Kenickie's POV

I was sound asleep when I heard knocking on my window. "Hmm?" I said sitting up and grab my blazer, then I stood up and walked over to the window and open my shade, I was going to at the person but a person had a girly scream and stop my arm. Putzie! "Putz?" I asked.

"Yeah." I heard Putzie answers me.

So I put my blazer down and helped Putzie inside, worrying about his safety.

"What are you doing out here in the middle of night?" I asked him.

"I need to talk to ya." Putzie said.

"Um, in the morning?" I asked him over to turn on the light and I looked over at him. "Uh, I love ya buddy, but…you look trash."

Then he sighs.

"Dude, please." Putzie said. "I don't know what to do."

"Abby?" I asked him.

Then he nodded his head.

"I don't want to ruin our friendship." Putzie said sitting on my bed.

Then I sat next to him.

"I wish I never had this feeling." he admits. "I see Abby, as my little sister."

I looked down at him.

"Ok I like her." He said.

Then I gave him the look.

"Ok, I like her a lot." He said.

Then I let out a sigh.

"Ok I am madly in love with her!" He said as I nodded.

"Look Putz, I know you're frustrated about this." I told him.

"I mean I want to tell her how I feel, but I feel like she might be still in love with Tom, that little idiot." He ramble on.

"Putz…" I started.

"And if I tell her how I feel and she says she want to be Tom." He went on. "Then it'll be so, so awkward between us."

"Putz." I said again.

"Or if we start dating and then break up and it'll be too, too awkward for us!" He rambled on.

"Putzie!" I yelled putting my hands on his shoulders. "Take a deep breath and let it out." Then he took a big breath and let it all out.

"Kenickie, I don't know what to do man." He told me.

"Just tell her how ya feel." I said.

"I can't." He said.

"Why not?" I asked.

"Cause my feelings are mix up." He admitted. "One minute I do have a crush on her, and then the next minute I think we're just friends."

"Well, do ya have feeling for Abby?" I asked again.

"I don't know!" He yelled standing up. "My head hurts, my mind is saying that I have a crush on Abby, everyone wants us to be together, even Danny! I am so CONFUSED! Kenickie, what am I'm gonna do!"

I let out a sigh.

"Want a hug?" I asked him.

He nods.

"Come here." I said as he stood up and hugged me while I hugged him back.

I ONLY hug my mother, sister, my father, Rizzo, Abby and Putzie!

"Shh, it's ok buddy." I said rubbing his back. "I know it's tough." I told him.

He just lets out a sigh.

"Look pal, I know it's really hard." I told him.

"Ya think." He said looking up at me. "Dude, the love of my life is with another man and she doesn't even know that I have feelings for her!"

"Shhh," I said putting my finger on lip telling him to keep it down so he won't wait my folks or Katelyn up. "Look, I promise you that she'll realize you're the one for her." I added.

"Dude, you guys kept saying that!" He yelled. "But did she run into my arms yet? I don't think so!"

Then he sat down on my bed.

"I'm gonna die alone forever." He said.

"No you won't, you have me, the guys and everyone around you." I told him. "That's including Abby…and Tom." I said quietly looking down.

Then I saw him looked up at me.

"Sorry buddy." I said rubbing his back.

"Know what, I'm just gonna forget that I ever had a crush on her." He said standing up.

Then I gave him the look.

"No…" He admits.

I smiled a little.

"Better hope she doesn't take Tom back." I said.

Just then Putzie fainted.

"Putzie!" I yelled, trying to wake Putzie. "Wake up you little beast!"

I saw he opens his eyes a little.

"Putzie, you ok man?" I asked him.

I nodded my head.

"Yeah." He answers.

I pulled him for a hug, reliefed that he's ok!

"Kenickie, what I'm gonna do?" He asked me quietly.

"It's gonna be ok buddy." I said putting my hand on his shoulder.

"Kenickie, my head hurts like crazy." He told me.

I smiled softly at him.

"Come on," I said helping him up. "I'll give you ibuprofen."

"Kay." He said as we walked out of my room and went downstairs to the kitchen.

I went to the cabniet to get the ibuprofen and handed it to Putzie.

"Here ya go kid." I said.

"Thanks." He said taking it.

"Kenickie, I am so confused and…god my head hurts like heck." He said.

"I know buddy." I said.

"Look Putzie, I know that Abby will realize that you're the one for ya." I said.

"Kenickie, my head is telling me that we're just friends and then it saying that I have feeling for her." He said looking up at me.

"Well how about you just think about it." I told him.

"This is gonna be a long thinking for me since we had that long test for school." He said looking up at me after drinking that water and I chuckle at him.

"Kenickie, I'm real scared how it gonna ruin our friendship." Putzie said.

Then I let out a sigh.

"Come here," I said as he stood up. "Look Putzie, I know you love Abby…very much." I told him as I put my hands on his shoulders

"So much that I can't stop thinking about her." Putzie mutters. "Ugh, my head hurts." He said rubbing his head. "I can't see anyone right now, I am so confused, so alone, so…cold."

Then I pulled him for a hug, but he pushes me away.

"I can't do this!" He yelled kicking the counter and pushing the chair down, then fall down to his knee on the ground and put his hand on his face and cried.

"Putz." I said quietly walking over to him and getting down next to him and scooping him in my arms. "You can stay with me tonight."

"Tonight?" He asked quietly.

Then I let out a sigh.

"Ok, for awhile." I told him.

"Ok." He said sniffing. "Oh man."

"Shh!" I told him while smoothing his hair.

I was hoping my folks or my sister won't wake up from all the noises.

"It's gonna be ok Babyface." I whispered to him.

It was quiet for a while and I was still holding onto Putzie.

"Kenickie, what am I'm gonna do?" I heard him asked.

"Just tell her." I said.

I heard him sighed.

"You love her right?" I asked him.

I felt him nod his head.

"Very, very much." He admitted.

I smiled a little.

"Well, tomorrow you go over to that girl and tell her you love her." I said.

"You think I can do it?" He asked me as he looked up.

I nodded.

"Yes." I said.

"Alright, I'll try." He said smiling up at me.

I chuckled at him.

"Atta boy." I said patting him in the back.

"Thanks for being here for me man." He said as I side-hug me.

"Anytime kid." I said smiling down at Putzie. "Are you ok now?"

"Yeah," He said as we stood up and went upstairs to my room.

I close my door shut.

"Know what man?" He asked. "You're right, I'm gonna man-up and tell Abby how I feel." He said.

"That's my boy!" I said hitting his arm. "I'm rooting for ya."

He smiled.

"And I really hope she'll be my girlfriend." Putzie said smiling.

Then he let out a big sigh and I chuckle at him.

"Well I wish both of you a good luck pal." I said patting his back.

"So I'm gonna go home get a goodnight sleep so I can clean myself up for ma' lady." He said.

"Know what Putz?" I asked.

"What?" He asked.

"I'm really proud of ya." I told him smiling.

"Thanks man." He said.

"No problem buddy." I said putting my arm around him.

Then I put arm around him too.

"Ok. Well, thanks for the talk Kenicks." Putzie said walking over to the window.

"Uh Putz, the door." I said pointing at the door.

"Please man, I'm Putzie Jacobs." I said pointing at myself.

But he climbed out of the window.

"See ya later dude." He said.

"Careful." I warned him.

"Don't worry." He told me as his hand slip making him fall to the ground. "AHHHHHHH!" He screamed crashing down to the ground.

"Putz!" I yelled.

"I'm ok!" He yelled holding his thumb up. "Ugh." I slaps my hand to my forehead.

He is SUCH a Putz! But I love him like a baby brother!