"That's bullshit and you know it, they didn't ask for you to join them. You just want to blast shit. Are we not enough for you to take a break for a moment. You can't just bury your grief."Thira shouted glaring at me her face was stoney and angry.

"Now I didn't say that. I just I can't sit here and stew." I shouted.

"You don't have to be apart of every fight." She shut the half open door.

"And I'm not but I've got a job to do if you forgot." I looked at her.

"And you have a family here who you promised would always be first. Or where you lying to me?" Her gaze hardened as we locked eyes.

"You have some nerve to suggest that. " I snarled

" oh really well I'm not the person running out into a war zone for no reason. They didn't call for you to be there" Our voices just got louder.

"Because I'm not going to sit by well the separatists win this war. We're loosing have you bothered to look up outside of Coruscant." I gestured out the window.

"I'm not sitting idly by if you forgot there's a little girl at her uncles who every time you run off asks when mommies coming back. Well your running off into all sorts of trouble with little regard for your life." She rolled her eyes" At what point are you willing to put down the gun? When your dying on a battlefield. When you finally have nothing to fight for because you pushed it all away. For once in your life you don't have to be destroying droids on a battlefield."

"What do you left the Gar and the fight and your suddenly a pacifist. Ironic a women who loved the thrill of battle lecturing me on rushing into battle." I let out a low chuckle.

"Oh I know I remember. Go I won't stop you but I won't be opening this door when you get back take your shit you can stay at the bar apartment." She whipped open the closet door.

" Fine. If that's what you really want"I glared at her before grabbing some of my clothes tossing them into a bag.

"It is I want you gone once Maliya gets home and you explain to her that your rushing of into a war one again." She shouted.

We sat in aggravated silence well I packed my stuff. Maliyas voice rang out in the hall.

"Hey sweet pea how was it at uncle Dexs?" I asked smiling

"Good look what I made for you and mom." She held up a picture of the three of us.

"It's beautiful baby" Thira grinned

"I have to go on a mission but I'll be back promise. I love you" I kissed her forehead

"Ok you going with Uncle Rex? If you are he has a present too." She handed me a folded piece of paper it was some drawings of the 501sts helmets.

"I'll give it to him when I get there. Be good for mommy" I warned

"I will promise I love you."she smiled before running off. I grabbed my bag and my guns. my armor and my staff before I walked out of the apartment.

I walked silently down to my speeder before shoving the bag in the back.

The drive to Roses seemed like an eternity.

"Hey what's going o.." Trila started I brushed past her depositing some of the stuff.

"I'll be leaving in about half an hour. If you crash up in the apartment leave my stuff be." I said before walking out the door.

When I arrived at base it was filled with troops rushing in and out carrying things.

"Fine mess you guys are in where's the fight?" I asked Anakin.

"Anaxes" he said

"The seppies attacked the shipping yard" I looked at him in shock.

"Yeah. We're moving out platoons now. It's going to be a messy one I assume your coming just because." He looked down at the bag.

"Yeah I've been itching to kick some separatists asses." I smirked

"Well you'll be kicking plenty" he chuckled.

I helped the troops load up the cruisers pushing past earlier events.