Notes:
24/03/21: THANK YOU FOR THE NEW FOLLOWS / COMMENTS! Yessss I will keep updating!
So...hooray for another unexpected update for March...and a nice big one added not long after the Valentine triple update special too! So, four updates in six weeks! It's already almost the end of the third month of 2021 but we are continuing to ring in this year in one of the best ways – with yaoi.
As for this chapter and the next…ah, so much angst 😩 I went and hurt myself by writing this and got sad...really sad. Poor Tanjirou…🐺🐥
P.S. That's why I really like doing Chapter Memes for each of these. They really help to make me laugh even when the chapters get super serious or angsty!
Note (b): Oh and I was rereading Manga chapters 204 + 205 and ah my heart...those chapters are so good. Gotouge is such a cool and talented mangaka. I know I said before that the ending had made me sad, but honestly...I really appreciate Gotouge's hard work, all the symbolism in those chapters and the happy ending we got. I also like to think that Muzan has reborn as well and is working at Sumihiko(Tanjirou)'s school as one of his teachers, or better yet as his school's nurse ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) and when they meet again, Sumihiko(Tanjirou) feels a strange attraction to him! And I love the thought of Muzan being the school nurse because...lots of opportunities for an unexpected attraction to develop from Sumihiko(Tanjirou)'s end when Muzan does his routine physical exams... Oh and Sumihiko(Tanjirou) would find himself visiting the nurse's office for minor complaints just because he's curious about Muzan and his attraction to him. Ahhhhhhhhhhh my shipper heart! I want a manga series with the whole gang in this era now. I want to know more about them :o Asfghjkl KibuTan in the modern era yessss gimme that good food!
Chapter Summary:
Tanjirou was one to always pride himself as being a pensive individual but his new body poses a near insurmountable problem to his steady, unbreakable mind that has slowly started to crumble.
He is plagued by memories of the past and weakly refuses to give up, even going as far as to maintain his refusal to give in to his demon body's needs.
Content Dictionary
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[[Sound]]
[[PANT]] Gasping for breath / Heavy breathing
[[HUFF]] Laboured breathing
[[BADUM]] An emotional beating of the heart
[[BA-DUM]] Heart beating erratically / character is overwhelmed
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Name: "Memory of a conversation."
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Tanjirou's demon consciousness talking to him
🔞WARNING!🔞: I'm not even gonna lie. This isn't dubious consent. It is flat out extreme non-consensual—just read the tags. Added to that, my style of writing is very graphic and depicts the physical / emotional reactions of those involved. As such, most of the Re-educating a Slayer Arc contains a very graphic telling of sexual punishment, imprisonment and forced domination/submission. If you know that you will be triggered by this, please take care of your mental health by not reading any further.
Disclaimer: I understand that BDSM and all its subdivisions are for 18+ participants only. By writing this story I am neither condoning the participation of underage members, nor glorifying abuse or lack of consent in the Community. This is far farrrrrrrrrrrrrrr (x infinity) from a healthy D/s (BDSM) relationship. This is fiction and written for fun.
**For a definition of the terms Master, submissive little and pet used in this chapter, see the notes of Chapter 21.
🔞APPLICABLE WARNING TAGS!!🔞:
•Do You Like Your Porn With Plot?,
•Angst,
•Depression / Grief
•Clueless Virgin
•Obsessive Seme,
•Horny uke,
•Muzan's presence is an aphrodisiac
•Some Detailed, Disgusting Sexual Descriptions,
•Mind Games
•Mind Break
•Kamado Tanjirou is a Mess,
•Shame /Humiliation,
•How much is too much?
•Sexual Exhaustion,
•Kamado Tanjirou Needs a Hug...BUT NOT FROM THOSE TENTACLES...!
•Nasty
DON'T SAY I HAVEN'T WARNED YOU!
CHAPTER BONUS? YES!
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2) Important plot analysis notes at the end
The sound of lightning pierces my ears
My heart wavers
- Gurenge by LISA lyrics (Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba OP)
Chapter 33: Re-educating a Slayer XIV: Repulsive Creature
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No…
Tanjirou did not want to admit it, but even to him it was obvious that something was amiss.
He was indeed changing.
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TANJIROU WAS ONE TO ALWAYS pride himself as a person who focused on thinking rather than feeling—even in moments of great physical pain.
His talent was so advanced that he was capable of planning out a complicated battle strategy in his head and adjusting it spontaneously—all while he was in the middle of a fast-paced battle.
As a Demon Slayer, this trait had helped him to advance far and served him well as his job demanded that he always think beyond his circumstances to come up with effective strategies at a rapid pace regardless of the situation he was in, but now it was his body and not his mind, that felt like the center of his being.
Where before he could have used his body like a tool to carry out his duties and function far above his threshold of pain, trying to do so at this point was too difficult of a task with a body that was enhanced by his demonic conversion.
It was not that he could no longer handle pain. On the contrary, his body loved being hurt by Muzan.
And that was the problem.
Like the center of the universe, to his demon body Muzan was like the sun and it longed to worship him.
It refused to be ignored.
It reveled in the tactile paradise of everything that Muzan did to it, whether painful or pleasurable.
It was lewd, shameless and uncontrollable.
And although he had defeated his demon to regain control, his body was disobedient to him whenever it felt like it, yet wholly obedient and receptive to whatever its King wanted.
A weakened human mind could never, on its own, hope to control the perversion that was a demon's body; particularly one that had been introduced to certain clandestine pleasures.
Ah.
Faced with this dark new state, Tanjirou had a sudden, devastating realization that snowballed into a detached series of memories.
Was this highly sensitive body some kind of twisted punishment for his failure and the way he had neglected his physical well-being too often in the past?
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Had fate punished him with a body that will no longer be at the whims of a careless and unyielding human mind?
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Tanjirou: "My wounds are hurting the hell out of me, I almost can't stand them!"
"I've been enduring it all the way here! No matter if it's when pushing Zenitsu away from the girl's side, or when he keeps hollering about..."
"I've been constantly enduring the pain! Because I'm the eldest son, I can endure it. If I was the second son then I definitely couldn't."
"Whenever I stand my ground with all my strength, the place where my bones are broken will make a scraping sound, and then I will lose my strength [ Manga chapter 24]."
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Tanjirou: "I can do this…I know I can! I can get this done!"
"I may have broken bones or whatever, but I can do this! I can fight!"
"I'll show that even a broken Tanjirou is incredible! [ Manga chapter 25]"
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Tanjirou: "I'm the eldest…I'm the eldest brother![ Manga chapter 25]"
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He was always making himself suffer; always ignoring his pain. Always putting the needs of others above his own.
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Tanjirou: "Have you heard the sad news about Kyojuro Renkoku? He entrusted me with messages for his father and brother."
Senjuro: "From my brother...? I heard what happened to him, but... Um...are you alright? You're very pale [Ref. Manga Chapter 67]."
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Tanjirou: "Am I having a heat stroke? It hurts. I'm not that weak. Let's go! [Ref. Manga Chapter 69]"
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Tanjirou: "I won't let you harm him in any way."
Sanemi: "Okay, then I'll incapacitate you first [Ref. Manga Chapter 132]."
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Careless, impulsive and possessing a desire for revenge that was driven by a suicidal type of devotion.
How had things turned out this way?
Muzan...
Tanjirou tried to think about Muzan—the root of his torment—with as much venom as he could muster, but his brain felt dull.
Revenge...
Dead...they...are...
And all his efforts achieved was to remind him of how he alone had escaped Muzan's terror on the night most of his family had been slaughtered and of how he had worked impossibly hard since then to forget his guilt, even throwing himself into dangerous situations to drown out the constant reminder that he, the eldest son, had not been there to protect his family when they had needed him the most.
Dead...
Having been unable to protect his family was something that still haunted him and in his weakest moments, that devastating reminder was rehashed.
At least, as a Demon Slayer, Tanjirou had been able to keep his depression at bay by reasoning that all of humanity had become the family that he would protect from the nightmares that roamed at night.
But that was something Muzan was showing him he would no longer be able to do.
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"Tanjirou-kun. You are no longer a Demon Hunter. You are property—my property... Pets wear collars. They exist for their Master's leisure...I will teach you to love my domination and control~ [Chapter 13]"
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His body belonged to his Master and would do only as he commanded.
Eldest...son...protect...
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Tanjirou: "Nezuko...Don't die. Please don't die. I'll definitely save you, so...don't go dying on me."
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Protect...Nezuko...
Protect...humans...from evil...demons...
No...I can't...do that...
Failure.
That word echoed in his dazed mind.
I'm...a failure...
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Nezuko: "Onii-chan."
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Fail...
Nezuko suffered...because...in the end...I was an unreliable brother...
Recalling Nezuko's bright smile whilst going in and out of his hazy, dreamlike state ground the guilt inside his heart deeper.
[[BADUM]]
Having spent the remaining years of his childhood forcing himself to acquire the qualities of a responsible and vigilant adult in order to work hard enough to take care of his family had meant nothing in the end.
Protect...family...
Work...hard...
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Kie: "Because it's dangerous when the snow is falling, it's okay if you don't go."
Tanjirou: "It's almost the new year, and everyone wants to eat to their heart's content. I'll only go sell a little charcoal."
Kie: "...Thank you."
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Nothing...
What was the point of working so hard all his life if he was destined for failure?
Nothing...mattered.
If, as the eldest son he had failed...
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Tanjirou: "I'm the eldest…I'm the eldest brother!"
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Then, as the eldest son, he had wanted to pay penance for his failure—until his loved ones could rest in peace. Until Muzan was dead.
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Tanjirou: "I've been constantly enduring the pain! Because I'm the eldest son, I can endure it. If I was the second son then I definitely couldn't."
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So each day that followed his family's death had found him struggling to improve or training excessively hard...pushing his body far beyond its capabilities. Pain, broken bones and physical strain had meant nothing to him.
The thrill of feeling his heart beating; of knowing that he was alive, had given him hope. It had made him believe that once he was alive, he need not feel survivor's guilt as he could always get revenge for his family's death.
But now...
[[BADUM]]
Now the thrill of his heart beating made him feel shame.
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Shigeru: "Please come back quickly..."
Hanako: "Be careful! [Manga Chapter 1]"
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Come...back quickly...
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Tanjirou: "It's getting late..."
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Fail...
He had failed to return to his family 'quickly' on that fateful day, failed to keep his promise and failed to kill their killer. And even now—
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"Please come back quickly..."
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Shigeru...
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Shigeru: "Dad, look! Brother's finally coming to meet us!"
Muzan: " Come. Do not go to them. [Chapter 2]"
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Even now...he could not die and go to where his loved ones waited for him.
Fail...I keep...failing...I'm...a failure...
I keep...breaking my...promises...
And as the tears brimmed in his eyes, Tanjirou thought,
That...has to be it...
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Tanjirou: "I'll also find the one who killed my family. I'll take care of everything! [Manga Chapter 1]"
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Not only was he being punished for formerly pushing past his limitations and through great physical pain in order to forget about his emotional pain, he was being punished for breaking his valiant promise to avenge the murder of his loved ones.
I...
[[BADUM]]
"Ah…" Tanjirou hated that his current reality was such an obvious opposite to how he used to be and how, as his senses returned slowly, his mind became more and more aware of his body's every need that he could no longer suppress.
The needs that overpowered his suffusing guilt and mental torment.
[[BADUM]]
[[BADUM]]
KIll...Muzan...
He tried to remind himself of his goal, but building his rage when so many forces were at work within him, forcing him to do something else, was difficult.
Muzan...you...
His enraged and unfocused gaze attempted to look up at the Demon King, but stopped on Muzan's chest where one of the body mouths was open wide with its tongue flicking around wildly.
M-Muzan...you—
[[BA-DUM]]
[[BA-DUM]]
The sight before him made him forget his anger when it elicited an instant response of his ass clenching and heart skipping a beat and Tanjirou groaned, unaware that his reaction to Muzan was one of carnal lust.
[[HUFF]]
[[HUFF]]
His ragged breaths came faster and his face flushed.
I wanted to use my strong emotions, to create the strongest blade ...that would strike my enemies down [Manga Chapter 205 extra]
But instead...the hope of the fallen that I've carried with me...
And my ceaseless rage...
Have been reduced to this.
Tanjirou recalled his goal with much grief, noting that the only 'strong emotions' he was feeling were ones he did not want to feel.
Hunger, desire, and longing were swelling within him…
He was so ravenous that he wanted to cry, but his great hunger was neither for food nor blood and he could scarcely grieve properly for the memories of his family that bombarded him in the background of his lust—for his body was so lewd that he was feeling more horny than sad.
[[BADUM]]
The ache inside him was growing and as he pinpointed this yearning to where his body pulsed the most, he dreaded the fact that the center of all his longing was concentrated where he had just been violated.
His ass felt thoroughly used, sore and satisfied, but as if it had been imprinted with a craving for Muzan's torture, it was pulsing with the memory of what had been done to him.
Every inch along the length of his tract that had been caressed by the greedy, wriggling tongue longed to feel that soft, fleshy mass delightfully stretching him again.
[[BADUM]]
Frustration.
Tanjirou was experiencing a lot of this from both his mind and body as their opposing needs constantly clashed.
Incessantly, his body sent signals of lust to his brain, subconsciously trying to communicate its unnatural desires to him, but as he was averse to accepting his reluctant attraction to Muzan, he remained deaf to what his demon body was trying to get him to initiate with the older male.
If he was a full demon, he would not be having such a hard time; his demon mind would have been doing exactly what his body wanted. But as a hybrid that had his dominant consciousness as that of a human and his body as that of a demon, those two factions were out of alignment.
Thus, with his human mind and demon body each tumbling deeper into an increasing sense of irritation for the other,
[[PANT]]
[[HUFF]]
Tanjirou was at war with himself.
However, as the seconds ticked on, his body was forcibly teaching him about his new state.
He was remarkably ignorant, but with his breaths so ragged that he could hardly breathe properly and his brain filled with the awareness of how much his ass was pulsating in need, Tanjirou was slowly beginning to understand the depth of his longing.
What...
What was his body calling out for with such desperation?
Why was he feeling so needy and why was his ass so sensitive?
Was all this for a repeat of the tentacle tongues penetrating him? Or something else that he had not yet been made aware of?
Ah...
The unending throbbing of the muscles in his ass was driving him crazy—so much so that if he was not bound, Tanjirou would have rubbed himself against something...anything...in order to silence the longing he was feeling down there.
No...
No…no…
I can't take any more of this…!
[[BADUM]]
[[BADUM]]
[[BADUM]]
Ah...
Tanjirou tried to fight his desires, hating that he was not merely craving something lewd, but that his body was specifically begging to be touched by Muzan; to be touched, caressed and stimulated as intensively as before.
All of his hunger, desire, and longing…was for Muzan.
No...
His body was incredibly impatient and frustrated that after all that delightful action and endless set of orgasms, that the Demon King was just standing there watching him now.
Master...
Ugh...
Why isn't He doing anything...?
Stubbornly, Tanjirou pressed his lips together as he could feel an incredible urge rising up to force him to verbalize what he was feeling by asking Muzan to touch him.
Tell Him...
The dark whispers he had been hearing, morphed into a voice that rang out in his head,
Tell Master how much you want this...
Tanjirou felt as though he was hearing things. Was his body's needs so great that he was imagining it calling out to him to beg for Muzan's touch?
No...
I...need to...resist...
His struggle continued to be not only against Muzan's attempts to mind-break him, but against his body's desire to be subdued by its Master.
A desire that overpowered his grief, mental fatigue and remaining pride.
Beg Him.
[[BA-DUM]]
And Tanjirou not only had to keep his lips sealed. He had to keep his body upright and still, for he had reached the point where his entire being was quivering with the urge to either bow at Muzan's feet and grovel for his attention or rut against the nearest object to bring himself to an orgasm.
No!
He refused to do it; to sink so low.
Even if denying himself of what his body was longing for would make him die a slow and excruciatingly painful death, then so be it.
[[BADUM]]
However, enduring the effects of going against what his demon body craved for was worse than even a slow death.
[[BADUM]]
His heart refused to halt its chaotic tune, his hands trembled, his brain was filled to the brim with disquieting thoughts that drove him to the edge of insanity, and his senses made him drool from the overpowering smell of lust that mingled with Muzan's already very intoxicating arousing scent.
[[BA-DUM]]
If there was a description for how he felt, Tanjirou was sure that the force that sent his heartbeats into a frenzy and made him drool with desire—until his body's needs threatened to push his mind off its proverbial cliff and into a fit of madness—was similar to the instinctual mating call that drove some animals to their untimely end.
Ah...Ah...
And just when Tanjirou thought that he had reached the heights of his desperation, a naughty and quite vivid image, most definitely conjured from the blatant signals that his body was sending him, formed in his mind.
"...? ? ?"
it was of him and Muzan, lying naked and entwined together in their heated passion. The Demon King was kissing him everywhere and he was holding on to him tightly whilst broken moans slipped past his lips.
What...
This thought was surely a result of his body becoming more aggressive, and showing him what it wanted and what could be if he would agree to its terms.
No...! ! !
Tanjirou did not even have to think to give a response to that desire.
S-sex with...Muzan...? ? Never...!
He immediately squeezed his eyes shut, attempting to erase the mental image that was making his heart beat erratically.
[[BA-DUM]]
I hate this…!
"…" But as Tanjirou kept his eyes closed tightly, trying to block out the buzzing need for his Master, his body's plea remained loud.
Too loud.
[[BA-DUM]]
And to make things worse, as he tried to turn his attention elsewhere, Tanjirou was alerted to what felt like a slippery liquid incessantly trailing its way down his leg; something that reminded him of Muzan's drooling body mouths, and as he opened his eyes to look down his body in a daze to confirm what he was feeling, the visual made him nauseous.
A steady stream of tentacle drool—that was most definitely pouring from his ass—was sliding down between his thighs, and pooling around his knees.
And from the slightly bloated look that his lower abdomen had to it, it was quite obvious that his body had been filled up with a lot of the strange liquid that would take some time to drain out.
No... Tanjirou wanted to close his eyes, but instead, his gaze went to his limp, drenched cock that dribbled the last of its seemingly inexhaustible cum onto the floor, mixing his seed with the drool that continued to drain from his insides.
[[BADUM]]
Yes... He was kneeling in a growing puddle of the saliva that had been in his ass—and his own semen.
"Unguh…!" Tanjirou made a choking sound as the bile abruptly rose in his throat.
Repulsive.
The word echoed in his head and for once he wanted it to be Muzan who was throwing this insult at him instead of it being a conclusion that he had come to of his own accord.
He could see it now; Muzan wearing a cocky smirk while muttering, "You look like a repulsive creature, Kamado Tanjirou~"
Why couldn't it be that way?
If it was Muzan who had said this, he could have stubbornly denied the obvious or concluded that it was a lie because he believed his Master to be crazy—but like this, there was no denying to himself what his nature was.
I have become a repulsive creature…
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Regardless what you scream and cry about
You will be immersed in the sadness of this cloudy world
Can't go back spring of love
The memories that are lost frozen into a snowstorm
They wont go back, not a single thing
- Kimetsu no Yaiba 'from the edge' Fiction Junction / LISA
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Next Chapter Title: Re-educating a Slayer XV: Self Doubt
Next Chapter Teaser: Tanjirou attempts to fight his change, but the more he fights, the tighter he becomes entangled in Muzan's web of psychological trickery...
He manages to think of a way to escape in spite of his condition, but... does he have the mental strength to carry out an escape at this stage of being ruined?
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END NOTES SECTION- Where the Author discusses (makes fun of) their characters' actions from that chapter
Author: This End Note Section is brought to you by Muzan calling Tanjirou 'repulsive'.
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(NOTE...I don't try to be funny in these notes. These are actual, genuine things that go through my mind while I'm editing. Tbh I'm full of sh*t):
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Hmm.
-1 ' he could scarcely grieve properly for the memories of his family that bombarded him in the background of his lust—for his body was so lewd that he was feeling more horny than sad."
Author: Muzan is the cause and cure for depression...
-1(b) What did his body want there? What was it calling out for?'
Author: Muzan's dick😩
-1(c) "His enraged and unfocused gaze attempted to look up at the Demon King, but stopped on Muzan's chest where one of the body mouths was open wide with its tongue flicking around wildly.."
Author: Tanjirou wants to be mad at the bae...but Muzan does the sex too good...
Reminds me of the song by Dua Lipa - 'Good In Bed':
"We drive each other mad,
But baby, that's what makes us good in bed
Please
Come take it out on me
I know it's really bad, bad, bad, bad
But baby, that's what makes us good in bed"
This is like the perfect KibuTan song for them in this fic and this part has me laughing,
"I dedicate this verse to
All that good pipe in the moonlight"
...because Tanjirou will surely be getting some really 'good pipe in the moonlight' sometime in the future...😩😩😅
-1(d) " The sight before him made him forget his anger when it elicited an instant response of his ass clenching and heart skipping a beat and Tanjirou groaned, unaware that his reaction to Muzan was one of carnal lust."
Author: Congratulations...🌟🌟Seems like you've officially become a Monster Fucker, Tanjirou 😌 (I'm saying this even tho he physically also looks like a monster, bc his mind is still human and he's getting horny by looking at Muzan ️)
-1(e) " The unending throbbing of the muscles in his ass was driving him crazy—so much so that if he was not bound, Tanjirou would have rubbed himself against something...anything...in order to silence the longing he was feeling down there."
Author: More proof that someone's becoming a nympho...
-2 "His body was incredibly impatient and frustrated that after all that delightful action and endless set orgasms, that the Demon King was just standing there watching him now."
Author: It will be mentioned in a future chapter, but what Muzan is doing right now, is essentially playing mind games with him. He isn't doing anything to Tanjirou and is just watching him to force him to have all sorts of irrational thoughts, and to make him panic while thinking about what happened and what is going to happen next...so when he actually tells him what he's going to do and does it, the impact the act will have on Tanjirou's brain will be 100x more traumatic. He is also forcing him to face, be overwhelmed by, and accept the incredible amount of lust that has been unlocked in his demon body. This is all a part of the mind break process and it's working so far because in this chapter we see Tanjirou trying to retain his rage and recover, but as he constantly fails to his body's needs, he's falling into a depression.
-2(b) "Tell Master how much you want this..."
Author: Oh no...Tanjirou's slutty demon side is starting to talk to him...Don't talk to it, Tanjirou! :o
-2(c) "His body was becoming more aggressive, showing him what it wanted and what could be if he would agree to its terms."
Author: Tanjirou's demon is self shipping with Muzan lol xD And it sending Tanjirou that image is like it's drawing fanart of itself...sorry...I'm laughing x'D
Anyways, as Tanjirou isn't communicating with it, his demon has to use other means to communicate. Remember, at this point, Tanjirou, (a) does not know that it was his demon side that was talking to him in this chapter (he thinks he's just going crazy and hearing voices because the voice he's hearing now is different from the one that the demon had used before when it attacked him) and (b) he does not know how to freely move back and forth in his own consciousness to talk to his other side yet). So far, Tanjirou has only been shown to communicate with it when he had faced it directly that one time when he had fought it for the control of his body (when he was knocked unconscious) and also while he had told it to "behave" and held it back while fighting Muzan.
-3 "I wanted to use my strong emotions, to create the strongest blade ...that would strike my enemies down [Manga Chapter 205 extra]"
Author:This is a play on the words Tanjirou said at the end of chapter 205 "All my strong emotions became a great blade, that struck my enemies down."
-3(b) "But instead...the hope of the fallen that I've carried with me..."
Author: Tanjirou is referring to Rengoku here and how he carried his (the Flame Pillar's) tsuba (sword guard) with him into battle to defeat Muzan
-3 (c) "And my ceaseless rage...Have been reduced to this."
Author: For someone as headstrong and as driven by their goals as Tanjirou is, to be reduced to what he is now, and to have enough sense to be conscious of that fact, is a terrible blow to his pride and enough to destroy his mind. It truly is a miracle that he's still sane...but let's see for how long he can hold on :)
-3(d) ' He could see it now, Muzan wearing a cocky smirk while muttering, "You look like a repulsive creature, Kamado Tanjirou~"
Why couldn't it be that way?'
Author: It was that way, in the manga…😅 haha but in this story Muzan took you before those events could unfold, Tanjirou.
-4 ' I have become a repulsive creature…'
Author: Aw…. Writing Tanjirou realizing that he's a repulsive creature all on his own broke my heart T_T Someone (not Muzan) give this boy a hug…
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- Naninondesuka (Hello! So good to have you here! A Nympho!Demon!Tanjiro would definitely be a bit too much for Muzan, but you know how Muzan is...he is determinted to endure 😂 ahaha Thanks for your kind words! I hope that you stay safe too! Take care~ )
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Glad to see you got to use it briefly! Hope you can get lots done and congratulations on reaching chapter 8💛! Tori is going to keep having a hard time with Muzan I bet!
As for Tanjirou here, Muzan DEFINITELY needs to take a chill pill. That 1000 years of anger has finally caught up to him. This is what happens when the Demon King does not address his stress promptly and in constructive ways - he's driven mad with the unnatural urge to destroy the object of his hate T_T
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-AlterEgo (Ahahaha just imagining your expression when the notification for this came in, and how you gave in and ended up reading had me laughing xD And yessss his human cells ship Kibutan! LOL it's like Muzan is trying to hook Muzan up with Tanjirou *thinking face emoji*😩😂 ahaha Thanks for reading!)
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