Watching her walk off like that worried him. Was there something up that he didn't know? He really hoped that she was ok. He decided to go see her. He thought she might go to her apartment so he went there. When he drove there, he saw her car so he knew she had to be there. He went up to her apartment and knocked her door.

"Ziva?" he said quietly. He got no answer.

"Ziva!" He yelled this time.

A weak "Go away!" was what he got in return.

"Ziva? Are you ok?"

"Yes. Now go away!" She snapped.

"She's not ok." He whispered to himself. He was not going to leave that easily.

"Tony I told you to leave!" She barked.

How does she know I'm still here.

"Tony. Please go." She said quietly this time.

"Ziva what's going on?" He asked. Concerned.

"Nothing. I am fine. Now would you leave me alone already?" She was pretty much begging at this point.

"No. Ziva you're not fine. Open up."

"I don't need to talk to anyone right not Tony." She had tears rolling down her face at this time.

"Yes you do. Now open the door." Tony insisted.

He got no answer to that.

"Ziva, I'm trying to help you. I care about you and it hurts me to hear you sound so hurt."

That made Ziva's eyes light up. She had her back against the door but she wasn't sure she should open it.

When Tony didn't get an answer, he tried again.

"Come on Ziva. Don't do this to me. Open up your barriers and let me in. You can't just keep hiding your feelings inside Ziva. You've got to let someone in to let your feelings loose."

She finally decided to let Tony in. She slowly opened the door and peaked her head out.

"Hey." She didn't answer back. She invited him inside.

"Are you alright?" He asked. She sighed.

"No." She said quietly.

"Ok. What's up?"

"I want to die."