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Chapter 53
Nunca sera lo mismo otra vez
While Abhijeet was busy in his dream Daya came back home. As soon as he opened the door, he heard the loud volume of TV
He frowned with: Abhi itni oonchi awaz mein Tv sun raha hai…wo to humesha se bohat irritate hota tha
A small smile came on his lips remembering
Daya was watching an action film in quite loud volume sitting on the sofa looking mesmerized at the screen when heard a bang of Abhijeet's room door and Abhijeet came to the hall with
Tum behrey ho?
Daya replied still looking at the screen
Shhh…dekhney do…
Tum akele hi dekh rahey ho na?
Daya didn't turned his eyes from the screen and pick up the cushion placed it on the other side and said: haan theek hai tum bhi beth jao
Me apni baat nahi kar raha hun…tum jis volume mein sun rahey ho…mujhe lag raha hai purey mohalley ko sunaney waley ho
Now Daya turned towards him and said in irritated tone: Abhi tumhara problem kya hai…aaj chutti mili hai humein…tum ne kaha tha tum file work bhi nahi karo ge…us k baad bhi tum..
Mujhey file work nahi karna hai… mujhe bhi pata hai chutti mili hai…per me ne ye nahi kaha tha ke me apney kaan kharab karwa leta hun…
Itney volume mey kaan nahi kharab hotey…hum kitna kuch suntey hain…goli ki awaz…bomb ki awaz…us mein kuch nahi hota hai…or is se ho jaye ga…ajeeb ho tum bhi
And he turned again to the screen
Abhijeet said
Wo sab humara kaam hai…bin wajah apney kaan kharab nahi karney hain mujhe…kaam karo volume
But it didn't create any affect
Abhijeet said: Volume kam karo Daya…warna aik lagaun ga mein
Daya threw the remote on the sofa and move towards his room with: tum se to baat karna hi bekaar hai
Abhijeet smiled a bit and said: wese meine dekhne se mana nahi kiya hai…kam volume mein bhi dekh saktey ho…(he lowered his tone as his next words can cost him much he said) jahan tak mujhe pata hai…kaan to sahi hey tumharey
Daya glared but after decreasing the volume again concentrated on the movie and soon a bowl of popcorn appeared in front of him and he heard
Wese ye incentive hai…araam se baat maaney ke liye
And Daya started eating the popcorn while sideways glaring at Abhijeet who smiled with
Arey…itni zada awaz mein TV dekhe ga to aas paros ke log bhi disturb hon ge na…or tujhe pata hai itne loud volume mein sunney se kya ho ga…kaan k jo pardey hotey hain na us per bohat effect hota hai…or kehtey hain,…k us pe effect honey se humara balance bigarta hai…or to or…neend mein bhi problem hoti hai…arey aik hi din ki to chutti hai…us mein bhi agar neend mein problem ho…to hum fresh ho ke thori duty per ja paein ge..hai na…
Daya made a face but didn't protest more
Daya came back to present and sighed with
Per...Abhi ke ab ki halat ke sath loud sound ka kya sambandh hai...ya phir remote kharab..
He entered inside but didn't find Abhijeet in front of TV or in the kitchen
Ye Kahan chala gaya TV khula chor ke..
He found Abhijeet's room door wide open. He peeped inside found Abhijeet half lying on the bed attaching his head to the headrest, his eyes closed. He came outside turned off the TV and then again move towards Abhijeet's room
He went near to Abhijeet found some tear tracks present on his cheeks and his face looking extremely distressed even in sleep
Daya softly touched his head and guessed that Abhijeet is in quite deep sleep. He made him lay down properly, covered him, adjusted the AC and was about to come out but stopped turned back with
Koi bura sapna dekh raha hai kya? Chehra dekh ke lag raha hai kisi baat se bohat dard ho raha hai...(he thinks for a second)jagaun? (Shook his head) nahi...rehney deta hun...shayad thak gaya hai hospital janey aney mein...aaj kuch acha bana deta hun dinner mein...doctor ne koi naya restriction to lagai nahi hai... to is ki pasand ka hi kuch..us se mood to pura theek nahi ho ga...per shayad pait bhar ke kha ley
He looked at the wall clock found it already late afternoon
He sighed with; pata nahi lunch bhi kiya ya...
He moved out and found the sandwiches which he had made for the lunch are not at all touched
He grumbled something like
Matlab medicine bhi nahi li...meri chutti khatam ho jaye to kya kary ga ye...me aik baar DCP sir se baat karun? Abhi ab itni jaldi hi akela nahi reh paye ga..(shook his head with a sigh) chalo pehle is ko kuch khila dun phir baat karta hun...
...
Abhijeet woke up from sleep with a jolt and looked around with a shudder
Me ye kya soch raha tha...me Daya ko chor ke janey ki kese soch sakta hun...( he feels his heart beat beating extra fast) me...mein...nahi...
He hurriedly got up and rushed outside bare footed
He had to get to his brother. He cant get lost in his own sorrow and leave his reason to live
He have to overcome the riddle of mind, that constantly wanders through the past—which is a terrible mess
Sometimes You Have To Swim Through Darkness
If You're Ever Going To Surface In The Light
Daya who was coming out of the kitchen nearly collided with Abhijeet
He grabbed him with kya hua...aise kahan ja rahey ho tum...tabiyet kharab lag rahi hai?
Abhijeet looked at Daya with strange look for few seconds then said
Tum...aa gaye?
Han me aa gaya tum so rahey they tab...kiun kya hua..
He murmured while looking down: Me...me nahi jaun ga...
Aise Dard Mein Hum Kuch Kerr Hi Na Jayeen
Dard Sehte Sehte Kahi Marr Hi Na Jayeen
Kahan nahi jao ge?
Abhijeet came out of his trance and looked up at Daya for a second then again looked down with:
nahi...kuch nahi (softly removes Daya's hands from his shoulders and turned to his room again murmuring) kuch nahi...
Daya hold his hand with: Abhi...
Hearing that Abhi from Daya, Abhijeet stood still on his place for few seconds then turned with
Hunnn?
Daya asked softly: koi bura sapna dekha?
Abhijeet shook his head
Phir?
Kuch nahi...
Acha...betho...
Me room mein...
Nahi...room mein nahi...yahin betho..
Abhijeet sat down on the dining chair unquestioningly. Daya move to the kitchen and came back with a plate
He said while forwarding the plate towards Abhijeet
Tum ne lunch to skip kar diya...to me ne wo sandwiches kha liye..me ne bhi lunch nahi kiya tha...or itney deir ke rakhey huey tumhare liye shayad theek na hon..healthy khana chahiye na..(he placed the water bottle with))to...meine tumhare liye fresh sandwich bana diye ye kha lo abhie dinner mein bohat deir hai tab tak bhooka nahi rehna hai
Abhijeet looked up wearily and then nodded
Daya wants to say something but stopped himself.
And Abhijeet started eating without any protest or showing disinterest like last few days.
He was looking scared due to some reason.
Daya sat beside him silently for few seconds then softly touched his shoulder with
Abhi...
Abhijeet shook his head but didn't say anything for few seconds then started in the tone which is lacking its usual confidence and which Daya didnt want to hear but he is bound to
Abhijeet said;Aan...wo aaj hospital mein doctor ne kaha ke me...me theek hun...tum...tum bureau ja saktey ho
Dil Yea Deta Duhai
Ghum Se Dey Tu Rehai
Daya gave a look to Abhijeet who remained busy in playing with the sandwich in his hands while looking down
Daya said: Han dikh raha hai tum kitney theek ho...me nahi tha aik din...to lunch nahi kiya...dopeher ki medicine nahi li...me bureau jaun ga to pata nahi kya karo ge... DCP sir se baat karni ho gi...apni chutti extend karwani hai mujhe
If it was any other day Abhijeet's reply was
Acha chuuppp...mere baap.. ainda aisi ghalti nahi ho gi...tu na bas bahaney dhoond chutti maarney k...
But Daya heard a simple Nahi
Daya looked at him in question, he said
Nahi...theek hun mein...mein kar lun ga..
Daya's anger bar started rising and he said: To aaj kiun nahi kiya
It seems that Abhijeet too sensed that anger so replied in a shaky tone
Ss..sorry...sorry
Haal Kaise Sunawa
Rog Kaise Nibhawan
Listening that sorry Daya calmed himself with
Meri already kaafi chutti due hai tumhe pata to hai...thorey din me bhi chutti enjoy kar lun...
Abhijeet didn't say anything and continue eating silently
Abhijeet nearly finished his sandwich when Daya said
Wese aik kaam ho sakta hai
Abhijeet looked up, Daya continued
Tumhe to doctor ne already fitness certificate de diya hai to tum bhi join kar lo...aik sath hi duty jatey hain..kia kehtey ho?
Daya was moving towards the sofa while saying this and arranging the things on the center table
Abhijeet stood up hastily.
Hearing the screeching sound Daya turned.
Abhijeet remained standing at his position for few seconds then said
Me ..mein nahi...
Daya completely turned towards Abhijeet with
Matlab? Me pooch raha tha duty kab se join kar rahey ho tum...
Abhijeet bit his lips and tightly clutched both his hands in one another and said in a very low tone while looking down
I Know I'm Sinking Deep
I Can't Hold Back My Tears
I Feel So Lost
Nahi me ab...duty nahi...
Daya said in a tone like he didn't understand anything
Kiun kia hua?
Abhijeet didn't look up and said
Me ab in sab se tang aa chuka hun...me ye sab chor ke jana chata hun me Resignation dena chahta hun...tum to jaantey ho me sab se door jana cahta hu
Ab Chupane Ko Apna Kuch Na Raha
Jakhm Dikhne Lage Dararo Se
He tries to explain that this murder crimes rushing behind those criminals...he wants to move far and far away from this
But what Daya feels as he himself is also a part of that life, so maybe Abhijeet wants to move away from him also. Maybe that's why he was avoiding him. Till now what Daya thought that Abhijeet was surprised to see him here, may be it was not surprise but it was irritation
May be things are as they are. Only he imagined it different.
Daya doesn't know if he is thinking rationally or not. But the only thing came in his mind that he is now not important enough for Abhijeet to fight back.
I'm Sad, Hurt, Angry, Mad, Disappointed
But
You Know What?
I Will Put On A Happy Face And Move On
It Will Hurt
But
I Will Survive
Abhijeet is not fighting to come back to him.
May be during this chase behind criminals, during this chase of justice their relation has lost its value
And
Being the sentimental fool like always
He burst out with:
or me...me bhi to hun mujh se bhi door jana chahtey ho...( shook his head ) koi baat nahi...tumhe kahin door janey ki zarurat nahi hai...yahan tumhara ghar hai...maa ji ka ghar hai...tum kiun door janey lagey...
Tu Chup Hey Toh Yeh Darr Lagta Hey
Apna Mujhko Ab Kaun Kahega
He smiled ruefully
wese tum ne Resignation ka to plan kar hi liya hai...DCP sir tak kiun bhejo ge...mujhe de do...me de deta hun..or wese bhi mujhe un logon se milna hai na...transfer jo lena hai...me yahan per Beth ke tumhein or tang nahi karna chahta...Muje nahi banna koi ACP
Tu Hi Wajah
Tere Bina Bewajah Bekaar Hu Mein
Tere Yaar Hun Mein
He took a deep breath came towards Abhijeet and forwarded his hand
chalo Lao.. do Resignation...us din me ne tumhein de diya tha na...or wo sign kiya hua bhi nahi tha..chalo jao sign kar ke la k de do mujhe...me apna transfer application or tumhara Resignation sath hi submit karwa dun ga...aik haftey mein dono ka process pura ho jaye ga...theek hai na mein bhi chala jaunga
I Don't Need Your Reasons,
Don't Tell Me Cause It Hurts
It Looks As Though,
You're Letting Go
Expelling out his frustration and fury he was about to move to his room when heard a very heartrending call
Daya!
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