Elizabeth laid in bed a couple of days later. She didn't know how to feel. After they got into the clubhouse that night they walked into a shit hole. While they were gone Bobby had been arrested and lockdown was enforced. No one in or out and people all around the lot. She wished that she could be alone for just a few minutes and try to process everything. She knew it was just a countdown to her having a breakdown but couldn't when she would feel Happy, Esai, and her dad's eyes on her at all times.

Part of Elizabeth was relived knowing Happy was constantly watching her. She did not know what was going on around the club but could see all the guys were tense, and there was a lot of activity as they were constantly in and out of the lot.

"Good morning Elizabeth" said Maria walking out of the bathroom

"Hey Maria, how are you feeling?" asked Elizabeth standing up from the bed. Maria had a bad side-effect from the chemo last night and they both stayed up late. Elizabeth wanted to call Happy, but Maria asked her not to.

"It's normal" Maria said knowing it was not the first or last time that chemo made her sick.

"Get some sleep. I am going to take a shower and get you something to eat" Maria nodded her head grateful for Elizabeth. Living with her sister had showed her that she was on her own, but Elizabeth just kept helping her and never seemed bother by it. She was glad her son found a good woman in Elizabeth.

Elizabeth took a quick shower and walked out of the room glad to see Maria was sleeping peacefully.

"Morning honey" said Gemma giving her a hug

"Morning Gemma, anything I can help with?" she asked

"Do you mind keeping an eye on the kids?" Gemma said looking over at Ellie and Kenny. They still didn't know where Opie or Donna where. Gemma had called Mary, Opie's mom, and asked her to pick up the kids, but Mary's response was it was a club problem and the club needed to take care of it and hung up. Gemma tried calling her back but her phone was disconnected.

Gemma wasn't sure when to think. Clay thought Opie and Donna missing had something to due with Bobby being picked up. But Gemma was a mom foremost, and stepped up to take care of the kids because they were innocent in all of this. She knew Donna would be pissed if she left her kids with the crow eater, and had to relied on Elizabeth and Cherry ,who was the prospects old lady, to watch Ellie and Kenny.

"Yeah, of course" said Elizabeth and walked over to the kids who were sitting on large table

"Hey Ellie" said Ellie when she saw Elizabeth.

"Hey Ellie" said Elizabeth with a smile. Ellie had reminded Elizabeth that her family has always called her Ellie and everyone in Charmin called her Elizabeth, which she had specifically set up to remind her not to get to close to them, but now she had feelings for Happy and know SONS were Happy's family and therefor hers as well.

"What are you guys doing?" asked Elizabeth sitting next to Ellie

"We are working on a puzzle, wanna help?" asked Kenny concentration on the puzzle in front of him

"Sure" The three of them work on it for about an hour until they were interrupted by Gemma who brought a stack full of pancakes for each of them

"You are not going to eat Gemma?" asked Elizabeth when she realized Gemma was not going to sit with them.

"No honey, I need to go into the office and catch up on some paperwork" Said Gemma distracted and headed back into the kitchen. If she had been paying attention she would have notice Elizabeth pale at the mention of the office. Elizabeth never wanted to see the inside of that office again but she didn't want Gemma to find the mess from that night with Paco.

Elizabeth watched Gemma walk away felt her body over heat and her body became agitated and forced herself to shake her arms to release the adrenalin that was running through her body telling her to run. She couldn't afford to think what could have happen that night.

"Hey, need some help" Elizabeth looked up and saw the same girl from a few days ago

"I am sorry?" asked Elizabeth

"I am Cherry, I have been helping Gemma with the kids. Do you want me to watch them while you eat?" Cherry asked nervously.

Gemma, Donna, and Elizabeth were the only old ladies in Charming and she wanted them to like her. Gemma and Cherry had a rough start when Gemma broke her nose. But Cherry understood why and didn't hold any hard feeling for her. Cherry had yet to meet Donna but from what she heard from the crow Eaters they didn't think Donna and Opie would last much longer. And with Elizabeth this was the first time she got a change to talk to her. She had seen Elizabeth around and knew she was Happy's old lady. But Elizabeth was usually stuck with Happy or Maria her mother in law. And Cherry didn't want to seem to eager an have Elizabeth treat her like a common crow eater so she waited until she could be helpful and not bossed around like the other girls.

"No its fine" said Elizabeth looking over Ellie and Kenny who were both eating, but their attention still on the puzzle.

"But you are welcome to join me if you like" said Elizabeth. She had in fact seen Cherry with the kids a couple of times and they seemed to like her.

"I am Half-Sac's old lady" said Cherry pointing at her right thigh where she had a black crow tattoo right below a single bright red cherrie.

"I am Elizabeth" she said and offered her hand for a handshake

Chery shook her hand but was surprised that Elizabeth didn't introduce herself as Happy's old lady. Cherry had been to a couple of different charters and knew that all the old ladies took being an old lady like a badge of honor and made sure to let everyone know it.

They spend the rest of the morning playing with the kids a couple of rounds of monopoly and Elizabeth felt herself relax.

"Okay I am done" said Elizabeth. There was a chorus of no's but Elizabeth smiled and shook her head. She knew she needed to check in on Maria. She left Cherry in charge while she walked to the kitchen and looked around to see what she could take to Maria as a light breakfast/lunch. She ended taking a waffle and fresh fruit. She nabbed a couple of oranges for snack later on. She wasn't planning on coming out until later. She just wanted some alone time.

Happy walked into the clubhouse just as Elizabeth walked towards the dorm rooms. He followed her with his eyes. He didn't know how she felt. She had been quiet and withdrawn the last couple of days after watching her rapist burn. He could hear her cry in the shower and it pissed him off. He thought she would feel relived that he was gone. Happy wanted to go in there to scream, shout, or anything that would snap her out of it. But knew that would bring more problems to them and may cause her to completely shut down.

He pulled out a slip of paper with a phone number and dialed

"Can you come to Teller-Morrow. Elizabeth needs you" he said and hung up. He walked towards the dorm rooms and was please to see his mom eating and Elizabeth sitting in the bed peeling an orange

"Hey Ma, how are you doing?" He asked leaning down and kissing her forehead

"I am good. Just woke up" Happy nodded his head knowing full well how much the chemo was taking out of his Ma

"Good" said Happy and laid on the bed resting his head on Elizabeth's legs. He felt her tense and ignored it wanting her to relax around him. Slowly he felt her body relax as she continued peeling the orange but made sure to do it away from Happy's face not wanting to get any splash in Happy's face.

Elizabeth slowly relax and leaned back against the pillows. It was comforting to have Happy here with her. She brought a slice of orange to his mouth and he took it and his lips linger on his lips. They split 2 oranges between them. Happy wouldn't take another until Elizabeth did. She rolled her eyes at him but ate them. Every time she fed him another slice his lips would linger on her finger or he would pull her hand and kiss her wrist. It felt so intimate and while Elizabeth enjoyed it she was glad Maria was here to keep it from becoming something else.

Once they were done with the oranges Happy took Elizabeth's hand and intertwined their fingers while the three of them talked.

"Ring…Ring"

"Yes?" asked Happy pulling the flip phone

"I will be out in a minute" said Happy and stood up

"Come with me?" asked Happy. Elizabeth gave a small nod. A month ago she would have thought he was ordering her around but now she could tell from his tone it was a question.

Elizabeth was surprised that they walked out and found Karla was there leaning against her car looking as uncomfortable as could be.

"I … I didn't ask her to come" said Elizabeth with a trembling voice and stopping on her track.

"I know" said Happy gently as he pulled Elizabeth closer to him

"I did" he said and kept walking pulling Elizabeth along

"Hello Karla" said Happy.

"Hey Happy" said Karla not taking her eyes off Elizabeth. She was surprised when Happy called her basically ordering her to come because Elizabeth needed her. As she drove to Charming she though of all the worst case scenarios and was now relieved to see Elizabeth with her own eyes unharmed. At least physically, but could see how Elizabeth was hunched into herself making herself smaller and her arm holding her stomach.

"I know you tried to help her run away" Happy whispered harshly

"If you ever try it again I will not be held responsible for my actions" they were all quiet for a few seconds. Karla nodded her head believing him right away.

"But Elizabeth needs you. I am going to get some sleep. Let me know if you need anything. And do not leave the lot" he said looking at Elizabeth "We are still on lockdown" he said and kissed her lips in a quick kiss.

Elizabeth watched Happy walk away and felt stunned that he had brought Karla to her. She threw her arms around Karla and felt Karla hug her back. Elizabeth couldn't stop herself from crying.

"Come on, lets find somewhere to talk" said Karla wanting privacy as she wrapped her arm around Elizabeth tightly.

"That office?" asked Karla pointing to Teller Morrow Office. Elizabeth shook her head

"Your car?" Elizabeth asked. Karla nodded her head and they both got in. Karla followed Elizabeth's directions and parked at the far back where there were only a couple of people around.

"What's going on?" asked Karla turning around to face Elizabeth

Elizabeth took a deep breath and told Karla everything. From her and Happy sleeping together and the intimacy between them. How they were on lock down and forced to stay in the lot. Paco cornering her in the office and trying to rape her again.

Elizabeth couldn't hold it together and let herself cry. Karla sat in disbelief that her friend had gone through so much in such a short time.

"He punched my dad" said Elizabeth after calming down. She was still crying but gave a small smiled remembering. She understood why Happy was so angry at Marcus and as much as she loved her Dad she was glad that he was punched. Not because she blamed him for what happen to her when she was 14 years old, but because he was still guilty of forcing her to be married and not telling the SONS her true lineage.

Elizabeth told Karla in a small whisper that Paco was dead.

"He is gone. I feel so relieved to know I will never see him again"

"But?" asked Karla after a few moments of silence

"I know that I never dealt with what happen to me. I ignored it the best I could and tried to avoid it at all cost" Karla gave a small nod remembering doing everything to get Elizabeth to go to therapy but failing to convince her.

"I feel like Happy and our relationship took huge steps back. I can still feel Paco's hand roaming my body as I tried to push him away. I…I am scared that Happy will want to have sex and I will think of Paco. I know Happy can feel how tense I have been around him and I just don't know how to fix it"

"Karla I want to fix it. I love him. I really love him" whispered Elizabeth quietly. Karla was surprised to hear it. She took a deep breath trying to think what to say to Elizabeth.

"Elizabeth you need to be honest with him and tell him how you feel. Tell him you need to take it slow and that you don't want to get intimate right away"

"I am scare of loosing him" confessed Elizabeth

"What? Why?" asked Karla

"You know about the crow-eaters they are like the fulanas and they are willing to sleep with any of the MC members. There is Tina who as soon as I have my back to Happy will touch him and push her bobs to his face. She will offer him what I can't"

"Then he is not worth it" said Karla determine "If he can not keep it in his pants he is not worthy of you Elizabeth"

Elizabeth nodded her head knowing Karla was right. She needed to talk to Happy and be honest.

Elizabeth and Karla talked about lighter subjects talking about Karla's jobs and catching Elizabeth up on new news of their friends, but Karla couldn't help but worry about Elizabeth.

"Drive careful" said Elizabeth giving Karla a hug and getting out of the car

Elizabeth turned and walked into the club. She was glad to see Maria sitting in the bar talking to Gemma. She walked towards the dorm rooms and took a deep breath before walking into the room. She felt slightly lighter after talking to Elizabeth. She found Happy laying on his stomach on the edge of the bed. She walked around the bed and sat down slowly not wanting to wake him up.

"Everything okay?" asked Happy in a sleepy voice. He was a light sleeper. Part of being an outlaw all his life

"Can we talk?" asked Elizabeth quietly. Happy turned around and sat up. He could see Elizabeth had been crying from her red nose and blood shot eyes.

"Yeah" he said nodding.

Elizabeth took a breath and followed Karla's advise and was honest with Happy. She told him about her brain knowing that Paco was gone but her body was still scared. She told him that she needed some time and space.

"Okay" said Happy nodded

"Okay?" she asked

"Yes"

"I know the croweater will want to step in-"

"Elizabeth I don't care. I don't need them. I need you. If I need to take care of myself in the shower that perfectly fine" he said cupping her face.

"Thank you" she said leaning into his warm palms