Anonymous asked:

hi ! ive always been to shy to ask , but can u write some sonamy angst that ends with a little fluff in the end maybe a kiss? you're one of my fav sonamy writers ! You're the best!

cutegirlmayra answered:

*You're the best- around! No one's ever gonna bring you down~* "I can go one more round, Mr. Miyagi." "Just remember, Mayra-Chan, the Angst is only as emotional as you allow it to be. Write on, write off."

Prompt:

Amy saw Sonic had run far up the hillside, away from everyone, staring down at the earth in quiet pain.

She knew this wasn't easy for him… Everything bad about him being exposed so openly like that… especially against his will…

She knew he needed someone… but after everything that happened…

She found herself already standing behind him, reaching a hand out, before withdrawing it back and seeming to not be sure if he would even want her company in this.

But then, as she looked down and away, her hands together, she saw a slight miracle.

He gestured his hand back to her, as if wanting to hold her own.

Her mouth formed a beautiful open smile, as she returned the gesture and placed her hand in his, feeling how carefully he held it, before giving it a normal but firm squeeze to keep it there.

She walked up happily, hugging the rest of his arm, though she knew this was hard for him to ask for help.

"… I'm sorry. I don't mean to bring everyone down like this." he closed his eyes. "I'm just… I don't feel I'm anyone's hero."

Amy looked confused on that, looking down before putting her head to his shoulder, and then looking at the sky, seeming to think about an idea she just had.

"…Come on." she happily stepped forward, spinning around and tugging him along with both hands to his one now. "Hehe~ It's too nice of a day to miss!"

He wasn't sure what she was getting at here, but followed her into the woods.

It was suddenly night, as Amy walked into a small lake with a medium-sized waterfall, a very gentle, serene picture of nature all around them.

She turned around, smiling and tilting her head to him, as if saying, 'be right back!'.

She dived in and swam far beneath the surface, as Sonic leaned over to look into the clear water, but because of the darkness, could only see things shining at the bottom.

When she emerged, Sonic couldn't help but stare in curiosity, as she swam out, grinning confidently.

She was soaking wet, but it gave her dress the flowing effect of showing off her curves, not just sticking up straight in a hoop like it usually did.

"Here! I found this on one of my walks before!"

He was kinda disappointed to see a rock in her hands, but took it and held it up, trying to see something about it that he hadn't upon first looks. "What's so special about it?" he kept turning it in his hands, before Amy giggled and motioned her own up, stopping his hand from moving as he looked behind his shoulder, seeing how close she was, before back up at the rock as she explained.

"There are two sides to this world."

She held the rock down, as it became fully black in shadows.

Sonic raised an eyebrow, "Are you going philosophical on me, now? How does this help?"

"Shh, shh, shh! Let me finish." Amy lightly scolded, winking to him to show she wasn't all that mad as he bounced a moment in place back to the rock, looking impatient and unmotivated to learn anything anymore.

He had spent the remainder of the day with her, so deciding to listen to her ramblings wouldn't do him any harm.

He had already come this far, and she got all wet for him, so…

"But it can also be full of too much light." Amy lifted the stone up, as it reflected the moon brightly, but for a second, Sonic saw something blue.

He narrowed his eyes, his interest peaking again as he lowered it slowly down.

There, in the reflection, was his face.

He looked shocked at seeing it, as Amy lowered her hands and examined his expression on his face, before giggling as she looked to him.

"But what we must learn, is that in this life, there is a sweet and perfect balance of each. And that's where we find ourselves. Sometimes, our vision is either blinded by all the expectations were rising ourselves up too." she watched as Sonic immediately tilted the stone up, showing the brightness of the light.

She smiled, glad he was catching on.

"And sometimes… we lower ourselves down to the point where we don't reach our full potentials.." Sonic suddenly spoke, tilting the stone down as he saw his face flash a moment in the 'sweet spot' before going totally pitch black.

He stared at it a moment, as Amy watched him, seeing the thoughts connect and the object lesson working.

He lowered the stone down and stared off into the woods, but she knew he was just deeply thinking about what her little lesson meant.

"…Sonic? Do you see now?" She moved to the side of him, holding herself as she got a little cold.

"…Yes. I know what I need to do." he looked down at the rock, tilting it around a bit. "I need to find myself again. The real me. The me that's… more than a loser… and less than a perfect hero." he adjusted it till he saw his face, seeing it for the first time his own reflection in a long time.

"I forgot… who I really am." he squeezed it tight, looking up as Amy nodded, happy he understood, and held her hands behind herself, letting her wet dress swish back and forth on her body, spraying some droplets everywhere.

"Hehehe~"

"Thank you." he nodded politely to her. "I appreciate it."

The calm in his voice gave her reassurance that he would be alright now, but then she shivered, cold from her little venture.

"Eh-heh. I'm glad. Brr… I probably shouldn't have done that so late at night though.." she tried to grin and bear it, rubbing her arms before she was surprised to see his arms move over her.

"Woah! You're cold to the bone!" he admitted, seeming shocked by that before picking her up bridal style, putting the stone away first, tucked into his quills.

"Come on, let's get you warmed up." with the sound of her true hero finally back to his old self, Amy closed her eyes and leaned her head against his chest, letting him wind-shield her a bit as he took off back to Tails's workshop.

The next few days, Amy could see out of the corner of her eye, in the middle of fighting Eggman's newest schemes, him hold out the rock, and tilt it around, smiling at the little mirror every time he saw his reflection.

She would smile, glad she could truly help him.

A long time after that, they were walking down a street, hearing Shadow had gone rogue, again. Apparently, he wanted to meet Sonic there, but Amy wouldn't let him go face Shadow alone, not without some backup!

"I'm strong, independent, and I while your playing hero- I can play hero's aid!" she held up her fists, looking pumped, before putting a finger over her mouth. "But I'll stay silent, promise!"

"Amy…" Sonic sweat dropped, not liking the company on something that could be potentially dangerous.

He stopped, putting his hands on his hips, giving her a look. "Aren't you the one always getting into trouble though?"

"Hmph!" she lowered her fist and puffed up her cheeks, not liking his little comment. "I'm older now, Sonic! I can handle myself, and be my own hero if I have to be!"

He frowned at that comment, watching her walk off with a haughty strike and holding her head high as she did so.

He smirked though, seeing something on the ground she didn't, and walked behind her, with a bit of a skip in his step.

"I suppose someone so… resourceful, could just take on Shadow alone then, huh?"

"Hehe~ If you'd let me-AHHH!"

Amy fell straight through a manhole.

Sonic peered down, leaning a bit with an amused open-grin on his face.

"Offph!"

"You alright down there?"

"Rah! YOU KNEW THAT WAS THERE! Rrr… Get me out!"

He laughed, gripping his stomach before rolling his eyes and walking on. "Let's see you get out of there without a hero."

"S-Sonic?! H-hey! You're not just gonna leave me down here, are you!? Eww.." Amy tried to move her feet around, before looking sorrowful, and calling out.

"Sonic! I'll always need you!"

He stopped walking, pausing a moment…

He seemed to be hiding the fact that he was very hurt by her last statement… and catching onto that to late, she realized she needed to make amends.

"Sonic… A hero is more than just someone who rescues the girl from.. .from outside forces!" She gestured around herself, but was being sincere as she looked up at the light.

Sonic scanned the ground, but was listening.

"Sometimes… a hero can… no." she shook her head, holding her hands to her heart. "Needs to save the girl from the dangers within herself…" she waited, looking up and trying to see around where she could, even if that was limited.

"Sonic?"

She didn't see anything.

Glaring, she figured she'd have to do this herself, and tried to climb up, before throwing her hammer up and trying to ring it around the edge.

After a few hits, she suddenly started to slip, before two hands grabbed onto her hammer, Sonic looking over and down to her, taking a deep breath as their eyes met.

She was amazed to see him still around, but glad he stuck around.

She smiled, as he tightened his frown and pulled her up.

"You… you came back." Amy huffed on the ground, as he made sure she was alright, before leaning up and looking away.

"Sometimes… it's good to hear you're still wanted." he admitted his sore feelings on the matter, before helping her up pointing to a corner.

"Hide behind there. Don't come out unless I give you the signal too, alright?"

He looked over his shoulder, giving her a thumbs up, as she was still a bit bitter about his actions.

She frowned, but sighed when she realized she needed to be a bit more careful about how he was feeling these past few weeks, and nodded.

He still wanted to be a hero.. to at least somebody. And she had to be sensitive to the fact that he only wanted to keep her safe.

She hid and peeked around the corner, nodding to him, before seeing him step out where Shadow had instructed, and pull out the rock.

She gasped.

He had kept it?

He looked it in, tilting it to where the sun's light and his face combined, and revealed the hidden beauty of the crystals in the rock, giving the illusion of a mirror.

He smiled.

Sometimes… your true worth is hidden within the eye of what you're using to look at yourself with as well.

Amy's eye… to him, was what the rock represented. And she saw great worth in him… and with that worth almost insulted, he squeezed the rock to remember that still to her…

He was her hero. No matter what!