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LAST CHAPTER
Nunca sera lo mismo otra vez
On the other side after disconnecting the call Abhijeet again turned on the volume of the TV and started pacing up and down. He don't even know what is going on in the TV but he know that he needs some noise. The silence disturbs him very much, the noise gives him company.
Whenever there is silence he hears a pleading tone, the questions of the kid and two gunshots.
But today he is not even concentrating on the noise
Daya ki awaz se aisa kyun lag raha tha k wo ro raha hai...haan us ko ye post accept karney mein thora problem ho raha tha...per abhie wo ro kyun raha tha...or usey informer ke pass jana tha...per filhaal to wo kisi case per kaam nahi kar raha hai..phir informer kis liye...wo bureau gaya tha sab ko bataney...per wahan aisa kya hua k wo to raha tha...ya me hi ghalat samjh raha hun...aik baar phir se call karun?.. nahi...nahi...theek hai...
He sat down on the sofa trying to concentrate on the noise but Daya's tone is haunting him
What Torture Lurks Within A Single Thought
It Aches With Presence And Dull Remembrance
…
Unaware of Abhijeet's turmoil Daya reached the beech paid the fair move towards the shady area on a side and sat down there silently immersing his feet in the water
The water is reflecting the blue of sky
He wants to cry, he warns to shout but he makes himself understand that now there are many many risks and responsibilities on him, he shouldn't cry. Now there are many expectations from him, he can't breakdown
Saagar Kitna Mere Pass Hey
Mere Jiwan Mey Fir Bhi Pyaas Hey
Hey Pyaas Baadi Jiwan Thoda
He looks up at the sky and remembers his childhood, then whenever he tried to imagine a future, it seems too long too tough and he got scared. But his scare didn't stop the future, it came and somehow it became a happy one under the protective shadow of ACP Pradyuman then holding the arm of his brother. At that time whenever he imagined a future it looked quite smooth despite of all hardships and obstacles
But today again when he is imagining the future, it's looking so tough, so steep, so alone
Tumhara Rasta Mein Rok Lu Majbur Hu Lekin
Ke Mein Chal Bhi Nahin Sakta
Aur Tum Daud Jatey Ho
He remembers his Raghuvendra sir saying
Daya...darr ke tum haar jao ge...waqt to nahi harey ga na..waqt chalta rahey ga...achanak tum dekho ge k tum haar ke beth gaye or sab aagey nikal gaye...darr lag sakta hay...per phir bhi chalo...aas pass andhera ho phir bhi chalo...aagey roshni zarur hogi...waqt k sath taal mail kar k agar na bhi chal sako to waqt k peechey hi chalo...kabhie na kabhie waqt tumhare hath mein zarur aa jaye ga...
Zindagi Aik Mehmaan Hai
Zindagi Aik Muskaan Hai
Zindagi Aik Ehsaas Hai
Zindagi Ek Wachan Bhi To Hai
Jise Sab Ko Nibhaana Padega
Daya smiled to himself
Sir aap ko bhi bhoot sawar tha...jo bachon ko Dard deta hay un ko dard dene ka...kya faida hua kuch nahi..ACP sir ko bhoot sawar tha sab ko insaaf dilaney ka.. kya faida hua kuch nahi...Abhi ko lagta tha insaaf k liye lartey lartey jaan bhi chali jaye to koi baat nahi...per kya faida hua kuch nahi...phir akhir kya milta hay auron ka soch ke
He know that he too will go from the same path of justice.
Phir Ashq Bahaney Ki Ijazat Bhi Na Hogi
Dil Khoon Bhi Ho Jaye To Faryaad Na Kerna
But today, just for today his weakness is coming out
…..
Daya came inside the house found Abhijeet sitting on the sofa looking at the door itself
Daya offered him a smile with: medicines le li na...
Abhijeet just nodded. He is scanning Daya up and down, he was looking quite wet in places
Daya too looked down looking at his clothes and gave a smile with
Arey achanak barish aa gai to...me me...fresh ho k aata hun
He was about to move inside when Abhijeet called
Daya...
Haan?
Gari mein raincoat rakhna bhool gaye kya
Daya frowned with : gari mein...
He doesn't remember if raincoat is in the car or not?
So he change the line as
Arey gari na kharab ho gai thi..to me ne us ko garage bhej diya or cab se ghar aya...bas is liye bheeg gaya
Abhijeet asked: tum ne jab mujhe call kiya tha us se pehle kuch hua tha?
Kia hoga?
Nahi...kuch bhi...
Daya shrugged with: nahi to...
No One Should Know
About What Goes On In My Head
Abhijeet nodded, Daya remain standing in his place, looking at Abhijeet for few moments, then said
Me theek hun boss...kuch nahi hoga...
And he moved inside his room, closing the door softly
Every One Sails Alone
Although You Can Travel Side By Side
Abhijeet was looking at the closed door silently
Kia me phir se...phir se kuch ghalat kar raha hun...kya Daya sach mein chahta hai k me duty join karun...per mujh se to ab nahi...mujh se sach mein nahi hoga...
He sighed, attached his head to the backrest and closed his eyes tiredly
After few minutes Daya came out after freshening and said
Tum ne lunch kar liya na
Haan...tum ne kha liya?
Daya nodded: haan..wo me ne bataya na...bureau se nikal ke me informer se milney gaya tha...to us becharey ne saara din kuch nahi khaya to..me usey dhabey per le gaya..ab wahan aise hi to beth nahi sakta tha..to me ne bhi kha liya...
Abhijeet nodded
Daya sat down on the sofa across him and Abhijeet now turned the TV off
Daya didn't ask him about why there is a documentary about dolphins is going on in that much loud volume, but said
Aaj...Adi aye ga..(he looked at the clock and said) us ki duty to shayad khatam ho gai hay...kabhie bhi tapak sakta hay...or team bhi keh rahi thi k aik din tum se milney...me ne unhe kaha hay ke thorey din baad...me join kar leta hun...phir team aati hai...theek hai na?
Abhijeet again nodded silently
Daya then said
Tumhe pata hai...Dr Salunkhe central lab join kar rahey hain...
Abhijeet frowned with: or forensic?
Naya doctor aa raha hai...
Oh...
Daya looked at Abhijeet for few seconds then just shook his head when the door bell rang
Daya went over and opened the door with
Arey Adi...aa jao...
Aditya was holding a paper bag so Daya asked
Ye kya hay...
Ye pastry hai...
Adi entered and sat beside Abhijeet keeping the pastry box on the table with
Tum ACP ban rahey ho na...to celebration to hona chahiye
Daya looked at Adi who nodded
Daya smiled with; yaar ab to wese hi fit rehna hai mujhe...or us per ye pastry...chalo..aaj kha hi leta hun...me plates or spoon...
You See This Same Smile,
You See This Same Style
He moved towards the kitchen
Adi turned to Abhijeet who is following Daya through eyes and asked
Kese ho
Pata nahi...Abhijeet answered absentmindedly
Haan? Tumhe pata nahi tum kese ho?
Samjh hi nahi aa raha hai.. pehli baar...samney hay sab kuch..phir bhi samjh nahi aa raha hai
Adi understood the meaning of the words so didn't answered but said
Acha me zara hath dho k aata hun..hospital se direct aya hun...
He got up and move towards the kitchen.
Daya had already arranged three plates spoons and forks and was about to come out found Aditya standing at the kitchen door
Arey..tum yahan kyun chaley aye...me la raha tha na...
Aditya started: Daya tum...tum theek ho?
Daya looked towards Adi and smiled may be fakely but still smile because he have to practice the fake smile from now on
But What You Don't See Is Behind
You Don't See What Goes On In My Mind
He replied: bilkul...haan thora bura lag raha hay...Abhi ke sath nahi kar paun ga duty...per theek hun me...( then changed the track with) acha tum hospital se aaye ho na...chalo hath dho k aao..phir pastry khatey hain...
I'm Very Good At This,
This Thing I Call Acting
And he was about to move out when Adi grabbed his arm
Kitni deir Roye aaj?
Daya hide his eyes with; me..me kyun roun ga...
You Might Call It Something Different,
You Might Call It Faking
Adi said in bit rough tone
Tumhe kya lagta hay Abhijeet ko samjh nahi aa raha hai ye...
Kia samjh aye ga Adi...tum or boss na ajeeb ho..
He removed Adi's hand from his arm and came out with
Boss tum ne kaha hay kya Adi ko...kya shuru kiya hay..ye me theek hun ya nahi.. tab tum keh rahey they...ab ye keh raha hay...kya tum log bhi...Adi jaldi se hath dho k aao..warna tumhara portion me kha raha hun..
I Hide All My Emotions
And All The Secrets Too
Adi too came out following Daya but stood at few feet distance looking at him minutely
Abhijeet too looked at daya then at Adi.
No One Should Know
About All The Tears That Have Been Shed
...
And it started
Days of showing yourself alright, days of making yourself ready for the responsibilities, which you never thought will be yours and that too in these circumstances.
There's This Fragment Of Time
Which Just Wouldn't End
News came that due to some lawyers strike or something the court was closed and the vaccation of four days extended to six days so nearly one week has passed. Next day was Sunday so in total seven days and Monday means from tomorrow, he will be joining the duty
Sunday evening Abhijeet had gone to hospital
Adi has insisted some check up.
Daya was alone at home
He can allow himself to be weak alone ,Right?
No he can't
He forgot how to cry openly he don't even want to remember
I Don't Want To Forget
But Remembrance Is A Sin
Today first time he really understood why during those few days Abhijeet was so harsh
He couldn't allow himself the luxury of breaking down.
But now daya?
He can't even allow himself the luxury of anger along with breaking down
Daya was lost in some thoughts
When heard the door sound
So he Turned and found Abhijeet walked in carrying a brown paper bag found Daya biting his nails looking very lost
Abhijeet sighed.
He himself is too tired...exhausted rather physically and mentally.
The whole way of murder murderer kidnap blood and gore has worn him down
But still he is a big brother...that is a never ending responsibility and a non tiring one
He moved forward : bahut pareshan hey?
Daya turned to him : agaye tum? Medicines le aye..aur blood pressure map aye na?!normal hey?
Abhijeet smiled softly: ha babah sab thik hey aur le aya meds..tujhko kya hua WO to bol
Kuch nahi bas..
He sat beside him looking really tired
Daya... Manta hu Tujhmey abhie himmat hey lasho ki bich se agey barne ki..lekin mein thak gaya..lekin us raste se chahe thak gaya hun tujhe aj bhi samjh sakta hu..
Daya didn't reply directly but said
mujhe apna pehla day yaad araha
Pehla day?
Daya nodded
ha sub inspector Daya reporting on duty..ACP sir ne mujhe upar se nichey tak Dekha aur kaha… millo Frederic aur Asha se..aur ek officer hey.. WO mission pey hey..
Abhijeet was listening with full attention
Between his memory loss, absence and reserved nature, later due to Daya's guilt too, they never really spoke about those days
Daya continued in trance
pehla case..tab mere chehre se darwaja to dur koi cardboard piece bhi na tute..mera nervousness.. Kitne sare garbar kiya...fir ek week bad infamous Abhijeet sir agaye
Abhijeet said in very soft voice: infamous
Daya nodes
ha tab to infamous hi they..angry..Serious... Bahut kam baat krta..galti ho jaye to ankh dikhake hi dara deta hey..bahut strong willed..total fighter
Abhijeet looked sideways. That Abhijeet had died…died in that very incident where all his strength was in front of a lifetime exam
Daya continues
yea sab sun rakha tha meine..fir tum aye..aur pehle din hi meine tumhare file pey coffee gira di
Abhijeet turned to Daya with raised eyebrow
Daya too turned and said
bilkul..bilkul yeahi looks Diya tha tumne
Abhijeet smiles
acha..fir..
Daya leaned back on couch
fir pucha apne trademark style mey naye ho..? Per jabab Dene se pehle bola tikna hey to thora sudhar jao..itna clumsy hokar kuch nahi kr paoge...acha ab jao..mujhe yea file fir banana hey..(in lost tone) tumne mujhe danta hi nahi
Abhijeet smiled
Daya said
tum perfect leader they ..sab kuch kaise bikhar gaya na boss..tumne mujhe shooting sikhaya leadership sikhaya..the sharp shine and sharp shooter..
He stopped abruptly sensing a hard grip on his arm. He looked sideways and remembered his blunder. He can see Abhijeet's sweaty pale face, which was looking fixed at some far away point.
Daya knows what he is actually seeing
Abhijeet was seeing the same scene, the gun in his hands, a man pleading in front of him. His heart knowing that this man is innocent, but he still presses the trigger.
Daya slowly rubbed his back and Abhijeet came to present and shook his head
Me theek hun…me…me bas..
Abhi relax
Abhijeet took a deep breath and said: raat kaafi ho chuki hay…tumhein jaldi uthna hay…ja ke so jao…
Dinner nahi karna hai tumhe? Daya asked
Nahi Daya…itna sara khoon.. (he was still in the same daze)
Abhiii…
Abhijeet jerked with: ha…han …me…me theek hun…me chalta hun…kamrey mein hi hun..tum…
Abhi…tumhe medicines bhi to leni hain..
Abhijeet sighed: han…ab to mera or in ka sath,,,
Per bina dinner kiye..
Mein...mein milk..
Nahi…tum betho….me lata hun..
Abhijeet didn't have the energy to protest, he sat there quietly, at least looking calm from outer side
Soon Daya came back with the glass of milk and give that to him and handed him the medicine packet
Freeing himself from the tedious task , Abhijeet stood up with
Good night
Daya just nodded didn't try to stop him didn't speak to him ,remembered doctor Aditya's words
Bahut kuch trigger kar sakta hai usey…thora sa space dena…aisa usey kabhie feel nahi hona chahiye…ke tum us pe pity kar rahy ho…
Trigger…
Gun also has a trigger, so as our mind. Gun's trigger can kill a body, mind's trigger can kill your soul.
Trauma, such a small word and they are trained to deal with it on daily basis. But everything even every emotion has a limit, so as this person..a ordinary human
Daya looked towards Abhijeet's room who was about to close the door but stopped
Ja k so jana…deir mat karna…
And then close the door
Yea… …something don't change
The same man used to scold him like
Deir se kyun aya ghar…
Raat ko deir se kyun so raha hay…
Subha jaldi kyun nahi uthta.
And this continue till now
Daya sighed
If…just if…he can change the small portion of the past
Daya sighs and move towards his own room
But sleep is not near his eyes
After few minutes of tossing and turning Daya got up and left his room came to the hall
…..
Daya moved to sleep but, sleep is not ready to come to him..so After few minutes of tossing and turning Daya got up and left his room came to the hall
He stood near the opened glass window and looked out. The vast sky is looking down at him. The moon is smiling at him.
Maybe they are giving him their blessings, maybe from there ACP sir is looking at him, giving his blessings. He had somehow made himself ready for this new post new responsibility, but still he have some regrets,
maybe if he can go back to those moments of doubt, to those moments of insult and tell his buddy that, yes he don't have to be strong, he can cry, he can shout, he can get angry, but he can also lean on him.
If he can go back and tell Abhijeet that Abhijeet can easily lean on him because at any moment Daya may need his support also, maybe…but it's not possible.
Maybe if he can go back and make that man understand that whatever the situation comes, it will go away. Maybe today there is darkness but tomorrow there will be light again.
Maybe then these days will not be so tough
Questions Forever Remaining
Lingering, Through In The Past
He slowly moves towards Abhijeet's room, pushes the door softly and moves inside and found Abhijeet lying with closed eyes.
He came nearer and glanced at his face. Now Abhijeet have a permanent frown on his forehead and dark circles around his eyes. Daya know, most of the time Abhijeet cried in sleep without any sound.
These days Daya's sleep is adamant of not coming to him easily, so he often comes to this room, maybe anyhow if he can convince Abhijeet to forget everything. He knows that it's not so easy, but still maybe.
He remembers when he had talked Dr Manjula about Abhijeet's new habits
He was sitting in Dr Manjula's cabin and started as
actually Dr...wese to Abhi ki haalat mein kaafi sudhaar hay...ab baat karo to wo jawab deta hay...haan thora un mindful to rehta hay per jawab deta hay...khana waghera bhi theek se kha raha hai..haan agar me na kahun to khata nahi hay..lekin agar me us ko aik bar bhi poke kar dun k tum ne khana nahi khaya to kha leta hay...dawaii bhi theek se le raha hai..per kuch cheezein...
Come on Mr. Daya...itni jaldi sab cheezein normal ho sakti hain...
Nahi me normal ki baat nahi kar raha hun...per...jese ke wo zada deir akela nahi rehna chahta hay...mujhey in dino mein aik do baar kaam ke liye nikalna para...to bohat baar poochta hai ke tum kab wapis aao ge? Tum phone to le ke ja rahey ho na...me phone kar sakta hun na?
He took a deep breath
aur me jo time bol ke jata hun...us se agar adha ghanta bhi deir ho jaye to bohat pareshan ho jata hai...or us adhey ghantey mein teen char baar call karta hai..in dino jab me akhri baar kaam ke liye bahir gaya to mujhe aney mein do ghanta late ho gaya...actually is case se pehle aik case chal raha tha..us per baki team to lagi hui thi lekin mujhe bhi jana para urgently..to..
Dr Manjula nodded with haan I can understand...
Daya continued: wahan deir ho gai mujhe...or wapsi per barish ki wajah se network nahi tha...to me inform bhi nahi kar paya...Abhi ne pata nahi kitni baar call bhi kiya ho shayad mujhe...me jab ghar aya to us ki halat bohat kharab thi...or wo ro raha tha or..
He bit his lips and said after a pause
Dr agar aise hi chalta raha..to jab me duty join karun ga...tab to wo pagal ho jaye ga...humari duty mein na koi waqt ka thikaana hay..na hum har waqt phone per available hotey hain...or sach kahun to...khatra bhi bohat sara hota hay...agar is beech aisa kuch ho jis se mujhe...phir Abhi ko kese matlab...
Dr Manjula nodded with: haan...ye baat to hai..aap k duty join karne k baad ki situation handle karney k liye...aik do counseling sessions jaruri hain Mr. Abhijeet ke liye...kyun k practically agar socha jaye to ye sahi hai k AAP ko duty k beech kabhie chot lag sakti hay..kabhie ap hospitalize ho saktey hain...and I don't think ke wo itni asaani se us baat ko maan sakein ge...to pehle se agar is baat ko le ke un se thora...
Daya nodded and then said: or Dr me sach mein har waqt phone receive nahi kar paun ga...me ne ye baat Abhi ko samjhane ki koshish ki to...us ne aise to jawab de diya k haan theek hai...me samjh sakta hun...sorry me call nahi karun ga..per us baat k baad puri raat wo soya nahi...me raat mein teen baar dekhney gaya..teeno bar hi wo ro raha tha...mujhe kuch keh bhi nahi raha hai...me ne poocha bhi to kuch kaha nahi...or raat bhar bas kaanon me headphones laga k bas ganey chala k betha raha
Dr Manjula nodded looking like she is thinking something
Daya said: aik baat or...jab bhi kabhie wo akela hota hai..ya raat ko usey neend nahi aa rahi...aise mein ya to wo tv bohat zor se chala deta hai..or raat ko meri neend disturb na ho is liye kanon mein headphones laga leta hai...kuch baar aisa hua k me bahir kahin se ghar wapis aya to dekha k full volume mein tv chal raha hay...or Abhijeet ya to wahan hay hi nahi...ya phir aise betha hai...jese bas physically wahan ho mentally kahin or...wo aisi cheezein bhi laga leta hay tv per jis mein us ko kabhie interest raha hi nahi...aise lagta hai...k bas aik awaz k liye...
Dr Manjula interrupted with: actually...right..
Daya looked confused she explained
Wo bas aik awaz k liye hi ye kartey hain...aap khud sochiye...jab sab kuch shant sa ho...bilkul sannata ho...aap akele hon...aap k pass karney ko kuch na ho...to aap ko bohat saarey khayal atey hain ke nahi..
Daya nodded
She said: wo un khayalon se bachna chahtey hain...
Daya sighed, Dr Manjula said; wese me aap se aik baat poochun?
G..
Aap ACP ki post ke liye khud dill se raazi hain...
Is se Abhi ka kya sambandh?
Dr Manjula smiled a little with: Aap se juri har baat ka sambandh hay...Mr. Abhijeet se...ab aap ne pooch hi liya hay to me bata dun k unho ne Dr Aditya ko ye kaha hay k wo ap ko samjh nahi pa rahey hain..or ye bhi kaha k unhe lagta hai..kiun k wo aap ko pressurize kar rahey hain is liye aap ACP ban rahey hain...or aap ab un per bharosa nahi kartey hain...or..
Daya interrupted with: me Abhi per bharosa nahi karta hun...lekin yahan bharosey ki baat aii kahan se
Kiun k aap un ko khul ke apney dill ki baat bata nahi rahey hain...
Daya smiled a bit with; kya bataun doctor...ye bataun k tum apney feelings chor ke mere feelings per dehaan do...ya ye bataun k hamesha to tum mujh per dehaan dete aye ho...mujhey goli na lagey ye soch khud goli khatey aye ho..to ab mujh per dehaan dene ki bajaye khud per kese dehaan de saktey ho...
Dr Manjula looked at daya for few seconds then said
Aise kehne ki zarurat nahi hai...haan per ye keh saktey hain k dekho mere dimagh mein ye sab chal raha hai...
Nahi keh sakta me
Kiun
Kyun ke...mere dimagh mein jo kuch chal raha hai...agar me khul k wo Abhi ko kahun to us k liye theek nahi rahey ga...aap sab ko lagta hai...mujhe pehle ki tarha react karna chahiye...per me pehle ki tarha react nahi kar paun ga...kyun ke mujhe strong ban ke Responsibilities sambhalna nahi ata hay...bachpan or teenage mein ata tha...per Abhi ne bhula diya wo sab...me aik hi sath weak or strong nahi ban sakta
Dr Manjula studied Daya for few seconds then nodded with
Dr Aditya ko bhi yehi lagta tha k aap agar aik baar khul ke baat karney lagein ge to aap shayad ACP banney ki jo zimmedari aap ne li wo puri na kar sakein...
Adi ne ye Abhi ko bataya hay?
Nahi...unho ne kuch bataya nahi...unho ne bas suna or mujhe aa kar kaha k me aik baar Abhijeet jee se is mamley per baat karun
Daya didn't say anything, Dr Manjula continued
Dekhiye...me agar baat karun Un ki jo medicines hain wo agar chalein..to bhi do teen mahiney lag jaein ge un ko thora normal honey mein...per kuch cheezein humesha hi rahein gi...me aap ko kese...
Daya nodes with: mujhe pata hai doctor mujhe kabhie mera purana Abhi wapis nahi miley ga...
Daya aap aise mat sochiye...dekhiye...Abhijeet wohi hain...per bas...
Daya gave a smile with bas...
Dekhiye aap yea baat ko aise dikhayenge to Abhijeet jee kabhie aap per
Aap fiqar mat kijiye me Abhijeet ko ye sab nahi kahun ga...me to bas...
Me aap ko aik suggestion dun?
G...kahiye...
Aap ne ye maan liya hai k aap Abhijeet jee se pehle ki tarha khul k baat nahi kar saktey...per aap ka koi or dost bhi to hoga na...
Kyun?
Me is liye keh rahi thi ke aap apni baat kisi ko kahein...kyun ke agar aap kisi se baat nahi karein ge or aise sab kuch apney dill mein dabatey rahein ge...per kitne din? Kabhi na kabhie to us sab pressure ki wajah se aap ka kuch reaction hoga or hum as humans apna sab se zada reactions apne closed ones per hi dikhatey hain...maan lijiye kisi per humein ghussa aye tab hum kis per react kartey hain...
Apno per...
Or ab...
Daya continued in a firm tone
Aur ab mujhe Abhi per ye sab react nahi karna hai...be wajah ghussa...bharaas nikaalna...apni baat ko bolney k liye bas aik hi jagah dhundna..wo sab ab nahi karna ha...yehi na?
Dr Manjula looked a bit bewildered but nodded
Daya said in a confident tone
Mujhe pata hai...haan me Abhi ko sab keh deta tha...per mujhe aadat hay...apni baat apney ander rakhnay ki...so..fiqar ki koi zarurat nahi hai..
Dr Manjula just sighed.
Daya too promise to himself that if he can keep all his feelings bottled up, during his childhood, during his adolescence, during his teen age and during early adult stage then why cant he now.
His habit had changed only 17 years back, but he is still capable of doing that again
This Time
I Got Lost In A Maze
Each Turn Dragging Me Further
Into HELL
Daya came back to the present seeing Abhijeet move to other side in sleep
This person
Daya always admired this person from the earliest stage of his career. For others ACP Pradyuman maybe the strongest and the lion hearted one, but for Daya Abhijeet is the strongest. Yes he is not an iron man, he is a normal human being, stronger than others but still normal. After being burnt by the life he is hardened but he is an ordinary human and he had reached his limit
According to Shakespeare, life is a stage and everyone have to play their parts. Abhijeet played his part really well now its Daya's turn to play his own part.
Daya came out of Abhijeet's room and move to his own room. He is ready to play his part
My Heart Is Like A Lump Of Pain
Its Like A Bottomless Pit
Or A Blind Alley
But
There is a small but
Life is not fair, it is unfair at times, fair sometimes. But for some people, it's never fair. For some people its darkness is overwhelming
Making Friends With Shadows On My Wall
Will Daya be able to swim through this darkness alone?
Will he ever get back his relation or will he have to go back to those dark days of his life?
All Night Hearing Voices Telling Me
Will beach be again his only outlet?
Will the sleepless nights will his only emotional only emotional outcome?
That I Should Get Some Sleep
Will he even ever get that strong pair of hands grabbing him and telling him that
tere liye kuch bhi…
yaad rakhna tera dost humesha tere sath hai …..
jaan de dun ga tere liye …
tu mat ja,me jaata hun na…
mere hotey tujhe kuch nahi ho sakta…
Because Tomorrow Might Be Good For Something
Hold On
Will Abhijeet ever be again his confident self or even a shadow of his confident self
Will this new ACP whenever in need of a guidance, then will he get his friend?
Ek Chotaa Sa Lamha Hey
Jo Khatm Nahi Hota
Mein Lakh Jalata Huun
Yea Bhasm Nahi Hota
The answers of these questions are in the drawers of life, which seems to be seal firmly and Daya doesn't find keys to open those drawers till now
Questionable Thoughts And Unanswered Delusions
The Thought Of Every Desire Onto Which I Account To
Will Daya be able to find those keys or not?
Its upto future only
Because it's true that
Sometime you have to accept the fact that certain things will never go back to how they use to be
SO GUYS HOW WAS THE TOTAL STORY..
WE KNOW IT'S A BIT INCOMPLETE, ACTUALLY WE BOTH ARE ABHIJEET FAN, SO WE TOO ARE SAD WITH THIS ENDING
WE WERE THINKING ABOUT SEQUEL TYPE SOMETHING
Actually we are very happy and satisfied from the response and love u showed to this story. 2k+ reviews ….its like a hard work pays of type thing …so we want to give you a better ending that's why thinking about sequel…but friends in life somethings can never move back to their same shape as our title already stating will never be the same again… but they can be better… so…for that betterment we are thinking about the second part…if u want us to write kindly give your opinion
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