughing boys "I will have you know, I lived 600 years without much but a few intruders and dealing with Thranduil. You, sons of Durin, come into my life and that is where the danger follows."

"Aww, and you wouldn't have it any other way." Fili teased.

Tauriel's entire countenance changed in seconds and she smiled. "No. That is very much true."

"Does Dis know? About what you did?" Viltarra asked after a few minutes of quiet.

"We told mam the night we came back. It was difficult not to as the three of us were celebrating. Mam was beside herself, it took her weeks to let us out of her sight and when Tauriel came, it was as if she had been there our entire lives." Kili grinned and looked to his wife, remembering that first day in Ered Luin with her.

"Thorin helped Tauriel in while I went to get Oin, she was covered in mud and a mix of her own and I am sure several orcs blood." Fili added.

"Fourteen. If I remember right." Tauriel stated with a smirk before rising "Please excuse me for a moment, pregnancy does one no favors." Tauriel stepped into the washroom leaving Fili, Kili, and Viltarra alone in their thoughts.

Viltarra finally broke the silence asking "What did Dis do when Tauriel came in? That must have been a sight. A mud and blood covered elf being led into her home."

"Mam did not even think, just pulled Tauriel, blood, mud, injuries and all into her arms and held her. I cannot even relay the feeling of relief I felt, not just to see Tauriel safe and alive, but for mam to accept an elf as she did…I am sure I would have been disowned and disinherited had it been under any other circumstances. Instead, mam and Thorin basically adopted her instantly. Though she is mam's daughter by marriage to me, even Thorin calls Tauriel his daughter from time to time, he even walked beside her at our wedding, giving her away as a father would. Tauriel gave her lives for us to have a second chance, and both mam and Thorin first loved her for her sacrifice, then for who she is."

Catching the end of the conversation as she walked out, Tauriel stood beside Viltarra who remained seated, she seemed pensive and quiet as she took in what they all had told her. The young dam looked, if Tauriel could describe it, defeated.

"I know this probably is difficult to hear Viltarra, considering the greeting you just received from Dis and how Thorin has been treating you. I am afraid it is more my fault than yours. They are incredibly protective, these descendants of Durin. You shall see in time."

Viltarra thought about it. A king who lost his mountain he fought for, two brothers killed so very young, a mother and sister who lost her entire family. Tauriel saved them all, she restored everything with her single sacrifice. It was no wonder they are so protective of her. Without her, they would not be here and Dis, would be living the remainder of her long life alone with the constant reminder of everything she lost.

It was coming together much better now. But she had one more question. "If they care for you so much, if they are so protective, why did they leave you alone this last month? Watch you slowly die at the hand of another." Her voice barely above a whisper. It was an argument she had had with Fili and one he never truly answered. The once comfortable feeling in the room evaporated like water on a hot day and she watched as both Fili and Kili wilt before her eyes. They each cast their heads down in shame and clear self-hatred. She did not mean to harm them, she just, did not understand.

"Enough!" Viltarra whipped her head up and looked at Tauriel, her face set in anger. At first, she thought it was directed at her, but Tauriel was looking at the two brothers on the bed. Tauriel pointed angerly at them "I told you both to stop harming yourselves with that, and all my work is undone with one question?" She did turn her flashing green eyes on Viltarra, though the dam could see she was attempting to hold back some bite as she spoke. "Do not blame them, please. Much of the fault lies with me. Had I spoken up, they would have been beside me in an instant."

"Amralime, we saw.."

"I said enough Kili. Great Valar above, when will this be over? We made mistakes my Kili. We all made mistakes. Is that not what life is though? The constant curve of making and learning from our faults and errors? If you learn from it, it is not a mistake, but a lesson. However, if you dwell on those mistakes, it will only blacken your life, your heart, and your memory. You will soon drown in your fears and failures. If there is one thing, I learned from being immortal, just ONE thing, it is life of a mortal is fleeting and often over before it began. I choose to live and learn, to take those bad moments and cover them with all the good. Let us learn and keep going. Lift your heads, for we are all in this room, alive and well. Is that not the greatest of things to be joyful for? A life with those you cherish?" Fili met her eyes and gave her a nod but Kili refused to even look at Tauriel, so she went to the other side of the bed and took his head in her hands, forcing his eyes to meet hers. It pained her to see so much self-loathing apparent in the normally warm brown orbs. She let her thumbs caress his cheeks and spoke quietly.

"Kili. Please stop harming yourself. Your pain is my own. Tell me what can I do to take this from you?" When a tear escaped his eye, she fell onto the bed and pulled him into her arms as best she could with her pregnancy and his injuries. Her Kili, so strong and self-assured, but when it came to her, so heartbreakingly vulnerable.

"I am so, so sorry amralime."

"I know." She pulled away and brushed some hair behind his ears. One thing Tauriel learned over her time with Kili when it came to him beating himself up, is she could say all kinds of things to her precious and most beloved dwarrow, but he will only listen when he is ready. Until then, she will simply be there waiting for him to stop causing his own misery. Stubborn dwarf that he is. This does not mean she won't try every single day to take it from him, as he does for her.

"I am sorry as well. I did not mean for that to cause any pain." Fili stood and went to Viltarra and took her hand in his. "Any pain we feel is pain we deserve." Tauriel huffed, still cradling Kili's head but Fili threw her a look and she said nothing, just ran her hands through Kili's hair and watched Fili.

Suddenly Viltarra shot up, causing Fili to fall back landing hard on his behind. "No..no no no no no no!" She paced the room, her hands flying to her hair. Her actions pulled Kili from his drowning thoughts as he furrowed his brows at the dam. Tauriel stilled her hand in Kili's hair but watched silently. Fili was wincing as he pulled himself up, rubbing a sore spot. Tauriel wonders if he landed on a knife when he cringed as he rose.

Before anyone could say anything though, Viltarra pointed a finger at Fili. "You DIED!"

"I came back too." He said with a smile, it did not help. Tauriel rolled her eyes at his fallback on humor.

"FILI! Be serious for one moment. You actually died. Afterlife and everything. All of you did." She looked at Tauriel. "It isn't just Dis and Thorin who owes you, I do as well."

"Viltarra you owe me nothing." Tauriel tried.

"But I do! Don't you see!" She turned to Fili, begging with her brown eyes for him to understand. "I would never have known you existed Fili. We are only together because Tauriel brought you back. I would have been alone." She finished; her last thought spoken in barely a whisper.

Eyes widening, Fili cleared the distance between them and pulled Viltarra close. "That is not true. You would have found someone." Even as he said it, he hated the idea. Nobody was good enough for her. "Would Kili have found someone without Tauriel, would Tauriel have settled with another elf? I wish for no one but you Fili. Only you, and you died." She was not crying but for how upset Viltarra was at the moment, she might as well have been.

Fili still tried to sooth her fears "You would have never even known I existed Viltarra, let alone what you would have felt." The dam pulled away enough to look at Kili and Tauriel.

"When did you know, that you two were meant to be together. Despite your…complications."

Kili tried to think, Tauriel laughing at the look of frustration crossing his face before he finally answered. "Honestly…no idea." Fili laughed knowing why and Viltarra looked once again as if they were laughing at her.

Tauriel shook her head. "You will have to forgive my husband; he often speaks without considering how his words affect others. It is not that he is being purposely obtuse, we had all memories but how we died and our time in Valinor stricken from us when we came back. We knew we loved each other, but, the memories on how we came to do so in our previous life are gone. We had to relearn each other in Ered Luin." Tauriel often thought on the same thing. How did they meet? What was said? was she instantly attracted to her prince or was it something that happened over time with him?

"If I were to guess…" Tauriel continued "I would say it happened when they came to Mirkwood as that is where I would have been. I probably saved his life, he most likely said something ridiculous but so endearing, it made me want to hear more."

"We were put in prison; you would have been our jailor. Long nights sitting and sharing stories. You standoffish at first, but I would speak of nights under your stars and moons filled with fire. You would not have been able to resist." He gave her his signature cheeky grin and wagged his eyebrows at her for good measure.

"Truly?" She laughed. "Or, you would not leave me be until I gave in out of pity and boredom." Kili scowled at her and she nuzzled his nose with her own before looking at Viltarra who was watching them curiously.

"I may not remember it, but I do know from this time around that the time between the company's imprisonment in Mirkwood and the battle we all fought together was not long. In that short time, I had fallen so in love with this dwarf, I could do nothing more than give all I could up for him. He is my one, my souls' mate in all ways. I feel that is something I would have known when I saw him." Kili hummed, the sound vibrating in his chest as he leaned in enough to kiss her lips gently, pulling away only to look over at Viltarra and Fili.

"I know we don't have the answer you wanted. I can only tell you what I feel now. It is a desperate need to have her near. That has not changed since she arrived in Ered Luin over two years ago. It has only grown. If that need is there in you, that is your answer."

Viltarra nodded and thanked them. She could only imagine the immense amount of trust it took to tell her and she did not take that lightly in any way. "I believe you. About everything, and I will not speak of it to a soul. It will follow me to the gates of Mandos and beyond." Fili pulled her into his arms and buried his face in her hair. "I know. We trust you." He whispered. Really she did not know how, they barely knew each other, but everything Kili described, she felt inside her chest. A deep need for Fili that overrode all her logical thoughts and desires.

"I think it is getting late. I will walk you to your family." Viltarra nodded. She extracted herself from Fili's arms and made to leave, but changed her mind. She walked with purpose over to Tauriel who had just stood to begin helping Kili up. The elf stopping as she saw the dam coming towards her. Before she knew it, Viltarra had pulled Tauriel into an embrace.

"Thank you. For bringing him back." Realizing what she was saying she tightened her own hold on the dam. Fili has come to mean as much to Tauriel as Kili, just in a different way. The thought of Fili's laughter, his wit, and his audacity not filling their lives was a devastating blow.

Viltarra pulled away and with a goodby, left hand in hand with Fili moments later. Tauriel turned to Kili smacking him on the back of his head.

"Ow. What was that for?"

"Stop. Being. Stubborn. The last month was not your fault. So, stop it." Kili sighed but nodded. "I will try amralime." She watched her husband for a moment, then pulled him in for a kiss, Kili happily going along as they sat together on the bed. Tauriel pulled back just a bit and nuzzled his nose, pressing their foreheads together.

"Now. Do you want a bath? Oin agreed the warm water will help and I have some herbs I can add in as well." Kili nodded eagerly and Tauriel stood from the bed and grabbed the crutch and helped her dwarven husband make the slow and painful trek to the washroom.

The following day was not one Thorin was looking forward too. He rose early in the morning, making his way out to the main sitting room where Fili and Tauriel sat talking quietly beside Naurfaer. They all stopped speaking, however, when Thorin walked in.

"We want to be there." Thorin sat down across from them, watching carefully as he considered Fili's request.

"You have never had to witness such a thing."

"I have." Tauriel stated. "As captain of the guard it was my duty to oversee these situations. I must admit, they were…rare. However, in my 600 years there have been instances they have come up. I also wish to show Gildridd that she did not win. I and my child are alive and well and Kili will never be with anyone but me." Rubbing his chin, Thorin nodded.

"Very well. Is Kili in agreement?" With a sigh, Tauriel shook her head. "It was…a small argument this morning but they eventually came to an understanding. "He does not wish me to be near that dam again, that is all. I told him you, Fili, and Naurfaer will be there and none of you will allow for anything to bring me harm."

Thorin sighed and stood. "Let us get this done with then and move on or it shall never feel completely over. Are you ready?" All three nodded and rose, following Thorin out.

This was the first time Tauriel had been seen since the rumor of her death fell through the halls the mountain like a dark shadow. Some still believed her to be gone, despite Thorin's reassurances she was well. So, as she stepped beside Thorin up before the crowd of Erebor's masses congregating for the execution, there was a wave of murmurs that filled the quiet air. Naurfaer just watched the crowd with a quiet somberness suited for the event, he was standing several paces behind Tauriel, eyeing all in attendance. A quiet guardian for the proceedings.

The other lords were also in attendance, though Krygo had already left, taking Kaulithah with them late the day before, as they promised they would. Thorin personally made sure they left without incident.

"Are we ready Thorin?" Thorin nodded to Balin. Everyone seemed to be in attendance who was necessary, so he gave Balin and Aeodhen his approval to proceed. The guards guided Gildridd up through the center of the crowds. By now, her vile deeds had spread through the entire mountain, and many were unafraid to spit harsh words in Khuzdul at the dam who once was a respected healer, as she made her way to the front.

Dwalin stood, his axe in hand ready and sharpened. He silently waited for her to approach. The masses were outside the mountain, away from the entrance on the opposite side of Dale. Thorin did not want this dwarrowdam to have any honor of being inside the mountain. Erebor is where honorable dwarrows dwelled, this dam had none.

As the Gildridd was pushed to her knees before Thorin, Fili, and Tauriel, the king looked down at her. "Do you have anything to say before you meet the great Mahal."

"My maker knows my deeds were justified. He shall reward me greatly for my both the love I have for that child and the aid in removing those pointy eared nuisances from this world. Mahal, the creator, spits on the likes of you. A traitor to your name and your kin. Accepting an elf into your family and in the halls of Erebor. Durin the deathless is thrice cursing your name, Thorin Oakenshield. I will BEG the maker to allow me a seat to watch your judgment just so I can have the satisfaction of seeing you brought to your knees."

Ignoring her, Thorin gave the final chance. A prisoner's ability to renounce their deeds so they may stand with humility before the maker. "You have poisoned Tauriel of Erebor. Do you stand with any sorrow or guilt for what you have done?"

Gildridd glared at Tauriel and spit at the ground. "My only sorrow is she stands there still living, along with that abomination she carries. If I had one regrets, it is that I failed my Kaulithah and am not taking the elf with me."

Fili looked up at Tauriel, her face set in a mask of indifference but there was a barely perceptible tremble that went down her back and he took her hand in his.

Thorin had heard enough. He nodded to Dwalin who lifted his axe, and in one swing, it was all over.

"Fili, take her upstairs." Fili looked to Tauriel who was still staring at Gildridd's lifeless form, her eyes dark and menacing but her skin pale and she was still slightly shaking. Fili secured his arm around her and guided her away, Tauriel going willingly. He was glad he had talked Viltarra out of coming. His precious dam wanted to be there to support Tauriel and the family, but Fili had told her to come by the family's quarters later that day. It is then her support and friendship will be most needed, and to bring cheese buns, a lot of them. He even suggested she bring Leotti with her. His sister may be strong, but there are times when even the strongest need their family and friends.

However, in true form, Tauriel insisted she was fine when they re-entered the mountain. "I am just glad this is all over and we can move on." Although, she was very happy to see both Leotti and Viltarra already inside and waiting in the sitting room when she walked in. Tauriel was even surprised to see Dis attempting to make small talk with Viltarra, though both had strained smiles on their faces. At least they were trying, Tauriel thought.

The elf watched with amusement as Fili pulled Viltarra into his arms and kissed the dam soundly, Viltarra trying to push him back the entire time. She easily gave in, but smacked him on the chest when he finally released her. "Fili! Your mother is in the room! Behave." Fili only laughed. He walked by Tauriel, kissing her on the cheek and repeating the same for Dis who was eyeing her son warily. "See. Now everyone gets a kiss."

"And what about Leotti?" Viltarra said with a knowing smile.

"If he even comes close enough for that, I will strangle him with his own hair." The room erupted with laughter, even Dis's face breaking into a smile at the young dam. It felt good to be surrounded by so much, positivity. The laughter died when the sound of a bell tinkling met Tauriel's ears.

Tauriel looked around the room before asking "Dis, what is that?" Leotti chuckled and Dis sighed.

"I gave Kili a bell this morning to call. I wanted to make breakfast, then visit with Leotti and Viltarra, so I thought it would be a means to let me know if he needed me."

"He needs her...a lot." Leotti chimed in, snickering.

"Leotti, he is in pain, and stuck in bed during a stressful morning." Dis admonished.

"I will go to him. I will be back shortly." Tauriel excused herself and walked back to their room.

"Amarlime! You're back!" Tauriel smiled and noted the small golden bell and Kaw, who was back now, sitting, head nestled under his wing beside Kili. Tauriel noted a sealed letter with Legolas's handwriting placed on her end table; she will look at that later. Tauriel instead sat beside Kili, fingering a braid in his hair then tracing his jaw, following it back to the curve of his ear.

After he said nothing for a few minutes she lifted a brow curiously "You rang, meleth nin?"

"Hmm? Oh, yes. I fear I have been driving mam mad. I have been worried for you. I keep asking if she had heard anything yet. I also may have dropped my water and could not reach for my pot. I hate this. I truly do. It is most…uncomfortable in more ways than one." By the end of his thoughts, Kili was scowling and shifting in bed, Kaw lifting his head and croaking at being disturbed from his rest. He saw Tauriel and hopped up though, jumping excitedly until she scratched his black head.

"I am sorry Kili. I think you may be able to be more mobile in a day or so. I will take a look at your shoulder again tonight. Until then, though, how may I be of assistance my beloved prince." She kissed him on the forehead and sat back waiting.

Kili's cheeks warmed and he averted his eyes but did answer with "I was trying to get an update on this mornings proceedings. I think mam regretted giving me that bell." Tauriel smiled.

"As you can see, I am here and it went…as well as it could." She looked at the floor then back at Kili who caught the look. She could never really hide anything from him, especially with Kili being even more perceptive since last month's ordeal.

"Tell me."

Tauriel twisted on the bed and looked directly at him. "It was fine. She could not harm me. She just, said a few things that were…cruel. Words I would expect from an orc or goblin kind. Never from someone who's life focus was supposed to be on healing. It was difficult to hear, that is all. She will never harm us again though, so, I wish to just, let it go." Kili looked as if he wanted to argue, but nodded.

"Is there anything I can bring you? Are you hungry? Leotti and Viltarra are in the main sitting room with Dis, they are waiting on me." Kili shook his head and Tauriel pressed a kiss to his lips as she rose.

"I will just be down the hall. Ring if you need me."

"Oh, don't tell me that. I always need you." Tauriel snorted but dropped another kiss on his forehead and walked out. The remainder of the day was spent among her family and friends. Viltarra did bring her cheese buns, Tauriel ate nearly all of them, and blushed when she realized she had. Dis joined them for some time, but would go check on Kili and helped Fili in the kitchen with lunch, then once again with dinner in which Leotti and Viltarra joined in for both.

Thorin came back later that evening walking in with Naurfaer. He declared all the lords were on their way back to their kingdoms and each one signed the contract set before them by Balin. They were unified once more under Thorin as king. The patriarch of the family also declared it safe for them to leave and continue their duties among the people once again, including going to meals in the halls but Dis added a slight change. She wanted the family to continue breakfast together and called for family dinners two evenings a week. In a show of support for her son. Everyone seemed in accordance. Dis even gave Fili permission to bring Viltarra, though Thorin gave her a look, he said nothing to the contrary, for now.

As promised, Tauriel even checked Kili's shoulder that night. It had been about two weeks, so his shoulder should be well on the mend. Tauriel took it from the sling where Oin had it strapped to his chest for immobilization. She stretched it and moved it. Kili winced, but said nothing. Tauriel then spent the better part of the hour massaging it for her dwarf who eventually relaxed in her hands.

"It will be stiff and sore, but I don't see why you cannot use it now. You will be unable to shoot for a few more weeks while it fully heals, but, crutches to aid you getting around will be fine. No stairs though." At first Kili was excited to be able to finally leave, only to find out that leaving meant he was still holed up, just with extended room.

"Amralime." He whined.

"No. With that leg, and your shoulder still healing, you will just end up tumbling down and it may end up killing you next time. You will just have to stay inside the wing until you are strong enough to use the stairs. Be patient with yourself Kili, you went through something very traumatic for your body. It needs time to heal."

Kili sighed but eventually smiled as he opened his arms, his shoulder only protesting slightly. "Well, if I cannot leave, at least let me hold you properly for the first time in weeks." This, Tauriel was happy to oblige with. Though she did make sure to watch his leg as she let herself be pulled into Kili's warm embrace. She wrapped her arms around him and burrowed her face into his neck, placing a kiss on his injured shoulder. The couple quickly falling asleep. Later that evening, everyone cheered as Kili joined the family for dinner for the first time.

Summer was officially over and made way to fall, Tauriel only had four weeks left of her pregnancy and was feeling every minute of it. She was also getting an abundance of information from the other dams. She had been joining with Dis in meetings regularly since they were given the okay to leave from Thorin and was more often then desired…graced…with their 'wise' words for the better part of the entire hour she attended. Her favorites being:

"Make sure you do not bathe in a tub dear, that will drown the babe."

"If you look at a mouse, that little one will have a hairy birthmark…you mark my words lass. Steer clear of the rodents."

"Don't lift yer hands above yer head like that! Yer babe will be strangled with its life chord."

Honestly, how do they come up with these. First off, the babe is already in a sack of water, bathing will do no harm to him. Second, why in the green forest would she even want to look for a mouse and what does that have to do with genetic marks on her child, and best of all, in no way does her stretching cause her son to be in detrimental harm of wrapping himself up in his chord. Now, his constant need for moving and dancing, may be something of a concern, but not her stretching.

"Have you thought up any names yet dear?" Tauriel looked at Dis from her mug of tea and shook her head. She did not know why she was stalling so long. She really needed to sit down with Kili and decide. He should have a name ready for when he enters this world.

"Better get on that one Tauriel. You have two to come up with."

"Two?" Tauriel looked around. Shaada and Taada were both there with their youngest. Hillanna and Riffi were in lessons, as usual . There were about fifteen dams currently in attendance in Dis's receiving room, some she had known from Ered Luin, some she was getting to know from other clans. They were all rather kind to her.

"Dis, she does know about the second name, doesn't she?" Dis put her tea and furrowed her brows. She glanced at Shaada who was looking at Tauriel and Dis worriedly.

"Darling, did Balin or Thorin not teach you about our second name? Or Kili for that matter? He should have told you his own on your wedding night."

Tauriel thought back to her lessons, and her wedding night but nothing about a second name rang true.

"No. I am afraid nobody has said anything of the like. I am quite sure I would remember if Kili had mentioned a second name."

The room fell silent.

"Mahal's forge Dis. The lass is givin' birth in less than a month. She ought I know or the wee one will not get a second name."

"I hardly doubt Kili would neglect to give his child a second name Bria." Shaada tried.

"Forgive me, but can someone explain what it is I am missing?" Tauriel lacked the patients these last weeks to contain her ire. Fili has more than once needed to dodge a dagger and Kili finally began learning the art of thinking before he spoke, if only for the sake of his own life.

Dis sighed. This was a lesson Thorin was supposed to teach. It traditionally comes from the father of the family who not only bestows it at birth, but teaches them their own name and the importance of it as they get older. When her Vili had passed, Thorin took up the mantel as family patriarch and he was the one to teach Fili and Kili individually what their inner name was, the significance behind it, and it's secrecy. Not even the two brothers know of what the other's name is. A mother, father (or uncle in their family), and spouse were the only ones until it was engraved on their tombs in death. That is when it is finally revealed.

"If you will be patient my daughter, I will speak to Thorin. It falls on him to teach you."

Dis did not take long to remedy the situation, so Tauriel had little need to exercise her very little patience. It was in fact later that day, Tauriel received a summons to meet Thorin in his personal sitting room. He had not yet arrived when she opened the door, so she stood pacing the room until the door opened and Thorin stepped in, watching her with amusement.

Her footsteps ceased as Thorin gestured to one of the chairs and he quietly set about lighting a fire. He could have had someone do it, but, he preferred to complete the task on his own. Kili was much the same way, opting to handle certain chores in his own chambers, including tidying up, without the use of the dwarven attendants.

Once a warm fire lit up the room, Thorin pulled forward a second chair and sat.

"I have been made quite aware I missed something in your lessons." This was an understatement as Dis all but yelled at him for nearly an hour for missing something as important as an inner name. He tried to argue he had not thought about it because, well, Tauriel was 600, not an infant. It slipped his mind. His sister did not want to hear it and sent him off to correct his error.

Tauriel nodded. She had no idea what everyone was going on about and decided she would find out much more quickly if she sat quietly and waited for Thorin to tell her.

"You know we have a few names. Our given name, is our outer name. It is what all know us by. Thorin, Dis, Fili, Kili, Tauriel…all born in any race are given a commonly used name. Dwarrow, however, are also known to have three others."

"Three?!"

Thorin gave her a nod. "You know how we introduce ourselves 'son of' and 'daughter of' that is also considered a name. Tauriel, daughter of Findyyr."

"Alright. Kili, son of Dis. Would Oakenshield be a third?"

Thorin was impressed. "Well done. You are correct. Some earn a name or moniker if you will of a deed or achievement. My use of that oak branch in taking down Azog that first time sealed mine. Dain too is known as Ironfoot. The more you spend time among the dwarrow, the more you will hear."

"There is another, but I cannot think of any other introduction I have been given. Common name, moniker, family ties. All I have heard so they make sense. What is the fourth?"

Thorin leaned forward, coming closer to Tauriel who instinctively leaned in as well. "The fourth is unspoken. It is our inner name. One bestowed to us by our father. A gift given to mark his child as his own, some even call it a father's first blessing. The only who will ever know this name beside the dwarrow themselves, is a father who give is, the mother, and eventually, the spouse on their wedding night."

Tauriel thought back to their wedding night, blushing slightly. She mentally sifted through everything said but nothing came forward that sounded like a name. Did she miss something important?

"I am sorry Thorin, I do not recall Kili ever mentioning anything. I fear I have missed something."

Thorin sighed. He was afraid of this. "Seems like I am not the only one who deserves Dis's ire. Apparently Kili may have forgotten." He will be speaking to his nephew later. In no way was he the only one to be yelled at for this. Great Mahal above, he was the king. Yet his 'baby' sister still had the ability to make him squirm. Not that he would tell anyone this, or make it shown.

"Alright. I must help Kili come up with a second name. Even if we have not decided on a first."

"Have you discussed it?"

Tauriel nodded and let out a deep breath. "It has come up, but neither of us can...come to an agreement. Nothing seems suitable for…for him." At first Thorin thought she was referring to Kili, but she gestured to her belly and Thorin understood. "Does he know what is going on?"

Thorin knew Tauriel was connected to her child but he had no idea the depth of that connection. He watched as Tauriel smiled warmly.

"To a point. The further along I become, the more…aware…he seems of whom is in the room, what he wants, and how to communicate it. Still no words or anything. You have much of the same effect as Kili does. He seems to enjoy listening to you speak. He is always so, still, when either of you are talking near."

Thorin smiled widely, his blue eyes twinkling. He was looking forward to meeting the much-anticipated new arrival due in merely a month. He had even added coin into Bofur's arrival wager. The hatted dwarf had a calendar with names and was taking bets on when the newest member of the mountain would finally arrive. At first it was a small, contained, bit of fun. However, word got out on the wager and now, a much larger calendar was hung on wall of the main food hall where Dwarrows have been adding their thoughts almost daily. Some even coming to ask Tauriel questions on how she is feeling, any pains, pressures, or something to indicate if the child was coming sooner rather than later. Tauriel would patiently answer as best she could MOST of their questions, others, she flat out refused to even acknowledge. "What does that have to do with going into labor?!" The dwarf would snicker and say "Oh lass, yeh jus' wait." Often leaving Tauriel red in the face and gawking at the retreating dwarf.

Thorin and Dis were betting only a day apart with Fili being a day after Kili. They were all on the same week though, putting the newborn coming in just three weeks' time, if any of them were correct. Tauriel had not been allowed to bet not just because of her connection 'Bofur said it is cheating amralime.' But also, because he was concerned that EVERYONE would just choose the same day she did 'Not the point of a bet Tauri, takes the fun out.' So she was left out, but silently placed her own undercover name on the calendar. If nobody looked too hard, the fact Kaw spelled 'Khah' had made a bet would never be discovered. She thought she was clever, as she tossed a handful of gold into the crate at the calendar's base in the early hours of the day.

She was brought back from her head and into the room when Thorin placed his rough, large, hand on his grandson. "You know, I was the one who named Kili. His inner name. Dis had called him Kili even in the womb, even before we knew Kili was a male. She seemed to just know. His inner name though, that was supposed to come from his own father. Vili had...he had passed as you know, and with no other to do so, the honor fell on me. Kili will, no doubt, be filled with the same love as he bestows the name on his own son. There is nothing like it Tauriel, giving a name to a new life, a name just for them, that they will hold and cherish, only sharing with one who would protect it as much as they do themselves."

Tauriel looked to the flames over Thorin's head. It was certainly a beautiful sentiment. Elves only have their given names and their family name in some cases. "I will look forward to being part of Kili's blessing. Thank you for telling me all this. It truly is beautiful, as so many of your customs are." Thorin lifted a brow but did not move from kneeling before her, as she had expected. Is there more? She shifted but waited.

Thorin realized she thought they were done only a second later and stood. He lifted his hand to help the elf to her feet. "Tauriel. If it was only a matter of telling you what an inner name was, I would have had Kili do so."

Tauriel looked confused, and Thorin watched her carefully. "Stay here. I will return in only a moment." Tauriel watched as Thorin left the room and the chamber. She only had to wait seconds before the door opened once again and Thorin stepped in beside Dis who gave Tauriel a gentle smile, her eyes moist as she took the eleth in. Tauriel's bewilderment only grew when Thorin stepped before her once again, Dis just beside him.

Thorin cleared his throat but stood tall. "Typically, this is done at birth, but, we are making an exception as we always do when you are involved." He gave her a smirk but Tauriel just stared, looking between Dis who had a tear falling from her eyes to Thorin who had taken her hand, and began speaking in Khuzdul, his voice rumbling and vibrating from his chest. She could feel the tendrils of her son reaching out to grasp at Thorin's words.

"A name was given to you upon your birth. Tauriel. A name all will hear and speak. A name you will be known for. I bestow upon you a second name. Keep this deep little one and hold it tight like the mountain holds its gems. Before Mahal, our great creator, I offer you a name only he will know you by, daughter of mine. This name will be Durinulthatru (Durin's Star). It shall be your constant companion, and only in death, will all bear witness of it. Mahal bless you beloved daughter."

Tauriel could not hold in her tears or her sobs as she collapsed into Thorin's waiting arms. He had given her an inner name, her. An elf. Probably the only elf in history to have such an honor. "Dis and I wanted you to have a name Tauriel. One you can exchange with Kili and one you will have with you for yourself. You have already been invited into the halls of Mandos with Kili, an inner name is the one piece you were missing to complete that journey."

"It is beautiful. Thank you, from everything I am. You have, you have no idea what you all mean to me." She pulled away, Thorin placing his forehead against hers then pulling back for Dis to engulf her into her own arms. "It is such a fitting name for you daughter, for you truly are our star. Always shining and guiding us together, our beacon of hope." They stayed together for a while, speaking to Tauriel about the importance of her inner name, and how it is used. Thorin excused himself to go seek Kili out, this would be COMPLETELY resolved tonight. Dis took Tauriel to the kitchen where they would be preparing dinner. It was a family meal that night and Viltarra would be joining in.

Kili was not difficult to find, he could not go anywhere but the royal wing, so Thorin was unsurprised to find his nephew in his own suite, reading through book after book. Several piles were scattered on the floor around him and his crutches were haphazardly thrown to the ground beside the chair. It took three tries of calling his name to get the young prince to even notice he was there.

Kili looked up with a start to see Thorin with his arms folded looking down at his nephew. "I forgot something…didn't I?" That look, Kili knew that look. He knew it well. What he could not figure out was why he was getting it. He literally could not do anything, go anywhere, or attend to any of his normal duties. He tried to think back thinking on the day. It was family dinner that night, he had not missed that yet judging by the sun still streaming into the room. Truly, nothing further came to mind.

"Aye. You have. Something rather important too." Kili shifted nervously.

"A certain beloved elf and an inner name ring true?" The young prince furrowed his brows in concentration, then they shot up and he gaped at his uncle in realization.

"Oh!"

"'Oh' is correct. Kili, you were supposed to tell her on your wedding night." Thorin admonished. Sure, he was part to blame, that was not going to stop the kingly uncle from pushing a pile of that fault on his nephew. At least HE was the one speaking to Kili, Dis would be at his throat. This was what real love was, stepping between his sister and the one she wished to ream. His moniker should have been Disshield.

"I was distracted! I completely forgot." Thorin raised a brow as Kili sputtered "She was there all…all…perfect…and beautiful…" He gestured frantically with his hands to the blank air opposite Thorin "and…and….I could not think. Then she…and we…I…well…distracted…quite distracted." Kili finished as he went as red as a ruby.

Thorin rolled his eyes. It was true, his nephew was very young, even in dwarrow terms. He really could not blame the boy. He may not have quite, understood, on the same level, but he was no dwarfling.

"Fix it. Tonight. You are running short on time, you both are." He eyed the mess around him. "What is all this Kili?"

Kili sighed and slammed the book in his lap closed, showing the title. 'The Eldar of our Time', Thorin read upside down. There were also several dwarvish history tombs among and family lines. "I am trying to come up with a name. We cannot think of anything that seems…right."

Thorin smiled and stepped forward to bend and place a hand on Kili's shoulder. "It will come to you. Give it time."

"Would you mind Thorin? If we gave our son an elvish name? We haven't, mind you, yet. But, if we did…"

Thorin thought. Would it bother him? Maybe at one point. The child will be a prince orf Erebor and possibly its next king one day. However, when he considered it, there was no ill distaste in his mouth should the prince be named from his elvish heritage. After all, in every other way he will be dwarrow, and he will have a dwarven inner name. He really has come a long way, well, either that or one quickly pulls his head out of a rams behind when they nearly lose someone. It was only weeks ago he thought Tauriel would not make it. So, no. He had no care what the child was called, as long as it's was not Azog…or Thranduil.

Thorin smiled. "Kili, you have my blessing to name your child whatever you wish be it dwarvish or elvish. I trust you will choose well." Kili nodded and placed the book down just as Kaw flew through the window and landed on the floor.

He began dancing around the piles of books croaking "Ada" over and over again. Thorin cocked his head at the raven then gave Kili a questioning look and lifted a hand gesturing to the bird. Kili only laughed. "Ada is father in Sindarin. He is learning everyone's name and doesn't seem to want to speak anything but common, except in how he addresses I and Tauriel. He calls her nana, the equivalent of mother. Tauriel has tried teaching him the raven-speak, and we know he knows it because he has delivered a few messages in it, but he prefers to speak common. Stubborn bird."

Thorin snorted. They really did just collect unique beings don't they? An elf daughter, a raven who refuses to learn its own language, a warg pup. What is next? Fili bringing in a dragon egg? Thorin shuddered at the thought and needed to remember to have a family meeting about maybe breaking the habit.

"What does he call everyone else? Their given names?" Kili shook his head laughing out.

"Tauriel can't get him to do that either. He calls Dis, Lady."

Kaw jumped and started repeating "Ada. Lady." Kili rolled his eyes. "He also refers to Naurfaer as gamp, Leotti is Leo, Viltarra is just V, and Fili…" at this Kili snickered and fell into great guffaws. "Tauriel had called him pretty once, to Viltarra, when Fili was not around and Kaw suddenly started calling him…pretty bird." Thorin snorted and looked at the bird who was now happily proclaiming "Pretty bird" as he hopped around the books littering the ground.

"Pray tell, what does he call me?" He stopped and narrowed his eyes. "Do even I want to know?" Kili shrugged and called out to the raven.

"Kaw, who is that?"

The black bird silenced and flew to Thorin's shoulder, landing and nipping at the kings braids. "Uncle." Thorin visibly relaxed. He had no desire for some…pet name…from a bird.

"See? He can be reasonable, as long as you are not Fili. Don't tell Fi though. He has no idea and I want to see how long it takes for him to figure it out." Thorin rolled his eyes to the ceiling, honestly those two will never grow up. But said nothing.

"Ada. Dinner." Kili looked to Kaw and realized he must have been sent by Tauriel. They really needed to teach the raven to not take so long to deliver messages. He is sure by now they are all waiting for them.

Also understanding the message, Thorin bent to retrieve Kili's crutches from the floor and passed them to his nephew. "Now, how about we go and eat?"

It was later that night, sitting on the bed, did Tauriel and Kili finally speak about inner names.

"I am so sorry amralime. I was so…well…you know. I just, completely forgot." Tauriel laughed brightly and stroked the side of his face fondly. She really did not blame him. She has to admit she was quite…distracted…herself. Kili was so easy to get lost in, and she knew she had the same effect on him.

"If you will allow me, I wish to remedy this right here and now." He was sitting on the bed with his leg up but he twisted enough to her to take her hands in his and recite in Khuzdul what he should have on their first night having been sealed by Mahal. "My precious One. I gift to you more than what you see before you. I also gift the name whispered on my soul. When we enter the gates of Mandos hand in hand, the name you shall speak is Lakhadmahdel. May you protect it as I will protect you, with all that I am."

Tauriel cupped his face in both hands and brought their lips together. "Bright blessing of all blessings. That is beautiful Kili, and quite fitting. I love it, as I love you." Kili smiled and chased her lips as she pulled away, but she placed a hand on his mouth and shook her head, sitting up straight on the bed and quietly began.

"My precious One. I gift to you more than what you see before you. I also gift the name whispered on my soul. When we enter the gates of Mandos hand in hand, the name you shall speak is Durinulthatru. May you protect it as I will protect you, with all that I am."

Kili was amazed at her, his mouth opening and shutting in wonder when the room fell silent. "How?"

"Thorin, and Dis. Earlier today." Kili nodded. That makes sense.

"Durin's Star. Thorin could not have chosen better my star." He pulled Tauriel to him and sealed their lips once again. It was quite a bit later that Tauriel lay back against the pillows humming quietly and running her hands through Kili's hair as he spoke softly to their son. Life was, perfect.

Authors Note: So, I get a lot of my Dwarven Lore from the Dwarrow Scholar and I found out a few fun facts. One I added in and that is the inner name thing. Thought I would make it a cute moment and have Thorin give Tauriel one. I love their relationship. The second is apparently, according to some research the gestation period of a dwarfling is 4 years. FOUR years of pregnancy. There was NO way I was doing that to Tauriel…or anyone. Baby next chapter thought, by the way. The time has COME!

I did make Dis a bit cold to Viltarra. I sort of envision a harsher introduction between Dis and Tauriel if Dis either did not believe Fili, Kili, and Thorin or if Tauriel had not done what she did at all. It was love born from understanding of sacrifice I like to think. Poor Viltarra. She's got Fili though! There will definitely be more of them two in the future as well. Now let's get us a baby born! Dwarfling…Dwelfling I have heard? IDK or care, just bring on themini Tauriel and Kili combo!