Chapter. Dawning Of An Un-Hollow Memorandum

Leah Clearwater Pov -

I could not sleep, so I decided to get out for a walk.

Over looking the mansion on the hill, the sun was playing peekaboo this morning obviously.

It took a private war from their magical world to get us off the reservation- in a million years i would never imagine.

Now, I really don't want to say goodbye to this country. Though, i also rather not be here without Jacob.

"I thought it would be best to wave to white flag." Jacob's strain voice came from over my shoulder, and i turned around.

He wore different clothes than late last night and i assume he took a shower.

"Good, because I was mulling over our opinions." I say.

He came to stand directly in front of me.

he seemed different. more timid and nervous.

"I know it took a lot ..to really say how you felt. I should have thought about how wanting to be here would make you feel." i say.

"I should know better than to jedi trick your Integrity and free spirit, with guilt. You always manage to stand tall no matter what you are up against."

"How are you feeling now? Do you seriously resent me for all those times I didn't stay?" I asked after a moment.

"No. God, no. I will admit I felt jealous and insecure, but I always need you to be happy." He say.

"My happiness is nothing if I'm the only one. My entire life is pointless without the kids and you being happy right along with me. The world shouldn't be split into your life and my life... we gave up that for the sentiment of us." i state.

Jacob sighed. "I really, really love you."

"I know, and I love you too."

"I didn't want to make this complicated and nauseating. I wanted to make it all bearable for us." He say.

"You are certainly at the top of 'People I cannot live without' list." I say.

"Oh at the top? Top of what, top ten?"

"Hmm you being out here... definitely, has you climbing the rankings as we speak." I joke. Jacob laughs, pulls me close, pressing a sweet, affectionate kiss to my lips. "I'm not going to be here without you." I say.

"Leah, Henry imrprinted and Josh clearly had no intentions on going back to the states. You have to stay."

"No, not entirely." I say, thinking of the summer time. "For the school year, until Henry's old enough to make his own decisions.. I'll stay here with them. Or... i can ask Clara's father if he's willing to relocate to La'push where we can truly watch over them." I say.

Jacob laughs, the sound unguarded and delighted. Then he gives my hand a tug, and I turn to follow him towards the trees. "We should... just wait and see what happens." He says stopping at the tree and i leaned my back against it as he paused, staring at the ground.

"Why are you saying goodbye to me, Jacob. To us?" I ask, feeling he was breaking up with me. "Is this truly a deal-breaker for you?" i ask. confused.

"What? No. I'm not say anything, I just... I wanted a different answer." He says, and i shoved him back.

"Who are you?" I ask, feeling this wasn't the man i married. "Are you seriously going to make me chose?" I say, angry.

In that instance, three howls from the mansion rung out and I looked over.

"Come on, let get away from here. Isn't it what you truly always wanted, to be free?" Jacob says, pulling my arm.

"What are you doing? Stop!" I say, shoving him away.

"Why are they running towards us?" I asked confused and in that second, Jacob's face started moving..like bubbles.. and change it's form. "What the-" just then a gray fur wolf with black spots, rams Jacob to the ground, well who i thought to be Jacob.

Just then brown wolf- my brown wolf... Jacob shifted to his two legs to hug me, with his bare body and i was in complete shock. "Hey, are you ok? Did he hurt you?" He says, his body warm and wet like he just got out of the shower.

"Whose he?" I say, just as Embry, shift from his gray fur and black spots.

"I think i knocked him out cold." He says, naked, and i looked around him to see Adam, laying there on the ground.

"Holy crap!" I yell in shock. "How the hell didn't i see that?" I say looking to Jacob.

Jacob shook his head. "After we went to bed last night, I came down to make sure the kitchen was clean and to grab a piece of cake."

"You should've eaten it with us." Embry mocked.

"Shut up. I didn't want it then. - anyway, i was in the kitchen and soon as i ate the cake i was out. Next i remember Embry was waking me up in the coat closet." Jacob say.

Embry laughed. "I wouldn't be a good wingmen if i didn't sense something was off."

I covered my mouth with my hands. Them grabbed my hair, "What the hell - he kissed me. It was weird, i knew something was off... sorta." I say looking as Josh and Daniel help Embry carry Adam's body away.

"Hermione Granger on her way with some cop friends." Jacob says and i shook my head in disbelief.

"This sure explains how Camilla could die and Adam not show his face to say he's sorry." I say.

"Yeah... well those two ...sickos. he needs to be locked up. He's always been obsessed with you, i don't know how Rebecca fell for him." Jacob say, and i just needed him to need me.

"Just when i thought we were working something out." I say, and Jacob tilted his head.

"What do you mean? What happened?"

He asked and i didn't feel like talking.

I sighed. "I'll show you." I say, talking off my pajama top.

"Your going to shift?" He asked, and i nodded.

Soon as my pants were down, i kicked of my slippers and stretched myself self out, throwing my paws to the air, then fell to the ground on all fours with a growl.

That was hot. Jacob thought to me, instantly shifting faster than me.

Thank you, though it always feel so strange doing that. I think to him, then instantly replay, my morning of getting up. Assuming he was still in bed, then what I thought was him talking about maneuvering out time here in London versus going back home to La'push.

Suddenly the other unique scent that was his, moved closer as he put his nose and mine.

I don't ever want us to be enemies. I love home more than I can imagine, but I love you more. I don't see why we can't try.

Really. I think to him.

Yeah, besides. Henry will be eighteen in three years. We'll stay in La'push only if Clara's father say they'll move to the Reservation. He thought, and he licked my face. He will be here later with the others. Let's go for a run. He thinks taking off towards the hills.

The last i phase was the day in the woods, the day Seth, Hazel and Noah died.

As we ran up the hill, Jacob had thoughts of when Joshua was three years old and he and I snuck away to make love on top of the cliffs.

Oh no, don't tell me, you want more pups. I think sarcastically.

The smell of me was causing him to be arousal, it was as pleasurable watching him imagine what we could be doing, instead of thinking to picture it myself.

I tackled, Jacob to the grassy ground which made him growl.

I honestly never meant to make you feel like i never wanted to be around you. I think to him. It was just hard finding myself and loving you.

Trust me I know, and Adam had that right. I was being insecure and jealous. One that you had the drive to follow your dreams and do what you wanted, not allowing nothing to hold you back. Then there was number two... jealous that i wasn't your number one.

No, trust me...compared to anything else besides the kids... you have always been my number one thought.

Leah, I'm nothing without you.

And yet, your presence will remain to be everything, In full. I think to him as he nuzzled my core with his nose.

A moan disguised as a whimper, at his tongue before he penetrated me.

The pleasure he gave as if we were in our human form, his lust let loose with another growl. Without warning his teeth nipped at my shoulder. I instantly shifted, back and Jacob did the same.

We both laid in the grass, Jacob quickly climbed over top of me. "Do you hate me?" He ask.

I shook my head. "Never ever. I love you." I wrap my legs around his waist. Using my thighs to put him inside of me.

his lips crushed to mine, and next i know his tongue was moving all around my mouth.

I moaned. Savoring his saliva like fine vintage wine.

He was sensational.

Jacob moved back and forward, between me. I moaned, having him inside of me, was intoxicating.

I look to the sky, now a bright orange with a orgasm the probably woke the town..

"I'm right here. Nothing is going to keep us apart." Jacob say, and i knew i had to be the one to make sacrifices for him.

"I just want us to always be this close, Jacob."

"We will be, no matter what." He says, and i had and can finally clear my writer's block.

"I have another story in mind." i say, with a grin.

"Oh no.." he shifted, shaking his head with a laugh. "I don't think so-

"Come on, trust me." i say to him.

"No, no, no." He says then kissed my lips. "Come on, lets go get a nap before the party." He say, and i was suddenly hungry.

"You know, i can go for some pastries, eggs and sausage."

"Good, I'm starving." He says, helping me to my feet - still bare naked.

* Thirteen Hours Later *

With a swish of her wand, Sarah conjured up a Patronus –crazy as that sounds - her Patronus, a horse. To show off for Teddy Lupin and James Potter.

She was learning fast.

"Now, that's cool." Hazel say, holding hands with Daniel.

"Yeah, I'm sure going miss your stubbornness. it was good knowing you," Teddy says, as if he won't see us again.

"Thanks, Teddy. Same here." Sarah shook his hand.

"Have a good summer Sarah."

"You too. Congratulations on your wedding… and family." She smiled.

"Thanks, Happy Birthday." Teddy then grabbed his fiancee Victoire hand and went to get to their car.

Watching Sarah and Teddy, before made me believe guys and girls can be just friends and they can pull off some pretty incredible things when they work together.

Clara Chang walked up to Henry, and Harry Potter looked on as i did.

"Hey, Henry. Guess what?"

"Hi. Um. I don't know. What?"

"i don't have to say goodbye. Dad is letting me go to school with you in America."

"Really? That's awesome." Henry say. Happily.

"I made this for you.. as well as one for your cousin Sarah."

Sarah was doing magic tricks as Embry looked on with Rebecca and Dean Thomas, who daughter Delena sat with Harry's daughter, in the grass, eating cake watching Josh, Ginny, Neville and Lauren playing their guitars.

She handed him a glass jar with lilacs in them turning different colors.

"I asked Mr. Neville if he could teach me a spell that would have the lilacs reform every thirty seconds. I also learned the Unbreakable Charm, it makes objects unbreakable like this jar. I remember you saying lilacs were your mom's favorite. This gift is to you in hopes you still feel her soon wake when you look at it."

"Wow. Clara...I.." Henry stuttered slowly, reaching out to grab the gift. "Thank you, my mom will love it. When she wakes."

I smiled, he's going to be just fine, without Seth ...and so will Taylor.

"Hey?" Jacob say coming up behind me, wrapping his arms around my waist.

"Yeah?" i say, resting the back of my head to his chest.

"How are you feeling?" He asked, kissing my ear. I giggled.

"I'am much better. We found peace, friendship, and hope, It's all around us. Our second home."

"It is a pretty cool place. Neville Longbottom, has found a spell to wake Taylor."

"What? really?" i say glad. Henry will be so happy. Henry needs his mother back.

"He'll wake her tonight, after the party." Neville Longbottom is a cool dude, to do that.

"That is amazing to hear."

"These people... Harry Potter and his friends and family, are something." Jacob says.

"Yeah, beautiful that they can unite millions of people across continents and generations. It's magical being surrounded by so much love." I say.

"Well.. Time for us to continue to enjoy this life.. and make some memories and magic of our own, shall we?" Jacob kissed my neck.

i grinned. "Yes. We shall."

End Of Chapter. Dawning Of An Un-Hollow Memorandum

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