Blaine walked into the house, a huge bright white brick house with a big yard. He loved this place, he had always wanted to live in a big home like this. And at 36 years old now, he was finally here. He smiled once he had closed the door, and took a deep breath. The air inside smelled like freshly baked cookies and he heard laughter from the kitchen, giddy child laughter followed by a deeper laugh that he knew well.
He walked towards the kitchen doorway, when all of a sudden something collided with his left leg and yelled "Daddy!"
He looked down with a smile, a little girl around 6 years old was clinging to his pant leg, giggling as she looked up at him. Her eyes were bright blue, and her hair feel over her shoulders in chestnut coloured soft waves, and he laughed as he bent down to pick her up.
"Hey baby. How are you?" He asked as he settled her on his hip, finally dropping his bag at his feet to wrap both arms around her little legs.
"I'm good! We've been making cookies."
"That's great. They smell good." He cuddled her close as he carried her with him to the kitchen.
As soon as he walked into the huge light blue and silver coloured kitchen, he smiled widely at the sight before him. In front of the big window at the side of the kitchen, was his husbnad, his lithe form turned to the side, holding a small boy with dark curly hair in his arms as they both mixed a bowl of batter on the counter.
He felt warmth in his chest as Kurt turned to look at him, bringing their son up closer to his chest and then turning around completely to greet Blaine at the door.
Blaine's eyes fell on his young son's face, those big brown eyes lit with excitement at the sight of his other daddy. He held out his arms towards him as Kurt moved them closer, Blaine laughed as he pulled one arm around his son and then cuddled both his children to him with a smile.
Kurt leaned in towards him and pecked a small kiss against his lips.
"Welcome home honey." He said in a happy lilting voice that made Blaine's legs turn to jelly.
"It's so good to be home." He replied as Kurt wrapped his arms around him and their children and hugged them all tightly.
Blaine woke up with a gasp. Eyes flying open as he sat up. It was dark here again, and his heartbeat was deafening in his own ears. He put a hand to his chest and tried to calm himself down for a few seconds, before he felt a warm hand cover his own.
"Blaine, sweetheart, are you alright?" Came the sound of his boyfriend's voice next to him, and Blaine turned to gaze into worried blue eyes that he could just about see in the darkened room.
Kurt stroked Blaine's hand under his. It must have been early morning as the only light in the room was provided by the moon. He had been sound asleep until Blaine had suddenly awakened beneath him, and now he was filled with concern as he watched him, waiting for some response.
"Yeah...yeah i'm ok." Blaine said as a smile came over his face.
"Was it another nightmare?" Kurt asked with a frown, fearful that their fight from the day before had upset Blaine to that point.
"Actually.." Blaine paused to laugh lightly, "no, it wasn't."
Blaine's laugh caught Kurt so off guard that he reached out to turn on the nightstand lamp to make sure he was hearing well.
When he saw the smile on Blaine's face, he relaxed a bit.
"Okay... then what was it?" He asked, a little confused.
"Us. In 10 years." Blaine laughed again, "we had a huge house...and I was home from work...you were baking cookies..." Blaine had such awe on his face as he retold it. "We had kids."
Kurt's face lit up as he listened to him, noticing how his heart raced just at the thought.
"Really? Kids? How many?" He squeezed Blaine's hand, which was still on his chest.
"Two...a girl who looked a little older and a boy about Jack's age." Blaine explained with a soft smile, "she looked like you...he looked like me."
Kurt bit his lip. The emotion in Blaine's voice was contagious.
"You hadn't told me that you had the ability to see the future." He muttered with bright eyes.
"I'm not sure if it's going to be exactly like that...but I think having a dream like that has made me feel at least like my life is moving forward." Blaine said softly, turning his hand over on his chest and holding Kurt's, "I thought after we talked last night that I would be having another nightmare, but this really surprised me."
"It's the first thing I thought when I felt you wake up, but I'm glad that this time it was a good dream.
Kurt's free hand came up to cup Blaine's cheek.
"Of course your life is moving forward. But I can't believe you dreamed that. I would love to get into your head and see it too. A kid who looks like you... doesn't sound bad at all." He said with a smile, trying to picture it.
"She looked even cuter with long hair and blue eyes." Blaine laughed as he leaned against Kurt's touch, closing his eyes.
"I want that. In 10 years. I want exactly that." Kurt whispered, stroking Blaine's cheekbone with his thumb.
"You do?" Blaine asked, his eyes shining in the low lamp light, "two kids...a big house...married?"
"Were we married? It's the information I was missing." Kurt giggled before staring at Blaine with a smile that seemed to split his face in two. "I do, I totally do."
Blaine leaned forward and sealed their lips together for a moment, humming against Kurt's lips, but then he pulled away with a nervous grin.
"Just so we're clear, i'm not proposing right now." Blaine said semi seriously.
"Aren't you? Oh, wow... it's a shame, I've always wanted to be proposed naked in the middle of the night after just a month together. You just broke my fantasy." Kurt chuckled, nuzzling Blaine's cheek.
"Oh shut up." Blaine laughed as he wrapped his arms around Kurt and hugged him close. "If I were going to propose, I would do it a lot better than this."
"I hope so, because beautiful dreams and an adorable face and that tangled curly hair is not going to guarantee you anything." Kurt teased, burying his face into Blaine's neck.
"Oh no?" Blaine pulled back and raised an eyebrow at Kurt's teasing face, "maybe this adorable face and curly hair can make you change your mind."
He growled playfully and tackled Kurt onto the bed, sealing their lips together even as Kurt laughed.
"Why are you looking at me like that?" Kurt asked as he turned to the shower head and let water run down his face.
"It's just that the wet look suits you." Blaine smirked at him, standing close and reaching a hand up to brush away a lock of hair that had stuck to Kurt's forehead.
"Oh, yeah? It's the one I usually wear in the shower." Kurt laughed, sliding his hands down Blaine's back.
"Actually, I was thinking of asking you to put your hands somewhere else." Blaine whispered with a low voice.
"Oh god, you're obsessed." Kurt teased as he started moving his hands forward, caressing Blaine's hips, but Blaine grabbed his wrists.
"My hair. I want you to wash my hair." Blaine said, and Kurt could swear there was a little pleading in his voice, like he was asking for something special.
He didn't hesitate, happy that Blaine asked him for one of his favorite things in the world, and after leaning in to lightly kiss his lips, he took the shampoo bottle, put some in his hand and his fingers quickly got lost in Blaine's wet curls.
His boyfriend started moaning immediately, and Kurt smirked as his...
"What the hell are you thinking about? You have a weird face." Camille said, sitting next to Kurt at the dining room table and bringing him back to reality.
"Nothing. I've had a great weekend and I was just remembering some of my favorite moments. Thanks for interrupting me, by the way." Kurt grunted, though he smiled at his friend as he gulped down a bite of his salad.
"Oops, sorry I interrupted your filthy memories of Blaine. Some of us aren't that lucky." She snapped.
"It wasn't filthy at all... but I'm sorry your story with the waiter didn't work out." Kurt said to her honestly.
"Don't worry. It was fun while it lasted. All I need is to go out and distract myself. And the pretty eyes' birthday party is going to be perfect for that." Camille smiled, leaning across the table. "You haven't told me anything else since Thursday, what have you planned?"
Kurt snorted. The mere mention of the party reminded him of the fight. He turned his head, and seeing Blaine laughing with his co-workers made him feel better.
"The truth is, I don't know if there is going to be a party. Blaine and I kind of had an argument about it and I no longer know if we're having it or not."
Kurt thought about it. Blaine had assured him that the party hadn't been a bad idea and that he should have told him about his parents earlier, but did that mean he wanted it to happen? Kurt had his doubts. He had to talk to Blaine.
Camille was looking at him with a strange kind of curiosity and sympathy so he gave her a smile.
"You know what? I'll talk to him later and i'll let you know." He decided then.
"Okay, honey. If we have to trade it for a night out any other day, that's fine too."
Kurt laughed and they continued eating while discussing things about work. Kurt put the party thing in a corner of his head... he would go to Blaine's apartment and find out for sure.
He didn't see Blaine for the rest of the day, and after promising Camille at the office door as he left, that he would let her know about the party, he left. In his car he smiled to himself as he drove over to Blaine's apartment.
As he turned the key in the lock and pushed the door open, his face took on a wider smile. Blaine was not expecting him to be there, so Kurt could hear that his boyfriend was in the shower already. He could see Blaine's bag and shoes had been haphazardly placed by the couch, so he picked them up and put the shoes by the door, and hung the bag on the hook.
He took off his own shoes, feeling comfortable in Blaine's apartment and walked towards the kitchen. He looked through all of the cupboards and cabinets, pulling ingrediants out and placing them on the counter. He would make dinner for Blaine and himself.
He made himself at home in the kitchen, Blaine had everything placed around the kitchen just like Kurt does at home. So it really was like his own space.
As he was placing some chicken in some egg yolk and then rolling it in a small batter he made, he heard the shower shut. He placed all of the chicken pieces on a pan, washed his hands off and covered the chicken with some oil before he put it in the oven.
He leaned back against the side of the counter, as he heard Blaine walking towards his kitchen. Kurt smirked as Blaine rounded the corner without any clothes on at all, rubbing his head with a towel. He didn't see Kurt standing there for a moment, but as he removed the towel from his head, his eyes widened and a big smile stretched his lips.
"Kurt, what are you doing here?" Blaine exclaimed in excitement, still standing there naked.
Kurt laughed lightly.
"You gave me your key, am i not allowed?" Kurt retorted with a small grin, and Blaine stepped towards him.
"I'm happy you're here." he laughed as he wrapped his arms around Kurt.
"Well i'm happy with the view." Kurt teased as he placed one hand on Blaine's bare ass, feeling his boyfriend's chest move in a silent laugh.
Blaine pulled away and gave Kurt a wink before turning in a circle with his arms out, giving Kurt a full view of all of him.
"You can look all you like sweetheart."
Kurt let his eyes roam every inch of Blaine's naked body as he bit his lower lip. Then he shook his head with a chuckle.
"So gorgeous. Now, could you put on some clothes? I want to talk to you while dinner is heating up, but I can't focus on that right now."
Blaine laughed as he left the kitchen to go and put some shorts on, and when he came back he was still shirtless. He gave Kurt a smirk though and leaned against the counter.
"So what did you want to talk about?" he asked curiously as he crossed his arms.
Kurt snorted and got close to Blaine, looking into his face to avoid distraction.
"I need to ask you something, and I want you to be totally honest. There is no wrong answer, okay?" He said, taking Blaine's hands in his.
"Okay...now you're worrying me." Blaine said with a small nervous laugh.
Kurt leaned in to lightly kiss Blaine's lips to assure him that everything was fine.
"The thing is, during lunch time, Camille asked me about the party on Saturday, and I told her that I didn't know if we are still doing it and that I wanted to talk to you about it."
Before Blaine could say anything, Kurt spoke again.
"We don't have to do it, okay? I haven't even prepared anything yet. If you want us to spend the whole day alone in your bed, I'm in. It's your birthday, you choose."
Blaine smiled at him and brought his hands up to cup his face lightly, gently running his thumbs over his cheeks.
"Kurt, I told you I didn't mind a small party. It was just my parents that I got upset about. But spending time with the guys and you, and my sister's family...yes I want a party." He told him in a gentle tone, before placing a kiss on the tip of his nose.
"If you've already guessed all the guests, it's not funny." Kurt joked, though he got serious again. "Look, baby, I don't want you to feel like you're agreeing to this for me. I... I don't want to push you into anything or feel like I'm getting into something that's none of my business." He admitted.
"I love that you're still thinking about my feelings, but believe me i'm fine with all my important people there. I swear Kurt, it's okay." He insisted as he kept his hands on Kurt's face.
A relieved smile appeared on Kurt's face. He immediately wrapped his arms around Blaine's neck and rested his forehead on his boyfriend's.
"Then I'll make sure you have the best little party in the world. I just want you to be happy." He said in a small voice.
"I am happy, baby. You make me incredibly happy." He responded as he closed his eyes and took his hands off of Kurt's face, placing his arms around his waist instead.
"Can I confess something? I loved to come here, use my key and start making dinner for us while you were in the shower. It was so... natural." Kurt whispered, his fingers caressing Blaine's back.
"And so domestic." Blaine smirked back at him.
"And that's okay, isn't it?" Kurt asked, pulling back a little to look at Blaine with wide eyes.
"Of course it's okay." Blaine laughed and made eye contact a little more seriously, "I love that we are so comfortable with each other that it feels so natural to us. I love being with you, at yours, at mine. Anywhere."
"Me too." Kurt told him, tightening the hug a bit more. "I love you so much".
"I love you too." Blaine hugged him tighter and then pulled back to peck his lips, "so what's for dinner?"
"I am making some chicken. We have to go grocery shopping together though, you're missing a lot of basics in the kitchen." Kurt teased, giving Blaine an sweet whip on the ass.
"Because I've been having my dinners with you for the last week and half." Blaine chuckled.
"That's no excuse." Kurt pulled away from Blaine so he could open one of the cabinets. "Salt and pepper, honey? That's it? You know there are more spices, right?"
"Didn't you listen to Dylan when he told you I can't cook?" Blaine rolled his eyes and giggled a little.
"But I also heard you when you said you wanted to learn." Kurt laughed, and then he had an idea. "We have a date on Wednesday, right?"
"We do. I want to show you Jupiter." Blaine grinned.
"Good. You can show me Jupiter and I can show you how to make a meal with more than three ingredients. I'll bring some of my mother's recipes and we'll make it together." Kurt exclaimed, swaying in excitement.
"Ok. Just don't break up with me because I fuck up one of your mother's recipes." Blaine laughed.
Kurt giggled before walking back to Blaine, placing his hands on his waist and stroking the smooth skin there.
"You must be crazy if you think I'm going to break up with you. And you don't know me at all if you believe I'd let you ruin one of her recipes."
"I didn't think you would." Blaine smiled as he leaned against him and giving him a real kiss.
Sliding his lips along Kurt's gently, and pulling him closer so that their bodies aligned perfectly.
Kurt lost himself in the kiss, humming against Blaine's lips as his hands gripped his hips tighter.
It was just a simple kiss, innocent in itself, but still full of love and passion. Everything that Blaine felt at that moment, was in this kiss. He tilted his head to part his lips a little, only pushing the very tip of his tongue against Kurt's lips, not really pushing to make it any more than it was. And as Kurt's tongue ran along his, he moaned a little and then pulled back with a smile.
"I swear the kisses just get better and better." He said with a happy glint in his eyes as he stared into Kurt's.
Kurt sighed as he looked at Blaine devoutly.
"If we could only do one thing, I think I'd choose kissing."
"I'd choose just staring at your eyes for the rest of my life." Blaine added with a cheesy smile, "but kissing is my close second."
Kurt blushed quickly, hiding his face in the crook of Blaine's shoulder for a second.
"I love your eyes too." He said when he looked back at him. "They always let me know what you're thinking."
When Blaine went in for another kiss, Kurt's hand came up to cover his lips lightly. At Blaine's confused look Kurt smirked, and then stepped away to finish off dinner.
Blaine rolled his eyes fondly as he watched Kurt check the chicken in the cooker and then mixing some things together on the counter.
It was nice being domestic together, and being loving and caring. Kurt was his soulmate, there was literally nobody else Blaine wanted to spend more time with. He would ask Kurt to move in with him if it wasn't so soon. But he knew that when a couple of months past, he would make that leap.
They were practically living in one another's apartments anyway. In Blaine's head, they were already living together really, just spending time apart in their own places. It was refreshing being cared for, and very new...but he loved it.
He smiled as he watched Kurt move around his kitchen, it was amazing to see. Kurt was so comfortable now, and he never apologized for doing anything anymore. It was an amazing change from the man he had first met, all tense and shy.
"Are you going to help me, or just stand there watching me?" came the quip from Kurt that made Blaine laugh again before moving forward and waiting for instructions on what to do.
Yeah, they would be together forever. This Blaine just knew.
"Now you have to mix it up a bit more."
When Kurt saw Blaine's concerned expression, he decided to cheer him up a bit.
"You're doing fine, honey."
But the truth is that he was not. When Kurt went through his mother's recipe books, he thought puff pastry cinnamon rolls with maple icing would be a simple thing to start with. But he wasn't counting on that Blaine didn't seem to know how to handle the dough, and he was digging his fingers too far into it, giving it more heat than such a delicate pastry actually needed.
However, Kurt couldn't help but smile at the image. Blaine was wearing light blue jeans and a tight black t-shirt, but he had persuaded him to put on a blue cupcake-patterned apron that he had bought for him, although he couldn't convince him to wear the blue matching chef's hat.
"So what comes next after this?" Blaine said as he tried to pry some of the dough from his fingers, but only succeeding in getting more onto them.
"Well, the idea would be for you to fold the dough and let it rest, but if it sticks to your fingers all the time it's going to be difficult." Kurt explained with a sympathetic smile.
Blaine made a face at his hands.
"How do I get it to not stick?" he asked, completely and utterly lost and confused.
Kurt walked over to him and wrapped his arms around his waist.
"I think you must have made a little mistake with the quantities. Do you want us to repeat the dough? You don't have to make it yourself, Mr. Stubborn, I can help." He said, resting his chin on Blaine's shoulder.
"So...I didn't do it right?" Blaine asked as he turned defeated looking eyes to Kurt.
"Baby, the only thing you had made until today was pancake batter, eggs with bacon and salads, it's normal that it doesn't turn out right the first time. I've brought plenty of ingredients, that's fine." Kurt gave him a peck on his cheek, which was adorably stained with flour.
Blaine was still staring defeated down at the bowl in his grasp, while Kurt gathered more ingredients.
"You remind me of myself when I helped my mom while she cooked." Kurt laughed as he carefully put in the correct amounts of each ingredient. "I got frustrated because I wanted to do the same as her but I couldn't. Sorry to tell you, but you're not going to learn to cook in a day."
"I know..." Blaine sighed, "but i'm usually a better learner than this."
"Cooking takes a lot of patience, honey." Kurt handed him the bowl. "Here. Start mixing again. This time it will come out better, you'll see."
"Ok."
Blaine started measuring out ingredients exactly how Kurt told him to, and began mixing lightly with instructions from Kurt about not putting his hands into the dough too far.
After another 10 minutes he agreed that it was a little better, the dough wasn't sticking to his fingers as much as last time and at Kurt's encouraging words he was smiling a little as he worked.
"See? I knew you could do it." Kurt exclaimed excitedly.
"You're a good teacher." Blaine replied as Kurt made him take his fingers out and cover the dough for a little while.
He turned for the sink to wash his hands off.
"I know I am. What other teacher would have given you such a cool apron?" Kurt leaned against the kitchen table, glaring at Blaine with a smirk.
"I agreed to the apron without the teasing." Blaine smirked back.
"What teasing? I don't know what you're talking about." Kurt tried to pretend, but the mischievous glint in his eyes betrayed him.
Blaine just poked his side as he came back to stand next to him.
"Alright if you say so. What do we do now?"
"We have to let the dough rest for a while. In the meantime, you can prepare the glaze. But first, you are missing the main ingredient." Kurt pursed his lips, hoping Blaine would get the hint.
"A kiss for the teacher? what a favourite fantasy of mine." Blaine teased as he winked at Kurt, who blushed a little but still held his lips out.
Blaine leaned in to kiss him, grabbing onto his waist tightly.
Kurt lingered a bit into the kiss until he pulled away, looking at Blaine with a raised eyebrow.
"First the mechanic's overall, now the teacher... I'm finding out you have a lot of fantasies." He laughed as he played with Blaine's curls.
"Just fantasies including you." Blaine replied and moved in for another kiss.
Kurt responded to the kiss eagerly, slightly sinking his fingertips into Blaine's scalp, as he knew he liked it.
Blaine hummed into his mouth a little, and tightened his grip on Kurt's waist.
"Blaine... the glaze..." Kurt managed to say between kisses, but he didn't try to pull Blaine apart.
"One...second."
Blaine pulled at him until Kurt melted against him, pushing his lips apart with his tongue a little and licking into his mouth. He swallowed the moan that sprang from Kurt's mouth, and then moaned himself.
Kurt's hands trailed down Blaine's back until he reached the hem of his t-shirt, and he immediately slipped his hands under the fabric until they made contact with the soft skin there, as he sucked on Blaine's tongue into his mouth.
Blaine groaned one more time before he slowed the kiss and then pulled back a little. As their lips disconnected he smiled and moved to place a kiss against Kurt's cheek.
"We should probably get on with the glaze now." He said against Kurt's face, smiling into the skin, "besides we should be doing this well for your mother."
"You're right." Kurt muttered, still with his eyes closed. "It's this damn kitchen... and this table..." He laughed when he realized that he had been leaning against it as they kissed.
Blaine laughed.
"Well if you like the table so much, maybe we should save that for later?" Blaine grinned at him with a devilish look in his eye.
"The one I really like is you." Kurt winked at him and walked over to the counter to give Blaine the ingredients he needed now. "But speaking of charming kitchens, I spoke to Brooke and she offered her house for your party, so we will do it there."
"That's fine." Blaine said as he stepped beside him, ready for his instructions again.
"You need to mix together the powdered sugar, maple extract, salt, and milk." Kurt told him before giving him a big smile. "And Nate called me too... Dylan got the day off so they can make it!"
"Awesome!" Blaine exclaimed with a wider smile as he did what Kurt told him with the mixture, "you know they haven't met Brooke before so i think it's going to be a fun night."
"Really?" Kurt asked, watching how Blaine worked. "Dylan and Anna in the same room, I don't know if the world is ready for so much energy."
Blaine laughed heartily.
"Yeah i think we'll all have our hands full then." Blaine said with a wide grin, like the smile was stuck on his lips, "i just hope Brooke likes them. Dylan and Nate are family to me."
"Who could not like them? They are probably two of the best people I've ever met." Kurt said honestly. "Slowly, honey, you don't need to stir so much, you almost have it."
Blaine slowed his stirring a little as he shrugged.
"I don't know, i had planned on staying in Virginia with them before stuff happened, there was never any worry over them meeting my sister. Now i'm here...and happy to be here by the way," he added quickly, throwing his boyfriend a smile, "i just want them to get along. You, Nate, Dylan, Brooke and the kids are all important to me."
"I know what you're thinking." Kurt said, briefly stroking Blaine's cheek with his fingers. "Brooke didn't approve of your old lifestyle and you're afraid she might reject them for it. But your sister is smart and has a good heart. If they love you, she will love them."
"I hope you're right."
For the next few minutes, they were cooking in silence. Blaine finished with the glaze and started working with the puff pastry again, rolling and cutting it as Kurt told him. When he had it ready, he added the melted butter, brown sugar and cinnamon and put it in the oven.
Kurt smiled at him as Blaine stared at his work through the oven door.
"Look who carried out the recipe." He told Blaine with a proud look on his face.
"Well you helped a lot." Blaine turned to give him a smile, pride in his eyes, "i hope i get better and better at it so that i can make you a meal one day."
"You'll get there, I know." Kurt took his hand and led him to sit at the table. "It's the first time I've cooked one of my mom's recipes with someone. My dad always runs away from the kitchen, just like Finn, and Carole never wanted to cross that line, I think. I guess you had to be the first one."
"I'm honoured my love. I really am." He said sincerely as he leaned against Kurt's side.
Kurt put his arm around Blaine's shoulders.
"From what you've said before about Brooke and the guys, I know you still doubt yourself, but... my mom would have adored you."
"If she was anything like you, i would have loved her." Blaine replied with a smile.
Kurt kissed his forehead tenderly, and suppressed a sigh at the thought of his mom, even though he really believed what he had said. His mom would certainly have seen Blaine's pure heart.
"I'm so excited to spend this first birthday with you. Is it silly?" He asked.
"No, it will be the very first birthday since i was 6 that i celebrated. I'm just glad it's with you."
"The first of many." Kurt kissed his head before sitting up to look into his eyes. "I brought your gift today because I couldn't wait until Saturday. Do you want me to give it to you now, or after dinner and seeing Jupiter?"
Kurt's eyes were sparkling and he was grinning from ear to ear.
Blaine's eyes widened a little.
"You got me a present?" He asked totally astonished.
"Baby, it's your birthday, what do you think?" Kurt asked with a smile, but then he felt a sting in his chest at the thought that Blaine wouldn't have had too many gifts all these years if he was so surprised.
"It's just, after i made it a rule with Nate and Dyl not to celebrate my birthday, gifts were also not welcomed. I haven't had a present since i was 7 i think. Brooke gave me a diary when i was 7." Blaine explained without any regret in it, and then gave Kurt a small smile, "thank you for getting me something."
Kurt cupped Blaine's face with his hands and leaned in to gently kiss him. Then he got up and went to the bedroom, where he took an envelope out of his bag.
He ran back to the kitchen and handed it to Blaine as he sat down next to him.
"Maybe you think that I am very generous for giving you a gift, but I assure you that this is also for me."
On the front of the envelope it read
'To my soulmate. I love you, Kurt.'
Blaine melted at that and turned to Kurt to give him a curious eyebrow raise but Kurt just insisted he open it so he did.
As he pulled out the paper inside his eyes widened and his mouth dropped open.
"Kurt...what-" Blaine paused as he held in his hand plane tickets, a hotel reservation and two tickets to Disneyland in a month's time, "I don't believe it...baby this is-"
His eyes started to water as he looked between Kurt's face and the tickets, a wide smile splitting his face.
He didn't exactly mean to tackle his boyfriend onto the kitchen floor, but they both went tumbling down anyway, and then laughed together before Blaine placed his lips hungrily on Kurt's.
Kurt parted his lips at the pressure from Blaine's. He could feel that his boyfriend needed this, so he just put his arms around him and brought him as much close as he could.
Blaine moved until he was straddling Kurt, legs either side of his thighs and hands next to his head as they kissed. He kept his hips away, but put all of his emotion into the kiss, pushing his tongue around Kurt's mouth a little greedily.
Kurt moaned at the intensity of the kiss. He was lying on the floor over flour scraps, and all he could think about was giving Blaine back the love he was feeling in that kiss.
Blaine moaned and thrust his tongue deeply into Kurt's mouth once more before slowly pulling it back and then opening his lips so that they disconnected a little from Kurt's.
"Thank you...for being you and for loving me and for everything." he whispered against Kurt's lips.
"So you liked the gift." Kurt took a shaky breath as he stared at Blaine with a small smile on his swollen lips.
"I like the gift...but it's not about that. It's about you. I love you."
"And I love you, so much. I know you've been in the magazine for a short time and you're not going to have vacation days this summer, so I thought about stealing you for a couple of days and filling your life with a little more magic."
"You fill it with magic just being you."
Blaine said it with a soft smile and eyes that shone wetly, the colour of dark honey. His face was relaxed and depicted such devotion that Kurt lost his breath at the seriousness of his statement for a moment.
"I'm never going to let you go, you know that, right?" Kurt said, his voice filled with emotion as his heart pounded in his chest.
Blaine's soft smile widened just a little.
"I'm counting on it." Blaine replied while placing his lips back onto Kurt's, before they could get back to their kisses though, the oven timer pinged behind them.
"The oven demands you, chef." Kurt laughed, nuzzling Blaine's cheek.
"I personally believe that is your mother telling me to get my ass off of the floor to save her pastries from getting burned." Blaine laughed as he stood up and then offered a hand down to Kurt.
Kurt took Blaine's hand and stood next to him as he pulled the tray out of the oven.
"I think that if she was looking just when you made us roll to the ground and kissed me as if the world ended tonight, she would have given us her blessing and would have looked the other way. The puff pastry is secondary."
Blaine chuckled as he pulled on a glove and opened the oven door to pull out the pastry buns. They smelled absolutely amazing and as Blaine put them down to cool on the side he had a proud smile and glistening eyes as he looked at them.
"I made that...wow."
"You did, baby. You're capable of achieving anything you set your mind to, you just need to believe in yourself. And when you don't, I'll be there to remind you." Kurt closed his eyes to let himself be surrounded by the smell. "Smells like home."
They spent the next half hour discussing the party, and then making plans for Disneyland, which had them both excited. Before long though, Blaine had to pull them away from the kitchen as it got darker outside.
He chuckled at Kurt's surprised look as he pushed his bedroom door open.
"I hope this isn't too much, but I wanted us to be comfortable while we watched the skies." Blaine explained as he waited for Kurt to walk ahead of him.
Kurt moved closer until he could wrap his arms around Blaine's neck and kiss him. He slid his lips over Blaine's for a minute before pulling away.
"You make every moment I spend with you special." He whispered against Blaine's lips, before taking his hand. "Come on, show me Jupiter."
"Ok." Blaine whispered and took Kurt's hand leading him over to the chair, pushing him gently to sit down and then wrapping the blanket around his legs before sitting next to him. He gave him a small smile before looking through the telescope and trying to find what he was looking for.
Once he had found it, he moved back and then patted his legs so that Kurt would move to sit on his lap.
Kurt immediately shifted until he was comfortably seated on Blaine's lap and leaned over to look through the telescope.
"Oh my god, baby, it's so beautiful! Why is it so bright? How is it possible that it's that close?" He started asking questions, nervous and excited like a child.
Blaine wrapped his arms around Kurt's waist, leaning in close to whisper into his ear.
"It only happens every 12 years. It's great isn't it?" He said as he pulled him tighter against his chest.
Kurt placed his arms over Blaine's, trying to keep him as close as possible. There was an emotion in the atmosphere that was almost tangible, and Kurt believed he could burst into tears at any moment, simply out of happiness.
"Seeing this makes me feel incredibly small. There will be so many planets out there that we don't know about... perhaps there are even other forms of life... and yet I have been lucky enough to meet you." He turned away from the telescope to look at Blaine.
Blaine's smile was sunny and warm, the candlelight bouncing off of his face like a warm glow.
"Luck doesn't come into it..it was fate that brought us together." Blaine moved one of his hands to Kurt's neck, his thumb softly rubbing underneath his jaw, "i believe we met exactly when we needed each other."
Kurt leaned into the touch and closed his eyes to enjoy the sensation even more. When he opened them, he looked through the telescope again before turning fully to Blaine.
"It takes a lot of effort to look at Jupiter, spectacular as it is, when I have you right here." He brought his hand up to Blaine's face. "Have you ever noticed how the light reflects in your eyes? Or how they become just a thin line when you laugh? Or the masculine yet soft shape of your jaw?" He muttered as he ran his finger over it. "You say we met when we needed each other most, and you may be right, but if I'm honest, I've needed you all my life."
"I wish we had met 10 years ago, when i really wanted my soulmate...when i was 16 i went out of my way to avoid all talk of it and started sleeping around. It's something i regret now, i should have waited...but i can't change it." Blaine explained as he closed his eyes, bringing his hand up to cup Kurt's keeping it on his face, "i would have been a different person then..open and trusting...wearing silly bowties."
Blaine smiled to himself as he turned to place a kiss on the palm of Kurt's hand.
"I have a hard time imagining you with a bowtie, but I think you would be really fancy with one... I'm writing it down for the future." Kurt smirked, losing himself for the umpteenth time in the depths of Blaine's eyes. "I know we can't change the past, and I don't want you to keep punishing yourself for it. If I had met you when I was 16, I might have walked the halls of high school with my head high and your hand in mine, and I would have stood up to everyone that made my life a hell. But now we are here, my love. Nothing else matters."
"I know." Blaine placed many small kisses against Kurt's palm again, moving up slowly to the inside of his wrist, "i'm so thankful for you now...I had no idea that love could feel as good as it does. That our connection would be so strong...I feel warm all the time," he whispered against the skin, "I love Kurt, I love you so much."
"Well, you've taught me what love is, Blaine, so you also deserve some of the credit here. I love you so much, a little more every day." Kurt sighed at Blaine's caresses on his skin. "Can I spend the night here? I know we have to work tomorrow, but I don't want to leave."
"Of course you can. As if i would ever say no to spending more time with you." Blaine smiled against the skin of Kurt's wrist, looking up at him with shining eyes.
"You said that Jupiter can only be seen like this every 12 years, right? Maybe we should put the date on the calendar now, because right now I don't want to stop looking at you." Kurt said with a pout.
He knew that this was special to Blaine, that he loved to share his astronomy knowledge with him, but he felt completely intoxicated with worship for Blaine as he glanced at that room full of candles that lit up the face of the man he loved.
"Ok, 12 years from now, and then 2 years after that it's saturns turn." Blaine said with a smile, as he stared at Kurt. "We'll probably be married by then."
"Of course we'll be married. You won't be able to say no to me when I propose." Kurt laughed, though he actually melted inside just thinking about marrying Blaine.
"Oh so you want to propose? what if I want to?" Blaine teased with a grin.
"Are you going to turn this into a competition?" Kurt chuckled as he snuggled a little closer to Blaine. "Since you told me about your dream, I have it clear. I'm not saying that I will do it now or in a few months, but I know we will get there... we'll see who does it first."
"I didn't want to compete but you just turned it into a competition." Blaine laughed as he wrapped his arms around Kurt, kissing the top of his head and nuzzling his nose into his hair.
"I didn't!" Kurt exclaimed, pretending to be offended. "I just said that I intended to do it and that you couldn't resist it... but if you want to see how my proposal is much more grandiose than yours, be my guest."
"And again!" Blaine laughed loudly, "you're trying to goad me into competing with you."
Kurt giggled and lifted his face so he could kiss Blaine on the neck.
"When are you going to learn that I always win, Anderson?"
"We'll see about that Hummel!" Blaine said as he turned his head and captured his lips quickly, wrapping his arms tighter around his back.
Kurt moved until he was straddling Blaine and placed his hands on the back of his neck to deepen the kiss.
"How cheesy is it that we fight over who will propose to the other?" He asked before pressing his lips back to Blaine's.
Blaine hummed against Kurt, pulling him closer to him for a few seconds and then pulled back slightly.
"Very cheesy." he whispered before diving back in for a deeper and more lustful kind of kiss, full of small nips and quick slides of his tongue.
"Can you see... the people who live... in the building across the street... when they look out the window?" Kurt managed to ask between kisses, even though Blaine didn't let his tongue go and his mind was beginning to cloud with arousal.
"What does it matter?" Blaine mumbled quickly as he pulled Kurt back to kiss him.
"Because if you can see them, they could be watching us right now." Kurt tried to explain, but he quickly moved his mouth to Blaine's neck and bit lightly. "And I don't think it looks like we're watching the stars anymore..."
"...yeah I don't care.." Blaine gasped out as he turned his head to the side, hands moving down from Kurt's back to squeeze his ass, and then pulling him closer on his lap.
"My goodness, Blaine..." Kurt groaned as he licked his neck, his hips starting to grind against Blaine.
"Ah fuck baby..." Blaine moaned out as their hips connected together, "...I need you...like right now."
"I need you too."
One of Kurt's hands left the back of Blaine's neck to sneak between them and cover the bulge of Blaine's pants, making him wince.
"Here? Are you sure?" Kurt gasped.
"Yeah right here..." he moaned out loud, "i'll take my pants off, you can go and get the lube."
Kurt let out a laugh that sounded more like a moan as he got up and went to get the lube and condoms. When he already had the lube in hand, he thought better of it and returned to Blaine, who was waiting for him with his pants already on the floor.
"That was fast." Kurt smirked and straddled him again. "I wanted to ask you a question..."
"A question? Now?" Blaine raised an eyebrow as he leaned back against the chair.
"Yes, now." Kurt caught Blaine's lips again for a quick, hard kiss. "Have you ever had sex without a condom with one of your... hookups? I mean, apart from that bastard from Virginia."
"No, never." Blaine sat up a little, "and i always made sure i got tested every 3 months."
"Okay."
Kurt felt suddenly nervous, but he didn't let it change his mind.
"Because I was thinking that maybe we could... forget about condoms." He leaned in until his voice was a whisper in Blaine's ear. "I want to feel you completely, and I want you to come inside me."
Blaine's eyes widened as they darkened, but then a nervous look came over his face.
"I've never done that before, are you sure it's ok?" He asked in a whisper, "have you done it before?"
"No, never." Kurt said before giggling nervously. "I just thought... maybe it was a stupid idea."
Blaine flung himself forward and grabbed Kurt's wrists a little roughly but not too much. Just enough to make Kurt stop and look at him.
"It's not a stupid idea, i'm just nervous baby. I would love to come inside you." He said with a smile and bright eyes, lust blown pupils focusing on Kurt's face.
"I'm nervous too, but I've never wanted someone so much and I feel like trying things with you. I want it all with you." Kurt told him honestly, stroking Blaine's chest over his shirt.
"Yeah okay." Blaine said with a grin and then leaned in close so that he could whisper, "take your jeans off."
Kurt stood up again, and without losing eye contact with Blaine, he unbuttoned his black jeans and pulled them down with some effort.
"I should stop wearing pants this tight to come to your place." Kurt grinned before sitting over Blaine in his t-shirt and boxers only.
"As soon as you walk in the door you should just strip, it would make it easier for me." Blaine grinned again before pulling Kurt's neck towards him and kissing him again.
He made sure that he had full control this time and held Kurt to him with every movement he made. He would show his love a good time with another first of theirs.
He gripped Kurt's waist as his tongue slid along his, and moved him up, making sure that Kurt was steady before pulling his underwear down his thighs. He had to move left and right to let Kurt pull each leg free, and then threw the garment over his shoulder.
Kurt groaned into his mouth and Blaine moved one hand under his ass and made sure when he squeezed the flesh in his hand, his finger tips brushed over his hole.
"Oh, baby..." Kurt moaned. "I just need to..."
He cut himself off to grab the hem of Blaine's shirt and tug it until Blaine let him go for a second to raise his arms to make it easier for Kurt. Kurt tossed the shirt to the floor, careful not to throw it over any candle. He didn't want a fire to interrupt them.
"You can go on now, I just wanted this." Kurt leaned over Blaine again, sucking on little marks on his neck as his thumbs circled over Blaine's nipples.
"God...you set my whole body on fire..." Blaine said as he tilted his head to the side for Kurt's mouth to move over the skin more easily, putting both of his hands back where they were. One hand holding Kurt open, while the other hands fingers were stroking and massaging around the middle again.
Kurt pushed his hips back against Blaine's hands and after a few more seconds, Blaine took the lube in his hands spread some over his fingers and then continued stroking over the taught circle of skin.
"I can't wait to be inside you, do you want me to make love to you or fuck you like before?" He asked with a slight whimper as Kurt's teeth nipped at his collarbone.
"I think the correct answer is... both." Kurt kept moving his hips towards Blaine's fingers as he licked his Adam's apple. "I want you to make love to me... while you fuck me."
Blaine gasped as Kurt's tongue made paths on his throat and pushed two fingers inside his boyfriend gently.
Kurt's entire body twisted, and his muscles tightened around Blaine's fingers until he moved so his lips were on his boyfriend's. That simple gesture helped him relax.
"Move them, baby. Move them and kiss me."
Blaine wrapped his other arm around Kurt's waist while his fingers pushed inside him deeper, and he literally encased Kurt's mouth with his own, nipping lightly at Kurt's bottom lip until he gasped and opened his mouth. Blaine thrust his tongue inside and moved it deep enough that he could feel the rumble of Kurt's moan against it.
His fingers moved in and out at a steady pace, as Kurt's body became a little looser and easier to drive them inside, he picked up the speed of his hand.
Kurt only pulled away from Blaine's mouth for a few seconds, long enough to catch his breath before devouring his lips again. He felt the heat filling every part of his body, and Blaine was the only one who calmed him, like an oasis in the middle of the desert.
His hips sped up in time with Blaine's fingers, begging for more.
Blaine groaned into Kurt's mouth, sucking Kurt's tongue back into his own mouth as he pressed another finger inside his body. He spread his fingers apart gently, twisting them around left and right, feeling the muscles relaxing as he hit that special spot inside Kurt.
He grinned into the kiss as he brushed past Kurt's prostate again, feeling the muscles around his fingers shivering slightly as Kurt moved against him and whined into his mouth.
"Baby, I need you now." Kurt asked in a desperate groan, one of his hands gripping Blaine's shoulder tightly and the other stroking his curls.
"Ok, ok." Blaine whispered out as he removed his fingers slowly, moaning quietly at the feel of it, and grabbed the lubricant. He used a generous amount on himself, hissing at the cold sensation a little before looking back at Kurt.
"Are you ready?" He asked breathlessly in aniticipation as he moved Kurt up on his lap.
Kurt nodded with a small smile on his lips, his chest going up and down fast under his t-shirt.
Blaine's fingers gripped his hips, but then he paused and moved to the hem of Kurt's t shirt, lifting it up and off first.
He smiled as he pulled Kurt into a gentle kiss again, while he lined him up with his erection and pressing him down.
Kurt broke the kiss when he threw his head back and moaned loudly. It wasn't the first time Blaine had pushed inside him, obviously, but this time he felt him even closer without the condom between them.
"Oh my-" Blaine choked off into a loud gasp as he pushed inside him, "so smooth...tight...hot, i didn't know it could be like that."
"Jeez..." Kurt whispered as his body adjusted to the intrusion, staring at Blaine with wide eyes filled with something that Blaine could only define as a mixture of lust and love. "Can I move? I want... I want to ride you."
"Yeah move...ride me baby." Blaine gripped his hips desperately.
Kurt placed his arms around Blaine's shoulders for stability, and very slowly, he pushed his hips up until Blaine was almost completely out of him, and then pushed them down.
"Fuck!" He screamed as he repeated the movement, twisting his hips a little this time, seeking more depth.
"Gah! Ah! Kurt...jeez...ungh you feel so fucking good." Blaine couldn't stop the words from tumbling out of his mouth, his face felt hot and his insides were on fire, "you look so hot...god...so gorgeous and all mine!"
"All yours, forever." Kurt gasped as his hips picked up a bit more speed.
The feeling of having Blaine completely undone under his body was enough to make Kurt feel almost to the edge.
"This is... so damn good... I love how you fill me completely, shit."
Kurt twisted his hips again as he pushed down, leaning forward slightly, thereby getting Blaine to reach his prostate, making him squeak and dig his fingers into Blaine's back a bit.
"Let me do it darling." Blaine gasped out at the change in angle, the feel of Kurt completely encasing him felt too good and he was already close to losing it, so he grabbed Kurt's hips and helped him move up and down as he thrust his hips up into him.
The thrusts became harder and faster as Kurt clung to him, Blaine's finger tips digging into his hips a little.
"Yeah, yeah, ah, babe, uh." Kurt babbled, losing his ability to speak or think. He just wanted more of this, to feel more of Blaine, to merge with him.
Something began to burn inside him, causing his hips to move uncontrollably.
"Blaine... I'm going to come, love."
"That's it baby, come on." Blaine encouraged him as Kurt's thigh shook.
Blaine brought his lips to Kurt's neck and nipped, sucked and licked over the side of it, his hips continuing to move up against him.
Kurt felt like the heat in his stomach exploded, and when a spark ran through his spine, he came yelling Blaine's name, falling totally limp and sweaty on him.
"Fuck..." Blaine whimpered over Kurt's shoulder as his boyfriend's body clamped down around him in spasms, and after anothe few shallow thrusts he yelled out as he came inside him.
As the aftershocks made his body shiver, he released the grip he had on Kurt's hips, moving his hands up across his sweaty back. He made soothing strokes with his hands as he caught his breath, Kurt doing the same on top of him.
"I can feel it... it's so weird. But a good weird." Kurt whispered, his lips lightly brushing Blaine's neck.
"Hmm." Blaine hummed his response already lost in the feeling.
Kurt pulled away a bit and smirked at Blaine, cupping his face with his hands.
"Are you okay? Still able to form words?" He asked, still enjoying his own afterglow.
"Not yet.." Blaine mumbled around a small smile.
"It's okay. We can stay here, without talking." Kurt brought his lips to Blaine's neck, licking a few drops of sweat there and leaving little kisses in his wake.
Blaine hummed again, unintelligible words following after as he wrapped his arms a little tighter around Kurt's back.
Kurt rested his head on Blaine's shoulder and closed his eyes, and didn't move until a few minutes later, when he started to feel uncomfortable.
"You're still inside me, honey." He murmured, looking at his own chest and stomach, both stained with his come, and thinking that at some point he would have to get up and clean himself.
"Sorry baby...it feels nice though." Blaine opened one eye and smirked at him.
Kurt laughed, and couldn't resist kissing the tip of Blaine's nose, who seemed more satisfied than ever in his life.
"In that case, we'll stay in this position and I'll keep showing my ass to your whole neighborhood." He stated with a chuckle.
Blaine picked up the blanket that was beside them and wrapped around them both, before tilting his hips back and disconnecting himself from his boyfriend with a slight groan.
"You can move now, must be sticky?" Blaine teased him.
Kurt flopped down next to Blaine, and closed his eyes at the sensation of Blaine's come slipping from inside him.
"Okay, it's... I don't know how to describe it, but I like it. I think your love seat is going to end up a bit stained though."
"It'll wash clean." Blaine laughed before turning and snuggling against his boyfriend's side, "can I ask a question?"
"Of course." Kurt nodded as his arms wrapped around Blaine, drawing him closer.
"Can we swap positions next time?"
"So you want to feel me inside you this way?" Kurt looked at him with a grin.
"Well yeah..." Blaine said with a grin, before turning his face up to look into Kurt's eyes, "but I want to see what it's like walking around with a part of you inside me for as long as possible."
Kurt held back a gasp at Blaine's words and the way he was looking at him. No, it was not possible that he already wanted him again. Or it was?
"When you say next time, do you mean another day, or...?" Kurt left the last part of the question hanging in the air, while his fingers played over Blaine's bare chest.
"You up for round two beautiful?" Blaine smiled at him as moved his finger tips softly up one of Kurt's bare thighs underneath the blanket, his pupils blowing out wide again.
"I think so." Kurt took Blaine's hand and brought it up to his half-hard erection, which made Blaine laugh. "Why don't you wait for me in bed? I need to go to the bathroom for a second, but when I get back... I want all of you again."
Kurt went to the bathroom quickly, and after cleaning himself up and freshening up a bit, Kurt looked at himself in the mirror and grinned. He was disheveled, his face was glowing, his eyes seemed bluer than ever, and his smile seemed to be stitched onto his face. He loved this feeling of freedom and fullness.
He returned to the bedroom, and his smile widened even more when he found Blaine gloriously naked, lying on his back on the bed, waiting for him.
And Kurt didn't keep him waiting. They immediately got lost in each other. There were only kisses, caresses, lips that wanted to reach as much skin as possible and fingers squeezing muscles.
Blaine gave a surprised cry when Kurt rolled him over until his chest was pressing against the mattress, and in that position, he took his time to stretch him, until Blaine's desperate screams made Kurt push inside him, sinking his cock slowly but deeply into him.
Then a new round of thrusts began, and all that can be heard in that bedroom were sighs, groans, and the sound of skin sliding over skin.
Blaine was the first to come, completely overwhelmed by the sensations, and Kurt was right behind him.
Blaine asked Kurt to stay just like that, inside him and lying on his back for a while, and Kurt didn't complain, until exhaustion got the better of him and after a couple of yawns, he moved until he was lying next to him.
When Blaine turned to tell Kurt that maybe they should change the sheets, he realized that his boyfriend was already asleep.
Blaine smiled down at him softly, watching Kurt breathing deeply as he lay against the bed. His hair was a mess, his face was red, but his skin was shining, almost glowing in the candle light in the room. The slight sheen of sweat on his skin was cooling.
Blaine though he was beautiful like this. Kurt was relaxed and at ease, sleeping soundly. Blaine felt a small buzz inside as he felt Kurt's come inside him start to drip down his thigh, and he almost giggled at the sensation.
This was different, but not unwelcome.
He reached out to stroke a hand over Kurt's head, sweeping the dishevelled hair back and then leaning down to place a kiss on his forehead. He placed his nose in his hair and smelled first before settling down beside him and pulling the covers over both of them.
They would both be sticky and messy tomorrow, but Blaine knew that Kurt would never regret the night. And Blaine himself had loved the feeling.
They were really connected now. As close as two people could be. He fell asleep with a smile on his face, resting his forehead on Kurt's chest.