-Chapter-33-

-Emma pov-

Today has been a very relaxing day for the us pregnant women. I've been able to play with Beth, Abby, and Cass all day! It's such a great time honestly! Maribel is also relaxing with Madison on the couch.

The others are setting up for the gender reveal party later on. We can't be out there just in case we see something. Shelby and Judy come inside at certain times too. The girls are having a hay day decorating.

I put a hand on my stomach and smile. I gotta baby! I can't wait to see what I have! What if it's gonna be twins?!

"I ona e oma!" I turn toward Maribel and smile "I e ood oma!"

"You'll be the best momma" I chuckle as she picks me up and sits me on her lap "You getting thirsty baby?"

I nod and she fixes her shirt to feed me. Once I'm able I latch on and start breastfeeding. These moments make me feel safe. They make me feel loved and cared for.

I know many people don't understand this life. I can't blame them though. It honestly is a different style of living. But it makes us happy and makes us feel loved.

Sure we have all probably gone past our reasons of starting it. Mine was cause of my mom not being a good one. Now she's back and trying! Plus I've already gotten to feel loved as a baby.

So should I give this up? Would it be better if we all did? What if we all just lived normally? Would we be able to go in public more?

Honestly the questions could be answered with yes. But we don't wanna give it up. We enjoy what we are doing. We wanna keep enjoying this lifestyle for much longer.

We have our friends that don't judge us and we have our family. Sure we don't have functions with them all but still. We have the people who want to love us. It's what makes everything so much better!

Maribel switches me to her other breast and I latch on again. We all have it really good right now. I don't plan on going back ever again. This is how I wanna live my life forever.

"You still in though baby?" I shake my head and Mari runs a hand through my hair "You wanna talk about it?"

"I uv or ife" I smile around her nipple and some milk dribbles down my chin "I nva ana iv t up"

"I never wanna give it up either" She gives me a forehead kiss and smiles "Why don't you take a nap?"

I nod and close my eyes while feeding. A nap really doesn't sound too bad. Maybe the party will be done after! Oh I'd love it if it was!

"Nap Em" I open a eye and look at a smiling Madison "Close your eyes and nap"

I sigh and go back to suckling. Soon I feel sleep taking over. A little reprieve from the day and me being hyper. This really is a lovely life to live.

-Time skip-

"Em wake up" I groan as I feel some poke my stomach "Eeeemmm! The party is gonna start with out you!"

I open my eyes to the Mary smiling down at me. I look around and see I'm in my nap time crib. I sleep with the girls in bed but during nap time I get this thing. It's amazing what Shelby has learned to build.

She has built a lot of the things we need. I hold my arms out and Mary picks me up. She gives me a cheek peck and we head out of the room. I get slowly carried towards everyone talking.

"Hey it's Emma!" Lucy smiles my way "You still not wanna be grown right now?"

I shake my head and she smiles "Finally have someone to join Rachel and a Jasmine" I look and see the duo playing with the babies "Just don't forget we need you for the reveal"

I nod and get carried to the play area. I'm sat down inside and let into their game. Its a simple game of dolls so it's easy to join into. Abby is the most excited when we play with dolls.

After a few minutes of playing the doorbell rings. Sam is up and in the house quickly. I wonder what surprised they have? I look back at the girls and continue playing while we wait.

"Are you sure I'm welcome?" I look up and see Amanda looking nervous holding a present "I can just drop this off and go"

"We invited you both" Judy walks over with a smile "Come on and enjoy yourselves! We got enough drinks and food!"

"If you're sure" Amanda gives a shy smile and holds out the bag "I got two more behind the door"

"Thank you" Shelby walks over to the door and grabs them "Now come on! Sit down and enjoy yourself"

She nods and walks more into the yard "This is lovely" she walks and stops a little away from us "You all really are just precious when you're like this"

I smile and Rachel blows some bubbles. She chuckles and walks to a chair that's near by. She spends time playing and talking with us. It's kinda fun having her around.

Another doorbell sends everyone looking confused. Shelby goes with Judy to check who it is. They take a while to return and we are all shocked. It's Carol Hummel all alone.

"I really didn't wanna interrupt this" Carole goes toward the door "I can go"

"What's with everyone coming and then wanting to go?" Cass pouts "Is it that bad of a place?"

"Be quiet you" Judy gives her a playful glare before looking at Carole "We can talk in a bit ok? But enjoy yourself"

She nods and walks to a chair "She's a pretty lady" I look over at Amanda and nod "Is she normally alone?"

I shake my head and frown. I wonder why she is alone right now. I am happy to see her but not upset. She doesn't look like her normal self.

After a bit of time she finally smiles some. The party keeps going and James even comes to join. He's become a part of the family. Everything is going well until the rumbling tummy happens.

"Uh o" I get some confused looks that shift into knowing ones "Umbl"

Before anyone can get to me I'm going up a few inches. I feel tears come to my eyes like usual. I still get embarrassed filling my diapers. I feel a pair of arms grab me and soon I'm looking at the sky.

"This is my first time changing you" I look and see Cass smiling "I may not be as good as them"

I give her a small smile and then lay back fully. I sniffed as she changes me. I hate making messes they have to clean up. But I also loving doing this lifestyle.

All of us that go small have lost our bowel control. There is no holding anything back. If you gotta pee or poo it's in the diaper. Sometimes you get lucky in public.

I still remember our last unlucky public changer. It was poor Grace. She was so happy to be dressed in a onesie that was hidden by a skirt. But then her stomach rumbled.

It took us too long to get to the bathroom. So now she's back at square one with onesies. But she's slowly trying to build back to it. We have been helping by wearing ours more.

We just want everyone to feel comfortable in their own body. So if she wants a onesie and skirt she can wear a onesie and skirt! If she needs us to make her feel comfortable we are here for that too.

"All done" I look at Cass and smile "You ever gonna get big today?"

I shake my head and chuckle. I enoy s oo uch...at ew. So that is what Rachel was talking about? You really can go even further beyond in your head!

I wonder if that's why she's responded with babbles today? I wonder if I really could let it all go? Just finally be free like the others. The girls said they could support me if I did.

I ana e ee!

"Looks like you made a big decision there" I look at Shelby "You wanna tell us it?"

"E eee!" I smile and blow bubbles before laughing "I e aby!"

"Alright" Shelby smiles and picks me up "If that's what you want we will work on everything"

"But we need to have an adult talk later" I nod and the giggle as Judy tickles my feet "You're such a good little girl! You'll be the best play with momma too!"

I smile and lay my head on Shelby's shoulder. I elee ana e aby.

-Time skip-Cass pov-

"It's time to figure out the genders!" Everyone gathers around while I carry Emma to her cake "Are you all ready to see the baby genders?!"

"So Emma has twins?" I look at Emma who's smiling "Ready to see what you got?"

She nods and I grab the cake cutter. I cut into the cake on her right and pull out a slice. It's a pink slice of cake. She smiles and I grab one of her hands.

I take it to the cake on her left and help her cut it. We pull the slice out and it's another pink one! She's having twin girls! I look at the others and see Maribel had two cakes too.

"Maribel is having twin girls!" Lucy walks to us "Emma is having twin girls! Madison is having a boy!"

"Yeah I get the odd one out" Everyone laughs and Madison looks at us "At least some people get girls"

We all start laughing again including her. We get back to the party quickly after. Cake is really good at keeping people happy. After feeding Emma her cake I put her back in the play pen.

I can't wait to see all of the babies when they are born. I get to be a playing momma with them! I hope we are still doing all of this at the time. I wonder if I will join Emma and Rachel to the point they are doing it too.

Guess I can figure that out in time and talking with them. For now I'm gonna enjoy the party and spend time with my family.