We were on our way to charlies that night after a relaxing day. We had spent most of it hanging around the small house, talking to Billy or watching movie's. When the rain let up we headed outside to take a walk, winding our way through a trial in the woods, his hand in mine.
"You know this was a really good idea." He said, grinning at me and bumping into my hip.
"Of course it was. It was mine." I laughed. " Besides I don't know about you, but I had to get away from that house." He nodded vaguely, seemingly thoughtful.
"What are you thinking about?" I asked, wishing I could see into his mind the way he could mine. We strolled to the end of the path that opened onto the rocky shore, the salty breeze swirling around us.
"Nothing in particular, was just appreciating what I have." His hand squeezed mine. The colorful rocks clattered under our feet and we sat down on a fallen log, looking out over the dark coast. One of his big arms landed heavily on my shoulders, pulling me close into him. I loved the weight of his embrace, the feel of his warm body besides my own.
"It's so beautiful out here." The murky water rolled almost violently, crashing into itself and overflowing onto the rocky sand. There was something so peaceful about the constant waves, the swells and plunge.
"It's alright." He said and winked at me. I rolled my eyes at him, he was biased and we both knew it.
"I'm serious you know." He said earnestly, his other hand coming up and cupping my cheek, pulling my face towards his.
"Your the most beautiful thing in my life and I love you ." My stomach fluttered at his words, my skin tingling where it touched his. No matter how many times he said it, it still made my heart burst and my throat felt constricted. I placed my hand on top of his, allowing my thoughts and emotions and flow into his.
I love you more my Jacob. He leaned down, pressing his lips tenderly to mine. A current ran down my spine, along the nerves in my body and consuming my attention. He pulled away then, smiling regretfully and pulled me up, heading back toward the path.
When we got back to the house Billy was gone, sue must of already picked him up and I headed to our bedroom, kicking off my sneakers and hanging my jacket on the back of the door. I crawled into bed, stretching and held out my hand to him. He grinned, leaving his boots near mine and practically jumped into bed. The springs jostling me and I laughed at him.
"When do we have to leave?" I ask, cuddling into his side. He pulled his phone out of his pocket, the screen illuminating briefly. It was only about 4:30.
"Probably in about an hour." He shrugged, tossing his phone on the nightstand and turning to face me.
He slid his arm under my head, the other on my waist and slid closer to me, his body flush to mine. He kissed me softly for a couple minutes, his mouth relaxed and loving against my own. For once my body didn't ignite into uncontrollable desire. Sure I still wanted him but I was okay with his gentle touch for now. I didn't want to lose myself constantly in the overpowering lust I felt for him. I wanted anything we did together to be more than just physical and I knew it would, even when I felt like I would explode from not having him, I still wanted him more then my body wanted his.
"What are you thinking about?" He said, repeating my words from this morning. I considered on how to answer his question and laughed a little.
"Just appreciating what I have." He laughed then, pulling me closer to him.
"Oh ya?..and what's that?" He was definitely teasing me now, his tone playful. I grinned and used my inhuman strength to push him back, landing softly on top of him, my legs falling to either side of his hips and my elbows on the mattress near his head. For once I had him trapped. His face was startled but his hands reflexively reached for me, landing on my waist.
"It's obviously you, my silly Jacob." I kissed him, trying to put everything I felt for him into it.
He responded enthusiastically, his hands tightening on me and his kissed deepend, his tongue seeking mine. And just like that, my skin tingled and the desire swept through me. I tried to control myself, restraining my urge's but he wasn't helping matters. His hands slid down my back, grabbing greedily at my ass and he groaned. I let my fingers run through his short soft hair, my nails scratching lightly against his scalp. His groaned turned into something deeper, a low growl building in his chest. My head swam with his scent and my thoughts turned muddled, leaving me incoherent. He moved suddenly, flipping us and was now over me, his huge body dominating over mine and a rush of passion filled me. His gaze was dark, and I shivered uncontrollably.
"Are you cold?" His voice was like gravel, intense and lust filled.
I shook my head and used my hand on his neck to pull him to me, his lips crashing into mine. His body settled into me, my legs opening to cradle his wide frame and his free hand ghosted up my body with just the slightest pressure, over my stomach and up the swell of my breast's. I trembled and his fingers trailed up my neck, his palm cupping my face and his thumb stroked my cheek. He pulled back a couple minutes later, his eyes moving over my form and up again.
"As much as I really, really don't want to stop...we should probably leave soon.." He sounded remorseful. I know how he felt, we were finally alone and we had somewhere to be.
"I suppose we have to." I grimace. Of course I wanted to see grandpa charlie and sue, it just felt like we always had the worst timing. He smiled and pushed up, lifting himself of me and sat besides me. I did the same, taking some deep breaths and calming my body. He glanced at me quickly and his expression matched the way I felt. I couldn't help but laugh.
"I'm gonna get ready." I said, sliding off the bed and facing him.
"Ya, i'm gonna need a minute." He laughed once, almost embarrassingly and tugged slightly at his jeans. I couldn't help but giggle and walked up to him, kissing him again, while keeping my eyes from his very prominent erection.
"That's definitely not helping my problem." He grumbled, pulling back from me.
"Oh, so its a problem?" I smirked at him, raising my eyebrow in question.
"It is when I can't do anything about it." I thought about that, it didn't really bother me, in fact it kind of intrigued me. I felt my face flush a little and grabbed his hand.
I wish I could do something about it. I thought shyly. His eyes snapped up to mine, widening slightly.
"y-you want to do that.." His nervous stutter was kind of adorable and it made me feel better about telling him these things.
of course I do my Jacob. Your handsome and sexy and I want you. I wanted him to know how I felt, even when it was something that was difficult for me to talk about. His expression was unreadable at first, but than the desire seemed to win out, his eyes swimming with excitement.
"I'm gonna need you to move far away or were not making it to dinner.." He said seriously and I decided to be the responsible one. I stepped away, heading to the bathroom to freshen myself up. When I came back a couple minutes later he was ready to go, his jacket covering his broad shoulders. I pulled my sneakers on and grabbed my hoodie, pulling it over my head.
"You ready?" He asked, a tight smile on his face.
"Yup. let's go." I grabbed my purse and headed out of the house, him behind me.
We pulled up to charlie house, the porch light on and the windows glowed warmly. I eagerly got out, racing thru the rain to avoid getting soaked. I pulled the front door open and stepped through. I could make out the wonderful smell of a savory stew watfing down the hallway from the kitchen. Billy and Charlie were in the living room, a baseball game playing on the large tv set. Charlie looked up then, his face breaking into a smile, his eyes a warm brown, the same as my own. They crinkled around the edges, emphasising his age lines.
"Come here kid and give me a hug." I did, holding him softly to me. I loved my human grandfather, and he was always so supportive when I was growing up. Even when I would do something abnormal for his world he would always clap, giving me the response I wanted. I could hear footsteps enter the room, that wonderful smell trailing behind.
"Oh good, dinners ready." sue smiled softly, here eyes falling to Charlie. He smiled at her before pulling himself up off the recliner. Jake sidled up to Billy's chair, turning him around and wheeling him down the hallway.
As we settled down at the table and started with our salad, I was aware of the glances Charlie was not so discreetly throwing at Jake and I. I knew mom had called him some time ago and tried to explain to him that we were a couple. He took it pretty hard at first, spluttering out that I was only nine and was far far too young and said that he would take care of Jacob if he thought he was getting anywhere near me. It took mom half an hour and a couple gentle reminders about our not so human predicament. In the end she had said that Edward and her were okay with it so he would just have to come to terms with it also. He grumbled a little more but eventually caved in. I caught Jacobs glance then and his eye roll told me he had noticed also.
"So Sue, where's Seth tonight?" Jacob asked, no doubt taking preemptive measure to keep the conversation off us. She smiled a little, slicing some bread of the thick roll in the middle of the table and then dishing out bowls of steaming beef stew.
"I think he's out with Quill. I'm sure he'll stop bye later looking for some food." Jake chuckled and dipped a hunk of bread into his stew, swirling it around before tossing it into his mouth.
"Soo Jacob." Charlie said sternly, eyeing him.
"Grandpa." I sighed. I knew it wasn't fair to him, but I was just tired of other people having an opinion about my relationship. I noticed Sue give Charlie a look that clearly said don't butt in. He cleared his throat and picked up a butter knife, smearing the creamy spread on his slice.
"I was just going to say i'm glad that you guys our happy..and you better take care of her." He said gruffly before biting into his bread.
Thankfully that was the last of that and we continued with our meal. Half way through Seth did come by, saying hi then veering off to the crockpot on the counter. He served himself then pulled up an extra chair, sliding in between Billy and Sue. His happy go lucky personality was helpful in keeping Charlie's attention of off Jake and I. Especially when Jacob's hand slid onto my thigh under the table and rested their through desert. Sometime later we were cleaning up, Sue and I washing and drying dishes while Jacob and Seth put them away and Charlie packed up the leftovers.
"Are you coming home with us dad?" Jake asked. I saw Billy eye the hallway, no doubt thinking about my vehicle.
"I have to head back to the rez tonight, I can drop him off." Sue smiled indulgently. We hung around for a little while more before we said are goodbyes, leaving Charlie and Billy in front of a baseball game.
We made are way through the mist to my car, sliding in and the engine purred to life, idling quietly while it warmed up. The forest blurred passed us while Jacob drove, his musky scent swirling around the small space. I was content to just lean back, enjoying the quiet peacefulness, Jacob's hand resting gently on my leg. We made it back to the house in less than twenty minutes, the gravel shifting under the tires and the headlights swept across the small house. We went inside and headed to the room. I kicked my shoes off while Jacob plopped down onto the bed.
"I'm gonna go hop in a shower." I kissed his cheek that wasn't buried in the pillow and grabbed some pajamas from the dresser. Heading into the bathroom I showered quickly, the sleepiness seeping into me and I yawned as I dried off. I pulled on the shorts and tank top set and brushed through my hair before heading back to our room. When I cracked the door and slipped in it was dark. I tossed my dirty clothes in the hamper and slipped under the covers. I thought he was asleep but as I settled besides him his big arm circled my body, pulling me back against him.
"I love you." He whispered, his voice gravelly. I wiggled myself closer, holding the hand that was beside me on the mattress.
I love you my Jacob.