Pleasure
Thank you, Yan Da whispered to the Spirits of the Holy Flame, when Ying Kong Shi took her hand and enveloped her in his black mist. He brought her back to the palace. They were both silent as he led his soulmate into his bedchamber; a confidential silence between two people who had chosen each other. Ying Kong Shi's heart was racing as he put his hands on her shoulders. He looked deep into her eyes, sinking in. Yan Da returned his gaze as frankly and sincere as if she looked behind the structure of his body, to the core of his soul.
Finally he swallowed and smiled ruefully. "You are already my wife to me, do you know that?" Yan Da nodded, and blushed sweetly. He took her gently in his arms. "I am sorry that you had the impression that I would be mad at you for mourning for your family. Are you feeling better now?" Yan Da snuggled up against him and enjoyed the strength with which he held her. She didn't answer, but put her arms around his neck. This brought another smile to Ying Kong Shi's face. "How strange. Sometimes, when we're close, I remember a moment of the past, when you made me feel equally. Do you remember when I went to see you, as Li Tian Jin, and you knocked that mask off my face?" Yan Da nodded, too well aware of that memory. "You hugged me like that, too. At that time I was completely overwhelmed with the feelings that you triggered in me. I just knew that you were important. I could feel I wanted to hug you back, but there was this indefinite fear that I would bring you no good. So I just stood there trying to run into the wall in my head that was preventing me from remembering you."
Yan Da even clung tighter to his body when she heard his words. Then she felt him pick her up and carry her to the bed. „Ying Kong Shi," Yan Da whispered, so caught by the sudden passion rushing through her body that she was almost too weak to protest. "Don't worry, my dearest. I'm not going to do anything you don't want. I just want to be close to you." She wanted to tell him that that was exactly the problem. Her body already knew what love was like between a man and a woman, and it screamed in its want for pleasure. But under the old cherry tree, they had agreed on waiting. Besides, the moon was still full. If she surrendered to him now, she might not be alone in her body tomorrow. She sighed, when Ying Kong Shi kissed her as light as a feather, covered her face, her neck with his soft mouth.
"Will you look down on me tomorrow, if I give you today what we both want?" She asked in a low voice. He looked up at her in amazement. „Yan Da, we talked this over already. I promised to give you all the time in the world. We don't have to do anything before our wedding. But I can feel that you haven't forgotten to love me with your body. I can feel your longing...""That's right. I won't deny that my desire for you… is… very strong. I'm simply afraid that someone will blame me if I have a child too soon after the wedding." Ying Kong Shi looked at her more than puzzled and propped himself up on his elbow. "What do a few days change? I would be happy if we have our first child soon." Shocked, she turned her head to look at him. "You are so naive. Do you really think that nobody would do the math?" Ying Kong Shi did not let himself be discouraged. "Huang Tuo told me that birth can never be precisely calculated. I know about your moon flow, and I can accept your wish to wait. Even if I think your concerns are exaggerated, we do not have to strive for union tonight. But, Yan Da, have you forgotten that we can enjoy each other in other ways?"
The memories came out of nowhere, piercing hot through her like a spear of lava, red flashes of lust that went down to the centre of her lust. "Ying Kong Shi… I remember, but I don't know how… I have never done such things myself." In surprise, Ying Kong Shi took his head from his hand he had been leaning on. "You mean you still consider yourself a virgin?" She turned away, angrily. "I am a virgin. My soul is pure, only my memories are not. For millennia I have saved myself for you. I never wanted anyone else. You have no right to doubt my purity." Ying Kong Shi looked at her in astonishment. Her vulnerability and her words pulled at his heart. He felt an incredible happiness rush through him, and he grinned broadly. Yan Da's eyes became even more confused when she saw the expression on his face. "Are you laughing at me now?" Without another word, he rolled over on top of her and pressed her arms into the pillow. "Are you telling me that, under Yan Zhu's control, you never have ...?" "What do you think? Yan Zhu only fell in love once in her life. Even under the influence of the lotus flower, she never completely forgot Xian Xue. Why else do you think she didn't kill you after you gave her the Blood Red Lotus on Earth? Why do you think she wanted to go back to the past? She wanted him back. She wanted power, but she also wanted to go back to him." Ying Kong Shi blinked, and let go of her hands. "I'm sorry, Yan Da, I didn't know that."
Yan Da lay there a moment, before she straightened up, turned him around, and surprisingly kissed him. "My bodies have been destroyed, in your name," she said with a seductive voice, kissing him again, on his mouth, along his jaw, "I've given you everything a woman can give, except this one thing. It's not my fault if a younger, less sad but just as lonely Yan Da has already slept with you. The memories of our shared nights are so beautiful ... and I feel that lust inside me. But I also want to wait for our wedding. I will not risk your and my reputation because of a few days. So, show me what it's like to love each other without having to worry." Ying Kong Shi turned his head, confused for a few seconds, before his expression changed massively. His hands slipped on the back of her neck when he started to kiss her hungrily. He groaned into her mouth as she undid the buttons on his shirt. His hands ran through Yan Da's hair, he feverishly played with her tongue, sucking hard on her lower lip - he kissed her so passionately that her mouth turned dark red.
Her belt fell to one side, as did her robe, his hands so cool and smooth on her body that Yan Da groaned loudly. She hadn't imagined it to feel so intense. The heat burned in her loins and without thinking, she reached into his pants, searching for his organ. It was hard and damp on the velvety tip. Ying Kong Shi's eyes widened. "You are brave, Yan Da." "I trust you," was all she replied. His skin was wonderfully cool, and smelled of cherry blossoms, but also of masculinity. He wasn't perfectly shaved like usual. There hadn't been time for that in the past few days. Her hands slid admiringly over his arms and his stomach. He was muscular, sinewy, but still slim, a young man on the threshold of his adult body. And his hands were astonishingly large, which now gripped firmly her thighs and unmistakably spread her legs. He took his shaft in his hand, and gently stroked her already damp femininity with its tip. "And I trust you that you won't let me suffer on our wedding night."
With that he pulled back just to dive down to her sensitive parts. The sudden cold there was quickly replaced by his hot breath between her legs. Every muscle in her body tensed as he used his learned skills. "Yan Da, I will do this to you for eternity. Can you imagine that?" He whispered, putting his finger in. Yan Da moaned, her whole body felt electrified by his caresses. The only thing that kept her from coming was his mouth that sucked at her blossom gently, steadily, bringing her waves of sweet sensations. But when he put a second finger in, her will to last longer shattered in his hands, lustful sweetness carried her to the top, releasing her sexual energy like an explosion. He didn't stop sucking at her, instead accompanied her through her climax until the last waves of pleasure ebbed away. His organ was still rock hard when he straightened up. Yan Da had never seen him like this before, in the silver moonlight, devoid of any control on his face. This Ying Kong Shi was only hers. She reached between her legs and used her moisture to rub it on him. Her hand slid up and down lightly. She watched as he bared his teeth and threw his head back. He was just muscle and manhood, kneeling over her, and pearls of sweat formed on his chest. His mouth opened as he looked down at her. "Yan Da ..." He shouted out her name, as he came like an eruption. His semen flowed out of him in waves. Ying Kong Shi gasped as his still trembling body sank down on her, covering her heavily. Exhausted, and finally satisfied, after the long days of longing, he lay there, breathing in the same rhythm as she did. Yan Da felt how his heart slowed down. She let him fall asleep, too happy to talk, to caring for his tired body to shove him away. Instead, she took a blanket and spread it over him as best as she could. For a while she also tried to fall asleep. For Yan Da, however, it was as if she had never been so awake in her whole life. The feeling of being able to lie there with him like that was wonderful. It wasn't just the intimacy she'd just experienced with him. Rather, she felt she had to protect him as he lay there, naked, and completely trusting her. Ying Kong Shi, if this is just the start, then I can't wait for our wedding night, either.
