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LVI

Warm wet kisses trail up my neck, teasing licks and hot breath against my skin. I stir, moaning at the delicious tingles going through my body, my back arching against the hard body nestled behind me.

'Mmm,' Edward hums in my ear, placing a burning kissing at the hollow there as his hand slips under my t-shirt. The feel of his warm fingers against my bare skin sends a jolt straight through me, every single nerve ending narrowing to that electric sensation.

I press myself back against him and moan when I find him thick and hard against my ass.

Edward lets out a low chuckle in my ear as I rub myself shamelessly against him, his large hand palming my stomach, the heat of him searing between my legs. 'Fuck baby, do you have any idea what I'm gonna do to you…' he murmurs huskily.

I pant his name and he growls quietly in my ear. 'Mmm Bella.'

His burning palm slides up and up, his fingertips sparks that set my whole body aflame. I whimper as he cups my bare breast, my already peaked nipple pressing firmly into that scorching skin, a deep ache spreading through me.

I blink blearily, light flooding my eyes, that sharp white sending tendrils of awareness through my muddled mind.

Edward crying into my neck.

The taste of blood in my mouth.

I love you.

'W-wait.' I gasp.

I need to ask him he's okay.

If we're okay.

If he needs...

My mind goes blank as the rough pad of Edward's thumb smooths over my nipple, a hot spark of pleasure shooting between my legs. He nips at my ear, his teeth sharp but gentle, sending a shiver down my spine.

'Wait?' He asks, his voice a low rumble that echoes across my skin, making it tingle, 'You don't want me to fuck you baby? Do you know how fucking badly I need to feel you around my cock?'

I whimper, arching into him and he growls, the flat of his tongue running up my neck, rough and warm and so wet. He flicks across my skin teasingly, each tiny wet stroke going straight between my legs.

Edward hums, 'Do you want me to do that to your pussy Bella?'

'Fuck.' I gasp, reaching back between our bodies and palming his hard cock through his boxers.

'Mmm.' Edward growls, biting at my neck.

He's thick and so hot against my hand and my eyelids flutter.

I want him inside of me.

I want him in my mouth.

I want him.

I want…to know if he's okay.

My hand leaves his body and I twist in his arms, ignoring the way my blood burns for him, the way my hairs stand on end like I'm touching a stripped wire, dangerous voltage so close I can feel it humming against my skin.

When I meet his green eyes, my breath catches, an ache tugging in the pit of my stomach.

They're full of hunger, that bright emerald surrounded by shadows that burn and smoulder. He bites his lip and my gaze drops, my pulse pounding between my legs at the sight of his bottom lip caught under his perfect white teeth.

I have to force myself not to lunge forward and lick it, take it between my teeth, bite it and suck it into my mouth.

I glance back up to his eyes, and this time I look further, finding the bruising around the socket, the cut on his forehead and cheek.

Even bruised and cut he looks beautiful. Maybe even more beautiful in his vulnerability.

Several emotions whirl through me at once, my throat closing up.

Anger.

Worry.

Desire.

Need.

Guilt.

I swallow heavily.

'How are you feeling?' I ask him gently, reaching my hand out to his face.

Edward flinches and my hand freezes, stopping before it touches him.

We stare at each other for a second.

I lower my hand and watch him carefully, waiting.

I don't wonder who'll break first, who'll speak first.

My silence comes easily, even when my mind screams.

Edward sighs, his green eyes searching mine. 'Can we…I don't want to talk about it, or think about it for a while, please.'

I study him, considering his words and he licks his bottom lip.

My eyes can't help but follow the motion, watching jealously as that tongue leaves a glimmer of wet against his pink mouth.

I swallow, my skin burning, and Edward's lips curve up a little, 'I want you baby, can I have you?'

Always.

But trepidation strikes, my heart faltering in my chest.

Does he need…

His fingers brush my cheek, sending a jolt down my spine.

I meet his green eyes. 'I need you.' He says softly, his thumb brushing over my bottom lip. 'Please Bella.'

I swallow and then nod.

I need him too.

I always need him.

I kiss his thumb softly and Edward hums. Leaning into him, I place a soft kiss against his lips, my hand resting on his stomach.

Edward inhales sharply and I pull back, concerned about his ribs, 'are you sure you're okay to-'

I'm cut off as his mouth crashes to mine hungrily and I whimper, my body snapping to attention, a blazing inferno engulfing me as he groans, his hand cupping the back of my neck, lips moving fiercely with mine. My hands go to his thick hair and my heart jumps in my chest, the feel of those smooth locks between my fingers, reminding me of washing it for him in the shower.

I slow down the kiss, my tongue flicking out to teasingly trace the contours of his mouth.

Edward groans, softer this time, slowing down too, his warm hand sliding down my back and then gently pulling me on top of him.

His body is so warm, warm and hard, and mine.

A thrill strikes through me like a chord, resounding deep in my chest, reverberating there along with the pounding of my heart.

I pull back from his mouth and kiss across his smooth cheek as I straddle his thighs. 'Does this hurt?' I ask him, licking down his jaw.

'Doesn't matter.' Edward pants, 'I need you.'

I lift my head up to his and frown a little. I don't want to hurt him.

'Edw-'

He grabs my shirt and lifts it over my head, effectively cutting me off.

Green eyes meet mine for a second before his gaze drops and he swallows. My breasts feel heavy under his attention, my hard nipples tingling.

His pink tongue flicks out across his bottom lip and I lick mine in response, wanting his tongue in my mouth, wanting to taste him.

Wanting to feel his tongue all over me.

'Fuck.' He says huskily, grabbing my hips and pulling me so I'm sitting directly over his cock. I whimper at the feel of him, so thick against my aching core and tilt my head back in pure rapture. Edward lets out a throaty groan, his large hands palming my breasts, impossibly hot against my skin, the callouses of his palms sending delicious tingles down my spine.

'Fuck baby I can feel how wet you are.' He growls, rubbing himself against me.

I gasp as he sits up suddenly, his hand tangling in my hair as he kisses me deeply, his tongue licking the length of mine, swirling and sucking. I run my hands up his muscled back, shivering at the feel of his warm skin and the pressure of his cock, resting thick and heavy between my legs.

His hot tongue licks down my neck and I shudder, reaching my hands back to grip his muscular thighs, sticking my chest into his face.

Edward chuckles, placing teasing kisses across my collarbones as his fingers trail down my throat and then skim across the swell of one of my breasts, then the other, feather light teasing touches that make me whimper his name.

'So fucking beautiful.' He murmurs, his voice vibrating with need and something else, something deeper and more reverent that fans the fires blazing in the pit of my stomach.

He circles my nipple teasingly and I squirm against him, 'Edward, please.' I beg.

He groans, nipping at my collar bone, that sharp sting going straight to my dripping center. 'Please what baby?'

'Everything, fuck, I need- ungh.' I cut myself off as his warm fingers finally brush my peaked nipple, his touch sending an aching pulse through me.

He licks down to where his fingers tease, those warm digits trailing to my other breast as he runs the flat of his rough, wet tongue against my nipple.

I feel a hot gush between my legs, and I whimper, my hips rocking over his, rubbing myself over his thick cock. Edward looks up at me, those heavy verdant eyes smouldering as he licks a fiery wet trail to the other peak, sucking it in his mouth, that warm wet suction sending a jolt of heat to my aching core.

'Mmm,' Edward purrs, nipping at my nipple with his teeth as he grips my waist, fingers spanning my rib cage as he guides me over his thick length.

The shock of pleasure causes a cry to slip from my open mouth and I whimper as he suddenly rolls on top of me, his mouth meeting mine in a slow, heady kiss, his tongue plunging between my lips, wet and wanting.

I suck at it, the heady taste of him making my toes curl. My hands slide down his muscled arms, his skin smooth and burning hot underneath my fingertips.

Edward's groan vibrates against my chest and into my mouth, the low sound predatory, a call to claim, to take and touch and taste.

He sits back on his heels, ripping my underwear down my thighs and tossing them behind him.

I shiver as I feel the slightly cool air meet my soaking center, and Edward stares down at me, breathing raggedly as he witnesses the wet mess he's made between my legs.

Heavy lidded green eyes flick up to mine for a second before I feel the warmth of his fingers gently meeting my inner thigh then gliding through the slick arousal there.

He makes a low sound in his throat, his teeth sinking into his bottom lip, a feral expression crossing his face. His fingers drift closer to where I'm throbbing for him, and my back arches off the bed, my thighs opening wider.

Edward hums, his other hand pressing down on my stomach firmly, holding me still as I writhe underneath his teasing touches.

'Edward.' I whimper.

He swallows, his fingers sliding higher, brushing through my wet folds and sending a jolt down my spine. I moan and he shivers.

'Fuck…so fucking swollen and wet for me baby.' He rasps, his mouth parted, eyes dark and burning with hunger.

I arch underneath him, the ache between my legs unbearable. 'Please.'

'Please what?' He teases, those long fingers parting my slick flesh, so impossibly hot against my driping core as they dip and glide, coated in my arousal.

'Ungh touch me.' I growl at him.

He smirks playfully and then my vision blurs as he finally pushes his long fingers inside me.

I arch at the penetration, my thighs burning as they stretch wide, hips tilting up towards him.

Edward makes a noise in the back of his throat. 'I want to play with you for hours baby, but I'm…fuck, I need to taste you.' He pulls his fingers from me and I whimper impatiently.

He lowers his head towards my center, his breath hot as it tickles across my clit.

'Mmm, not like this though.' He smirks.

I gasp as his strong hands grip my hips and he flips me onto my front, his large arm sliding under my body and pulling me up so I'm on all fours. Edward groans, wet kisses and licks trailing down my spine, causing my body to tremble violently.

'I love how you look bent over for me like this.' He pants. 'Want to fuck you so bad.'

I cry out as I feel a sharp sting in my ass cheek, quickly soothed by the wet lick of his tongue. He lets out a low laugh. 'Move up the bed baby, I want you to sit on my face.'

I moan at his words, but then turn back to look at him, raising myself up to sit on my heels. 'Won't it hurt?'

Edward narrows his eyes at me slightly, then tightens his arm around my torso and easily lifts me up into the air, moving me higher up the bed.

I squirm and he hums, sharp wet nips of his teeth going to my shoulder, then my neck, and finally my ear.

'Let me worry about what hurts.' He coos, his breath hot against my neck.

I shiver, and then tease him with a breathy, 'Yes sir.'

Edward laughs, dark and rich in my ear. 'Mmm, I could get used to that. But I much prefer hearing you say my name.'

I give it to him as his long fingers enter me again, my body trembling at the feel of those thick digits plunging in and out of me.

'Fuck.' He growls, moving off me. I whimper, my hand going to the wall in front of me for balance as his large hands grip my thighs and spread them wider.

His soft hair tickles my inner thigh as he slides underneath me and my back bows.

I glance over my shoulder to look at him and my mouth goes dry as he pulls down his boxers, his cock laying thick and swollen across his abs.

Another rush of arousal floods between my legs and I shiver.

Edward's nose brushes my inner thigh. 'You smell amazing.' He groans, his words causing a throb between my legs.

I whimper, twisting around more so I can see him better.

My eyes meet the bruising across his ribs and my heart clenches in my chest.

I hesitate for a second, wondering if I should stop this, wondering if this is a distraction and he needs something else, but his touches aren't desperate like they were last night and he's being playful and teasing me.

No.

This isn't distraction.

It's just desire.

This isn't about anything but us.

I reach back to skim my fingers over the hard indents in his lower stomach and Edward's cock twitches against his stomach.

My eyes flutter as I feel the rough, wet licks of his tongue across my inner thigh, a guttural groan leaving his mouth that sends a jolt through me. 'Mmm you taste so fucking good baby.'

I can feel his hot breath against my soaking core and my body aches for his tongue.

Something garbled leaves my throat as his large hand wraps around his thick cock.

'God you look so fucking hot.' I whimper.

Edward's licking up my other thigh now, his tongue trailing over me, lapping up every drop he's caused to gush from me.

'Edward.' I cry, my head tilting back in pleasure as I feel the warm, rough wet of his tongue, licking up my slit.

My body is still twisted, my eyes on his beautiful cock as he takes his fist up and down it.

'Fuck I could eat you all day.' He pants against me.

I'm trying so hard to keep my thighs from collapsing down to him, nervous I'll hurt him, but as two of his fingers press inside me again, I can't help but sit down onto them, my hips rocking against that deep, burning intrusion to my body.

'Fuck baby.' He growls, his breath hot against my clit.

I cry out his name and his hand stills on his cock, his hips jerking up slightly as he groans into me.

I'm already close. My body shakes, the coil in my lower belly winding tighter and tighter. His tongue finally runs over my clit and I shudder, grabbing the wall in front of me as I grind down onto his face.

'Oh fuck, right there.' I cry out, 'Fuck, Edward, I'm…'

He groans, finally sucking my clit into his burning, wet mouth and I see stars, my back bowing as I quake and quake, thighs trembling with the force of the pleasure searing through me.

I gasp in surprise as I land on my back and stare up at Edward, his eyes such a dark, forest green as he looks at me.

He bends his head to mine and I kiss him hungrily, my hand tangling in his hair as I lick myself from his face.

'Fuck, such a dirty girl.' He growls, his tongue plunging in my mouth as he settles between my legs, his cock throbbing and heavy as it presses against my soaking core.

'Fuck me.' I beg.

He pulls back and stares into my eyes, his mouth parted and eyes fixed between my legs as he teases my entrance, coating the head of his cock in my arousal.

I throw my head back in frustration. 'Fuck you're such a tease.'

Edward's eyes flick up to mine and he smirks, leaning down to nip my jaw. 'Silly Bella,' he murmurs, 'teases don't follow through.'

'Oh fuck.' I cry as his cock parts my slick folds. My body seizes as he slowly sinks into me, stretching me wide, filling me, so thick and hard and warm.

Edward's mouth is open, his eyes fluttering as he grips the bedsheets tight. A low groan falls from his perfect lips.

'Shit.' He hisses, 'So fucking wet and tight around me baby.'

I wrap my arms around his body and pull his mouth to mine. It's slow and utterly sinful, our tongues licking at each other in depraved ways.

'You feel so fucking good.' I whimper against his lips, my legs lifting around his waist, pulling him deeper inside of me.

'Mm, so fucking perfect.' Edward growls, bracing himself on one arm as he grips my hip tight, fingers sinking into my skin as he moves those last few inches, his hips stilling as he sits fully inside of me.

He lifts his head, and our eyes meet, the force of that connection striking me hard and fast, like lightening, a flash behind my eyes and then a bang deep in my chest.

When the bright light fades and the sound disappears, the ground is still marked by its strike.

I stare up at him in awe. He's so fucking beautiful, his cheeks flushed with arousal, eyes a deeper, darker emerald where they lie under heavy lids.

My heart beats frantically in my chest as we look at each other.

Edward swallows and drops his mouth to mine, capturing my bottom lip between his, sucking slightly, his tongue running the length of it. I whimper as his tongue sweeps into my mouth, the feel of that slick muscle licking against mine as his cock sits deep inside of me, making my blood burn.

He pulls back from my mouth and places hot, wet kisses across my jaw, starting to rock in and out of me so slow and deep that my body trembles.

'Edward,' I moan, my eyes fluttering at the heavy drag of him between my legs, jolts of pleasure flooding through me every time he shifts his pelvis.

He lowers his head to my ear, sucking my lobe softly into his hot, wet mouth, making me clench around him. 'You feel so right baby, so fucking good.' He murmurs, his voice deep and thick with emotion.

My hands slide down his muscled back, shaking slightly as they trail over his warm body. He cups my cheek and kisses me again, groaning into my mouth as I squeeze my thighs around his slim hips.

Pleasure envelops me in its burning embrace, but something is different this time, that burning warmth, those flickers and jolts that awaken every nerve ending in my body, they're firing deeper, filling my chest with a rush that makes me feel like I'm flying.

His hand leaves my cheek and I gasp as he pulls mine from his back, threading our fingers together as he pins our interlocked hands on the bed behind my head, his pulse pounding against my palm as he fucks me slow and deep, kissing me softly.

'Edward.' I whimper against his lips, squeezing his hand at the sensations tearing through me.

He kisses across my jaw again, soft, gentle brushes of his lips as his hips circle slow and deep, pleasure flooding every single inch of me, my skin burning from the inside out.

He feels so good.

This feels so good.

I've never felt anything like this before.

Edward lifts his head up and I feel a shock go through me as I stare into his bright green eyes.

I'm alarmed to find my vision blurring, hot tears trailing down my cheeks.

Panic floods me for a moment, worry that he'll stop or think something's wrong, but he just leans down and kisses my wet cheeks, trailing his warm lips across my face until it's dry again.

A searing jolt goes through my chest and my hand squeezes his, the other one gripping his back tightly, holding onto him with everything I have.

I feel like everything but him is suddenly blurry and unstable, like he's the only thing that I can hold onto.

The only thing I want to hold onto.

My body trembles, he's so deep inside of me, so thick and hard. Every single movement he makes electrifies me, my skin tingling, lower stomach fluttering with ecstasy.

I move with him, my hips rolling as his circle, both of us panting and moaning at the feel of our bodies connecting.

'God you feel so fucking good baby.' Edward groans, his head tilting back, lips parting in pleasure. 'Do you have any idea how much I…fuck…'

I open my thighs wider and suddenly he's hitting even deeper than before, the pleasure skyrocketing every time he drives inside me.

'Oh, god.' I arch off the bed, my body shaking. 'Edward I'm c-close.'

He groans, lifting his head again and staring into my eyes. I clench down on him and he gasps, his eyelids fluttering.

'Mm Bella…you look so fucking beautiful when you're about to cum.'

I can't speak, I'm too close and Edward's breathing goes ragged, his eyes fixed on mine, that beautiful green burning so deep into me I feel like every single part of me is on fire.

My back arches off the bed and my vision goes completely white, all of the tension bursting from me at once, flooding me with pleasure so intense it almost hurts. 'Edward.' I cry out.

'Fuck baby I'm gonna cum.' Edward hisses, squeezing my hand tightly as he groans low in his throat. My body is still shaking as he drops his head to my neck. My back arches off the bed at the feel of him throbbing inside me, his hips slowing and then stilling as he fills me.

'E-Edward.' I gasp, breathing heavily.

He's panting and I shudder as he licks my neck.

'Fuck.' I mutter.

We hold each other for a second and I feel my heart soar in my chest, the weight of his body over mine flooding my veins with ecstasy.

Edward pulls back, smirking at me, cheeks flushed and sweaty. 'Did you like that baby?'

I arch my brow at him, breathless. 'What do you think?'

Edward hums, planting his hands either side of my head and lifting himself, separating our torso's. 'I think,' he murmurs huskily, 'you loved getting fucked slow baby, I think you loved the feel of my cock so deep inside you as I kissed your pretty mouth and made you cum all over me.'

I whimper and Edward's smirk widens, his gaze dropping between my legs where he's still inside of me.

He's already fucking hard again and I want him.

I lick my lips and he lets out a low, husky laugh.

He slowly slides out of me, making me shiver, and he sits back on his heels and groans, spreading my thighs with his large hands and biting his bottom lip, watching our combined release run down my thighs. His voice grates, low and deep, 'Do you know how much I love seeing my cum drip out of you baby? You're fucking mine.'

My breath halts in my chest, my eyes almost rolling back in my head at his words. Edward looks up at me, his green eyes dark and hungry.

He stares at me for a second, breathing heavily, then buries his head between my legs.

'Holy fuck Edward.' I cry out as his tongue and teeth work me over hungrily, my back arching off the bed in pleasure.

I sit up on my forearms to watch him. The sight of him licking me sends shocks through my body, my nerves frayed and exposed, every wet stroke of his tongue short circuiting my system and making me shake.

Edward groans, lifting his head to look at me. 'Fuck me…the way we fucking taste Bella,' He growls, spreading my thighs wider as he sucks my clit into his hot, wet mouth.

It's so sensitive, my body already drawn tighter than a bowstring, taught and waiting to snap.

'Oh god Edward, I'm gonna cum.' I grunt.

Edward's tongue laves against my dripping slit, his thumb going to my clit and rubbing in rough circles.

My hands go to his hair and grip it roughly. 'Oh fuck, don't stop, don't stop.'

The second his hot tongue pushes inside of me I clench down on him, spasming wildly, garbled words falling from my open lips as I cry until I'm hoarse.

He licks at me some more as I tremble, then lifts his head, breathing hard, his eyes meeting mine.

'Fuck,' he groans, 'Bella.'

I sit up, my hands practically tearing his hair out as I drag his mouth to mine. Edward lets out a guttural groan and the second our tongues meet he's pinning me to the bed, slamming his cock into me.

'Ungh fuck.' Edward snarls loudly, his hips snapping as he fucks me hard.

'Edward.' I cry.

He pulls out of me and flips me onto my stomach, pulling my hips up and plunging deep inside me again.

My back bows and I drop my head to the bed as he starts pounding into me.

'Fuck, Edward, yes.' I cry, my hands gripping the bed sheets so hard I think I rip them.

His hands go to my hips, the wet slap of our sexes colliding so loudly in my room.

'Fuck,' he hisses as I clench down on him, 'are you gonna cum for me already baby?' He grounds out. 'So fucking hot. I want to feel you cum all over my cock, and then I'm gonna cum deep inside you. I want every inch of your tight little pussy coated in my cum.'

I shriek out his name as I hurtle over the edge, every muscle in my body tensing and releasing as I shatter around him.

His groans get louder, his hands gripping my hips tight as he fucks me, my headboard slamming into the wall with loud crashing bangs.

'Edward.' I cry.

'Yes baby, take my cock.' He snarls.

I can't fucking see, the pleasure licks too deep, too intense.

He pulls me up so my back is to his chest, his hand going to my throat as he holds me in place. His voice takes on a gritty growl, 'open those legs wider baby.'

I do as he says and my eyes roll back in my head as he hits even deeper, his other hand wrapping around my stomach as he slows his thrusts slightly.

I whimper as his hand squeezes and he groans low in my ear. 'Bella,'

The sound of my name from his lips sends a spike of pleasure through me. 'Edward,' I moan, twisting my head to meet his eyes.

His mouth is parted in pleasure, those green eyes practically black.

I teeter towards the edge and he grits his teeth, 'Fuck baby, I'm so close.'

My stomach clenches, 'Oh god, please Edward.' I whimper.

Sweat drips down his cheek, 'You want me to cum baby?'

I groan, 'Fuck, please, please Edward.'

He growls, 'I fucking love it when you beg for my cum, you want it baby? You want me to cum deep inside your pretty pussy?'

My body slumps against his and he licks his lips. 'Mm say it Bella, tell me what you want.' He snarls.

'I want your cum, please Edward.' I beg, my voice husky. 'Give me your cum.'

'Where baby,' he hisses.

'Fuck.' I whimper, 'In my pussy baby, please. Cum inside me.'

Edward's body tenses behind mine and he lets out a deliciously deep groan, his hands squeezing my throat as he empties inside of me, his body shuddering.

His other hand moves down my body and he rubs his thumb roughly across my swollen clit, sending me crashing again, my body clenching down on his cock so hard I stop breathing and my vision goes black.

Edward holds me tight as I tremble in his arms and my head falls back to his shoulder, both of us breathing hard.

'Holy shit.' Edward mumbles, kissing my head. 'I want to do the most depraved things to you baby.'

I laugh. 'Me too.'

Edward hums, slowly pulling out of me.

I turn around and his arms wrap around my waist, pulling me into his body as he bends his head and kisses me softly. He pulls back slightly and pauses, his mouth hovering over mine. 'Bella,' He murmurs, 'I love…fucking you.'

I jerk back from him in surprise and he smirks, his green eyes sparkling. 'What?'

I frown at him in confusion and Edward tilts his head at me.

'I…love fucking you too?' I say cautiously, watching him for his reaction.

A big smile stretches across Edward's face, 'Yeah?'

I roll my eyes. 'As if you need clarification.'

Edward shrugs playfully, 'Yeah you did scream my name pretty loud.'

'Wouldn't be the first time I've screamed it in here.' I tell him innocently, sitting back on the bed and leaning back on my hands.

His eyes trail down my body and he hums. 'Are you trying to make me hard again?'

I glance at his cock, smiling when it twitches. I raise my eyes to his. 'No.' I blink.

Edward laughs quietly. 'So fucking bad Bella. I knew it the second I met your eyes in that kitchen.'

I sit up straighter, curious. We haven't spoken about this before.

We haven't spoken about much in general.

I feel a flicker of discomfort in my chest and push it away.

'I wanted you the second I saw you.' I admit, licking my bottom lip.

Edward smirks slightly, his eyes darkening. 'I wanted you more. So fucking sexy in that little skirt, and the way you looked at me…fuck. I knew you'd let me fuck you all night long. I wanted to bend you over that counter. My cock was so fucking hard Bella, just from looking at you. Your big brown eyes were so big and heavy with lust when you looked at me, your little nipples sticking out your top, fucking sinful.'

I shiver and Edward hums, his cock thickening against his stomach. I look at him under my eyelashes as I move towards him, gently placing a kiss over his heart. 'Tell me more.' I murmur.

Edward groans as I lick down his chest. 'That time…when I…pressed against you…I went straight to the bathroom and came all over myself to the thought of fucking you, of licking your pussy.'

I whimper, my hands going to his thighs as I flick the tip of my tongue over the straining head of his cock. The taste of us makes my lower stomach coil tightly and I run the flat of my tongue over him hungrily.

'Fuck baby.' He groans as I take his thick length into my mouth. 'What else do you want to know? How I dreamt about you and woke up covered in my own cum like I was fucking thirteen again? How hard I…mmm shit baby…how hard I tried to talk myself out of going up to that room, how when I stepped in there you were bent over the fucking cabinet and I could see your thighs fucking glistening with how wet you were for me. Do you have any idea how fucking hot that was? How it felt to finally slide my cock into you when I'd been dreaming about you for months.'

I whimper around his thick length, my pulse pounding between my legs. I suck and lick, staring up at him under my eyelashes and Edward's hand tangles in my hair.

He growls, 'Oh fuck just like that baby...'

I pull back slightly, working him over with my hand as I stare up at him, licking my lips. 'I dreamt about you too. I used to wake up in the night and touch myself over and over again.'

Edward groans, his eyes smouldering down at me. 'I want to fuck you again.'

I bite my lip. 'Well, I want you to cum on my tongue.'

Edward hisses, 'Shit baby.'

He's so beautiful like this, his chest rising and falling heavily, abs tight, his cock so thick and hard in my hand, salty and sweet with both of our release.

I take him back in my mouth, deeper now, gripping his hips. Edward groans, his hands tightening in my hair as he fucks my mouth.

'Mmm...been so long without your mouth...so fucking good.'

He bends over me, one hand leaving my hair and gently wrapping around my neck.

I whimper and he groans gutturally, squeezing his hand slightly. 'Fuck… I can feel my cock in your throat baby, so fucking hot. Bella, baby... fuck...I'm gonna cum.'

My hand goes to his balls and he throws his head back and lets out a roar of pleasure, his cock jerking in my mouth as he cums deep down my throat. I kiss back up his stomach and he shudders, guiding my mouth to his as he licks at my tongue.

I pull back and he grins, his cheeks flushing.

I reach out and run my hand over his angular cheek bone, asking something I've always wondered. 'Why are you blushing?'

Edward laughs softly, his green glinted with amusement. 'I just…shock myself sometimes with how I am with you.'

I tilt my head at him. 'Because you're so dirty?'

Edward smirks and shrugs. 'Yeah.'

I laugh, running my hand through his soft hair. 'You're so cute.'

My eyes widen slightly, and Edward's do too, then he gives me a breath-taking smile, 'Yeah?'

I clear my throat and then nod, my own cheeks going pink.

I gently touch over the bruising by his eye. 'What are you going to do about your dad?'

Edward's face falls, his smile disappearing so quick my chest lurches painfully.

My words shatter the warmth between us, the afterglow, the playfulness, the air suddenly going cold.

Regret tastes bitter on my tongue.

'I'm…' I trail off, not sure what to say.

He sighs and moves his body, falling back to the bed and staring up at my ceiling.

I cautiously lie down next to him, my fingers brushing his.

Edward's breath catches for a second before he captures my hand, tangling our fingers together and sighing again.

'I don't know. I don't know what to do. I don't know how it all got so fucked up.'

I nudge closer to him and he turns his head slightly, meeting my eyes.

He swallows. 'I don't know if I'm even welcome at home anymore.'

My heart sinks and I squeeze his hand softly.

He moves closer to me, leaning against my shoulder, his body warm against my side.

I'm not sure what to say, so I say nothing.

Edward doesn't speak either.

We stare up at my ceiling together, a new spot.

Our spot.

His and mine.

For shitty fathers and unspoken words.

A/N Phew, that was...yeah. I mean...they really just can't keep their hands off each other, I had no input here, it was all them, honestly.

How are you doing? Good? We good? Okay. So there was sweetness too, right? I said sweet and sour. I think we got both.

;)