A/N - Well now let's see what Bobbie is up too.
Harm followed the nurse back to his wife's temporary room, he stoped when she pulled back the curtain, glancing over she moved so Harm and Tommy could walk in,th sight in front of him broke his heart. His wife and unborn daughter laying in a hospital bed; hooked up to machines and monitors. All this was his fault, his fault. He couldn't keep his own family safe; not from himself or even from God. Because of his past actions his family is now being made to suffer.
Blinking his eyes; he wiped away the tears that had started to looked over at him, her brown eyes meeting his blue ones. She opened her arms to him. Taking that as a good sign; he went over to her, setting Tommy in the visitors chair. He carefully sat down on the bed next to her. She sat up; wrapping her arms around him; sobbing into his shoulder. He caressed her head. "Harm I'm so sorry; I shouldn't have overreacted. I knew I didn't need stress. I was warned about stress."
"Baby; it's not your fault, this is all on me. I caused all this..."
"Shhhh... ( she placed her hand over his lips ) this is my fault. My bodies fault." Taking a long deep breath. " I've .. I've got endometriosis."
Harm looked at her. "What is that?"
"It's abnormal tissue outside of my uterus, it's something I've had for years; but it's just now showing up due to the pregnancy. The doctor explained that if I wasn't pregnant; I might not have know about for years yet."
Harm pondered what his wife was telling him, he couldn't quit wrap his mind around this. "Are you and Rosie in jeopardy?"
"No; we are both fine. The pain I experienced was due to the endometriosis, according to the doctor I might experience more pain or I might not."
Harm got up and started pacing the room. "This is all my fault, it's the Rabb curse.."
"Harmon Rabb you listen to me; this is in no way your fault. It's something I've had for years, it's just now showing up. There's nothing either one of us can do about this."
It was at the moment The doctor that had been treating Mac walked back in. She looked at the couple sensing she had just walked into the middle of something. "Oh I can come back."
"No; Dr, it's fine. You can come on in."
"Okay; Mrs Rabb. I just wanted to let you know; we are going to be moving you up to a room shortly. In the morning your regular OB will be here to explain more of what to expect durning the remainder of your pregnancy. Just try and get some rest for tonight."
"Thank you Dr." Mac said trying to muster a Doctor turned and left out; once again leaving Mac and Harm alone in the room. Before he could say anything. The curtain once again opened up. In walked the nurse from earlier. "Are you ready to go to your room for the night?" Mac glanced over at Harm. "Yes I guess so."
"Mr Rabb someone will come and find you once we've gotten your wife settled in for the night, in the meantime you can wait in the waiting room."
Putting on a small smile, he told the nurse "thank you." Picked up Tommy and made his way back out to the waiting room. When he reached it; he was shocked to still see Bobbie sitting there. He thought about approaching her, but he is in a hospital and he didn't need to cause a scene; however the choice was taken out of his hands, when she went over to him.
"Are Mac and the baby okay?"
"My wife and daughter are alright for now. Thank you for why are you still here?"
"I didn't want you to be alone, I want to help you."
"I'm not alone; I've got my son with me, plus Admiral Chegwidden is on the way."
Bobbie looked down at the floor; "You must hate me."
"This isn't about you! Get that into your head.I don't need this right now. I have to be here for Sarah and our baby. My family needs me, I don't need you feeling sorry for yourself. Please just leave; you've caused enough damage to last a lifetime."
Harm started to walk away; but Bobbie reached for his hand. He jerked his away. Looking down at Tommy. "I said please leave."
She started to leave; than she stoped and glanced over her shoulder. "I still love you Harm, that will never change or go away."
Harm just stood with his back to her; looking down at his son in his carrier. He didn't want to look back towards Bobbie. Somehow he always figured his past would always effect his future, and that in end he is really just like his father, this is a trait that as a small boy he wanted. But now as a grown man he didn't want that at all. He just sat down in the chair and waited; waited for his life to go back to normal.
He had been sitting for what seemed like hours, when he felt a hand on his shoulder. He looked up to see his CO standing beside him, he started to stand. When The Admiral signaled for him to remain seated, he took a seat next to Harm. "Son what can I do to help you?"
"Turn back time Sir! Fix it so that I don't end up on The Seahawk. Make that damn photo disappear. But mostly fix Sarah."
"I don't have that much power son."
"I know that Sir; it's just that everything is so messed up right now. I know in my head that everything with Sarah isn't my fault, I just can't help but think it is. That I missed a clue, something that I should have picked up on. I'm her husband, i made a vow to protect her. How can I protect her from Mother Nature. Sir what did she do to deserve to be sick? What did our baby do sir?"
Harm broke down in tears, Admiral Chegwidden reached over placing a arm around his shoulders. "Son I don't have the answers your seeking..." Before A.J could continue, the nurse from earlier came back out.
"Mr Rabb if you will please follow me, I'll take you and your son up to your wife's room now."
Harm nodded his head, glancing over at Admiral Chegwidden. "Go on Son, I'll be waiting right here."
"Thank you Sir." Harm gathered up Tommy and followed the nurse to Mac's room.