Picking up the tissue she turned around building up the courage to look at it. Spinning it over, she glanced down at the two thin lines appeared.

"Well?"

"We're pregnant," She screamed as Nate ran over and lifted her up in his arms kissing her.

"You serious?"

Nodding she shows him the positive pregnancy test, "Shall I try the other three to be sure?"

"Yeah, just to be sure. I'll get you some more water"

Three pregnancy tests later, they all came back with the same result.

"Five weeks this one says"

"Our honeymoon Nate" Serena smiled as she held him close.

Nate smiled so brightly as he squeezed her tight.

"I think we should wait a few weeks before we tell anyone. After last time" he added moving apart with slight trepidation.

"Hey" she glanced and held on to his hand tight squeezing it, "I agree, I don't want us to get our hopes up too soon"

"No. But can I say how happy I am?" moving into her eyeline with a massive grin on his face.

"Me too" she couldn't help but be filled with happiness, his smile was so infectious.

"Basses are also excluded?"

"They'll have to be, at least for a few weeks"

"Blair will kill you for not telling her sooner" Nate laughed.

"She'll forgive me" staring into his blue eyes with a huge smile on his face, excitement and love started bubbling up "God I love you" she let out pressing him against the wall, pushing her body into his as her hands pressed against his chest.

"I love you too," he said kissing her, hands falling and wrapping around her waist.

Continuing to kiss, he finally lifted her up as she wrapped her legs around his waist.

Moving to their bedroom he puts her down on the bed as she takes her top off.

Lifting his off and throwing it to the side, they both began to strip off and throw their clothes to one side.

Both completely naked, they got under the covers.

"You're so beautiful" he caresses his fingers gently against her cheek making her shiver.

Pulling her up to him for a long kiss, he instinctively moves his right hand down to cup her breast "Ahh" she screams in pain moving his hand away.

"You okay?" he instantly stops concerned.

"Yeah they're just sore, you cant touch them"

"Okay, sorry"

"Its okay" she reassures him as she pulls his face into hers.

"You sure"

Getting lost in his eyes for a moment as her mouth parted her heart couldn't help but melt slightly, as she rolled her head to the right still locked on him "Nate" she said in an almost whisper as she paused and mouth started to curve into a huge grin "I've never been more sure of anything"

Reciprocating the grin "How did I get this lucky"

Serena could feel herself getting slightly emotional as she wrapped her feet around the base of his ass.

Moving down and placing a gentle kiss on her lips, she kisses him back as it starts to get more hot and heavy between them.

Grinding his body against hers she runs her fingers down his back, squeezing his ass as he bit on her lip.

Placing kisses all along her body he finally moves up and goes inside her in one quick motion making her gasp.

Sitting at her desk looking at the final designs, her mind couldn't help but trail off in thought.

As she glanced out the window watching the snowfall from the sky, she smiled thinking back to the last time she seen it snow eight weeks ago.

Sitting on the edge of the dock with her warm white winters coat on and a huge blanket over her, glass of Dom in her hand she looked out at the stars and moon in the dark winters sky.

"Hey S" Blair said coming over and sitting next to her.

Smiling sweetly at her best friend she moved the blanket over to cover Blair, "Hey B"

"What are you doing out here?"

"Just want to take in this moment, this whole day"

"It's been beautiful" Blair said looking out to the moon.

After a few moments Blair started to reminisce "Do you remember when we used to sit like this together on the Met steps?"

Serena just smiled sweetly "after all the arguments, the hurt we've always done everything together, always cared about one another, my best friend by my side" She smiled nudging her shoulder into Blair, "We were co captains in our school hockey team."

"We were, don't forget about that fight we had" Blair laughed nudging her back.

Sitting there taking in the fresh air and the beautiful night sky they both cuddled up together under the blanket.

"Do you ever wish you could go back?"

"School?" Blair asked, "No. Look how far we've grown, I finally have everything I wanted and wrote about in my scrapbook. Minus Nate. Do you?"

"No. I'm exactly where I want to be, with my best friend sat in the Hamptons with a glass on Dom on my wedding day" she smiles as Blair rests her head on her shoulder.

As they looked out to the sea starting at the stars in the sky snow started to fall.

"Blair, Blair?"

"Sorry Ava, the designs are beautiful thank you," she said handing the book over to her.

As Ava left, Blair got up and walked out of her office and into the kitchen. Standing there, she stared at the macaroons Chuck bought her a week ago and couldn't help but feel sad about the whole situation.

Luckily for her she hadn't seen him since, Dorota had been dealing with him and the arrangements on Henry.

Opening up the box she helped herself to one as she turned on the coffee machine.

Taking another she leant back against the counter still unsure how everything had become so messed up. Hearing the elevator doors ping open she glanced over in that direction.

"Dota, Dota?"

"Henry?" Blair asked surprised.

"Mommy?" he asked getting louder as he got closer before appearing at the kitchen door.

"Hey baby" Blair smiled going down to his level as he ran over hugging her.

"Daddy took me to the cinema, then we went bowling then.." she switched off as soon as she heard him mention his Dad as she glanced up.

She was almost shocked as he appeared in the door way staring at her in his tweed suit with matching waistcoat covering his blue shirt and light brown tie.

He looked incredible as her breath seemed to stutter at the sight of him as he combed his hand through his wet hair.

"Can I?" Henry asked.

"Huh?"

"Can I go play in my room?"

"Of course you can" she smiled as he ran to Chuck.

"Bye Daddy" Hugging and moving down and kissing him, "Bye Henry, see you soon okay" he said letting him go past before watching him run off to his room.

Turning around he peered over at the open box of macaroons he'd bought and smiled inside a little before looking at Blair.

"I'm not giving up on us Blair"

"Haven't you given up protesting your innocence?"

"I didn't"

"Let me guess you didn't cheat on me but you haven't got the proof?" She rolled her eyes as Chuck huffed in defeat.

"I wont stop, I'll use all the power I have to find out the truth"

"The truth is you're having a baby with someone else"

Glancing down it chipped away at his heart every time he heard it.

"I don't think I can do this anymore"

"This?"

"Us" Blair said honestly.

"This wasn't for nothing, everything we've been through all the bumps along the way, it can't have been for nothing to end like this" he said moving closer to her as she held up her hand for him to stop.

"Our son, our home together. Our whole lives." he began gesturing as she looked blank faced.

"This is different, maybe it was, but not anymore. I'm sorry but I'm done"

Chucks mouth fell open devastated, "Blair don't, don't do this" he said dropping down against the kitchen counter "This can't be it."

"Then how come it is?" she asked as a tear fell along his cheek.

Kneeling down to his level in front of him "You and I will always be connected, in so many ways. But I can't keep lying to myself, as you keep lying to me"

Chuck just let another tear fall as he knew it was better to say nothing.

As she stood up he followed her to his feet as his eyes never left her face.

Going to walk past him she stops to his side as she turns to look at his face, running her hand along his cheek.

She took in his beautiful chiselled jaw line with her fingers before moving her head to his side placing a soft kiss to his cheek.

Moving apart inches away from his face, her heart was beating so hard with a mixture of feelings, excitement and butterflies were bubbling up inside her.

It was probably being this close to him again after not being intimate together in weeks. Maybe it was his cologne but she couldn't resist him as she moved in and kissed him on the lips, taking Chuck by surprise.

Kissing her back he felt like it was as though they'd both been starved of oxygen as they gripped to one another. Desperate in one another's touch as they both began pulling one another's clothes.

Picking her up as she perched on the top of the kitchen counter his hand ran up her thigh as she gasped against his mouth at his touch.

Biting down on his lip her fingers trailed behind his neck as she pulled him in closer to her.

His growing tight groin pressed against her thigh as she moved her hand down to undo his trousers.

"Ew, gross" Henry said in disgust as Chuck closed his eyes and sighed, holding onto the counter frustrated.

Jumping off the counter Blair looked at Henry "Everything okay?"

"Were you and Daddy kissing?"

"We were"

"Can I have a snack?"

"Of course you can, you know where they are." she said as Chuck turned around looking to Blair.

As Henry walked back out with some oreos, Blair looked back to Chuck.

"I'm sorry I kissed you"

"I'm not" he said moving to her before she took a step back away from him.

Looking into his eyes she felt this overwhelming wave of emotion, swallowing and titling her head slightly "It was the perfect way to say goodbye" feeling herself on the brink of tears "Just because we can't be together, doesn't mean I don't love you"

"I could never love anyone else but you" he said eyes filling up, "You are the first, the last and the only women I have ever loved"

"Chuck" she begged him from torturing himself.

"I'll always love you" his voice broke honestly as a tear fell down his cheek.

"Goodbye Chuck" she let out as a tear fell along her cheek too.

Walking closer to her, he stopped beside her as she turned to look at him, wiping away a stray tear on her cheek.

If this was it, for now at least, he wanted to make sure to make it count.

Pulling her into him, both closing there eyes he teased her lips as he sighed against her mouth.

Feeling his breath tickle against her lips, she felt herself relax taking it all in.

"Goodbye Blair" he said moving back and taking in her beauty once more.

Walking out of the kitchen and picking up his wet trench coat on the way towards the elevator, he waited for the doors to open he glanced over as she appeared in the kitchen doorway.

His heart sank, walking away from her felt so against all his instincts, he felt the need and pull of himself towards her as the doors opened.

Eyes not leaving one another's he let out a sigh, taking a few more seconds to look at her before looking away and walking into the elevator.

As the doors closed behind him he held onto the handle in the elevator, head pressed against the cold metal and let out a cry.

Falling back against the inside frame of the door, she let out her own cry.

Opening his eyes slowly he woke up with Serena in his arms, body pressed in right behind hers as his hand was wrapped over hers.

Spooning perfectly in bed, he placed a kiss against her shoulder as he started to nuzzle into her neck.

Feeling her starting to stir, she rolled over to face him.

Taking in her beautiful face as she slept peacefully in his arms he smiled, her long blonde hair trailed her cheek and nestled under her chin.

As his hand was now resting behind her back he slowly moved it over, he stopped at her stomach.

Running his index finger slowly in circles against her he watched as she slept peacefully.

Nate couldn't help but think of how differently his life could have been, if she'd stayed with Dan, if they never slept together that night at the Empire.

He didn't want to think about the past few years and how much pain they had to suffer, but apart of him almost didn't want to change that?

Through the heartbreaking pain, suffering and sorrow it all made it worth it somehow?

Made him realise just how much they meant to one another that they couldn't let one another go.

Now they were married, Serena was pregnant, it almost felt like a dream and Nate didn't want it to end.

Inching closer into her, he kisses her lips as his left hand rests on her hip.

Letting out a deep breathe against his lips he settles in next to her and slowly closes his eyes, drifting back off to sleep with her.

Heartbreaking Chair I know :(

So i actually wrote this ages ago, and was already written for you Serenate fans.

Which made me smile when i seen you guys asking for more of them.

But after my last post i wasn't 100% sure or happy on where i was heading with the story - Chair

I know its probably been like 4 weeks? Since i updated last, I just needed to get in the headspace to write and just haven't felt it.

I owed you that much.

As always love hearing what you guys have to say, thought and want etc xo